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As tempted as I was to be livid with myself for making the effort to go to a safe sex party and then with my first encounter totally destroy any credibility of my pledge, I remained calm and accepting. I had tried depression and despair, I hide tried judgement and shame. They had only fit like heavy energy wasting cloaks. Accepting the needs of my exhibitionist seemed to be far more life giving. Then I met Fred. I met him at a Saturday morning farmer’s market. There was something about him that emboldened me to invite him for a coffee after he was sold out and his truck was packed away. He was like the dark-haired opposite to my blondness. From the tuft of hair at the throat of his shirt I was pretty sure he shared my bodies hairiness. Our chat was relaxed and enjoyable, with just a hint of mutual flirt. We exchanged numbers and committed to a follow up date. On that date we both expressed our amazement that we had not ended up in bed having animalistic sex. Then we committed to taking this slow, whatever it was meant to be. No sex until at least the fifth date. I was astounded I had not only agreed to but even proposed such a preposterous thing. On my way home from that very date my car pulled into the cruising woods parking lot all on its own. I lied to myself that I had only meant no sex with him until at least the fifth date. I left the parking lot with three loads in my ass. The next night, in a cozy booth, in an Italian restaurant Fred laughed about how hard he had fought to keep himself from putting on some porn and masturbating after he got home. He’d had a long hot bath instead, slept like a baby, and woke incredibly proud of himself in the morning. He thanked me for my preposterous proposal. I smiled and cautiously asked, “So you think no sex means no porn?” “Yeah, of course.” He laughed, “Don’t worry, if you didn’t think that’s what you meant and beat off last night I can forgive you. You get a do over. No sex starts now. No porn until after our fifth date. Two to go after tonight.” “Rriiiiggghht!” I stretched the word hoping for comedic. He seemed to buy it We both desperately wanted to fuck so rushed the next two dates into breakfast the next morning, and drinks and a game the next day. We bee-lined to my student digs as soon as we could. The moment the door closed we ripped each other’s clothes off. My back was on the bed and heals in the air before he could say ‘Bob’s my uncle.’ He smiled at me, kinked his head, and it was his turn to stretch out “Rriiiggghht!” This didn’t stop him from diving for my hole with his mouth. Fred knew how to rim and tongue fuck. My ass almost went into orgasms this oral treatment felt so good. When he stood and teased my hole with the tip of his seven-inch erection he was smiling again; “You love my naked cock head teasing your hole don’t you?” “Mmmmm, yeah.” Was all I could manage. “Next thing you’ll ask me to just put the tip in before I suite up. Right?” “I can’t lie. I love skin on skin. I’m so fuckin turned on by you right now. Just the tip?” “First the naked tip, then balls deep, then just a little fucking and you’ll ask me not to cum in you. I know how this goes.” He was not annoyed but he stepped back and asked where I kept the condoms. Only then I remembered they had never been brought in from my car. “Ummm … they’re umm … out in my car. I’m sorry, but I’m okay with doing it without. We both want this.” He leaned in to kiss me and I thought the fuck was back on. After a sweet peck he pulled back and said “We do. Just safely.” Like a petulant child I wined; “But I hate condoms. I want to feel you skin to skin. I want you to shoot your baby makers inside me.” “You sweet talker. Sounds like a great plan.” He responded. “Great, fuck me now!” I blurted “I’d love to, but my cocks not going into you without a condom. Well at least not until we’ve both had time to be tested. So, either one of us go to your car right now or we’ll have to go to plan B.” “What’s plan B?” I wondered out loud. He engulfed my hard cock in his mouth and three fingers began to vigorously fuck my ass. When he pulled off to catch his breath he asked if I liked plan B. “I love plan B if it includes a chance to suck you off. Could that be arranged?” He was already climbing on the bed moving us into 69 position. With his cock deep down my throat I felt him reposition my tool in his mouth and a finger slid into my ass. His finger soon found my prostate and messaged away. It was not long before I was blasting deep down his throat. He moved up and laid beside me kissing me with his cummy lips. I went back to work on his beautiful erection for the next ten minutes. It was all I could do to keep myself from climbing up and mounting his cock with my ass. I swear he could read my mind, “You’re thinking about sitting on my raw cock and riding me like a bareback horse aren’t you.” I pulled off his cock long enough to say, “You can’t blame me, can you?” and I went right back to work with my mouth. “And you want to ride me until I unload painting your guts, right?” I didn’t have time to answer. His geyser was flooding my throat. “Let’s get tested tomorrow.” He said enthusiastically I was so proud of myself as I closed my door when he was leaving. I’d finally had sex and not ended up with the guys load in my ass. I’d had safe sex. Furthermore, he was willing to get tested so we could have condomless sex. This was a brilliant solution. As long as I only had sex with him, I wouldn’t need to worry anymore about safe sex. The two weeks wait for the results of the tests were excruciating. As well as my terror, I was certain my test would come back positive, there was holding off on our sex lives. Plan B was fine, and we used it often, but it just wasn’t real fucking. And we both ached to do it. We counted the days like waiting for Christmas. I had a further burden. My car kept wanting to go to the cruising forest. I lost the battle on the last night of the wait. At least I managed to restrict the sex to sucking down one guys load before I fled to safety. We got together for lunch so we could go to the clinic to get our results. As he predicted his tests were all clear. To my amazement so were mine. We made plans to meet at my digs that night and fuck like rabbits. His instructions were clear; “Don’t