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Pozguyinchi

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  1. Of course. My pleasure is derived from giving him pleasure.
  2. Sling sex is fun. It’s best with a group but one on one is nice too. I don’t have one but I do have friends that do. I know a couple that when I’m over will say “maybe you would be more comfortable in the sling”? I always say yes.
  3. They are a regular for a reason. You go back because they are a good fuck (hopefully). I look at randoms as a handshake. lol they may become regulars but for now it’s just a meet and greet with cum.
  4. It took some time but I loved him more than he loved himself so I knew the best thing for HIM at the time was for me to remove myself from the situation. I always thought it was temporary but in the end it was not. We have since reconnected and are both better off being separated.
  5. Congratulations. We are all better for having you around.
  6. I see there is a common thread with most of these stories. We knew we were different at an early age. Everyone discovers sexuality at their own time. That is why the age of consent is hard to establish. By the age of 9 I knew I wanted to be with a man. I still wasn’t sure how it would work but for some strange reason I wanted to suck cock. I wonder if I was a whore in a previous life too? Lol
  7. When I was 4 or 5 I was in a swimming pool locker room with my dad and a man walked by to go to the showers and he was huge. His cock was swinging and he was a ginger. I just stared and my dad said….its big isn’t it? I just shook my head yes. I didn’t know what I wanted to do with it then but now I would ride him like he was the last cock on the planet.
  8. I am in Wisconsin a lot. I will have to take you up on that.
  9. With Thanksgiving coming soon I thought it was a good time to reflect and give gratitude. I know it’s not popular outside of this blog to say it but I am grateful I am HIV positive. I was diagnosed at an early age when treatment was not readily available. It helped me to first really prioritize what was important and second free myself of the stigma associated with it. I sometimes think what my life would be like if I wasn’t poz at 19. I don’t think I would be as happy. I was able to live my life sexually with freedom. I also live with an openness with my family, friends, and coworkers. Everyone knows my status and I am proud of it. Being a whore and poz has been a gift with relationships too. I know that sex is a feeling nothing more. Men (and women I guess) have a need that gets satisfied with an act. I know that relationships have an added benefit of sexual release but it’s not a requirement. Lastly I will say that my status has not defined me but rather empowered me to be an advocate, mentor and example to others that are either searching for their gift or living with it.
  10. Most tops don’t stick around after breeding. That is there nature. A man’s job is to fertilize and move on. I would say 98% of the men that fuck me just leave when finished. Rarely I get a man that lets me clean him and while I am he says he wants round two. If he does great but if not I don’t take offense. I served my purpose.
  11. It’s funny you say that because I am bred a lot and most just blend together. I can usually go back a few days but not a month or more. Last night was an example. I stopped by this cruisy park at lunch. There was an older Hispanic guy that pulled up next to me. He motioned me to go down the path. I did and we found a spot. He pulled out his really fat cock and I sucked it for a minute then he bred me. When we were walking out of the woods he said thanks again. This time I came more. I guess he has fucked me before. They sort of blend together. I ended up going back when I finished work and a younger 20 year old found me on sniffies and stopped by and bred me. I could probably not pick him out of a line up but his load dropped out of me all night. lol. This is my life. Happens daily. Usually. That is why I don’t keep track or can’t tell what my load count is for the year etc…
  12. I am lucky to have a gay doctor. He is not an infectious disease doctor but he reaches out to his resources when needed and is always honest and treats me with respect. I come to him with on average three Sti’s a year. He just treats me and I move on. Never a lecture on morality. He is a decent man.
  13. I have never thought of myself as a depressed person. Now that I am older I see that it can take on many forms. I have told my story on here many times so I am not going to go into details. I was in a relationship with my step father from the age of 9 to 19. I truly fell in love and he was my everything. When I went to college far away it was hard for me. I met a man much older that was hiv positive. He was clear that he would not have sex with me because of my status. I worked on him for about a year trying to get him to breed me. Finally he gave in and bred me. I did become poz a few months later. I know now that there was a direct relationship between my longing for the fatherly love and my desire to have a meaning relationship with this new partner. Long story short… I was trading one dysfunctional relationship with another. I look back now and see depression played a big part in my poor decisions.
