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BlindRawFucker1

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  1. I’m happy to see that Rick is back at the dorm playing again. I hope there will be some more good news soon.
  2. Yes, it does matter. I have absolutely no desire for a larger than average dick. As was said above, as long as it can get in me, and it can leave a load inside, I’m happy with it. Unfortunately, sometimes guys with big dicks, are total dicks themselves. Give me average or smaller any day.
  3. I’m definitely in the minority. i hate massages. I can’t stand to have my back and shoulders rubbed or massaged. It gives me the creeps. so, let’s just fuck!
  4. Silky smooth is the hottest, particularly when rimming.
  5. If this is in the wrong area, please feel to move or remove. There is a lot of talk here about viral loads. Are HVL (high viral load) and UHVl (ultra high viral load) medical terminology, or just terms used by the poz and barebacking community? If they are actual medical terms, what are the ranges for each term? I know that under 50, is undetectable, so what are the baselines for the other terms? And, what were your VLs when you were diagnosed as being positive? I’ve seen guys say they had a VL of over 10 million. I’ve also read that you can be pozzed by a VL as low as 370. So, it would be interesting to get some official VL catagory numbers. There are some guys who are in the medical field on here, along with some truly intelligent users who have dived deep into the subject. Thanks in advance. Again, move to another area if if it should go somewhere else.
  6. I have no idea. It would be nice to get a truly unbiased opinion. For me, of course, I don’t understand what makes a person hot or ugly. I do have my preferences, but it mostly has to do with body size, smoothness and personality.
  7. I prefer cut the most. But it is fun to work my tongue into the foreskin then into the slit.
  8. Sucking a dick straight from my ass is delicious! I’m always as clean as possible, so no worries about any other substances. If I’m eaten very thoroughly, he can spit on his dick, and that’s all the lube I need. Therefore, the only tastes are his cum and my ass juices.
  9. I knew that someone can move between detectable and undetectable, which would be a problem with a tattoo. But I wasn’t sure if there could be some other type of signal, such as jewelry or something in the hankie code. I truly appreciate your attempt to explain a biohazard symbol to me. It would be great to see a tactile one though. I still think a chaser/gifter symbol or signal would be good.
  10. I’ve always wanted to visit Bangkok. I’d love to swap loads with a young, little Bangkok guy.
  11. Thanks in advance for any information. We all know that biohazard sign is a way to indicate that you are HIV positive. Not being able to see, I don’t know what it even looks like. I’ve never seen a tactile version of a biohazard sign. My first question, is there any way to indicate whether a guy is detectable or undetectable? I’ve seen guys on here wonder if they have the right to have a biohazard tattoo since they are undetectable. They feel they may be falsely advertising or being disrespectful to those who are detectable. My next question, is there any symbol or signal to identify an active chaser or gifter? It seems to me like that could be helpful in a bathhouse or major PRIDE event. You all have been so helpful over the years describing and explaining visual aspects of the gay world to me, either in topics like this, or during private conversations. I truly appreciate it. Happy barebacking to all.
  12. I totally regret and am depressed that I’m still closeted to some degree. My parents know, along with my two best friends—both of whom are straight. None of the people close to me whom I’ve told, had any idea that I was gay. In fact, and quite humorous is, that the first two words out of the mouths of the first three people I told was, “i’m shocked.” After the third time, I almost laughed out loud when it was said. For the most part, my parents are supportive. My two friends couldn’t be any more supportive. Being blind complicated the whole thing , of course. No one with a disability has sexual feelings. And, certainly not homosexual feelings. I did know since I was 12, that I liked boys. I know that I would have most likely been pozzed, during college, and most likely dead now—which I can’t necessarily say would be a bad thing—if I had had any sexual experiences. I truly admire the kids today who come out when they are 12 or 13. I wish that would have been me. I’m slowly letting myself be a little more honest around people. Since the pandemic began, I’ve gotten in contact with friends from when I was in school. I immediately told them I was gay when we started talking about marital status and such things. Amazingly, none of the guys had any idea I was gay in school. One girl said she didn’t know, but always knew she would be safe with me, in all since of the word. She never worried about me trying to be sexual with her. Now the big question, would I change things if I could? Here’s my shitty answer. I don’t know. I would like to think I would, but that is something none of us can ever do, so will never know.
  13. 10 out of 10. Las Vegas and the southeast
  14. It must be squeaky clean like mine. I love the fresh scent and delicious taste. Eat my hole, and you are guaranteed access to fuck and flood me with your cum.
  15. Cum daily. Just fondle several times a day.
  16. Along with the different tastes, it is hot to discover the different textures of cum, from watery to thick globs.
  17. Shaved all the way. to me, the man scent is stronger. And, clean up is easier.
  18. Yes, please? I’d love young, smooth and small stature. That hard dick and loads of cum. If I had a heart attack while he or they were fucking me, it would be a great way to die! !
  19. For my entire life, I have suffered from the condition called cowardice. I knew from the age of around seven, that I was “different.” I discovered at that age I absolutely loved the scents of boys. By twelve, I knew I was gay. Being blind, I couldn’t see the other boys in the lockerroom. But, they couldn’t see me either. But, I loved the scents. I wanted to explore those scents up close and more personally, along with touching to see what they had and to taste them and their cum—I loved the taste of mine. During junior and senior high, I had four extremely overt opportunities to do what I wanted, and more. But, that cowardice took over. I didn’t go to college, another missed opportunity. However, in the mid ‘80s, I may have contracted HIV and be dead now, which might not have been an entirely bad thing. Finally, in my late ‘20s, I had my first sexual experience with a much older man. I doubt it could have been any better. I had my first bareback experience about ten years after that—I topped—and my first bottom BB fuck a couple of years later. So in short, I wish I had played with those other teenaged boys in school. I definitely wish I had experienced bareback fucking from the first, no matter the consequences. Unfortunately, I am still somewhat a coward. I hope that I’ll take advantage of any offer to fuck BB from any guy who I feel the least bit attracted. I can only hope that he comes along. Sorry for the long, rambling answer.
  20. Don’t and won’t use any substances. for me, sex is enough of a high. i also want to be completely situationally aware.
  21. There are legitimate reasons for guys not taking PREP. As has been mentioned above, kidney and liver problems can develop. Also, there can bee bone issues. In addition, Truvada and Descovy can block or amplify the dosages of some medications. For example, some seizure meds are made almost enactive.
  22. I think it would be fun to be on camera. I guess I would be starting a whole new genre, the blind, gay sex comedy. Most likely, I’d receive a lot of laughs for my body and performance, but it would still be fun.
  23. I prefer shaved, and shave myself all over.
  24. What I’m getting from the responses so far is, many guys in darkrooms prefer images from past experiences to enhance sex in the dark. So, in essence, you are still visually oriented when it comes to sex, whether you see it that way or not. I know how a male body feels, but have never “seen” one. How many of you would be happy if you never saw another naked man, whether in person, a picture or a video? Would you keep coming to this site if rawTOP removed all photos? Keep replying, no matter your opinion. Thanks again.
  25. I’ve got a question for all of you sighted guys. I’ve always read that men are visual when it comes to sex. And, gay guys are even more visual. As a blind guy, who truly wishes he could see another male body, watch men having sex or even just watch porn, why do so many of the guys on here, or in the community at large, want to fuck with a blindfold or in a darkroom? How many of you enjoy seeing the man to whom you are giving your body, or see the one you are fucking? No judgments asking this question. It just baffles me. Thanks in advance for your answers.
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