bring those fucking condoms up from your car.” I didn’t. I would never tell Fred, but the next day I went to another clinic and used a false name to have a second check. I was certain the first had been a false negative. This however didn’t stop or inhibit me for our celebratory fuck. Before the door was even closed we were tearing each other’s clothes off. I was no sooner naked than I was on my back with my feet in the air. He moved to dive down and eat my ass but I stopped him. “I prelubed with Vaseline just in case you tried to fool me with your own condoms. Get that naked cock in my starving ass right now.” He spread out the cock tip tease at my hole as long as he could. He was driving me crazy, and he loved it. “You ready for the tip?” he asked. “I was ready two weeks ago.” I complained. He breached my ring. The pain was exquisite. “Ok, ready for half my raw cock before I pull out and suite up.” He teased. “Vaseline! The condom won’t last two minutes.” I teased back. “Then I’ll just have to …” as he pushed in balls deep. After so many weeks it felt amazing to have the heat of a man’s cock resting inside my ass. We kissed passionately and then he asked; “Are you ready for more?” He didn’t wait for my answer and started pounding away. His hands had a vice grip on my shoulders and held me solid against his piston blasts. Only a dozen pumps in and he was grunting as his hot cum filled my insides. We cuddled for a half hour and we were ready for round two. I got him hard with my mouth and then sat on him guiding his naked cock into my dripping hole. I road him for a full hour before he blasted the second load into me. As we cuddled, I asked if he was good for three. He wasn’t very confident but said he would try. I worked his cock forever with my mouth until he admitted he was close. I jumped up and mounted his cock and he was soon spewing his babies all over my gut walls. He collapsed into a deep sleep beside me. I fingered my dripping ass and sucked off all the cum and asa juices.This satisfied me for a few minutes, but I was soon craving more cock and cum. As great as sharing my bed with him was, I couldn’t get the cruising woods out of my mind. I finally fell into a fitful sleep. The next two weeks were terrifying as I secretly waited for the results of the second test. This didn’t stop me from our daily unsafe sexual exploits. The sex with Fred was great, but I knew it also bored me. Every time I passed the cruising woods I had to fight the car from pulling in. I was so relieved when I left the second clinic with a negative result that I leaned against my car to regain the breath I had been holding. When I opened my eyes I saw the clinic shared their parking lot with an adult bookstore. Even though I had never been to one before I decided what better place to celebrate. I could suck a cock or three through a glory hole, have a great time, and Fred would never be the wiser. Within moments of entering, I was in a booth with a big fat cock in my mouth. I hadn’t bothered to peek at the body attached to the cock. I just sucked on it with relish and abandon. I got some sense that he might be getting close and without thinking stood, spun around, and backed my ass onto his naked cock. He unloaded in me immediately. When I came to my senses I thought; ‘Fuck, what a waist of that second test.’ “Fuck it!” I said out loud to no one. I heard him leave his booth and someone take his place. A small flaccid cock came through the glory hole and my mouth instinctively glommed onto it. When it was hard I quickly pushed into my ass. Through the gloryhole on the other side of the booth I could now see a guy’s face. He called quietly, “So is he doing you raw?” I responded, “Stick your boner through that hole and you can find out firsthand.” Within moments his long slender hard on was poking through the hole and just as quickly I spun and pushed my ass onto his naked cock. He unleashed deep inside me as we coupled. The guy through the other hole was now watching and suggested I open my door. I followed instructions and he entered my booth leaving the door wide open. He was a middle-aged fat man. I didn’t care. I bent against the back wall and he fucked me with great relish. After he deposited his load three more guys were watching through the open door. I motioned for them to come in and one after the other they quickly fucked and added their loads. No one said anything about condoms. I crawled into bed with Fred that night with six strangers’ questionable sperm in my ass. I was relieved when he didn’t start with his mouth at my ass. When he reached for the Vaseline I cracked and told him we wouldn’t need that. With no further questions he plunged into my sloppy hole balls deep. “So, how many guys fucked and bred you today?” He was calm as a cucumber. “Six.” “No wonder it’s making such a sloshing sound. Well, mine will make seven, and it’ll be the last load you ever get out of me. I’m not mad. I’ve known your true nature all along. You’re not the monogamous type. And I’d be willing to open our relationship, but I also know you couldn’t commit to using condoms. I should have just listened to you the first night and gone ahead and fucked you while the condoms were in your car. But then we wouldn’t have had these awesome few weeks.” He proceeded to make such gentle caring love to me. He was jerking me off as we came together. Him as promised in my ass, me all over my hairy tummy. He collapsed into a full body hug on top of me and I collapsed into tears. He just kept holding me and the tears progressed to wailing. He just rocked me like a baby. He kept this up until I was gasping to get my breath. He wiped tears from my eyes and cooed; “There, there my pet. You’ll be alright.” When I was completely over my cry he said to me, “Come along, get dressed, I know just what you need.” I had no idea what he was suggesting but was too drained to put up a fight or resist. He drove me to the cruising woods, had me strip and lean against a tree. As guys fucked and bred my ass he went and scouted out more coaching them to take me raw and egging them on until they made their deposits. We left as the sun was rising and I had seventeen guys cum marinating in my ass. Fred dropped me back home and I never saw him again. So much for a relationship and monogamy to keep my sex life safe.

