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He might be partnered, but I don't keep track of what other porn actors do romantically unless I really know them personally.

I *do* know, however, that he has opened a business that serves healthy dishes. 

33 minutes ago, Justaholeff said:

I've had the fortune of being fucked by a pornstar.....several times in Seattle....at his job location AND fisted and fucked at Steamworks!....nice guy with caring personality.

Care to tell us who?

I used to sing in a community choir. I really didn't know the people in that closely, but imagine my discomfiture when one of them ran into me at a bathhouse in Chicago. We did not play. It was awkward. 

In the mirror maze, I heard him tell someone else that he's half-black. I had to stop myself from asking "Which half?" because that's not very nice.

After I fisted HungerFF, I pissed on his rosebud. He liked that. Me, not so much, because it took fucking forever to get the piss flowing. LOL

I have reason to believe that Christian Mitchell is also here on BZ. 

If I'm right, then the game's up, dude. You gave yourself away, lol. 

I must have had a mild case of chlam when I had it. Only penile, only annoying itching and a constant dry feeling. Never had discharge. I can't imagine having that itching in my butthole... although I've had THAT. A recent experience of rectal itching was quite literally a pain in the ass. I swear I was digging for gold almost every night. Fortunately a tube of Prep H took care of that nonsense.

I've heard it said that most gay men are like this:

In our 20s, we try to be the guy everyone wants to fuck

In our 30s, we try to be the guy everyone wants to marry

After that, we chase guys in their 20s and 30s. 

A cynical outlook, but who disagrees with this? Raise your hands. I turned 40 a few months ago, and I'm already guilty of this. I asked two men in their 30s to start a relationship with me. They said no, and in hindsight, they aren't really mature enough for it. Separate story.

I don't mind dating a younger guy. My two boyfriends in my past were both older. I think when one grows into their maturity and has been out and active since their youth, they have a higher chance of scoring some tail. They've had years to perfect this skill and can be reasonably expected to fuck well, cruise well, know a few things, etc. All the marks of experience. But if one comes out late in their lives (say they had a str8 marriage for 25 years) and are totally new to it, they can come over as "creepy older men". Because of their lack of experience in the aforementioned activities (or maybe just a need to keep it secret to preserve their world), that can make it significantly harder to attract partners. A few can do it, but I believe that's a minority of a minority group. 

Don't give up. Geography is a factor too. And I can be totally wrong about this.

I had my first piss-in-ass experience a month ago with the guy I was seeing. He pissed in me, and told me when he was done. I hadn't felt a thing! But he didn't continue screwing me. Come to think of it, I don't believe either of us nutted during that fuck. It was an... odd experience. The torrent of watery poo afterwards was something I could have done without, though.

Given my line of work, yes, a few. The best I had was Brian Bonds, who nailed me hard during a flight layover in early October. Also did Lawrence Portland, Michael Phoenix, Ryden Coxwell, HungerFF, and Wolfie Braden. Porn guys just do it better.

I went to a CumUnion party at IML 2019. This usually isn't the kind of event I go to. I was much more protective of my health back then, and I was eager to get some work out of my PreP. I was supposed to meet a minor porn actor there for a fisting party, but he never showed, so I amused myself with other guys until he arrived (which he didn't). Didn't ask a thing about status, and went from hole to hole, just plowing different guys of different body types. With the help of that party, I tagged at least 14 guys over four days, and got nailed myself by two of them. 

Totally fine when I got home. Glad I did that because such events are gone now.

Interesting twist. I like it.

And as a side note, I *know* a ginger named Connor from a gym. Nice to have a visual reference this time. 😏

The first time I fisted a guy was in 2011. I was visiting my fuckbuddy Jim, and he had been watching a lot of German porn lately. After our usual dance of me gagging on his thick dick, we had a smoke break, and watched one of his latest purchases. A guy on the screen got fisted deeply. Jim turned to me with his drunk eyes and said "Do you think you could do that to ME?" I was willing to give it a go, so we went to his sling. I covered my hand and forearm in Crisco, and knowing he could take some toys deeply, I went for it. I had no idea what I was doing, and while I didn't rush in, I didn't exactly take my time with it either. I was nearly elbow-deep in Jim after only a few minutes of play. His safe word was "banana", and I kept telling him to let me know when it's too much or if he's had enough. I had no complaints. He just reclined in the sling, and let me do my work. 

After some time, my hand began to ache and go numb. I finally spoke up and asked him for a break from it. I got a small sound that sounded close to "no", so I kept at it a little while longer. The second time, I didn't give him a choice in whether I was done. I told him I'm pulling out and that it may sting a bit. Silence. I withdrew my hand, and found it covered in blood. I was alarmed, so I stood to show it to Jim. But he was passed out. Done for the night. I went upstairs and showed his partner the blood. I was certainly tempted to lick it, but I had to remember where it just came from, so I went to the sink and thoroughly washed myself. 

A couple days later, I called Jim and asked if he felt okay after the fisting. Everything came out normal. I then told him about the blood. All he had to say was "It happens." And he admitted he forgot the safe word before he went out of consciousness, but admitted that it felt amazing and he loved it. We did that almost every time after that until we were no longer able to see each other.

