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@Sfmike64 and @ffabbian thank you so much for reasonable and valuable feedback. You both wrote it very well. I love the idea of finding BF who has same sex interests, would be glad to whore me out or let me cruise for any dick I want. I kind of wished such openminded guy since my youth, but never been lucky to find some. If I may be very honest, even the guy I loved the most in my life - and never recovered of "being broke up" with him 20 years ago, was suck guy only so even though I loved him so much that I could supress my anal needs back then, I realized that love does not always come hand in hand with sexual desires. And it was the same case with my partner of 16 yrs, and will probably be the same case with the new guy. Plus, what all three have in common, is this idea of ever-present mutuality in sex...I mean that "Now you blow me, now I blow you..." Sort of equality, the idea that both parties must give and receive equally in bed. But for slut like me, this equality is shifted towards different approach, where we are giving by worshipping top's dick with our mouths and then receiving by having our asses bred well...which is also giving 😄 Or occasionally in the right mood, switching positions and having him worship my cock and then fuck his ass well. Anyway, while bottoming, I have absolutely no interest of top even wanking me, not to mention wanting to suck me...I just get soft at that point and honestly I can't understand how come that with some tops, I can push their hands away from my dick four times and yet's they're still not getting the message. I have average dick, nothing special, so why even? 😄 However this new guy seems most understanding of my BFs towards this. And this all complicates the thing. I mean, I always considered love and sex to be separate things even before I ever had my first sex. And the two relationships which I had just proved my opinion right. So to get to the core of my thought - nothing is perfect, neither is love. You can only get so much and it has to be balanced elsewhere. I'll be forty next year. I absolutely feel still 20, but at the same time I can't cheat age, this might be my half-time and it is not so easy to just reject something potentially so valuable than it could be while I really was 20. @Sfmike64 is right that I should give myself more time, especially after 16 years of not feeling free. @ffabbian is right that I should not supress real me anymore and live up to my real slutiness. Gosh, this is unexpectedly hard situation for me...I am probably overthinking it a lot, I know...:D Thanks again for your input, guys. You both feel smart and good-hearted. I believe being slut goes hand-in-hand with being friendly, right? 😉😇 I mean, people who hate other people won't be fucking them by hundreds 😄 Hope my text is not confusing as I lost my thought two times while writing it...too much to think about, indeed! 😄

There was also a Horse Market in Portland last night. I doubt there were too many hooded guys there asking for dicks to be washed. Although when I am topping at HM I do occasionally wash off just for my own sake as my hands get too lube and cum covered.

You are right...I would like to raise this topic on my medical check later this week. Though I know that it can't protect me from Syph specifically, the experience of having it made me think about Prep more. On the other hand - and I am not any chaser - while I was waiting for results of my testing and thinking of what it possibly could be, HIV scared me way less than some other diseases. I guess that constantly reading stories about pozzing here made me somehow indifferent to it. Still not a chaser in any way. I just consider it a risk which comes with my lifestyle. Being diagnosed with Syph surprised me a lot as i kind of expected HIV and was like "OK, not nice, but with a treatment I can live with it..." and my slut mind was thinking more about advantages than negative side of it.

It took less than 2 weeks for me. My infection was planned so I know exactly the date and time i became poz.

As an eager to please grateful cumdump slut I would wanna make you proud.

I think the scissors position is best for deep

I've had anal orgasms on full, half, and empty bladders. Further, sometimes I think it's an empty bladder (e.g. I just finished peeing before we start fucking), and a top still manages to fuck more piss out of me.

That bottom expecting ‘clean’ dick is probably the same guy asking his trick if he’s ‘clean’ and probably should not be ass up naked in an orgy room. Most tops will clean up when shitty sick happens. No big deal. Expect it, deal with it, then get back in a hole. Hey PNW men! I’m in SEA in a couple weeks and looking forward to some dick. I’d be happy to open my hole for multiple dicks..and you don’t have to wash.

@PozBearWI, I didn’t see what you saw in Trump the peace-traitor, but I have to eat any words I uttered that expressed any hope and confidence that Trump would come through on his promises to end forever wars. He’s an actor like all politicians, but it makes me super sad to see stupid Zio-slave escalations in the Middle East.

I learned to enjoy being on all 4's in the dark room and accept any cock that wanted my hole. the feeling of a totally anon cock breeding me in that situation is the biggest turn on for me.

