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[think before following links] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Donald_J._Harris
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Ok….taking into consideration that her mother was a Tamil, Shyamala Gopalan, she’s half Indian. But she’s black as well.
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One of the notable facets of Kruger's life was his addiction to meth and injectable drugs. He was also homeless for a while. It was something he used to write about. As I have recently discussed with several people, meth is incredibly difficult to give up, and apparently, Kruger was one of those who fell under its spell. So have millions of gay men. Some behave reprehensibly. Assuming that Kruger started on a sexual and romantic relationship with his killer when the latter was a child, it's another aspect of the self-centred effect of meth. That said, how was Kruger a completely archetypical Biden supporting Trump hater? I love hyperbole, but please explain. -
Thank you for your ( y’all’s) input. I am swiftly coming to the conclusion mentioned by all of you because sobriety is important for my wellbeing. As part of the grief journey ( starting with my spouse’s death almost seven years ago) that has become my life, I am incredibly sensitive to any turn towards self-negativity and despair. And meth brought me to despair and suicidal thoughts. Once after 28 years abstinence this February was too much. Add to that my sobriety journey, and I realise that I am not being selfish. And I am beginning to get seriously pissed off that my sobriety is a joke to Alain.
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Thank you. There’s no way I can be supportive to him, when he’s not being supportive of my sobriety. I kinda thought so, but I was hoping there’d be another answer. Thanks.
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Actually, it’s the opposite. We had sex (penetrative, none of this wanking only) about July last year. HE blamed me after the fact for his relapse because, I discovered through talking with ex-addicts, that meth is entwined so intimately with the sex act that many people who give up meth give up sex. He has asked me twice before to chem with him, and I have been adamant about no chemsex. I want to be supportive, but he begins by saying, ‘you promised you would sex and smoke with me’ and I do not give off chemisex vibes, and don’t encourage anything of the sort.
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The night before last, I get a call from an erstwhile fuck buddy when I was having dinner with a group of friends. No one else saw the video call from Alain (name changed to protect the not so innocent) nude, in the middle of a meth trip. He was going on about coming over and having a chemsex session together. This was the guy whom I played with in February who reintroduced me to meth after 28 years. He shotgunned a Tina smoke into my mouth several times during the session. Already, I kinda always feel despondent in the winter because of SAD. The lack of sleep that accompanies a chemisex trip, the temporary loss of an erection, the depression and anxiety all made me suicidal for a couple of days. So, nope no chemisex for me. Alain also said I had promised to I would smoke and fuck with him (which I didn’t). I asked him to go watch a movie with me - that’s all. To add to the ‘incestuousness’ of it all, he’s my late hubby’s ex bf. I get the feeling that he keeps on suggesting that we Smoke and fuck because he wants to get me to be addicted. Friends who are recovering addicts tell me to dump him as a friend because he doesn’t respect my boundaries. I don’t want to reject him, because his hubs left him, I suspect, because of he would go for days to Toronto, or to his late friend who o’died and PNP for days without returning home. I get that the drug is super powerful. There are days when I can still taste it in my mouth. I want to avoid getting back to PNP. I know I need to set clear boundaries with him. What else can I do to maintain a healthy relationship with Alain?
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Let's not forget his many years in the Senate. If we're also speaking of his legacy, let's include Biden's sponsorship of S.933 - Americans with Disabilities Act of 1990. He didn't just sponsor the Crime Bill of 1994.
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Get tested, because at least you know your status. Then again, once you know, it brings the responsibility to you, and you have to take the meds that keep you alive.
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[think before following links] https://www.cnn.com/2024/07/25/politics/fact-check-trump-false-claims-kamala-harris/index.html Just today. The man just can't stop himself, can he?
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the original - [think before following links] https://www.thedailybeast.com/stephen-miller-has-hypersonic-fox-news-meltdown-over-biden-withdrawal
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[think before following links] https://www.patreon.com/posts/no-doubt-and-108624475?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link&fbclid=IwZXh0bgNhZW0CMTAAAR0qe8czlTZimsf2YnjB2h09BM_Yp_HwUiGhlWoxlhGYELCa5usv1Xzu4rg_aem_Su87aH2IbVoa6TQSQ5wFcg yeah - they definitely saw this coming.......
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if anyone should be accused of ego and hubris, it's Trump. honestly.....
