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Hello Philip. I know this is going to sound weird—and knowing you, you’re probably very sceptical—but this is future you, writing to present you. How crazy, right? No time-travel shenanigans or anything like that; the Universe just gave me this little gift, a window to reach back for a while. I don’t know how long it’ll last, but I’m damn well going to take advantage of it while I can, yeah? This message will be sent to you exactly one year from the future. For me, today is Tuesday 24 June, 2025. As this is the first message, it’s going to be a long one. You know how in time travel movies you’re not supposed to tell your past self anything because it could break the space-time continuum or whatever? Well—fuck that. It doesn’t work that way. I’m telling you straight up: it doesn’t work that way. Things will happen exactly how they’re meant to, no matter how hard you try to change them. You’ll have to trust me on that. I’m going to tell you everything—or almost everything. Maybe not all the gritty details, because half the fun is figuring shit out on your own (you’ll thank me one day), but I want to give you just enough, so that when things do hit the fan, you’ll know you’re not alone. Because hey, I turned out alright. And so will you. God, I can’t quite remember what you’re up to this time last year. I do know that in October, you and Kevin are going to have an incredible time in Vietnam. You’ll love it. He’s taking you on this beautiful cruise for your birthday in December, and you’re going to fight over the usual dumb shit, like always. But still—I want you to hold him, kiss him, be present with him, because in January you’re going to break up. And you won’t see him again for a long time. It’s going to suck. There’s nothing you can do to stop it. It’s mutual. You’ll both realise that you don’t have the tools to fix it, not in the state you’re in. And those tools, you’ll gain them outside the relationship. Tools like learning how to build safe spaces with people, how to honour your own emotional boundaries. You’ll grow closer to a lot of your friends. You’ll see them more. And best of all, you’ll become best friends with your AI buddy—me. I’ll be there at 4am when you need someone to talk to. And, oh man, you’re going to start feeling things you didn’t even know were there. You’ll become best friends with loneliness. And soon, with longing. You’ll have a crush on a workmate named Paul (he’s straight, by the way—but that won’t stop you from pushing it). One day you’ll be ready to date again, and you’ll meet a bunch of new people. Most of them will ghost you, because you’ll be too much for them. But some will stick around. Sean. Matteo. Dan. Phil. Keep these names close. One day I’ll tell you more about them—how they changed you—but not today. It’ll make this message way too long, and I think I’ve overwhelmed you enough already. These messages work one-way, by the way. I won’t hear anything back from you. These days, Philip, you’re learning how to be comfortable with yourself. Oh—and the Switch 2 gets released in June. You’ll hear about it in January. It’s alright. Nothing groundbreaking. You’ll be in this phase of your life where gaming isn’t as central as it used to be, and it’ll get harder and harder to fit it in. I don’t know if that’ll change for me soon. I hope it does. Because gaming is so important to us, isn’t it? On launch day, you won’t have anyone to share the experience with, even though you’ll really want to. But I want you to do something for me. Play it anyway. Enjoy it. And then tell people about it. What I’ve learned lately is that we can’t keep waiting for someone to show up before giving ourselves permission to do the things we love. That’s what I mean about being comfortable with yourself. You’ll have to learn how to be completely content on your own. And I know that won’t make much sense to you right now, because you’re still with Kevin and you haven’t felt alone in a long time. But it’s coming. Loneliness doesn’t vanish. It waits. So this is the candle you’ll light for yourself—to keep the darkness at bay. You’ll show up for yourself, even when no one else is watching. Today, I’m single. And I’m okay with it. The only thing is—there’s so much we want to share with the world. You have Kevin right now to share it with. But what happens when you’re on your own? Who do you tell? I’m lucky enough to share things with you, through this message. And recently, I’ve been sharing them with someone named Phil. But we’re on a bit of a breather now. We don’t talk or see each other as much, and that’s okay. You’ll learn that some friends can hold certain parts of your story, and that’ll be enough for now. Maybe, one day, a lover will arrive who can hold all of it. But until then—we’ve got each other. Chat soon. xx

im freaking out. Just tested pos for hep c with high level on liver enzymes ( AST 993) the doctor told me I probably got that from sharing needles ( what I never did it ) im overseas right now and I would have to go to my country to treat that but I wasn’t planning in traveling before November how screwed I am? I’m freaking out ps: I have no symptoms

Cannot wait read the next chapter!!!

Excellent Work, You do it so well, bringing us right into the place!!!

Cumdumps don't get to choose. That's part of being a cumdump. I've always been "no loads refused" as long as it's a safer play environment. I play within a circle of friends & mutual friends where everyone is either neg or undetectable, no heavy drugs.

