Jump to content

NastyRawBottom

Senior Members
  • Posts

    250
  • Joined

  • Last visited

  • Days Won

    1

Everything posted by NastyRawBottom

  1. My hole is pretty loose now so this doesn’t as often as it use to, but it still does happen. Either my hole is unusually tight at the moment or he really really is big. But I never back down or deny a potential load. I suck his cock, being as wet and sloppy as I can to lube it up. This should be enough in combination with his spit. If not, I must resort to using conventional lube and poppers. At this point there shouldn’t be a problem. But if there is I just have to tough it out and take it. I mostly care about the Top’s pleasure and getting him off anyways. My pain is ultimately irrelevant. With taking cocks constantly and using toys, this should become a rare situation. Pain is temporary, but feeling of accomplishment from pleasing a Top is a lasting one.
  2. I love getting fucked in chastity and try to stay in chastity while getting fucked whenever I can. First of all, chastity in general keeps me constantly horny and craving to take cock. Which makes taking it much more enjoyable. It also suppresses any pleasure I get from my “cock” so I truly feel and enjoy every stroke of the Top’s cock in me. Anal orgasms are much more likely when I’m in chastity. Finally, I just love how dominant and powerful it makes the Top feel to see me deny my “cock.” He sees me as a true sub faggot and treats me as much. He knows my hole is my center of pleasure and isn’t shy about using it. I’ve always been a sub raw bottom, but being in chastity really helped me achieve more pleasure from it.
  3. Of course. It ensures he pumps every drop of cum into me and it acts as a natural butt plug to prevent any leaking. It’s a win-win situation. Especially when he’s in as deep as possible, making his cum a part of my body.
  4. This is tough as I’m already a total anon cumdump and let any guy use me. But I love being pushed to my limits. My still unfulfilled fantasy is to be drugged out for a night, by a Top that I trust. Up to the point of unconsciousness. Then he would pimp me out on different sites and invite as many Tops as possible to come use me and leave their load in me. All while I’m unconscious. It would be completely anonymous as I never know or see who they are but they got to fuck and breed me. Then when I wake up I would feel totally sore with no recollection of what happened. But my Top would inform me that more Men are on their way to use me. I’d have no choice but to keep offering my wet, sloppy cunt that was used all night long. Ideally, my Top would record so I can see myself getting used by random Men and have zero memory of it. All I would feel is sore, loose cunt leaking with anon loads. It would be a total dream come true for a faggot whore like me. 😊
  5. I always let it absorb into me. Unless the Top wants me to push it out. I love the Top’s DNA staying in my body and becoming part of me. Some leaking is inevitable but definitely most of it stays in. It’s awesome when I take multiple loads in a night and let them stay in my hole. Then when I wake up there’s almost nothing left. It means all loads properly absorbed. I feel accomplished as a literal cumdump and it motivates me to replace it by taking more loads.
  6. I think this is a good thing. I never want the load to ‘come out.’ I’d like for it to stay in until the DNA is fully absorbed into me. 🧬 Although there are times a Top will want to see their load and ask me to push it out. Of course, I obey. When it doesn’t come out I like to call it a ‘ghost load’ or ‘ghost cum.’ 😅I always joke that his babies aren’t ready to come out yet. Haha. Anyway, what’s likely is that the cum is stuck to the lining of your hole. After all cum is a sticky substance and by nature, not something that’s wants to escape easily. Watery, translucent cum with a lower sperm count will have an easier time sliding out than thick, pure white cum with more sperm in it. I’ve seen videos of Tops recording the bottoms hole after they cum in it, and you can see that the cum is stuck all throughout the walls. That’s just my theory. Who really knows where mysterious loads go. 🧐 🤷🏻
  7. Cum from other Tops is always the best lube! Though if I had to pick from the three options, spit would be my first choice cause it’s DNA and totally natural. After getting fucked for a few minutes, my body starts to make it’s own lubrication and artificial lube isn’t really needed. If I have to use lube for whatever reason, I prefer water-based lube. I absolutely detest silicone or vaseline cause then I can’t feel anything and is too slippery. I only want my hole to be numb after it’s been destroyed. My hole is pretty loose so I can sometimes get away with getting fucked dry. If my hole is being stubborn and won’t make it’s own lube then spit or a little bit of lube will have to be.
