Taking my first poz load from my partner

[PG1961Canada]

My marriage had just ended.  I also "discovered" gay porn and the fact that guys seemed to be open to doing darn near anything with another guy.  I watched and learned about tops and bottoms and vers guys.  I also realized that every now and then the guys would be fucking bareback.  It gave me a little jolt and thrill.  Naive? Yes.  But, it turned my crank to think these guys were totally ignoring this 'safe sex' stuff I kept reading about.

I hit that local spa a few times after work to see what went on in 'real life' and not the movies.  Sure enough, it became obvious there were a lot of guys happy to take my raw cock down their throats or up their ass.  And they enjoyed sucking cock and swallowing.  And they insisted I shoot in their hole and not pull out.  And it really turned my crank.

Me? When I did bottom, I always asked for my top to wear a rubber.  I was OK with topping raw but hesitant about bottoming.  I was still experimenting and learning. Some would say I was selfish. It doesn't matter... double standard? Doesn't matter.  I was reading and processing things.  That's what I do.

My male ex-partner and I met online and we dated for about a year before I moved in and we became a couple.

The sex was undeniably hot.  Lots of oral and rimming and fucking.   When we did fuck, I topped him more often than he topped me.  He always took it raw and talked dirty the whole time - egging me on to shoot in his hole, breed him.... and I did.  I was still on the fence on the condom thing though.  The few times he did fuck me, he dutifully suited up to stroke my hole.  He would fuck me until I blew my load either hands free (he had a nice big cock) or by he/I stroking me off at the same time.  If I took too long to cum, he would often go soft in the rubber and we would finish off another way.  He never came in the rubber either.  I would always finish him off by sucking him and stroking and taking his load on my face or mouth - he loved that.  I told him I appreciated him not pushing me to fuck raw just yet and he said it was my decision. He'd wait.  But we both knew he wasn't fond of the rubber.

We talked about going monogamous and decided we would start off by getting tested.

He tested Poz.  I tested Neg.  Hmm.  Now what?

We decided to stay together and figure it out.  I went to all of his appointments for 2 years.  And read a lot.

Detection was early. They got his numbers under control quickly.

I'm an IT guy by profession and I read a lot and do a lot of math and look at a lot of numbers.  And I paid attention at all the immunology clinics.

So, I made my decision and waited for the right time.

We had a pool and hot tub and a 2100 sq. ft deck in the forest in a very private backyard.  It allowed us to walk around, tan and swim naked.  One particularly warm evening we were playing around a little out on the lounge chairs by the pool.  At one point, he was laying back in a lounger and I was straddling his legs and sucking his cock and sensitive balls.  I had him hard as a rock.  I looked up and he was enjoying himself with his arms tucked behind his head, his eyes closed and a smile on his face.

I had lubed my ass up in the pool house a few minutes before I came over to straddle him and suck his cock on his chair.  I had lubed and fingered and opened and stretched a little bit in anticipation of what was to come (so to speak). 

I flicked the head of his cock with my tongue and sucked gently on just the head.  I smiled to myself as I listened to him groan.  I slowly worked that rock hard dick into my throat.  Squeezing it a little as it slipped deeper.  He was trying to push his cock deeper into my throat, so I let him give me a couple of cock thrusts deep into my gullet.  I purposely coughed up some throat juice and spit to make sure his cock was completely covered in slime.  Then, I slipped forward quickly from straddling his knees up closer towards his cock.  I knew I had one chance to get this right the first time.  It helped that his cock was wet and juicy and sticking straight out. 

I grabbed his cock at the base, held it firm and sat right down on it. My juicy hole easily opened up to his raw cock and I made sure to keep enough pressure on to just slide right down until the opening of my hole was at the base of his thick roundness.

It took him about 2 seconds for realization to kick in.  His eyes shot open and his arms flew out from behind his head, as if to push me away.  I had expected that he would realize I was riding his cock raw and panic a little bit.  So I quickly grabbed both his arms and pushed them to either side of his head and held them there.  Then I leaned in for a wet slow kiss. 

