I really like cruising, it's always an extra turn on when I'm just made to take something I wouldn't do voluntarily and am held down just made to comply. A few examples, if I'm on my knees sucking a guy I fancy I have had my hair grabbed and my mouth just invaded someone with a cock I wouldn't want to suck and not given a choice about it. I've had people come behind me and just pull my trackies down and enter me without being asked and slapped hard if I try to prevent it. I've been grabbed by a couple of guys and had my arms spread out and been tied down over a tree and just used by anyone, mouth, arse, peed on. I don't really want to be asked, I want to be forced and abused.