As for me, Iran had it long time coming.. They spent last 40+ years projecting their fundamentalism and hatred across the region silently tolerated, striving to get the bomb.. Petty state sitting on one of the biggest natural gas field in the world unable to saturate its own domestic demand. Quite an achievement.. so many people could have lived in relative abundance..

Now that gave me some wood!

I was wondering about Lisa too. It would be awesome if they starred in a continuing story where the genders are reversed and it's men playing roulette with women

Especially if you can see that it’s covered in cum from the other slut’s hole.

Near Home—July, 2024 It was the Fourth of July. I went in search of fireworks of a slightly different variety… This is my first evening in the newly remodeled, two screen version replacing the porn theatres destroyed by a drunk driver. Normally, I am an afternoon guy here. I still recognize a number of men. There is a guy with a ballcap, 30-ish, a little chunky, who is always on his phone. Today is no different. He sits right under the gay screen, texting away. There is also the oldest man who comes here. A good decade older than me. He always strips naked to nothing but flipflops. His hands are always in someone else’s lap, if anyone sits next to him. I just want him to shower more frequently… There is also another bear. He is stroking to both videos, sitting in a seat where, with a turn of his head, he can see the gay threeway or the young woman taking massive Black dick. I sit opposite him, so I can do the same thing. Hat Guy is now texting like crazy. He’s made a connection. Within 10 minutes, a big beefy blond shows up, looking at his phone. He looks at the screen, surveys the room and realizes it’s Hat Guy. He strips naked but for dress socks. He goes to his knees, undoes the fly of Hat Guy’s shorts and begins sucking his cock. We all stroke to the live sex happening in front of us. Beefy Blond is slurping noisily on the cock in his mouth. Hat guy leans across his back and inserts a finger in Beefy Blond’s ass. Soon, Beefy Blond stands up. He turns to sit on the cock he’s been sucking. “Wait,” says Hat Guy. “I like loose hole.” He points to me. “Let him open you up for me.” Beefy Blond likes this idea a lot. I get up and start over to them. Hat Guy moves into the darkest corner and sits there. Beefy Blond bends to suck him. I go behind Beefy Blond. I realize this will be my first fuck in this new room. I lick his ass briefly. “Just fuck me…” he complains. I stand up and work myself in. He’s not particularly tight and I bottom out easily. I fuck. Hard. Pushing his body deeper onto the cock in his mouth. “Open him up for me,” chirps Hat Guy. I pull out. He rushed his cleanout to get here. It’s not horrible, but I can’t continue. I murmur the news in his ear. He grunts and stands up as I go wash. When I come back into the room, Beefy Blond is jerking his cock. He shoots all over Hat Guy’s lap. Hat Guy is not happy. He didn’t get any ass and he now is covered in runny semen. I toss him some napkins from my pocket as Beefy Blond gets dressed and leaves. Hat Guy soon goes out to sit in the parking lot where the internet connection is better… * I look around the room. I see the Bear I don’t know jerking furiously. I kneel and take his cock into my mouth. I am rewarded with a load very quickly. He thanks me, squeezing my shoulder, then says. “I’m almost tempted to suck dick myself when I see one like yours.” I sit, avoiding Mr. Naked. I need to be as far away from his scent as possible. I stroke. More guys arrive. They all seem very straight. The all settle into seats where they can only watch the straight porn. Some open flies and haul out cocks. Some just grope their cock mound. I notice a young cub, one of the new arrivals. He is looking around the room. He sees me. He is on his feet and kneeling between my spread legs without a word. The guy is good. He takes all of me, repeatedly, occasionally making himself choke. And he constantly strokes his cock while doing it. I suggest my balls. He goes there. He inhales and groans. He finds the newly made fuck sweat there intoxicating. He licks and sucks them, before inching back up my shaft. He swallows me down. Totally. I actually think I might be able to shoot for him. And in that moment, his cock erupts all over the floor, between my boots. He pulls off me and all but races to the bathroom around the corner. He leaves. Other men leave. Soon it is just me and the naked guy who needs a shower. I cram my cock back in my pants and head out… The original is here: From My Side of the Sling: Texting For Ass July 22, 2024

I ordered right after the crackdown and the package was refused at customs and returned to France...So, be careful, just FYI...