  14. Mine was not good. I had aches everywhere. I had a high temp. Even though I was sort of chasing, I didn’t realize I was converting. My mom was a hospice nurse and worked with some aids patients. She suggested I get tested. I did about a month after I got sick. Tested poz first time.
  15. I had a play date with a really hot top. Huge cock. Very dom. The whole package. I get to his house and it was nice. Private gate the whole thing. When he answers the door he wants to get right to it. I get on my knees and start sucking his mammoth cock. He is really verbal telling me how good I am and how he is going to breed my pussy good. We go to his play room and I get into the sling first. He goes right in and starts to feed me his cock. I am in heaven. He then gets me up and takes me to his fuck bench. More pounding and him verbally calling me a poz slut. When he came he asked if I would spend the night. I said cool and went to his bedroom. That night he work me up a couple more times to use me. In the morning I work and he was not there. I got up and used the bathroom and could hear noise downstairs. I assumed it was the kitchen so I went to get a cup of coffee and say my goodbye. I was dressed but looked like I was bred good. I entered the kitchen and there was an older couple sitting at the table. He introduced me and said “ meet my parents. I said oh?? Did you just get here? They said no we have the bedroom across the hall. They could hear everything. I was embarrassed. Not sure I should have been. It’s a natural act but I would have like to know if the parents were home. He then proceeded to ask questions like “ is my seed still in you?” And “are you sore”? In front of his parents. I skipped the coffee and got out.
  16. Diet is a big part of it. High fiber. I had an ex that insisted I be ready at any time to serve him. I made sure I was up earlier than he was and I douched. That was many years ago but I still douche first thing every morning. Now I have a shower attachment that makes it much easier. I know accidents can happen but I have been lucky and haven’t had one in many many years.
  17. I have a sleeve that I have used. I have a top daddy that likes it because it makes my hole tighter and he can cum faster. Mine has an open end so the cum can drip inside me.
  18. My first time was with a man that is 9” thick. He worked it in slowly over many play sessions to finally accept all of him. He bred me several times a week until I went to college. My first month of school I met a man that is 10”. He bred me for the next 7 years. Needless to say I take big cock easily. I like girthy cocks better than length though.
  19. My gay Dr. believes that prostate health begins with message. He said in all of his years he has never found a bottom that has had prostate cancer. He started to check mine years ago. Long before it was needed. lol. He said mine is great and keep doing what I’m doing. He knows I’m a total slut so that was also a joke.
  20. Yes it’s mostly from straight men that think because my hole is loose it can just be finger banged without moisture. Lol
  21. One of my regular tops does this. If I’m not caged he makes me cum before we play. He says it’s to insure my focus is totally on his needs.
  22. Two of the hottest daddies I hook up with are in their 60’s and 70’s. The man in his 70’s has been hiv poz since the early 80’s and still fucks like my pussy is the last on earth. His cum loads are big and his stamina is great. He usually pounds me non stop for at least 30 minutes. The second man is in his 60’s and very dom. He has taught me so much about being sub.
  23. A few things I am not a big fan of. All of these are dependent on the top and my connection of course. The first is bondage. I really don’t like to be restrained. I’m a sure thing so there is no need to hold me down. The second is me getting oral sex. I love getting rimmed but I am not a fan of someone sucking my dick. The third is fingering. The one I am on with in some situations. Mostly though I am getting fingered by a man with dry fingers trying to ram them into my pussy. Not enjoyable.
  24. I really not sure what this second ring is? I may have had mine breached and I didn’t know it. My first relationship was with a man that was 9” thick. I am sure he reached it. I just never clocked the event. The second relationship I had was with a man who was 10.” Both men bred me balls deep so I am sure they went through the ring. I am also much smaller than they are. When I am not in use now I use my 10” toy so I am sure i must be hitting it.
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