I tongued him and nipped gently on his lips.  I asked him if he was enjoying my hot juicy hole with his bare cock?  He just kept groaning and thrusting gently upwards into my guts.  All the while, I was slowly grinding my hole up and down his thick cock like I typically do.  But this time? It 'felt' different.  There was a different type of friction.   I could feel the warmth of his cock without the rubber.  I could feel the natural flare of his big cock head rubbing against my prostate every other stroke.  

As I pulled off for some air, he looked at me and asked if I was sure?  I explained I was sure and that I had already shown him the answer by riding his raw dick.  I was really squeezing his cock with my ass muscles and each time I gripped his dick, he moaned and thrust upward again.

I told him to warn me when he came.... I wanted to know exactly what it was going to 'feel like' when he blew.

A few minutes later, I saw his eyes go a little wild and he nodded.... and I slowed down my riding.

We looked one another in the eye and held our gaze.  He started one long groan and I stopped moving.  I could feel his cock swell as he blew a massive first raw load of cum into me.  I could feel the wetness and warmth start to ooze down around his dick and start leaking from my hole.  He had a few days of cum already stored, and apparently this experience generated that extra-hard-cum that we all know about - from being turned on in a big way!

I had been slowly stroking my cock between our hairy chests while I rode him to orgasm and the feeling of his first blast of hot cum breeding my 'virgin' hole made my cock spasm and my first shot of cum hit him right in the face.  Second and third reached his throat, then his chest.  The last shot pooled on his belly button as I sat right back down to the root of his cock while we made out.

Eventually, he slipped out of my drenched hole.  Any bottom here knows that feeling of a cummy cock slipping out of your freshly bred hole.  It was the first of many times I would enjoy that feeling.  I eased myself up just a little by straightening my legs on either side of the lounger and could hear and feel the cum dripping out of my hole.

I looked him in the eye as I leaned forward and licked my cum from his chin, chest and belly.  Then, I moved further down to slurp up all our joint juices from his cock and balls.  I could feel his cock twitch a little and start to harden as I licked.  He kept telling me how hot it was to let go inside of my hole and he had been waiting for a long time to do it. He said he wanted more.

He gently grabbed my hips and made me turn around over the chair and pulled my puffy, cum dripping hole right down onto his face.  I went rock hard again as soon as I felt his tongue push up into my open hole.  He moaned and groaned to stimulate my asshole as he probed and sucked his cum from that dripping mess.

By the time he was finished cleaning my hole, I looked down at his cock.  It was rock hard again and the purple head was jutting upwards with just a little leftover cum oozing from the tip.

I looked over my shoulder at him and winked, then got on all fours on the end of the lounger.

He had that big hard cock shoved in balls deep in mere seconds.  This time we really enjoyed a hot fuck that started out slow and worked up to him pounding my hole like there was no tomorrow.  When he finished seeding me, he went down and once again ate my hole clean.  First time he had ever felched me and I wanted more of that!! This was going to be great!!!

I stood up long enough to take a drink of water and saw him turn around and get on all fours, ass up - just the way I like to fuck him.

"Your turn.  Breed me now".

[Guest BreedingCameraman]

Damn, this story has got me so damn hard that I’m ready to blow my third load of the day! I look forward to seeing what your other stories shall be like, as well as blow my loads to them as well! ???

[cman54]

Awesome story. Sometimes things just feel so right.

[Escapedlion]

the idea of a neg guy willingly taking a poz load from the man he loves... the connection of sharing that gift... so damn fucking - shot my load reading this story!  I'm really looking forward to reading any others you might write

[HardaddyMA]

This was a powerful story from the heart: and it feels like an honest accounting of a difficult emotional journey- excellent erotic and powerful writing- thanks so much for sharing- I shot my huge 3-day load just as you first sat down on his cock and leaned in to kiss him- I am going to save the rest for the next time I need some pleasure- thanks and tell us more please!

[garsento]

This is a profoundly hot story.

[sleazebugga]

Great writing!

[Guest NOLAbtm75]

nice job! huge load of my own reading it

[1981virginia]

Super hot story, and LOVE the sexy photos. Very hot. Thanks so much for sharing.