Pozguyinchi

I assume that the topic has come up in conversation? If it has then I have no issue telling my story. About a year ago a top asked me when I was pozzed and he was a random that I had met at the video store. I was taken aback because I didn’t know how he would know. My follow up question to him was just that. “How did you know?” He said that I have that look. I was sort of proud of that actually.

I will also add that years later when I started to have group play I noticed that I just sat back and watched until someone more dominant came and pulled me into the group. I didn’t really understand at the time I was being submissive but looking back it was a clear sign. lol.

I have a home in Wisconsin and I am native but live in Chicago now. Could I still join?

I have had three now. My GI Dr isn’t gay but I was very open about my sexuality and that I have only bb anal sex where I receive. He appreciated that. He also said how clean I was. I smiled and said … years of practice. Lol

The great thing about being male is that we can easily take the emotion out of sex. I think (in my experience), it has been easy to just get bred and look at it as a transaction between two people. Sometimes even less than that. I know in sex clubs I have been bred and never turned around to see who it was.

I always have hope that I’m not alone in the way I think and act. To make a long tangent shorter I will just say that I hate it when guys follow me around the park wanting to watch me get bred. It’s usually a cock blocker for the top and only makes hooking up harder. Yesterday I found myself sucking off two of these old gross guys only because I thought they would leave and stop following me so I could get bred by the hot daddies. Now I am worried that I will have to do this every time I want them to leave. If any of on are on here please know that it’s not cool and only hurts your chances of getting any.

I really only feel it when it’s just entering me. I can’t speak for everyone on this. I’m sort of sloppy so my experience may be different.

Yes it was a private party and it was a homemade bench. I have been on adjustable benches before.

I have seen porn more recently and it looks like it is more real than it was. I saw something that was supposedly a bottom getting bred by many poz men. It was hot but still wasn’t like the sex I was having or still have.

So I have to say the sling is the most comfortable for me. I have issues after a while with my legs falling asleep. It’s a great position to get bred for long periods of time though. I have to agree with some of the others in saying the bench is a close second. My preference is not to lay on my chest for long periods of time. The last two times I was in a bench the supports for my legs were too low and I was just hanging off.

Yeah I like guys older not younger than me.

Oh I don’t want porn. lol he is definitely hot though.

You know him?

Looks delicious!

It wasn’t until I was much older. Late teens, that I met some other subs. My man at the time used to get to gather with friends and the other men would bring their boys. We would all sit together and talk away from the men. I really liked it. We would all sit around and discuss our experiences. It made me realize there were others like me. They were also hiv positive and we could relate on that level too. I am still friends with most of them to this day.

I will also note that my first long term relationship was with my step dad who is 30 years older than me. I still find him to be so super hot. Also, the man that converted me is 20years older than me. When I go to the video store the men that always turn my head are wasted looking daddies. They can fuck me all they want.

lol sounds familiar. I have had to take off my underwire many times because of that issue. Usually what goes in must cum out.

I have a couple of parks I play at. I was once arrested at a park while getting bred so I am apprehensive about who I play with. I was just bred last week by a couple of black guys at a local park. It was fun.

It really depends. Most of the time I can take a few loads without issue. Other times my body aborts. I can say with many many years of experience that the smell (at least to me) is not good. It smells like dead fish. I think I prefer to abort because it’s better than forgetting it’s there and it coming out at the wrong time and place.

I was young. Probably around 14 when I seen porn for the first time. It was straight porn and I remember seeing the girl getting bred by a smaller dick than I was getting at the time and it was wrapped in a condom. She was moaning really loud and I wondered why she was making so much noise. I didn’t see any porn again until I was in college. It was gay porn. Again it was condom porn and the bottom was making a lot of noise. I was getting bred by a large black man that didn’t use condoms and is hiv positive so I didn’t relate to the video much. Now I see porn playing when I am at the video store. I don’t really watch it but from what I see it’s not relatable to me either. I prefer the real thing I guess.

I was about 5 years old and My real father and I were at his club and I was swimming in the pool. We went into the locker room to dry off and change and there was a red headed man with a huge cock walking around by us. My Dad saw me watching him and just said….”that’s big isn’t it?” I could not take my eyes off it. I was mesmerized. It was pretty cool that he didn’t shame me for looking.

I think that the understanding came early on but I didn’t realize it. If that makes sense. I started having sex around the age of 13. I just instinctively knew my role. I wanted my man in me and nothing more. I know my sex organ was my pussy but I never sexualized my man’s hole the same way. It was like I knew he had one of course but mine was different. I have never been into porn but I saw a few here and there and that’s when I realized there were others like me. I was also fortunate that my sex partner really liked my pussy. He made me realize my purpose was to complete him. I had something he didn’t have and he worshiped it.

Yesterday on my way home from work I stopped by the park. I saw an older black guy that I have played with pull up. He is about 7.5 uncut. He has bred me a few times so he knows I will service him. We were walking along the trail to fine a spot to play and another black guy walked by us. He was at least 6’3” really built wearing a tank and short shorts. My pussy instinctively opened up and I wanted him in me. I asked the old guy if he knew him and he said yes they have talked some but they were both looking for the same thing. Pussy. He said “do you want me to have him join”? I was like fuck yeah! He called the guy over and we all went into a special place that I have that is private. When everyone is there for the same thing you don’t make small talk. Both men pulled their cocks out and I assumed fag pose 1 by getting on my knees and sucking them both. The big guy was big. At least 9.5 and really thick. The old guy was surprised at my ability to deep throat the big guy so easily. It’s from many years of training. lol. The older guy was driving everything. He told the big guy to get in my hole. I had some lube on me so things would go smoother. I got out my poppers and started huffing away. The big guy eased into me like he had been there many times. The older guy took my throat and both started to fuck. As a bottom it’s an overwhelmingly good feeling to know you can service to men at once. The older guy started to pick up the pace and ended up shooting a load town my throat. The older guy asked the big guy if he was close and he said no it usually takes him a while. I don't mind hearing that. lol. The older guy stood there and fed me the last few drops of is seed while the big guy pounded away. After a few minutes the big guy flooded me with his precious seed. We all exited and started to walk back to the parking lot. It was about a quarter mile so we talked. The big guy said how impressed he was that I could take him so easily. That made me feel good. The older guy said how he would like to take the day and both of them take turns using me. We all knew that probably would not happen but it’s nice to think about. I hope I see them out at the same time again.

Normally I don’t comment on oral. It isn’t really sex it’s more like a hand shake. Anyway…I just sucked a guy off that had a nice cock in the park. He came big and of course I thanked him for the gift. He said it was just as good as last time. I said…I have played with you before? And he said I fucked you about a year ago here. I honestly don’t remember it. I told him he could have bred me this time. He said he didn’t have time today. I thought to my self…it would take him longer to breed me?? Then I started to over think it and thought that maybe it was because my cunt was sloppy and it would take him longer to nut. I’m probably over thinking it. P.s while I was typing this I just went and sucked off another guy in his car. It’s a good day so far.