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There used to be a campground near Dewy Rose, Ga. called The River's Edge...For all the time that I was living in Athens Ga. I never went to it. I wonder if it still exists.
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If there aren’t any shower/cleaning areas, not such a problem….as long as people get off on post-sex smells. I think it’s fucking hot. I had a guy from Africa at the Babylon Sauna in Bangkok (may it’s memory be eternal) once on a mattress, his fuckhole full of cum, and the post-fucking aroma was just delicious!! What turned me off was him just laying there like the Queen of Sheba. Pit, balls, uncut cock, ass that’s raunchy but not shitty…all a turn-on. Would love to go to Lab.Oratory just to feel that German cock force its way in my hole.
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White Boys Riding Black Rods..... Taboo Or Not Taboo?
Poz50something replied to a topic in General Discussion
by a cock? You can tell all that from a cock? -
White Boys Riding Black Rods..... Taboo Or Not Taboo?
Poz50something replied to a topic in General Discussion
there's the problem - you're in Texas. I always say - don't mess with Texas. Texans already do a great job fucking the state up on their own -
I never met a person in a sauna that I would have enough confidence that he didn’t fuck around. I met Greg on gay.com and we had some hotsy totsy exchanges before we met. That said, HE did meet 2 of his lovers in 5018 Saint Laurent. The first was 18, had a humungous appendage with lots of foreskin and THIS one fucked around. To the point where Greg would wait till 3 in the morning worrying that this guy was in a ditch somewhere. This lasted for 4 years. The second guy, whom I have since bonked as a widower, has a huge one too, with plenty of precum in his foreskin. I guess I was a little bit more staid because he and I were together for 16 years before his fatal heart attack. I guess the thing I had in common was that I have a foreskin, and Greg liked Asians.
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Honestly, I have thought quite seriously about retiring in Thailand, where the standard of living is much more affordable than anywhere in Canada. There’s two issues: 1. I will need to deposit 800,000 THB in a Thai bank approved by the government, and keep it there for 5 years. It comes out to about 30,000 CAD. I am not allowed to work. I am not sure about owning a business that will employ Thai workers. Need to find out about that. Second thing: HIV med cost.
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A lot of straight Married guys cheating
Poz50something replied to Japbtm's topic in Your Last Load...
the onus is on HIV positive guys to 1. keep regularly taking their tritherapy, 2. Use a condom all the time or divulge their status. This does not encourage people from getting tested, because one you know your status, it's all on you, rejection and all. Additionally, I get the feeling that Michael Johnson was made an example of partially because of the stereotypical fear of the sexually active black gay man. [think before following links] [think before following links] https://www.nbcnews.com/feature/nbc-out/former-college-wrestler-sentenced-10-years-spreading-hiv-n803956. He was released from prison early, but the fact is that adult M2M people need someone to blame when the act of sex is freeing, but there's a whole lot of responsibility as well. -
In public, no less…at least you didn’t have a bottom in the throes of a meth trip yell “j’aime quand mon cul est plein de merde!! Fuck me baby” (I love it when my ass is full of shit…fuck me baby!!) in the dark corner of the sauna.
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Austin Wolf has been busted
Poz50something replied to Blkmuscbreeder's topic in Bareback Porn Discussion
There was a report in the Bangkok Post of a 21 year old in some rural part of Thailand who set up some Internet group where he would share vids of him raping his relative’s 10 and six year old boys. He was subject to a sting operation, and was arrested on the way to delivering one of the children to a ‘customer’, in other words, a child abuser. This has real-world consequences. -
Have you ever taken money to fuck or be fucked ?
Poz50something replied to Thedogsbolloxxl2's topic in General Discussion
I’d a dunnit for free for the chance to pull on those mega nips…. -
WE weren't supposed to be here. We were supposed to accept our fates as F**s, and just go quietly into the light, like the Christian right wanted us to do. To die and be silent like lambs, BUT WE'RE STILL HERE, KARENS AND KENS!! - In 2007, I was 12 cd4 counts from officially having AIDS when I started taking anti-retroviral meds. I came as close to being really sick without ever being really sick. No secondary infections, just the feeling of being ever more tired. Now, I am pre-diabetic, but with normal sugar levels, with a higher cholesterol than I should. When I think of Giba, and Chad and the many who we lost, I am thankful and grateful.
