Poz50something
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I am of the opinion that men who were at least bisexual or even gay had very little choice but to marry and reproduce. It’s something of note that we’ve come a long way, but still have a long way to go as a society in letting LGBTQ people live openly.
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The thing I find with drug taking is that, far from enhancing the sexual aspect of bareback, it makes one impervious to the pleasure of human sexual communication. It’s definitely my anti drug attitude but as an observer, having walked into a place that immediately hit one’s nose with cat pee and shit and an unmistakeable smell that I now associate with crystal meth smoke with a layer of dust that was thick and acrid. One participant was there and the lights were on, but nothing was registering. Then another person came in, both completely strung out and I guess, if one is having a meth trip, having a sober individual there kills the trip. I had to get the hell out of there. Well, it did for me. Had to launder my clothes. They stank completely. As someone who broke his sobriety after 20 years, when I used crystal meth last February, I will say this - I am susceptible to using when I am depressed, and last year was particularly difficult because no one came to my place for a massage, and I have discovered that February is a particularly dead month for massage therapists. I blamed myself even though I shouldn’t have. Throughout the trip, I was the one who insisted we hydrate constantly, that we have clear indications that things were getting too intense. I found myself getting annoyed with the scene, especially when my fb was flogging his dead dick like a bunch of limp spaghetti and I decided that my dick wasn’t going to come alive, for all the wishing that it would. Had 3 hours max sleep, ended up hating myself and for a couple of days had to convince myself that life was still worth it. It is common for the down but to feel lethargic, or to hate oneself because the dopamine is all used up after a meth trip. Never fucking again. -
Yeah, the thought of getting alum in my mouth, deadening any taste is enough to turn me off.
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We can only conjecture as to what malady you have as we have no photos and we aren’t doctors. Ok - you’ll get the lecture, but it’s much better than us hazarding a guess.
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10 years with the virus: questions
Poz50something replied to silvercompany's topic in What's It Like To Be Poz?
Anti retroviral medication is to stop the human immunodeficiency virus from reproducing. Doxyprep is to prevent bacterial stds from invading the body. -
diarrhea after rimming.
Poz50something replied to JustinT's topic in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
Maybe I am just turning into an old fuddy duddy. I don’t know. Seems to me rimming’s a pretty intimate act. Love it with someone I regularly bunk with. Would not rim just anyone in a sauna, sex party,orgy. Too many unknowns. Better to go to town with someone I know…. -
Where did you get (or give) your last load?
Poz50something replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
Singapore sure has changed a whole lot since I grew up there .I am amazed every time I go to visit fam how much people love bare fucking. There's so many members on BBRTS and even when things are seriously dangerous for tweakers, so many advertise 'hi fun' which is chemsex. I went to Keybox Sauna and railed a 40something raw, leaving a load. He thanked me and said the cum in his ass would give him the strength to fuck his wife waiting at home - ok..... -
I will start meds real soon. Hoping to become U=U
Poz50something replied to a topic in HIV Risk & Risk Reduction
yu^.... this is exactly when the rubber hits the road so to speak.....when real life intervenes. You have your whole life ahead of you, including having many adventures, sexual included, ahead. Yeah, you owe it to yourself to be proactive about your health. -
you know, I have heard that a good way to cure diabetes is to take some nettle leaves, wave it in front of one's stomach and recite some incantations in Latin. I am so sure that it makes so much more sense than surveying one's diet, cutting down on sugar, and engaging in moderate exercise and sexercise.....maybe I should market this as the next surefire cure....already a proven way of avoiding Covid-19 is to wear an N-19 mask but SOMEHOW that impinges on one's freedoms - how? No one has been able to tell me ...maybe it was because Twitler couldn't stand one second without the world seeing his meiskeit ponum. There were exigent circumstances in 2020 -2021 that required that the rollout of vaccines for pandemic happen rather quickly---but believe me, for many years, pharmaceutical companies have been developing vaccine trials along the way. In 2010, I took part in a trial for a HIV vaccine where my blood was removed from me, run through a centrifuge, and then returned to my body through the veins in my other arm. 1% of 1% of my white blood cells were removed (I forgot the exact percentage), cultured and spliced with the HIV protein coat and then reintroduced through subcutaneous injections into the ganglions in my underarms. The trial wasn't a success, because during the trial we had to stop taking triple therapy to measure its success. Many of the participants had their viral load rebound within 24 hours, and the trial was stopped. However, if I am not mistaken, this was the method that was used for the Covid-19 vaccines, Instead of my own white blood cells, it's a deactivated common cold viral cell. I don't pretend that I am an immunologist, but it's the people who least understand the science that are the loudest in condemning it.
