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Honestly only when I get high. The rest of the time I don’t feel the need but once I do a couple bumps the urge starts creeping in and if I do a couple more I turn into a total pig

Absolutely yes

I"m just back from Amsterdam - i hadn't visited in many years and thought maybe i could relieve the past but wasn't the case-- I found the major bars quite tame- Cuckoo's Nest which has a great darkroom in basement- a bit too bright but so many cabins and nooks but boy -the men just circled and circled around - it was kind of sad. Here i was naked butt up and nothing- i did get a couple of takers -one guy would not shut up- the dutch love to talk - but for most part it was gloryhole action - not alot of fucking and i went at all the high times and still was worst . Dirty Dicks- this bar gets going around 11pm -the darkroom upstairs has so much potential but guys were so timid - and the downstairs area- the main action in back was too bright and not alot going on -the other bottom in the fuckbox -was very lonely and tapped out and went home. Most of the action centered in the middle area between bar entrance and back area-- this were the gloryhole booths -just 3 and that was where most of the action happened-- not alot of fucking. I sucked a beautiful fat dutch cock and i forgot what a stinging load to the back of the throat felt like since i usually take it in my hole. It was very crowded on Friday night but the action was kind of lame -if this was Berlin i would have been taken out on a stretcher with a big smile! Tame - i was surprised. The Apps - Scruff and Sniffies not much of a scene - so that was bust. The Sauna Nieuwezijds was very clean, lots of cabins and one big dark room - but it was young so if you're in that demo -you'll have a good time but it didn't feel welcoming for older, elder or bear or slightly off -- it was young twink twunk, preppy - very white -- -just wasn't my vibe. The old sauna from decades ago in the Centrum was more fun but thats what happens as you get older- you can't relive the past. I'm glad I went- won't ever need to go back - Berlin/Paris/ Spain =i'll stick to those cities.....i wish i could have timed the visit around one of the special nights- like Fuckboxx or Church's version of the horse fair. Beautiful charming city but 3 out of 5.

So a couple weeks ago I was at my favorite no-tell hotel with a bottom friend and three hot black tops and went out for a smoke when I ran into a former coworker and friend in the lobby who also knows my husband. Now my husband knows that I play and doesn’t mind but doesn’t want to know about it. So Im thinking the friend was also there for a discreet liaison cause he also lives in the city and wouldn’t otherwise need a hotel room- but not being sure I quickly acknowledged him with a friendly “hey!”, a smile and a wave and casually walked out. Waited a bit to ensure that I wouldn’t see him on the way back in and then realized I was so blessed with all that incredible dick to be concerned about it. Funny thing is he’s really hot and if he didn’t know my husband I probably would’ve invited him to join us! I’ve always thought he’d be a great lay, know he’s a top and he’s got a fantastic body- but I have a strict policy against shitting where I eat and go out of my way to ensure that there’s no overlap between my adventures and the other compartments of my life including my marriage.

I feel exactly the same way.

Swallowed that cock like a pro

You are not the only one doing that! This story is indeed well written and steadily paced. Loving it.

Hopefully they haven't been lost to the winds ...

another hot chapter. Bet Coach is going to get involved with the seniors soon.

Recently joined, heard about this forum before and thought I would join. I’m a big 6ft2 chub bear, 36 yo from the UK, I’m Bi but more into big dicks however you can’t beat a huge pair of titties from time to time. I watch a lot of interracial porn, and have a huge turn on for BBC, yea I’ve had a few deep inside me in the past….it feels soooo good! (love watching Blacked and BlackedRaw content) Don’t really cam if I’m honest, but love a good dirty voice chat and a jerk off. Love men who just want to show off their assets, no complaints here! DMs are open if your ever stopping by! x

As a total sub bottom, I’ve had hundreds of hook ups from sites like Grindr and Sniffies, I have never turned away a guy, even if I found him on attractive or smelly, even drug addicts. But if I’m turned off enough, usually I’ll get into the doggy position in hopes that they will fuck me and cum quickly, so it will be done. I don’t know whether it was my own sexual needs or the fact that I just like any dick in my hole but now I often look back and some of those guys were the hottest fucks I’ve ever had.

Typically, I avoid guys that im not attracted to looks-wise. But I find myself more often than not scrolling endlessly looking for that “perfect” specimen that strikes every category for me. My pickiness has forced me to turn down many cocks that I potentially would’ve enjoyed. My excuse and reasoning is that once it’s over, im going to regret the act and look back on it with shame. Whereas if the guy is genuinely attractive to me, I’ll look back on it with a sense of accomplishment and pride. My fear of the shame and regret is why I tend to be more picky about looks, generally the most important aspects being face and cock. However the older I get and the more turned on I get by random casual hookups, I find myself intrigued about taking the load of a guy who’s absolutely out of my range of acceptability. The fear of personal shame remains, however the urge I have to explore the ‘cum receptacle’ side of myself is growing stronger and may possibly push me to having a repugnant encounter soon.

New cache of poppers, chastity device ... time to finally get back to hole stretching. I think part of my issue is I was reserving it for late at night, and then I'd just be working or too tired and it'd be too late and I'd go to bed. Anyway, the target today was an hour. I didn't have that long. I did half an hour. The hour break-down was going to be my medium Egg Plug for 15 minutes, large for 30, and XL for 15. I ended up doing M 10 min, had to quickly do something else for 5 min, L for 10 min because the M felt like almost nothing, and then I was so up on poppers I wanted to shove the XL in, so I got that in for 5 minutes. Not horrible, decent for today.