Hottest Words Since I've Been On Prep

[colletonguy]

After a couple of months on PreP, I decided to fulfill a fantasy and go to a Cumunion event. There is one in Augusta GA, only 2 hours from me and I made a reservation this past weekend. I found myself with the guts to get in a sling, put on my hood to blind me, and offer my hole to anyone and everyone. After 2 guys fucked me very well, but uneventfully, a third guy was felt between my legs. He rubbed his raw cock against my hole to lube it some and pushed forward hard. It hurt, in a good way, and he went right to fucking me, no pausing to let me get used to it. I adjusted as best I could, and settled back to enjoy his thick cock using my hole. He was the first one to be verbal, telling me to take his cock, and complimenting me on how good my ass felt. I'm ahead of myself because before I went to the party, I posted a couple of ads that anyone was welcome to use the guy in the sling with the hood, and that I was negative and on PreP. The guy fucked me perfectly, deep and a little rough. I wanted to make him cum because I could feel he didn't have a condom on and started tightening up my hole on every withdraw. I could tell that he felt the difference because he started fucking me harder. I could hear others nearby and knowing they were watching made it that much hotter. Without warning he said. "Are you the guy on PreP?" I answered "yes Sir", and just as I did he said, "You better hope it's working." and immediatly went balls deep in me and held his cock there as I felt it jerking and emptying his cum into me. I realized instantly what he meant and knew I was taking my first known positive load. I used my legs to hold him inside me, letting him know I wanted every drop of his seed in me.

[backpackguy]

Fuckin hot!! I'm also on PrEP butt yet to hear those words. Get boned thinking it's only a matter of time till the battle between PrEP and a toxic HVL load erupts in my gut!! Give me that seed!!!!!!!   

[Bttm2go]

Always hot when a top lets you know you are getting a charged load. Congrats!

[BiAggieGuy]

When I got my first known non-medicated load after starting PrEP (I had fucked with one undetectable guy before who I've been friends with since college) it was the biggest turn on ever. Knowing the guy is pumping poz seed in me is beyond fucking hot. I plan to go to a Cumunion event, if I can ever get enough time off from work.

[negbtm]

ugh I can't wait till I'm on PrEP and can do that kind of stuff

[Pitt1988]

Seriously u guys, its one thing to wanna get on PREP to BB, but i don't get the concept of being thrilled and excited about getting a "POZ" or non medicated load dumped in me; at this point you are pushing the boundaries and being flat out presumptuous; even though im on PREP i don't go around seeking out poz loads just for the heck of it; ill dump my load in a poz bottom; albeit; when an un-medicated load finds a loophole and is indeed successful to infect someone on PREP; they may end taking it off the market or lawsuits; ruining it for us who are trying to still BB but be cautious about it, i am so over this "gay community"

[FatFuckPigMA]

I don't get bug chasers on PrEP.  Kinds of seems like an oxymoron to me. However, I do understand being attracted to that which has been forbidden.

 

It's not the same as let's call it "classic" bug chasing. It is its own thing and I believe it needs its own name, like "poz chaser" which to me sounds more about the person than the disease.

Seriously u guys, its one thing to wanna get on PREP to BB, but i don't get the concept of being thrilled and excited about getting a "POZ" or non medicated load dumped in me; at this point you are pushing the boundaries and being flat out presumptuous; even though im on PREP i don't go around seeking out poz loads just for the heck of it; ill dump my load in a poz bottom; albeit; when an un-medicated load finds a loophole and is indeed successful to infect someone on PREP; they may end taking it off the market or lawsuits; ruining it for us who are trying to still BB but be cautious about it, i am so over this "gay community"

[HereInLondon]

I don't get bug chasers on PrEP.  Kinds of seems like an oxymoron to me. However, I do understand being attracted to that which has been forbidden.

 

It's not the same as let's call it "classic" bug chasing. It is its own thing and I believe it needs its own name, like "poz chaser" which to me sounds more about the person than the disease.

 

That's quite a good distinction to make.

Being on PrEP, I've found that the 'domination vampiric conversion' wank fantasy is a lot less intense that it used to be - the bug chasing fiction was always the most blindingly horny for me, but less and less so now, particularly in the last couple of months since knowingly taking my first poz load from a guy.

 

There was a good couple of months build-up to the session when he finally bred me (first time barebacking with him as well, all the meets before we'd used condoms).  We were both clear that he didn't want to give me HIV and I didn't want to get it, but there was a lot of 'poz talk' in the texts and emails we exchanged as part of the build-up.  Horny as fuck.  The look of contentment on his face when he finally shot his load into me and how reluctant he was to take his cock out, fucking priceless.

 

When I'm not horned up, all the 'poz talk' does seems a bit embarrassing, as if I should have moved past it by now, but then most sexual verbal is a bit cringeworthy when you're not in the moment.  (I did find colletonguy's post horny, the third guy sounds like a great verbal top.)

 

I could almost see the whole 'poz chasing' as a sort of therapy, like facing down HIV after years of being terrified of it, and trying to reclaim barebacking as something that isn't going to destroy me.

[FatFuckPigMA]

I also think POZ guys have a certain sexiness all their own beyond the disease. It's sort of a red badge of courage for sex pigs.