Pozguyinchi

I didn’t see it that way. He had a problem. We are now in a good place.

Yes we talk all the time. Our relationship is no longer sexual though.

I was around 22? I was in a relationship with my gifter and love of my life. He started getting into some dark stuff. He would share me at first…then he would whore me out. After a while I was getting bred daily by random men. Eventually I discovered he was using me to get drugs. I had been used by hundreds of men by then.

It could be?

My first experience was with my step dad. I am the youngest of 4. My real dad died when I was a baby so when my mom met and married my step dad I had really never had a father until then. When I was 9 my mom separated and then divorced my step dad. The house was really turbulent at that time. My siblings were in high school and a handful for my mom. My step dad got a job in another state and through a series of events I was asked if I wanted to go and live with him for a while. I jumped at the chance given the chaotic state of our house at that time. He is a very warm and sweet man so I loved him early on. We ended up moving into a one bedroom apartment because he didn’t know how long I was going to stay. At first he was staying on a pull out couch the was not very comfortable. I was 9 sleeping in a queen bed so it made sense to sleep together. I now know as an adult that I was infatuated with him. He is 6’3” has always had an incredible body and carried his masculinity well. He is a back sleeper and I am a side sleeper so I would spend my mornings just watching his large masculine body sleep next to me. I was young and didn’t know anything about sex but I knew I wanted to lay next to him. He wore only boxers to bed so occasionally I would get a glimpse of his massive cock when it would fall out under his shorts or through the hole in front. The first time I touched it was by accident. Maybe it wasn’t an accident but I tell myself that. I woke up to it in my hand. I must have grabbed it in my sleep. I couldn’t let go. I loved feeling it in my hand. I looked over at my dad and he had his eyes open and was just staring at the ceiling. When he knew I was awake he looked over and connected eyes with me. I was shocked and scared. He just said….it’s ok. I didn’t let go. After that I found myself holding onto it more and more. He never pulled away or said stop. Sometimes he would get hard and I was in awe of its size and girth. He is 9.5 thick. I would just hold it and rub it. Not knowing what I was doing to him as a man. The first time he came from me touching him was shocking but I was so happy to make him happy. I had never seen cum so he had to explain what it was. I was not afraid of it at all and wanted it to happen again and again. Naturally our relationship evolved to me sucking his cock. The best I could. I loved it. When he would cum I would love it. I started to taste it and then of course eat it. We played like that for a few years until I was 13. I started to feel my body and needs change. I wanted to cuddle more and feel his body on me. We would spoon and of course I was always the little spoon. I still am at 5’5” as an adult. By then we were sleeping naked and I really liked it. He would rub his cock on my back and instinctively I knew I wanted something more. It slowly evolved to him sliding between my cheeks and rubbing until he came. I loved the feeling. Around my 13th birthday I started to get more aggressive and would grab his cock and point it at my hole when he came. I liked the warmth of his cum on my hole. Soon after I started to rub the head of his cock on my hole. Sometimes it would start to stretch my hole and I would feel him start to penetrate me. His size is so big I didn’t think it would ever fit in me. Over months we continued to play like that until he was getting more of himself inside of me. Eventually he was able to fully fit inside of me with ease. By this time puberty was really kicking in and I was aching to get bred nightly. I was also cumming hands free sometimes and loves the orgasms. This relationship evolved as i developed to become traditional. He would joke how he could not keep up with my need and would beg to take a night off. I would always find a way to have sex with him though. This went on until I went to college out of state. We are still very close but no longer have a sexual relationship. I have zero regrets.

I like good morning piss.

I started my first long term relationship with me chasing. I wanted to be poz and my to be bf was my gifter. Once I converted I was so in love with my man that I did whatever he wanted. First it was fulfilling whatever his needs were sexually. It pleases me to please him. It morphed into me pleasing other men for him and ultimately me being whored out at his request. I was around 22 and was told to go to an address by my boyfriend one day. When I arrived there were three men that used me over and over until they were spent. When was leaving they told me that I was to tell my bf that he was paid up…for now. I knew at that moment I was a sub poz whore.

The first cock that took my virginity was white. The first cock that took my neg virginity was black. Both close to the same size. The white cock is 9” the black cock is 10”. I think I lean towards black cock. I find black men to be more driven in what they want and need from their bottom. I feel that I am more a traditionalist in my views of a bottoms role and black men seem to be more in line with that as well.

