Pozguyinchi

There are times where I seek out men to suck rather than get fucked by. It’s not all of the time but I crave sucking sometimes too. Looking up ar a guy as he shooting his load in my mouth can be really hot.

My ex bf that gave me HIV was diagnosed in 1985. He would tell me stories of how everyone he knew was dying and his survivor guilt. When I was diagnosed in 2000 treatment was not great but at least we had something. I can’t imagine how terrifying it must have been to have hiv and there was no medication that you could take. Men were just waiting around to die.

I was fortunate to start young and with men that were well endowed. My first was 9+ but he worked on me for a couple of months before I could take all of him. I was with a man recently that was probably over 10” and in certain positions it was a little uncomfortable. I guess it all depends on the bottom.I have a few bottom friends that say a large 8 or higher require practice. I feel I am doing a service for all of the large dicked men out there that want to bottom out but can’t find the bottom to take it. Lol

I am shocked this is a thing. I have literally been getting bred since I was 13 and never have I had a top that seemed to want to hurt me. When I tell a top(usually well hung) go slow or hold up they do it. This usually only lasts for seconds. I would be very apprehensive of a man that derives pleasure from causing someone else pain. Umm Jeff Dahmer? Just sayin.

Thanks. Other than he came sort of fast he was good. I loved how manly he was.

I like it when a man does that. It shows that he knows what the intimate goal is… it breed.

I am bred a lot but I thought this one was worth mentioning. I was at my local video store last night cruising as usual. I saw a young guy checking me out and sort of following me. I got the signs that he wanted me because every time I would walk by him he would start to go into a booth. He wanted me to follow. I just ignored him because I assumed he was a bottom and I didn’t want to have to waste time telling him I only bottomed as well. Her was being persistent and I don’t like to be rude so I followed him into a booth. He instantly got down to it and started rubbing his dick through his sweat pants. I started rubbing his dick and get got real close to me. I don’t usually kiss so I kept my face sort of turned away from his. I kept rubbing his dick and he pulled down his sweat pants. He had a smallish dick for me. Probably 7? But it a little thicker and that was a plus. He was not interested in my dick at all. He kept rubbing my ass and wanted my hands on his dick. He was so masculine for a younger guy I was a little taken a back. He went in for a kiss and he kissed incredibly! I was in heaven. I went down and started sucking him. He was not big so I was able to show some good oral skills. He stood me up and turned me around and went right to town on my pussy. He played with it then used spit to finger me. He liked up his dick and slid in me with little effort. He wasn’t slow about it. He treated it like it was a real cunt. He went to town on fucking me occasionally pulling me close to kiss the back of my neck. After a few minutes I heard the familiar sound of a man getting ready to breed me. He unloaded in me but held me tight so that he could make sure he totally bred me. All while kissing the back of my neck. When he pulled out he turned me around and started kissing me again. It was all I could do to keep his load in me at this point. I thanked him of course and in a deep masculine voice he said no.. thank you. I pulled up my pants and left the booth. It doesn’t happen often anymore but sometimes men surprise me. Looking at him I wouldn’t have thought he was as masculine as he was and that he was such a good fuck!! I hope I see him again.

The truth? Most of the time it matters. I am a well used bottom and I have passed tight a long time ago. If a top is too small I get very little pleasure out of him unless he is really masculine and dominant or I am load chasing. 8 plus is a good starting point for me.

Yes money is money. Take my money and let me get bred.

I was 18. He was 34. I met him through a friend that he was fucking. I wanted him so bad. He was all man and loved being surrounded by pussy bottoms. I tried everything to get with him but he was not having it. One day I asked him why he was not interested. He said he was very interested but did not play with neg bottoms. I was instantly on a mission to get him to convert me. It took almost 6 months but I wore him down and he bred me. I believe I was pozzed that first time but can’t be sure. He bred me continuously over the following months until finally I got sick. We actually stayed together for about seven more years. He has a 9.5 thick boy breaking cock that I still crave. I have “dated” a lot of men of color since and feel that I naturally gravitate towards them.

My first time was bare. I was 13 and honestly I don’t think I had ever seen a condom. After he came in me something changed and I knew that was the way I wanted it forever. It wasn’t until college that I even thought about any risk involved with getting bred bare. Not that it stopped me. Of course I was poz by age 19

I totally agree. Take care of yourself first. I used to ask but never really cared what the answer was anyway so I stopped. I am HIV positive but undetectable. I rarely get asked my status anymore. I feel it’s mostly because my top has taken care of himself and it does not matter to him.

You are sweet. Anytime.

I have had these things happen to me many many times. Men are primal. They want what they want now. In Bath houses they want to fuck as many holes as possible. I find that if they don’t breed you while they are in you, it is not likely that they will return to finish later. I have better luck in video/book stores for that. I now also avoid going to a man’s house for hook up. 1st it’s easier for a bottom to be on home ground. So to speak. Second if a top flakes you are already at home and can start to look for the next guy.

I think it is great if you can be vers. I cannot. I also been that most total cum dumps are not vers.

