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I haven't yet been put off by the way someone speaks but close to it. Once I was involved in a threeway and I was keeping my mouth busy on my mate while he was being fucked. The Top doing the fucking was getting close and literally started howling. I couldn't help it and just burst out laughing. Definite mood killer. Things hastily wrapped up after that.

Although I do love wearing jocks I much prefer to be completely naked for a Top to use me. Its a strong mix of exhibitionism and vulnerability when you put yourself in someone elses hands like that. Part of me loves to be seen, part of me knows I shouldn't be, all of me knows its out of my control until the Top has finished.

I hadn't planned to go out this weekend, the weather has been crappy and the only local sauna has closed its doors. I woke up at about midnight having been dozing watching crap repeats and berated myself for not taking myself to bed. Two things were apparent. First I was horny as fuck, second it was much warmer than I was expecting. I went to the door and looked out. Not only was nothing frozen like it has been the last few days but it was positively mild. I did a quick freshen up threw on a jock, some jogging bottoms and a hoody grabbed my handy pocket lube and poppers and headed out. As it was passed 1AM by now I didn't really expect much as I parked up and walked into my local cruising ground. There was one youngish guy leaning against a wall rubbing himself through his trousers. I smiled at him as I walked by a little ways then leaned over the wall presenting myself and I hit my poppers. In a few seconds he was behind me and playing with my cheeks, spreading them and finding I had already applied some lube he wasted no time sliding his cock into me. He grabbed my shoulders and quickly took a jackhammer pace. I pushed myself onto him as best I could bu mostly I held onto the wall and let him pound me. It was only a couple of minutes but he unloaded pressed right up against me making sure I took every drop of his sperm. I guess he was one of those guys who feels guilty right after they cum because he quickly covered up and hurried away not even giving me the chance to say thanks. I stood up, rearranged myself and took a little walk. Headed into the trees and saw I had someone not far behind. I took the opportunity to pause and hit my poppers again. Sighing as I exhaled and thinking,"Bingo" as my follower came up behind me and started groping my arse. I moaned appreciatively and bent forward giving him better access. As he pulled my joggers down and ran his fingers over my hole he found me already wet and open. "Nice" was all he said. He took my hand and put it on his cock and I was glad I was preloaded because he had the fattest head on his dick I've ever experienced, his cock was average length with a full foreskin which I loved rolling back over that astonishing crown to really feel the goods. He pushed me back into position and I steadied myself against a tree while he lined up and shoved in. I mean he went balls deep in one go leaving me breathless. Between the poppers and my already fucked hole it didn't hurt but I was panting like I was giving birth. He grabbed my hips and started moving. He fucked me deep for a few strokes then ground into me as he held me down. His thickness moving inside me meant there was no way I could keep quiet and I was grunting and panting hard with each thrust he made. When he started picking up his pace I knew he was getting close and I begged him to load me up. And reader he delivered. I don't know if it was my hole throbbing from his hard fucking or his cock pulsing as he loaded me up but it felt amazing as he held himself inside me for a full minute before slowly pulling out. This time I was rewarded with his cock in my mouth to clean the remaining spunk before he went on his way. I knelt there for a moment to collect myself before I returned to my car. I didn't see anyone else as I walked back and there were no other parked vehicles as I drove away. Not every time has been successful but I am really glad I took the chance tonight. I wonder if I should risk it again tomorrow?

Damn, I didn't see the post date on the original entry. 🤪, Hopefully you have already enjoyed multiple excesses.

As has been mentioned, relaxation, time, patience and practice. Oh and lube, however much lube you are using add a bit more. There really is no such thing as too much. I find x-lube great for deep penetration and stretching. I have plenty of toys and had various hands and dicks inside me and I can tell you that there are no short cuts that don't end up in either discomfort or hospital. Always listen to your body, like with a work out, its ok to ache but anything painful means stop. You'll realise you're getting there when your favourite toys just don't hit the same spots anymore.

I am and always will be a total bottom so I generally prefer my cock left alone. Sometimes to ensure that I am caged, but when I am out and about I always get hard when fucked. I prefer anal stimulation on myself and always feel much better when that is the focus of the Tops interest, and yes I do cum from being fucked. Sometimes its difficult to explain that I really don't like my cock played with. I think this is because for most guys that is the focus of their pleasure so they don't seem to understand I would rather they focus on filling me up. As they take their pleasure I will get mine.

