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Somewhere in my browsing in the Land of Internet, I read that his name is David and he lived (or lives) in London. I'd guess that his fame stems in part from the fact that his video, which is about 10 years old if memory serves me, was one of the first slam videos generally available.

@Poz50something is totally spot on: whether you're on Facebook or not, grief counseling can be of immense help, especially in the first several months. Let me also suggest you take a look at [think before following links] https://www.aarp.org/caregiving/. I can attest to the value of the AARP website and of grief counseling, having been the caregiver for the last 4 years of my partner's life. Send a private message anytime you want....

If you haven't noticed, there are plenty of us (like me) who think you're 🔥🔥🔥...

That was either a train or an assembly line....

If you feel that tipping is an obligation, set out by social norms, then the expected behavior is that you'll tip. If you view it to be more of a choice, usually to express appreciation for exceptional service, then you don't need to tip. The bar context, especially if you're regularly go there, is going to set an expectation that you'll tip. Tips can be a significant percentage of one's income, and bar patrons can feel obligated to help support the bar staff. That element of support may be even more important nowadays given the drop in the number of bars over the last decade. I'd leave a 10% tip. If anyone comments on the amount, remind them that the cost of living has gone up and you need to watch the nickels

I am so stealing that phrase..... thanks for adding to my vocabulary.

Mid-40s. To my mind, DILF isn't just physical, but also an attitude, a state of mind, experience. Yes, I know that there are many 20-somethings who have plenty of attitude and experience [where the hell were they when I was in my 20s?]. But in them, the pieces are still being assembled into their approach and adjustment to life. Speaking in very broad generalities, a guy in his 40s is sophisticated, experienced, confident. That's what makes him desirable.

"Tbc?" Please, please, please do....

I'd send a private message to viking8x6, one of the moderators, asking him if he could move it.

I'd guess "Sex with 'Enhancements'" is the place.

Pretty much what @NordicBtm said. From the description of events, I'm hard-pressed to see anything for which you should blame yourself. Remember that your friend made his own decision to join in a 3-way.

"Little whore demon" -- that's a great phrase...

I feel a need to have some therapy... and yes, I'd go out-of-network for therapy like this.

Life is full of risks -- one only need view videos on Twitter that show a car careening over the curb and into unsuspecting pedestrians. There are some risks you can't prepare against, and there's no sense in worrying about those. Instead, figure out the risks you can prepare against and then do the preparation. Having done the prep, you can then relax during play, knowing you've done all you can do. If he turns out to be a psychopathic killer, that could be one of those things you couldn't plan for (except keep evidence of his identity so the provincial police have something to work with in the homicide investigation). Have fun...

The advice and info already posted is spot on. A few observations of my own: the labor market has tightened significantly in the last 5 years. There are always local or regional differences, but it seems that there's always a shortage of labor in the building and construction trades. That you've doing that job in prison strikes me as being a huge plus since it means your skills haven't rusted. The labor shortage has also made some employers more receptive to hiring people they wouldn't have even considered 5 years ago. Vehicular homicide, especially DUI related, rips apart everyone involved -- the driver, the victim, the victim's family, the driver's family. But in the job market, vehicular homicide can be seen as a one-time thing, a departure from the person's usual life, habits, behavior. I contrast that to theft-type offenses which tend to be repeated over time, in part because of the typically low sentences imposed and in part because of the relative ease of committing the offense. After all, you don't need to be a criminal mastermind to forge a bunch of checks. Obviously, some employers won't consider ex-cons for a job, either because they don't want to take the chance or because they have government contracts that prohibit hiring anyone with a criminal record. Again, the fact that you're doing this work while in prison can show a prospective employer that you're more than trustworthy, etc. I doubt that Georgia DOC would let someone operate a bulldozer if the staff didn't trust the guy. Whatever survival skills you've developed in the last 8 years will be useful on the outside. The most sensible and attractive guy online can be a dumpster fire in real life. You need only read some of the discussions here to realize that. Admittedly, the probability of a dumpster fire is higher when "enhancements" are used, a situation to be avoided by you I imagine. Still, people seem to have forgotten how to be resilient, how to be polite, how to think beyond their own little world; instead, everyone is short-tempered, intolerant, and self-centered. That's enough from me. For whatever it's worth, good luck....