There's a small addendum to this that the pigs of the forum may appreciate. This past Thanksgiving, Jim's partner (now widow) told me that Jim had been poz for years and didn't treat it or tell anyone. What do you think would have happened to me if I had given into the temptation to lick the blood from my forearm? That's another topic in another forum, but let's just say it was a missed opportunity that I would not have been ready to embrace. Nowadays... who knows. 😈

Had a feeling that Gray would be the last one left. I'm guessing by the last sentence that Nick and Nate do not want to be part of this. Or perhaps it's a chase after Gray?

In any case, yay! The story is back on the air. Thanks for the updates.

I have also worked with HungerFF. Really a sweet man, but a little too much on the Alpha-male side. Working in his hole and waiting for the amazing blossom was really a dream come true. I remember first seeing his videos with the "UCLAStudent" and my eyes popping out in surprise when he got fisted with a foot. (What would one call that? Footing? Sounds wrong.) Cut to a year after that initial viewing, and I've got my arms buried in that nasty noisy hole. 

Yeah, kinda. Mostly a vapist these days. I pounded big cigars over the summer, but since my money ran out, not at all.

Ask him about his sexual health. If he's fine, then no risk. If he doesn't know his status, how do you feel about continuing with a barebacking? Judging from your concern, I'm guessing you have negative feelings about it. So you're not okay with getting pozzed, right? Or even being exposed to the possibility of it? 

If you're not ready for the consequences, don't do it. Once you cross that line and get bred, you may not be able to get back on the other side of it. And that's the slippery slope. I used to be a condom nazi, and when I started fucking guys without them, I couldn't stop. I seldom used them after that, and a couple years ago, I went full barebacker and bugchaser this past summer. 

See where it leads? One little choice makes tidal waves. 

My information has changed along with my residence. I'm now in Seattle, Washington. Open to getting nailed by guys I barely know. Someone will poz me HARD one sunny day.

Just message me here. I'm around daily and will surely get any messages.

Dark Alley Media is known for great fisting scenes. I highly recommend "Pigs Don't Stop". It's a few years old, but still gasp-inducing.

Definitely! I used to be a member of the Chicago Waterbuddies, who hosted a piss party every 2nd Saturday of the month. My late husband and I were members of this. Good memories there.

I've done piss and fisting scenes in my porn. I can top and bottom for piss, but top only for fist. Something about putting my hand in a slimy hole and punching away gets me excited, but also mentally focused. I need a regular diet of that.

I see the appeal, but... nah. Not for me. I like meatier men. Like the wrestler in your profile photo.

What you describe is actually pretty common. You could totally be spreading and not know it. I remember reading an article from one of the gay publications, and the author talked about several HIV-related things. I distinctly remember a commenter saying "#3 is teh [sic] scary."

#3 was "He didn't know he was poz." One may not suspect it - no flu, no signs, just a long history of not testing, then lo and behold, he's also got a list of guys he needs to call when the diagnosis happens. Not only to let them know what's transpired, but also to build a timeline for when this happened. Doesn't change anything, but knowing makes it a little easier to accept. 

On to your question. If you don't know you've got it, I don't think it can qualify as stealth. But do get tested. Yes it can be scary and something really shitty may happen. Or it might turn out as you want it, and it's the best day ever. Sounds to me like there's some post-event guilt there, and you can easily clear that conscience by getting checked out. And make a habit of that every three months. Unless the need arises to never have that test again. For some reason, the status doesn't seem to go back. IDK WTF that's about.

41 minutes ago, pigbro said:

I keep checking to see if there's an update. Whether Nate and Nick complete their transformation by fucking each other now as newly created brothers. Finding out the original identities of the earlier monsters, and the remaining soldiers tracking down one untransformed scientist before being lured into a trap when they realise he controls the monsters and then talks them through their initiation when his transformed assistants enter to assimilate them.

This would actually be a good direction to go in if one of us has to finish the story. We all hope Lucky returns to share the next part of it when he feels it's ready to be viewed.

Unimportant story:

When I had to change insurance in 2019, I wasn't able to continue my Truvada. I called one insurance company and they told me that I would have to pay $2000 a month for a bottle of it. I told the woman on the phone that I'd rather be poz than pay that price. She was not amused. 

Now I think I took that as a challenge. I've got chaser problems, lol.

I had this as my status a few days ago, but it didn't get many responses, so I made a topic about it with a view to get some answers on the matter.

My neighbour is newly poz, and has been on his meds for a month. In my mind, this isn't long enough to get to undetectable. If I can get a load out of him (say from oral or JO, and NOT anal sex), I can save his spunk in a syringe and freeze for later injection by myself. 

My question is this: Let's assume he's still contagious. If I saved his charged but slightly medicated seeds and use them later, can I infect myself? Or will they be dead by the time they hit the freezer?

I could be wrong about how long it takes to get to undetectable, but let's forget that for the sake of the question.

I've been told that Club Z and Steamworks are open in Seattle. Haven't been myself, but I don't enjoy going to bathhouses anyway.