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  1. There are still a few of us who haven’t given up on intelligent discourse
  2. I already had an attraction towards men but had resisted most of the opportunities to experiment with other boys. I was the only white boy in my school from 7th grade junior high through high school. There were a few older boys who had been held back and were basically full grown men who routinely flashed their huge black penises in gym class which definitely piqued my interest. Then one day after gym while I was waiting for the bell to ring two classmates (cousins) cornered me and made me blow them. They forced me to do something i secretly already deeply wanted to do but was too afraid to seek out for myself. I resisted and they dominated me and although I felt like a victim I also deeply enjoyed it sexually. I had several other near rape experiences both when I was younger and in my late teens but the only other one that actually happened was trade I brought home who wasn’t finished with me when I thought he was- and he forced me to take that huge uncut monster dick like a cheap whore despite my objections and pleas to stop. It was one of the most meaningful fucks of my life and I regularly seek out the opportunity to recreate it, although it’s been difficult to find anyone who can do what he did to me without sending me to the hospital lol
  3. I feel so much more free now that I own my total bottom identity. I don’t like when guys try to involve my dick either so I just keep it under a jock or panties it pretty much stays soft and small regardless now which is just fine with me. I’ve found it easier to find total tops by openly identifying as a shameless total bottom upfront.
  4. Love to keep it in me for as long as possible and love to feel it dripping down my leg but I especially love being able to taste it for hours after swallowing a load
  5. Thanks for sharing this it’s very informative
  6. Absolutely love it in fact I’m not gonna enjoy it as much if he doesn’t force it down my throat
  7. As I’ve come into my total bottom phase I am less and less interested in versatile guys and really only want to get bred by guys who are exclusive tops - even better and truly my preference if they have never bottomed. I’ve always liked the straight and thuggish type and the thought of the guy who’s on my back spreading his legs and being someone else’s bitch is a total turn off for me
  8. Yes sir that’s exactly right. We feel a particular sense of emptiness that you fill with your pipe and your loads but that’s only one part of it. The psychological release that comes from totally submitting and surrendering control and being used roughly and treated as an object for your use and pleasure is the thing that really gets most of us off. We tend to be saddled with feelings of responsibility and a need to exercise control over our lives and feel sexually stifled by it so letting go of all that and being used by a man who we deem superior and dominant is incredibly fulfilling for us. Especially if he knows how to talk down to us and how to fuck a faggot in a way that turns the faggot out and reminds him of his inferiority and his place as a top’s total bitch
  9. thanks… I’m already on that but I’m hoping someone can tell me about getting on disability cause I made really good money and my coverage was amazing so considering my multiple health issues I’m wondering if I could get on permanent disability and not have to sweat the corporate bullshit anymore. It’s not easy to make the corporate overlords happy when you have multiple health issues When I switched coverage last year I didn’t realize that I would have to meet my $3k deductible to get the first refill of my meds this year so in early January the pharmacist told me I had to pay the whole deductible or pay the 3k market price for the meds before I could get my meds. Sensing my concern, she directed me to the manufacturers website and I got a coupon that paid the entire 3k. I was ecstatic but I was even more shocked when the insurance company considered the coupon to be a payment and considered my deductible met for the year. Can I qualify? I’ve got mental health diagnoses too.
  10. Got laid off last week. I’m currently undetectable on biktarvy. I’m gonna continue my current amazing insurance along with my LTD coverage under COBRA until the end of the year. I also have well documented diagnoses of both esophagitis and inguinal neuropathy that qualified me for FMLA accommodations and for medical cannabis before it was legalized here in New York. I’m 53 and have the best health insurance I will probably ever have so if there’s a way I really don’t want to regret not asking: I’m extremely anxious about losing my coverage with the meds costing $3k/month and the insurance costing $2.5k/month I am seeking immediate advice from everyone here who may have some insight- can I get myself onto permanent long term disability? Do I have to stop taking meds and get my viral load up or is there another way? Honestly I’m afraid I’m missing out on what may be my last big chance to secure my future especially considering the state of health care here in the states. I know I have a short window during which I may have options so if you have any insight or guidance please let me know! thanks
  11. Highly recommend: [think before following links] https://www.penguin.co.uk/books/398832/under-my-masters-wings-by-wissot-lauren/9780352346230
  12. I’m just gonna say this- if you want your bf to be honest with you then don’t behave the way he thinks you will, because that’s why he’s lying to begin with. If you demonstrate that he doesn’t have to be ashamed or afraid of being judged because you genuinely aren’t bothered about it then you’re changing the paradigm and choosing to live outside of the traditional norms and narratives and in my experience you’ll both be better off for it. People only lie because they’re ashamed or afraid of being judged or shamed and they’re not typically wrong either so if you legit love him give him the chance to be his authentic self without shame or apology and show him that he can trust you and doesn’t have to do anything but be honest with himself and you.
  13. I’ve been dealing with a similar situation. My main master is cool with sharing me but he’s not into a few of my other top buddies and a couple of my other top buddies are also not into groups. So I’m trying to coordinate a session where I start with the ones who don’t like groups back to back by themselves and then my master and the other tops who don’t mind sharing can come take over.
  14. Funny my experience was the exact opposite of yours I waa the only white boy. Yet here we both are!
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