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Also - was this test on a normal testing schedule for you? Or was it at a different time of year for you? back in the early 2000’s when I was getting tested quarterly and tge did both the viral load and CD4 each time … … my CZd4 would slowly climb during the year and then in my January test (right after the holidays with my family) it drop - frequently by almost 50%… so it could be a bad test it could be just a weird drop based on stress (or as EuRawBull mentioned) an unrecognized case of Covid) tge main thing is it sounds like you have a great dr … so what ever the case it sounds like you have the medical team to find out what happened and what tge fix is (and remember if unfit is a breakthrough… there are now lots of options to deal with HIV now good luck!!

I have to admit that I like the sound of piss hitting tge water in a toilet (I love it at work when another guy comes in … and wanting privacy- goes into the stall to piss … and true, I can’t “see” him … but I can hear him… and that brings lovely images to my mind so at home I normally piss in the toilet… but sometimes I am feeling raunchy so will piss in the sink … or just walk into the shower and piss in there and of course in the morning while taking my shower if I need to - I enjoy taking a piss hands free in the shower….(unless I feel like pissing on myself)

Unless that whole news show was also fake- I would be asking … are you sure the video was produced by tithe Onion???

Your profile doesn’t mention where you live… are you in a country where being gay is ok? Is there much of a poz community? I guess I was “lucky” enough to receive this news about 25 years ago - so at least it was after the discovery of “the cocktail” - but testing still took time - so there was a two week waiting period between finding out I was HIV positive and then finding out my T cells were low enough that I actually had AIDS… so I had a bit of time to absorb things I have also been lucky enough to be treated at a gay health center- so no matter the ailment I presented with, it was always in a stigma free, caring and supportive environment so my advice is first- - I hope your patient is old enough to be able to receive the news alone try and be as non judgmental as possible - be as warm and supportive as you can Make sure that after you tell him that he is HiV positive- the very next thing you tell him is that while at the moment this is not “curable” it is VERY treatable- either with just one pill a day - or now one shot every (what 3?) months That yes, while this will “change” his life it will not “end” it - that if he takes care of himself he should be able to live a normal life Talk about Undetectable = un transmissible he can still have kids if he wants to Be kind, and constantly reassuring will you be able to be his primary care provider going forward? - if so let him know you are here for him… that you will be a team and you will get him through this - or try and have an appointment already made for a dr that will be able to treat him are there any HIV/AIDS organizations in your area? I was more or less required to go to a group therapy session for about 5 weeks… I am NOT a group therapy kind of guy … but I found it really helpful to know I was not going through this alone… that I was not the only one stupid enough to get aids in the late 90s and just let him know there is a huge community of guys who have been living with this for a long time … and he will get through it as for the mother… is there a way can separate them - do he gets tge news on his own … and someone else can give her the news …. Again with the main message that this is no longer a deadly - but only chronic condition good luck and thank you for being such a caring and concerned healthcare provider… we could use more of your kind

Wow - very well written and very HOT … looking forward to the next chapters …..

I was lucky enough to have seen The Harvey perform that scene in it’s original off b-way run - (maybe off off Bway as I remember only being about 10 or 15 feet away ) he is a genius … it was a brilliant scene (actually the whole play in a brilliant time capsule of our history)

Good to know … I need to make a trip down to Providence one of these days.

Or . You could just go old school and keep a diary - nice leather bound book -nice pen and write in it every day- that way Sir can check it without having to ask for your phone

I think a lot is genetic… as yes there are some hot furry ftm otters out there (who I think are really hot) … but there are also some smoother twink type ftms … who (I would assume) are probably taking similar doses of testosterone

An amazingly hot story !!! - thank you- I look forward to your next one - I love how your mind works

Sorry this story came to and end it was beautifully written and fucking HOT glad it got back up to the top of the list again… it was great to read it again

I agree The 2024 election will have a huge impact on all of us. Living in a blue state (Massachusetts - where we now have a lesbian governor looking out for us) is great but …. For those of you living in a Purple state (or a purple district in a red state) - very selfishly I ask …. Can you stay there until after the election… and then move to your retirement dream town? if I could afford to I would move back home to Wisconsin to vote… and then of course I would move back to Boston … I would- states like Wisconsin, Michigan, Pennsylvania… they will be crucial to what happens to us in 2025 and beyond

I like how he seems to like being used by the top and then discarded as soon as the Top cums