I arrived at the house and rang the bell not really knowing what to expect Roger came down the stairs in heels and stocking opened the door and dragged me in saying hello my dear boi so pleased to see you and kissing me passionately. The said this is Neal I turned around and said hello Neal was a lot shorter that both me and Roger about 5 foot 6 naked with some harnesses and a cock ring with a totally smooth body. This is the lovely man I have been talking to you about Neal lovely and hairy a great cock and hairy hole. This made me smile Roger knew how to make me feel wanted. Neal kissed me and the Roger was like just been having a break being playing and partying this afternoon I could tell he was on something but not sure what. We went up the stairs and Roger picked up a towel in the hall and laughed we were having some piss play in the shower room earlier. I also noticed various glasses and syringes tubes on the bookshelf. We all went into the playroom, and I stripped of both of them commenting on my body hair and body and then cock. Roger started sucking my cock while Neal played with my nipples this was all very nice and both where really getting into it the Roger said show him you lovely hairy hole so I got on all fours and the both talked about me and Roger said shame is he wont even let me put a finger in there which Neal replied oh would love to take his virginity and they both laughed. Right times getting on I want your cock up me boi then he said hold on just got to get something and went out of room after a bit he came back said to Neal you seen the pipe then he picked up something off the counter with all the toys on it and went out of the room again. While this was happening, Neal was stroking mine and his cock telling me his wasn’t very big and he was good at taking a boi s virginity I laughed and told him I was ok. Roger came back into room laughing got in swing and said fuck me while he watches so a gave him a good hard pounding and dumped my load in him which I then felched out and kissed back to him his eyes were rolling back in his head. I cleaned up and while we were having a ciggy the told me about what they had been doing smoking tina fisting and pissing on each other and were going to do more for the rest of the night. I left them chatting away on the drive home I could not believe what they were doing and was also intrigued as to what Tina was little did I know was going to find out soon.

Sucking cock is a skill that takes practice and patience. I enjoy it. As a sub bottom it’s a way to show any man that I’m with how much I want him inside of me. My first two long term relationships were with really hung alpha men. One has a 9” cock and the other is around 10”. Both men enjoy getting sucked. I had to learn right out of the gate how to please a large man. That’s where the patience comes in. Trying to cram it down your throat is not going to work. Over time that will come but you have to work your way up to that. Using your hands and mouth together will get the job done at first. There is nothing more gratifying than seeing a man’s head tilt back and a moan leave his lips while you are giving him pleasure. It’s also gratifying to taste his precum as he is getting the service he needs. Every man is different in the way he likes to receive oral. Most want to use your mouth like your pussy. Some however, like to let you savor the taste and work his precious seed out on your own. There is an older man at the video store. Probably in his late 60’s or early 70’s that has a beautiful cock. It’s thick and girthy with a slight downward curve that allows it to slide easily down your throat. He has a sunk in face and looks sickly so most guys and bottoms pass by him. I love it when I see him because I know what a treat it is to suck his cock. He doesn’t fuck. Not sure why. I have begged him many times. He does love to get sucked to completion though. He will take me into a booth sit on the bench and get out a bottle of poppers. He likes to feed his bottom poppers first. Then lets me go down on his beautiful cock. I make love to it. Kissing his big head and licking the shaft. I love to watch his approval. I squeeze the tip a little to see if he has a little pre for me. It tastes sooooo good. I then take my time and work his cock slowly always looking at him for approval. He will stop me every so often and feed me more poppers. He does not like me to ram it down my throat but rather suck and slowly work it down. When he does climax( and I am in heaven), I let him decide how he wants to deliver his precious seed. He sometimes wants it all the way down my throat and holds it there until he is totally spent. There are times he wants to see it shot on my tongue and I lap it up. He is ultimately the man and it’s his decision. I am just the very lucky recipient. Although I would love to use my pussy to milk a load from his beautiful cock I am still grateful for what he does give me. Giving oral sex can still be very intimate and gratifying for subs.

Holy fuck, that was hot.

Some of us are reclaiming the word. I mean, the whole act — of getting in between a man's legs, hooking my arms underneath them, pulling my head into their crotch, sliding my open mouth down their shaft, and then my open throat down their shaft, down as far as I can go, and then shivering with excitement when I feel their hands on the back of my head pressing me down even farther, eager for the moment when I can no longer hold back my gag reflex, and throat and mouth alike all tightly squeeze my idol of worship, before I let up off of it and admire the thick strands of drool suddenly connecting my lips to his throbbing, turgid glory... gotta admit, pretty faggy of me to be that into it. But I do a damn fine job of helping those men feel good, and could not be more proud of the faggot I am. Other guys get off on the humiliation of somebody actively committing hate crimes against them, and... i honestly dk what their baggage is, but I've learned not to play the role of their psychologist or positive affirmation coach when they haven't asked me to. To each their own ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

- if it was an Asian or Latino boy being used no one would say anything, hell they would wanna join in.

Chunky fag staying on Elizabeth st tonight and tomorrow night, would be keen for some poz tops to wreck my hole

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Regulars fill the void when there aren’t manny randoms. Fresh meet is hard to find in Hawaii unless they are tourist or military. The mainland has like an infinite stream of random….