For me… and I’m only speaking for me. I believe it starts with zero desire to top at all. I tried it once and couldn’t stay hard. Next it’s a need to please. I get satisfaction from seeing a man get off using me. That’s what drives me to the next man or load. As for douching… I have been douching since I was young and it’s almost like brushing my teeth now. I don’t think a true cum dump thinks of it as a chore. I think your special gift is that you can be versatile. You should embrace that. As a bottom I have to seek out men that want to breed me. You have the best of both worlds. I guess what I am saying is I do not feel true cum dumps are made. They are born.

My first ltr always referred to my sex organ as a pussy or cunt so early on that’s what I have always called it. Someone on here put it well when they said any hole that a man breeds is considered a pussy. To me it makes sense. I’m proud to call it a pussy. It does nothing more than let men know what it’s for.

I guess it depends on the book store. The ones I have gone to don’t care if you fuck around. I guess it’s because the longer you are getting bred in a booth the more money they are getting. I wonder what the staff at my regular spots call me? Lol

This actually happened to me recently. I was in the video store and a n older tall man caught my eye. He motioned to me to follow him into a booth so I did. He pulled out a huge cock and I naturally got down on my knees to suck it. He said I couldn’t suck it but for some strange reason he said I could suck his balls. I asked why I couldn’t suck and he said because he was married. I said ok and went to town on his low hangers. He clearly was getting there by his noises so I thought I would try to suck his cock again. He let me put his massive head in my mouth but he did the jacking. About a minute later he gave me a big milky load. I was disappointed that I didn’t get the cock but his load was great!

I have had both. For my chlamydia was worse. I think it’s because you can have it for a while before you notice. I have had gono a few times but I seem to get chlamydia at least once or twice a year.

My first relationship after my step dad was when I was a freshman in college. I was not really interested in guys I was in school because as I know know I like older men. During my freshman year I became isolated and didn’t have many friends in college. I wanted to get a job to keep me busy and give me some extra money. I found a job working at Home Depot. It was an ok job. I met people and it filled my time. I worked in the garden section and there was a tall 6’3 handsome black man in his 40’s that would come in regularly that always caught my eye. Sometimes he would come in with a much younger boy that was white and thin and short like me. He came in with several boys over the months after I noticed him. I would always make sure I was the one that helped him and totally ignored any boy that he brought with him. He started to come in alone and I could tell he looked for me to help him. I did my best to flirt and he seemed receptive. One day he asked me to go on a date with him. I had never been on a date and didn’t really know what to do on one. I assumed sex so I jumped at the opportunity. He picked me up and took me to a nice restaurant where we talked and talked for hours. When we left I asked him if we were going back to his house and he said no he was taking me home. I must have been visually upset because when we got to my place he told me that he was HIV positive and didn’t have sex with boys that were not. He said we could still be friends and go to dinners and enjoy each other. He and I clicked so well that I agreed. We went on several more dates and I started to fall for him. I think he was feeling the same but still kept sex off the table. I was hooking up with random anonymous guys and I would tell him about it. I could tell it upset him but he tried to act like it didn’t. He was still breeding his little stable of boys and sometimes would throw that at me. It made me jealous. I told him I wished I was poz so that he would want more from me. He said sorry but that wasn’t going to happen. Over the coming months I worked on him. Because we were open with each other about our sexual experiences I would use the things that turned him on against him. For example he said he liked sexy underwear on boys so I would make sure I did something where he could see my lace thong or wear jeans or shorts that clearly showed him my ass. I wore him down over months and finally almost a year later he agreed to breed me. He was sooo good. His body is incredible and his cock is massive. He bred me for a few months regular until I came down with the fuck flu. I honestly was not really thinking of getting converted I was just so happy that this man I loved was breeding me I didn’t think about HIV. I don’t think he did either because when I got sick either of us thought about what it could be. My mom is a hospice nurse and suggested I get tested. I did and was diagnosed 4 months after my 18th birthday. We stayed together for another 7 years and I have zero regrets. He have reconnected and still stay in touch. When he is in town I show him a good time. Lol. He made me love sex with black men. They seem to know how to use bottoms like me.

I never thought about the lunch time rush. Good idea. Thanks.

I really thought I was alone on this one. I too love old nasty men. If two guys come into the video store and one is young and hot but the other is older with a sunk in aids face and nasty looking I will go for the older every time. It’s nice because while all of the old trolls follow the young guys around I get my pick of the older men. An old poz top just seems to know what I need. It’s pure and primal. I feel I am lucky to be at the age I am and able to attract and service these men of a certain type.

For me book stores edge out bath houses. In bath houses I seem to get fucked a lot but men hold off on breeding. In book stores there are a lot more Hetero men that need to breed. In my experience there is nothing hotter than looking into a daddies eyes as he is feeding you his cock knowing he has chosen you to breed today. I love it service men that need to use you as a pussy for the day.

I Over the years I have had guys with pa’s breed me only a hand full of times. I really don’t remember the gage sizes but I just remember the only feeling I had was them going all the way out or all the way in. Other than that it seemed the same as any other breeding.