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Who Read The Real Anthony Fauci
Poz50something replied to nanana's topic in HIV Risk & Risk Reduction
that's akin to saying - how many pills have we taken? People are so used to taking a round of antibiotics and the virus would be eliminated, not this constant need to take pills for the rest of one's life.....Well, because of the evolution of the HIV virus, mutations survive. I don't think the Covid-19 virus is any different. Who told us we would only take one vaccine? We have to take yearly flu vaccines....... -
How would you describe the real male taste of semen?
Poz50something replied to a topic in General Discussion
I know this is controversial, but I like some cheese with the cream. I know it’s either ‘burp’, good eating, or ‘barf’. The real taste? Well if you have had asparagus, not pleasant. Oranges? Cool…. -
hugs PozBearWI
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I used to be, when I was younger, not so much a heavy cummer, but a heavy leaker. One look at porn or while I was reading sex stories, my pants were a noticeable shade darker when I got up from my computer. Now, alas, no.
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sex is visual, auditory, olfactory, gustatory, and hopefully, skin to skin. I know blindfolds introduce an element of mystery, of other heightened senses, but I want the full-on experience, which is why I get off on manly smells, but that's another topic for another discussion. I want to experience every aspect of sex.
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Cum Dump HIV Transmission
Poz50something replied to boldfacealbie's topic in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
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Cum Dump HIV Transmission
Poz50something replied to boldfacealbie's topic in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
Here am I saying this after seroconverting 20 years ago- it kinda goes with the territory. If you are fucking raw, you are most probably going to catch an STD eventually. Moreover, the fun part of fucking a cumdump (I haven't had the pleasure yet) is feeling the loads in an ass, which could carry any type of STD. PREP protects the person taking the prophylactic, not anyone else. If you really want to play, get PREP and doxyprep. And while you are at it, get your Hep A and Hep B shots. -
this is one dick no one wants to see
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Regional Forums: None of the Above
Poz50something replied to phillygwm's topic in Tips, Tricks, Rules & Help
Complete non-sequitur here…I remember that the Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence used to categorise the members who had passed away as nun of the above. -
People don’t learn from history….the cheers from the gay community when Reagan was elected by, among others, LGBTQ people. That was until AIDS decimated the community, and Reagan did nothing and said nothing.
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Are there any gay men openly supporting Trump? There were, obviously, LBGTQ people who did….they’re out there. But I don’t think they would be open about it.
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HIV….as indicated in my moniker, Syphilis, HepB (which was much worse that any of the complications and ‘opportunistic’ disease. 🦠 Definitely made sure I got the Hep A vaccine.
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was 12, looked much younger......so, did everything, and by that, I mean topped, bottomed, etc. Wish I had the opportunity to piss and be pissed on, but I guess it meant i could discover it at a later date.
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We just had a verdict in the French city of Avignon in the case of Gisèle Pelicot where 51 accused were given serious sentences for rape, because Pelicot was unconscious and could not give consent. Granted the numerous crimes took place over several years, and she was unaware of them at the time. Even if it’s what someone agreed to, consent is not a one time deal, and done.
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I'm never wearing a cockring again...
Poz50something replied to topblkmale's topic in General Discussion
Even if all I have is my trusty hand, I have my newly-purchased popper bottle and my leather cock ring. In terms of ease, it literally is a snap. Easy to put on and take off. The metal ring is indeed a case of gingerly pulling the testicles through, then being gentle with the skin so it doesn’t chafe. Must try silicone cock rings….
