Depression & Barebacking/bug Chasing

[piggytwink]

I feel personally it does have an effect on me, I find zero excitement in the idea of sex, unless im under the influence, or having sex in a risky or kinky way. Thats the only way i get excited anymore. I feel the depression has changed my brain chemistry. While i am on medication, it hasnt changed how i feel. 

[SugarCaneDaddy]

Guilty here. I think we tend to fill a lot of voids with BB sex and chems

[SugarCaneDaddy]

On 10/23/2016 at 3:39 AM, cheatingjock said:

He doesn't so much think the sex is causing the depression.  more that the depression is (at least partially) responsible for the risky sex.

 

I've had depression and anxiety since at least middle school (diagnosed), much before I had any sexual activity. Tried different combinations of medications and therapy with varying success/reduction in symptoms. Dealt with suicidal behavior/attempts, cutting, panic attacks, etc. Right now in a bad place.

 

And I think sometimes I feel wtf am I doing to myself/boyfriend, but then at the same time, the sex and cheating is so hot. 

How you been doing since then?

[BlindRawFucker1]

For me, I don’t consider wanting to bareback to have anything to do with depression.  It is a natural way to have sex.

 

Thinking about, or wanting to get pozzed is most likely another story.

 

Being pozzed has some type of appeal for me.  Don’t ask me to explain it.  But, I have absolutely no desire for the lesser, more common STIs.

 

I consider that to be the really twisted part of this whole thing.

[PozBearWI]

Interesting to get back into this nearly decade old thread.  

I pozzed in 2023, no accident and sadly, fucking didn't do it.  I got to a day where I needed to answer by personal experience m long standing wondering "what's it like to be poz".  I knew the facts around it; stayed current with progress with how this diseased unfolded from it's start to now.  My hope is for most, they can allay that curiosity.  It isn't necessary.  Even mild, it is going to fuck with your health.  And it isn't necessary.  There are a lot of poz guys on meds who have guys in their area who won't consider play; when playing with medicated poz guys is going to be statistically ones safest choice.  So there's that....

For myself, not a lot of takers anymore, and I find my interest waning.  Hell jacking off to cum is few and far between.  Spirit willing, body doesn't seem to be...  And honestly, if I just jacked off and licked up my loads I would be a happier guy.  

So here in late life, I am discovering a different sexual guy inside than 10, 20, 50 years ago (and those guys were different).  🙂

[NYBBGUY58]

3 hours ago, BlindRawFucker1 said:

For me, I don’t consider wanting to bareback to have anything to do with depression.  It is a natural way to have sex.

 

Thinking about, or wanting to get pozzed is most likely another story.

 

Being pozzed has some type of appeal for me.  Don’t ask me to explain it.  But, I have absolutely no desire for the lesser, more common STIs.

 

I consider that to be the really twisted part of this whole thing.

I don't think bare backing is about depression, in particular. Bug chasing to me is another [banned word], and those fuel sexual fantasies. I'm a bottom and I love to lick ass, which some people think is crazy. DOESN'T STOP ME!

[CCbttm]

For sure. Im fairly certain I have never existed in a state that isnt depressed, and rampant sex with no regard for consequences is most certainly one of the better bandaids. Could become a bitter, toxic unlikeable asshole to cope, but becoming a black hole for cocks and only truly smiling with a face coated in cum is a lot more fun.