Pozguyinchi

I totally agree. Take care of yourself first. I used to ask but never really cared what the answer was anyway so I stopped. I am HIV positive but undetectable. I rarely get asked my status anymore. I feel it’s mostly because my top has taken care of himself and it does not matter to him.

You are sweet. Anytime.

I have had these things happen to me many many times. Men are primal. They want what they want now. In Bath houses they want to fuck as many holes as possible. I find that if they don’t breed you while they are in you, it is not likely that they will return to finish later. I have better luck in video/book stores for that. I now also avoid going to a man’s house for hook up. 1st it’s easier for a bottom to be on home ground. So to speak. Second if a top flakes you are already at home and can start to look for the next guy.

I think it is great if you can be vers. I cannot. I also been that most total cum dumps are not vers.

For me… and I’m only speaking for me. I believe it starts with zero desire to top at all. I tried it once and couldn’t stay hard. Next it’s a need to please. I get satisfaction from seeing a man get off using me. That’s what drives me to the next man or load. As for douching… I have been douching since I was young and it’s almost like brushing my teeth now. I don’t think a true cum dump thinks of it as a chore. I think your special gift is that you can be versatile. You should embrace that. As a bottom I have to seek out men that want to breed me. You have the best of both worlds. I guess what I am saying is I do not feel true cum dumps are made. They are born.

My first ltr always referred to my sex organ as a pussy or cunt so early on that’s what I have always called it. Someone on here put it well when they said any hole that a man breeds is considered a pussy. To me it makes sense. I’m proud to call it a pussy. It does nothing more than let men know what it’s for.

I guess it depends on the book store. The ones I have gone to don’t care if you fuck around. I guess it’s because the longer you are getting bred in a booth the more money they are getting. I wonder what the staff at my regular spots call me? Lol

This actually happened to me recently. I was in the video store and a n older tall man caught my eye. He motioned to me to follow him into a booth so I did. He pulled out a huge cock and I naturally got down on my knees to suck it. He said I couldn’t suck it but for some strange reason he said I could suck his balls. I asked why I couldn’t suck and he said because he was married. I said ok and went to town on his low hangers. He clearly was getting there by his noises so I thought I would try to suck his cock again. He let me put his massive head in my mouth but he did the jacking. About a minute later he gave me a big milky load. I was disappointed that I didn’t get the cock but his load was great!

I have had both. For my chlamydia was worse. I think it’s because you can have it for a while before you notice. I have had gono a few times but I seem to get chlamydia at least once or twice a year.

My first relationship after my step dad was when I was a freshman in college. I was not really interested in guys I was in school because as I know know I like older men. During my freshman year I became isolated and didn’t have many friends in college. I wanted to get a job to keep me busy and give me some extra money. I found a job working at Home Depot. It was an ok job. I met people and it filled my time. I worked in the garden section and there was a tall 6’3 handsome black man in his 40’s that would come in regularly that always caught my eye. Sometimes he would come in with a much younger boy that was white and thin and short like me. He came in with several boys over the months after I noticed him. I would always make sure I was the one that helped him and totally ignored any boy that he brought with him. He started to come in alone and I could tell he looked for me to help him. I did my best to flirt and he seemed receptive. One day he asked me to go on a date with him. I had never been on a date and didn’t really know what to do on one. I assumed sex so I jumped at the opportunity. He picked me up and took me to a nice restaurant where we talked and talked for hours. When we left I asked him if we were going back to his house and he said no he was taking me home. I must have been visually upset because when we got to my place he told me that he was HIV positive and didn’t have sex with boys that were not. He said we could still be friends and go to dinners and enjoy each other. He and I clicked so well that I agreed. We went on several more dates and I started to fall for him. I think he was feeling the same but still kept sex off the table. I was hooking up with random anonymous guys and I would tell him about it. I could tell it upset him but he tried to act like it didn’t. He was still breeding his little stable of boys and sometimes would throw that at me. It made me jealous. I told him I wished I was poz so that he would want more from me. He said sorry but that wasn’t going to happen. Over the coming months I worked on him. Because we were open with each other about our sexual experiences I would use the things that turned him on against him. For example he said he liked sexy underwear on boys so I would make sure I did something where he could see my lace thong or wear jeans or shorts that clearly showed him my ass. I wore him down over months and finally almost a year later he agreed to breed me. He was sooo good. His body is incredible and his cock is massive. He bred me for a few months regular until I came down with the fuck flu. I honestly was not really thinking of getting converted I was just so happy that this man I loved was breeding me I didn’t think about HIV. I don’t think he did either because when I got sick either of us thought about what it could be. My mom is a hospice nurse and suggested I get tested. I did and was diagnosed 4 months after my 18th birthday. We stayed together for another 7 years and I have zero regrets. He have reconnected and still stay in touch. When he is in town I show him a good time. Lol. He made me love sex with black men. They seem to know how to use bottoms like me.