  8. I don’t care whether I cum or not, and even prefer not to cum at all. The longer I’m denied a traditional orgasm, the more anal pleasure I get and the more cock I want. Even without that, I still only care about the Top’s pleasure. My pleasure comes from his pleasure and how good he feels fucking me. I don’t actually cumming in general. Even alone. It drains my body and I have no energy or motivation afterwards. That would be an awful thing to happen while I’m getting fucked for a long time or by multiple Tops. My ‘cock’ has been in chastity so long that it can’t get fully erect. So, having a traditional Male orgasm is difficult to achieve for me. I thinks it’s best when the Top is totally selfish and doesn’t worry about me cumming. We’ll both enjoy it more. 😊
  9. As deep as possible is better cause there’s less chance the load will spill and I’ll lose some cum in me. 🥺 But as long as it’s inside it’s good for me. It’s staying there until it all absorbs into me. 😅 Sometimes Tops cum around my hole and then push the load in, which I’m don’t mind. Sometimes they just cum around the hole and leave. Then I hand to use my hands to push the load. 😣 Some of it spills, but at least some cum gets in me. At least the cum around my hole can act as lube for the next Top. 😅
  10. I love drinking piss ever since I first tried it. 😍 I personally didn’t have to learn to like it. I’ll admit I was hesitant a little bit, but once the warmth hit my tongue I had a reflex to swallow. Every drop that hit my mouth had to stay in me. The flavor is different in every guy, but in general is mild and particular. Honestly, I found it much easier to swallow piss than to swallow straight alcohol. Though I agree beer piss tastes the best. 🤤 I also love piss in my ass and letting it stay there for a bit, but it hasn’t happened as much as piss in my mouth. ☹️
  11. I’m definitely getting a tattoo at some point. One that symbolizes my worship of Men and cock. 🙏🏻☣️
  12. I live in NYC and for me, it seems to be evenly split between Tops and bottoms. It never feels like there’s an overwhelming amount of one of the other. However, I’ve travelled to other places in the US and they do have quite different ratios. I have a couple theories as to why that may be. 1. Total Tops are much more likely to be discreet or DL. They don’t usually appear on the common hookup apps like Grindr for fear of being outed. If they are on the app, they almost never have a profile pic. The best bet is to use ad listing websites, like DoubleList. Craigslist use to be the best place to find Total Tops online for me, but sadly it got shut down. Otherwise, Total Tops can also be found in popular cruising spots or by chance at general and open nightclubs(not ones that are niche or exclusive). 2. This is just my observation, but I have noticed diverse places have a more even ratio than homogeneous places. I’ve been to Portland, OR(Majority White) and Atlanta, GA(Majority Black). In both places there was an apparent surplus of bottoms. Meanwhile, in LA and Chicago there was a better balance(and lots of verse guys for some reason). I’m not sure why this is, or even if the correlation is valid. It would be an interesting thing to study. I think. 3. It might just be our perception. It’s frustrating not being able to find a Top when we really need one, and it makes us think “the game is rigged.” The best and most consistent Tops I’ve met when I wasn’t even looking. When I’m actively looking, the Tops are more likely to flake. It’s a strange phenomena but it shouldn’t discourage anyone from seeking what they truly desire. It shouldn’t feel like a competition between us bottoms. There’s enough cock out there to go around. 😅
  13. I don’t record myself but I love when Tops record me. Especially with my face showing. I’m not sure if they post it online or not. I don’t like asking cause then it seems like I’m uncomfortable with it, which I’m not. There might be some vids out there I’ve yet to come across. Oh well. I don’t care. Tops can show me wherever they want and I’m okay with everyone knowing I’m a dirty cumdump faggot. 🤷🏻
  14. Some amount of precum and regular cum would leak out the Top’s cock while fucking raw. That would be enough to cause/ transmit anything. How would taking the load be any different? I guess in terms of volume yeah, but otherwise all raw sex is risky regardless if he pulls out or not. It’s a natural consequence one must accept when going raw, especially as a bottom. You can communicate with the Top if you don’t want him to cum inside you, but most Men are driven by the instinct to conquer and breed a hole. So it’s really a hit or miss if he will honor the request.
  15. I’m also in chastity 24/7, so shaving around my clit is essential. It makes my cage more secure and minimizes pain from the hair being pulled. I barely have any hair around my hole naturally. Only about 4-5 little hairs, which I always shave. lol. I think it’s better for taking loads. The Top’s babies can swim inside my hole more easily and not get stuck on the hairs. 😄
  16. A lot of Tops ask me to push my hole out while they are fucking me. I don’t question it. I just do as I’m told. Although I am curious. Tops, why do you enjoy that? Does it feel better or do you like seeing the hole being dragged around? or some other reason? I’ll keep pushing my hole out whenever I’m told, and I also like how it feels. But I just always wondered why so many Tops like it. haha.