In my youth- many times … not sure if it was because I was younger and cuter then … or because it was the 80s one time walking yo the subway late one night I was cutting through the area then known as “the block” where all the hustlers hung out I was propositioned by one of the well known local TV anchors …. He wasn’t my type and it was late so I said no

I guess it depends on what you are looking for at the baths… If you are a top and looking to get sucked off or to fuck …. Well I am assuming he is there To suck or get fucked …. So that should work if you are a total bottom looking to suck or get fucked …. Than ya … he is just more competition Yeas ago I encountered a younger trans guy at the baths … saw him in the sauna… he was HOT little otter…. It was only when I noticed his very faint scars from his mastectomy that I realized that he was trans unfortunately for me a younger guy got him first so. Ya…. I am fine with transmen in “gay” sex venues…. I would not be open to a trans woman being there…. Just I would not be happy if a cis woman was there as someone said… men are men

Wow - what an amazing speaker he is - googled him and got sucked into watching several of his videos that are posted I will certainly be keeping an eye on him - if we are lucky he will go far

Just reread it … and two years later (even kind of remembering the ending) it was still an fucking hot story … and an amazingly well done love story… thanks again

Yes - very hot looking forward to where this is going…. Although as this is in the gift giving section and not just regular bb section we kind of know…. Looking forward to seeing how you get there

I think we need to remember it is a long time to nov 2024 Trump still needs to get through all of his court cases - and At some point they may start to hurt Biden could still stumble and fall (figuratively and/or literally) -and depending on when that could cause all sorts of drama and don’t forget the growing number of third party candidates- who have ABSOLUTELY no chance of winning but only have to shave off a few thousand votes in Wisconsin, Michigan, or Pennsylvania to flip the state from blue to red ….. it is going to be a long year- I think I am going to need a lot of random anonymous rough sleazy sex to distract me (otherwise I will just be obsessively reading every poll result and wacky opinion column and will drive myself to drink ) hmm so it seems my choice for the year is drunk or slut well slut sounds more fun and is cheaper - and less fattening hmmm a good argument for being a slut - it is better for my mental and physical health?

I will admit that I find the artwork of JC Leyendecker (the creator of the arrow collar man) to be as sexy as Tom of Findland

I agree although it does need to be the right man in the right suit Sometimes it is the fantasy of taking a handsome clean cut man in a suit down a few pegs by making him your cum covered bitch ?and yes - a tie can make a nice leash ….. or use it for bondage (tieing hands behind the back- or wrists tied together behind the neck) and of course a good silk tie is not cheap either- feels sexy against the naked skin - and so easily ruined by sweat, cum, and/or piss - marking him as yours or the flip side is being used as a bitch by a big strong dominant man in a perfectly tailored suit…. The right man in the right suit can be just as dominating as a guy in full leather also just meeting a guy who looks so clean cut out in a nice public straight bar, or the symphony- Knowing you are going home- stripping down and having the nastiest sleaziest bb sex - I love that contrast

I guess I am “lucky” in that I graduated college and moved to Boston (which had a great gay scene) in 1977 - so I had a few years to be out and enjoy the peak of the 70s - disco, poppers, and random hookups (or tricks as we called them back then) and then I was again “lucky” enough to get a really nasty case of annal warts just before AIDS hit and as I had no health insurance , my outpatient treatment lasted about 3 years - so by the time I could get fucked again we knew to wear condoms and again I was “lucky” again in that I didn’t get tired of condoms (and get Pozzed) until after the first cocktails had been discovered So @Caged I totally get how just being a few years younger you were spooked by it all and thought it was safer to stay in the closet… but I want to tell you it is NEVER too late to come out - I can’t promise you it will be easy- or that everyone will greet you with high fives - but you will feel so much better about yourself And @BBArchangel THANK YOU!!! for your service… i know you watched a lot of friends die …. But your work in the trenches back then did force the government and pharmaceutical companies to do something- and I know that I am just one of the many guys alive today thanks to your work- I hope each day gets a little lighter for you

Looking forward to your updates

ErosWired- I am so sorry to hear the news. I guess that explains why there are so many different meds out there… if our little friend was so easy to contain there would just be one cheap generic. I hope you don’t have to experiment with too many to find a new med that works and is kind to your kidneys (and your liver and all the other organs that our meds can do real damage to) Good luck! Onlyraw

Great story…. Hopefully it is just the beginning…