On average a couple of times a year. I am trying to get more regulars so I can control that better. As a total bottom you are a human waste can for men to put their tainted seed into. It’s unavoidable. I have been hiv positive since I was 19. I got my second sti the same year. And every year since. Sometimes three times a year. Unfortunately I can’t prevent them. Just take care of them and move on.

We have all been there. I don’t understand men who act like that. Every male knows that monogamy is for women. Men have an instinctive need to spread their seed. For them to judge or put down someone that is doing their instinctive need to serve is wrong on so many levels. Don’t let it take away from what you know is your purpose. I also have a feeling they are probably the first ones in line for free pussy.

I totally agree. Most times it’s clears within a week and you are back on the pole. Lol. I used to think especially after a gang bang that I had it but it’s isually just soreness from getting worked.

My favorite toy got into contact with a favorite plug and they melted. Now I wrap them in separate towels. I have had no issues.

I knew early on that not only do I like men but I wanted a man inside me. Not sure how it worked at first but I figured it out real quick. Lol

Sorry about that. I had a great childhood. My step dad was able to make all of my fantasies come true and then some.

When I was about 5 or 6 my dad to me to his club. They had a pool and they were giving swimming lessons while my dad golfed. When finished we showered in the locker room. While drying off and getting dressed a man walked by with red hair and a huge cock. I just stared. My dad looked at me and chuckled and said. That’s big right? I shook my head yes. I didn’t feel it was wrong or unnatural. It wasn’t until much later that I was made to feel that my thoughts were different. I am thankful my dad embraced the moment and didn’t scold me for looking.

I had the opportunity recently to reconnect with an old friend that had moved away. He is married and I have also known his husband for many years. I have never done anything with either of them sexually but as a whore bottom I wouldn’t say no. When we started talking we got into a long conversation about relationship do’s and don’t’s. My friend chuck whom I have the long relationship is a dom and his husband is very sub. He told me that when they first got married his sub was always cheating behind his back because he was not getting what he needed at home. They came to an agreement that they could each do whatever they needed to keep their sexual needs met. Over time they grew tired of random hook ups and started cuck play. They enjoy it much better. Of course this is all a lead in to my dom friend breeding me while his husband watched. It was hot for me. My friend surprised me was a big girthy cock and treated me like the cum dump I am. It was a win win for everyone.

I have only had crabs once. It wasn’t a pleasant experience to say the least. I am not a hairy guy but the first thing I did was remove every hair on my body that was not on my head. I have not had them since but If I did get them again I would do the same thing.

My first load was something I have never forgotten. I had been playing with my stepdad (I have wrote in detail about that) for a while and we were working on penetration of his enormous cock in me. I had gotten very good and was almost balls deep with our efforts. Because of his size my focus was getting him all inside and not his cum. We were working him in me and I saw a look on his face that I knew was him about to cum. He pushed the last inch or two into me and let out a huge moan. I could feel his cock pulsate in me but didn’t feel the cum. He stayed inside me for a few minutes and I was able to feel his get soft in me. I remember feeling proud that I was able to get him off with my pussy. Since then I have had hundreds of men get off inside me but my first was a feeling I have never forgotten.

As an avid fistee, I can say you never come back. I think a sloppy pussy is a badge of honor.

I try not to discuss HIV with guys from the 80’s. It’s like talking war with someone that has been in combat. I am glad I converted when I did.

I trained myself with the cage during covid. I started having it on for hours then days then weeks and finally for months at a time. It is a personal choice. I still cum with the cage on. It just takes different muscles and senses to make that happen. I am proud of the discipline it has taken to get me to this point. I rarely have a man breed me that is turned off by it or doesn’t like it.

When I am invited to a party it is because I am a bottom. Most of the men will be top or vers. I always trust the host to have it figured out before I get there. I am never disappointed. I always leave bred.

I am not a top but from my experience I have almost never had a to say anything about my sloppy cunt.

My first cock was 9”. I thought at the time that was the size of all men. Luckily I was broke in and used by that same cock for many years before I had another man inside of me. Who of course was average size. My first real boyfriend was 10” and I took him with pride. I still do on occasion.

When I was in Mexico I went to the local drug store and bought Enemas for cleaning out.