  17. I think that’s a good idea. It’s a great compromise cause I still get to binge on Men’s piss occasionally and still be properly hydrated. And yes I am a urinal for all Men. 💦👅
  18. I would never film a Top without his consent. However, I don’t mind being filmed at all. Even with my face showing and the Top doesn’t even have to ask me beforehand. He can post wherever he wants, anywhere. It’s his right. It’s okay if the world sees what a faggot cumdump I am. No worries here. 👌🏻
  19. I love ‘cumdump’ It perfectly describes what I am and my purpose for being. Just a warm, cocksleeve where Men can dump their load in. No questions asked and no load refused. If you need to shoot a load, my hole is available. ‘Poz Faggot’ is nice too and very accurate, but I don’t want it to make any Top hesitant to use me. ‘Fuckslut’ is cute, but doesn’t make it clear how dirty I am. ‘Cumdump’ would imply how much of a dirty slut I could be, without being so obvious and turning some Tops away. I’m really considering it now. lol. 😅
  20. I think for me, it’s always better to drink straight from tap. It feels nicer going down and I don’t miss a single drop. 😄 Although I get that isn’t always possible, especially in public. I think something like a coffee cup is the most convenient way to drink piss discreetly. Glass is fine, but not easy to carry and is transparent. Plastic as you said, can’t handle it and just tastes weird. A coffee cup is meant to handle warm liquid and is totally opaque. You can also enjoy the piss more slowly. 😋
  21. I recently discovered just how much I love Men’s spit. I think it’s become my favorite Male fluid after cum and piss. I mostly love it if it ends up in my mouth for me to swallow. More DNA for me. 😋 I’ll swallow any random anon Man’s spit. Multiple rounds of spit. The thicker the better. 😍
  22. I love choking on cock. Especially when the Top puts his hands behind my head and shoves my head forcefully towards him. I NEVER EVER resist or push back. The Top is always in control and he decides when I get relief. I make my body weak until the Tops decides idea to pull my head back. Sadly I still have a gag reflex but maybe someday my throat will be so bruised it can react anymore. 😊 I also loved being choked by a Top’s strong hands. Pleasing him is more important than oxygen for me. One time a Top choked me until I was unconscious for a few seconds. It was such a rush. No Top has done it again since but I’m sure another one will. 😅
  23. There’s a local Top that wants me to drink nothing but his piss(or others guys’ piss if he can’t supply enough) moving forward. No juice, soda, or even plain water. Piss should be my only form of hydration. He says piss should be what I start and end my day with. He says it’s actually very healthy and has some benefits. While I trust him, I was wondering if anyone knew if this was safe long-term. I’m more than willing give up all beverages in favor of piss🥰, but want to know if there are any potential complications. I’m particularly concerned about my teeth and kidneys. I don’t know what the long-term effects of going piss-only might be. I’m aware drinking one’s piss repeatedly is very bad as waste would get concentrated. I’m not planning to do that. But I think drinking other’s guys regular piss should be fine? I’d love to hear any advice and/or if anyone has tried it. 😁
  24. I’m into many things and very open-minded. But most of all I love being corrupted by Tops, I love when Tops corrupt my mind and try to use me to fulfill their fantasies. It’s how I became a total cumdump bottom, and it’s awesome. If it is wasn’t for the twisted thoughts of some Tops I don’t know if I would have the confidence to be a chaser, try ws, or let anon guys load me up, etc. I’m thankful for the corruption over the years and can’t wait for more. I love my limits tested and boundaries pushed. I’m so easy to brainwash and live to please Men. 😍
  25. Although I live in NYC, it is extremely rare to find a Middle Eastern Man on any of the typical apps. Those that do appear tend to be second or third generation American. It’s very unfortunate. What I appreciate about them however, is how straightforward they are IRL. Many have come up to me on the street or try to engage with me while in a Uber. Needless to say they end up fucking me as I would never deny them and honestly, they deserve to use a slut like me It’s fascinating how dejected from the “gay community” they are. I’ve talked to them and many don’t even know what things like ‘Grindr’ or ‘PrEP’ are. I wish we would more welcoming of them and reassure them that we don’t intend to out or expose them. That tends to be their brightest concern. It’s pretty obvious they carry a lot of the anxieties they had in their original countries. Overall, I love them and I’m happy they have the opportunity to live out all their fantasies in their new home. 😊
×
×
  • Create New...

Important Information

By using this site, you agree to our Terms of Use, Privacy Policy, and Guidelines. We have placed cookies on your device to help make this website better. You can adjust your cookie settings, otherwise we'll assume you're okay to continue.