It's a tough situation. Especially with close family and the thought that this kind of disclosure will make people treat you differently is exactly why so many, even now, remain closeted. Never underestimate the ability some people have to use a shield of (wilful) ignorance. Some truths are too big for some people to process, and when its close to home it can be harder still, so rather than deal its easier to pretend its not happening (or just a phase). I wish there were some easy answers but the history of being gay is not exactly one of easy acceptance. I can only hope you find a resolution.

I get what you mean precisely. That's why I have favourites I always use. If the scent or the mix is off I just don't get the same results. I know there is a chemical response that poppers cause and its a little different between propyl, pentyl and amyl types but there is definitely a psychological effect when you immediately link the action of opening that bottle with everything that follows. Its kind of like the relaxation that comes with lighting a cigarette (for those smokers and ex smokers out there).

Thanks and reciprocated. All the best wishes and greetings of the season. I hope everyone here gets to enjoy the holidays, and the New Year, in the manner they most enjoy!

Got it in one! And yes hntnhole it must be the clerics, damn my chaotic alignment!

You could have just called me old 😉

Thanks for all the responses. I've slept on it and feeling a bit more philosophical. You've all raised great points and given me some needed reflection. Some days and guys just suck but then there are the good ones to concentrate on.

Excellent points viking. It is easy to forget that these are not conversations in any real sense. Especially, if like me, you tend towards impatience.

Thanks for the response RawPlug. You're right a sensible perspective is key. Not every foray will be a success which makes those that are much better. Still annoyed but tempered now.

Ok, so I'm not expecting a major thread or discussion. I am just venting tbh because I suspect I'm not unique in this situation. So perspective, its the weekend, I'm all ready for the season and starting to feel festive so I'm checking out the sites. I have received about half a dozen oinks in the space of about an hour and a half. So far so good; so I respond with a, " Hi, how's it going? What're you looking for?" etc. And that's it. That's where each trail ends. Why the hell hit someone up and then blank them? Did I break some golden rule by responding with an actual message? Now I suspect that mostly they saw my profile pic and just sent out feelers and only when I responded did they actually look at my profile and decide I'm not exactly what they were looking for. I guess I just wish guys would read first and not waste everyone's time. Sorry, vent over, I just needed to scream into the void for a bit because its too fucking cold to go cruising instead.

I think I want to try some modelling now. Or at least play piggy in the middle, the camera is optional.

I tend to fix suction cups to a floor for a riding position. Vertical fixings are always tricky although I have seen some inventive positioning using drawer fronts so the user can move the drawer back and forwards to create the right motion. You are right that what ever you fix to needs to be heavy and stable. If you have any weights or home gym equipment you can row yourself to a good place. Otherwise start saving for a fuck machine 😉 There are some pretty good benches you can look at too that are made for fixing toys to that afford a more comfortable position. Sometimes you have to get a bit creative with the space you have.

And, if you're just looking for a surface to attach to then any flat and smooth area. Tiles, laminates or polished wood floors. Mirrors work but beware of any glass surface that it is secure and solid.

Have a look at Twisted Beast. They make large toys and sell suction cups for the smaller and their (very) big toys. I don't know if they would work on a standard vac u lock fitting but as cups go they are a good size and a decent hold for the toys they fit.

I've met all kinds of guys with a wide variety of cocks. I will admit I prefer thick ones to long ones but any is welcome. As for size being a factor I can happily say I don't have any problem with taking larger dicks, I have spent a long time with toys and guys opening me up. It does take time, especially if you don't want to damage yourself but if you are looking to experience deeper penetration or stretching out your hole then all I will say is go slowly, very slowly, but the sensations can be amazing.

Didn't realise there was so much Bristol representation on BZ. Nice to know there are a few of us around.

I keep coming back to this hoping for more and every time I end up milking out another load. So sleazy, I love it!

Holy shit! Found this on break at work, now I have to cope with an afternoon hardon and the wait until I can pound myself stupid to this later on. Thanks for the torment 😉

A great first time fantasy, mind you I still dream of being used like this!

I've only ever had a mixed bag of luck with bbrts, and cruising sites in general. To be honest I only post occasionally and only check in to see if any cruising grounds are active. I think most guys can relate to getting spammed by pic hunters, or bots selling other sites, or the inevitable flakes. I know we live in a digital age but sometimes there's no substitute for getting out there.