I never thought about the lunch time rush. Good idea. Thanks.

I really thought I was alone on this one. I too love old nasty men. If two guys come into the video store and one is young and hot but the other is older with a sunk in aids face and nasty looking I will go for the older every time. It’s nice because while all of the old trolls follow the young guys around I get my pick of the older men. An old poz top just seems to know what I need. It’s pure and primal. I feel I am lucky to be at the age I am and able to attract and service these men of a certain type.

For me book stores edge out bath houses. In bath houses I seem to get fucked a lot but men hold off on breeding. In book stores there are a lot more Hetero men that need to breed. In my experience there is nothing hotter than looking into a daddies eyes as he is feeding you his cock knowing he has chosen you to breed today. I love it service men that need to use you as a pussy for the day.

I Over the years I have had guys with pa’s breed me only a hand full of times. I really don’t remember the gage sizes but I just remember the only feeling I had was them going all the way out or all the way in. Other than that it seemed the same as any other breeding.

I have never been a big viewer of porn. I don’t actually seek it out but have watched scenes when it is playing in the background while I’m getting bred. With that said the porn that seems to hold my attention is the older stuff. Guys from the 90’s or early 2000’s that clearly are being ravaged by HIV and have distended belly’s and wasted faces. I find them incredibly hot and would have dropped to my knees to worship them back in the day. I think it is because so many of the men that bred me back then looked like them and were “real” men to me. If I were to actively look for and watch porn it would be videos like those.

Tonight I stopped off at my local video store. It has booths in the back for play. When I arrived there were old guys that I was not attracted to at all. I spent about an hour walking around with no luck. I was just about to leave when a tall older daddy came in and made eye contact. He went into a booth and motioned for me to cum in as well. I instantly rubbed his cock through his pants and I could tell he was packing. He gave me a big kiss with tongue and put his hand down the back of my pants so I knew what he wanted. He pulled out his cock and it was huge. The fattest I have ever had in my mouth. I sucked him and then he turned me around and bred me. I had to use lube. I have not had to do that in a very long time. My point is that if I would have left I would have missed out on a beer can cock and massive load in me. I think a good rule is to not leave until you have a load in you or you have deposited a load.

I have always shaved. It’s just habit now. I was always told that grass doesn’t grow on a playground. It really makes clean up easy too.

I have done a lot of market research on this subject and can tell you first hand that men rarely ask if I am poz anymore. The don’t offer up this information either. Last year I had 3 STI’s so men are not vocal about these things in my experience.

My gifter is very dom and a total top. He got it from breeding. I joke with him now about how he says there is still not such thing as bad pussy.

That is a good way to look at it. I was more than happy to help though.

I don’t feel men are wired to be monogamous. I have had a couple of long term relationships but each of the men were bull dominant men and made it clear early on that my pussy would not be enough.

I want to start out by saying that this is the first time I have ever done this in this type of venue so it may seem like I was being a bit lazy. Last week I was at the video store and this strikingly handsome boy wanted me to come into his booth. I did and we quickly learned we were there for the same reason. He likes to get bred too. That has happened to me millions of times so I thought no harm no foul. He did however like to get his dick sucked. He had a surprisingly meaty cock for his small frame. In these particular booths there is a button that turns on a two way mirror and lets the person in the next booth see you play. He turned that on and I began to suck. It didn’t take long before the guy that was watching us in the next booth with a massive cock was waved over by my new bottom friend. Upon entering our booth we both took turns sucking his cock to get it ready for breeding. Because it was not my booth I followed the lead of my bottom friend and he got up and bent over to receive the big massive cock. The boy impressively took it like a champ and the man fucked him good. I sat on my knees next to them and waited to see if the man wanted to use my mouth to lube his cock. He came somewhat fast and planted it deep. There was another guy knocking at the door so he put away his cock…. After I cleaned it well and left. The next guy came in and repeated the process. We did this three times total and when the last man came I went to town on my new hot boys pussy. He feltched a nice glob of cum for me and I was able to get his load too. It wasn’t until I left that I realized I had not been used but rather I used the bottom. I really didnt feel I was lazy but was happy to assist and it seemed to please the boy.

If any of these guys are in Chicago I would love to meet them.

I had a fellow bottom friend that was like you. He tried everything but could not get clean. He asked my advice and I told him all of the things you have already mentioned. It still did not work. Another friend suggested he fast for at least 4 hours prior to douching and start with two fleet enemas. That seemd to work and he has not had issues since.

I have told my story many times on here but the short version is that I started a relationship with my step dad when I was 9 but it didn’t get sexual until I was 13. Since then I have always loved older men. I think if I had a choice between a muscled up 30 year old top and a fit hung and poz 70 year old man I would choose the latter. Older men are such a turn to me.