Part 4 The next day, Alex couldn’t shake the thought of hunters cock fucking him. It was all he could think about, an insatiable craving tugging at him. Desperate to satisfy it, he went online, scrolling through endless videos of porn. That’s when he stumbled upon something strange—a video guys fucking with intricate tattoos. The designs were captivating, he quickly looked up why they meant and was shocked. Alex realized that not every cock was for him he had to be safe. Still, Alex’s desire only grew stronger while jerking off during a video of someone saying “take this poz load” Alex rock hard that he snapped. He needed a real one—something he could taste, feel, devour. He quickly downloaded a gay app, finding someone nearby who could give him what he craved. Minutes later, Alex got a ping from a faceless torso hot six pack gym photo, I can be there in 10 the message read Alex then found himself outside, waiting. A black pickup truck with tinted windows pulled up, he pulled the the windows and said “ hey we good?” Alex nodded yes, The guy was wearing a black hat and had a bit of stubble on his jaw. He was undeniably attractive, and the tension between them was instant. Without a word, Alex climbed into the truck and they drove off to a nearby park. The late afternoon sun casting long shadows over the empty grounds. It was quiet, secluded—perfect. Alex’s heart raced as they parked, a thrill running through him. He couldn’t believe what he was doing. “Wow, man, you’re hot,” the stranger murmured, eyes lingering on Alex. Blushing, Alex replied shyly, “Thanks. You too.” Without hesitation, they leaned in, their lips meeting in a deep, heated kiss, the world around them fading into the background. Breaking the kiss, the stranger reached for Alex’s ass, “wow that’s a nice ass” while Alex reached over to feel the man’s cock “your cocks so big” Alex said quietly thinking in his head wow and it’s not even out of his pants yet. The stranger took off his shorts and pulled out his uncut cock he must of been about 9 inches. Alex looked down It looked irresistible and inviting, Alex’s hands trembled with excitement as he went down on him. The hot man musk intoxicated him, tasting the sweetness to much pre cum he devoured it. The stranger fingers moved across to Alex’s hole slowly teasing him, Alex was savoring every moment. “Didn’t bring a condom?” Alex asked breathlessly. The stranger chuckled, reaching into the glove compartment and pulled one out. “Yes.” The stranger put on the condom and began kissing Alex eyes never leaving each others. Alex was laying on his back in the back seat his legs over the strangers shoulders and he slowly began to enter Alex. Each inch sent a shiver through him, the pleasure building with every second. His eyes stayed locked on the stranger’s, a silent conversation passing between them, they wanted to fuck. “Oh man,” the stranger gasped between trusts, “your ass feels amazing. This is… so good.” “Yeah? Fuck me!” Alex said. “Fuck yeah fucking your boy hole so hard, take it “ the stranger said his eyes on Alex’s “I want it.”Alex screamed. The stranger was nearing his limit “I’m getting close boy where do you want it?” Alex’s head spun with the overwhelming indulgence. “Inside me… fuck me .” The stranger smirked, watching him “oh I’ll cum inside you fuck yeah take it slut ahhhhh” and the stranger shot his loud deep inside. Alex then shot also with him touching his cock, “Thank you, sir,” he said softly, glancing at the cock as it left his hole. He was stunned to see no condom had he really just taken it bare? How did that happen?. Quickly, Alex slipped out of the truck, his legs unsteady as he stood. “I can walk from here,” he said, closing the door behind him. As the truck drove off, Alex took a deep breath and wandered into the quiet park, he needed to find a washroom the fading daylight casting long shadows around him. His mind spun with everything that had just happened, unsure if it was a dream or something far more real.

Getting piss-filled is equivalent to winning the gay lotto for me - like having a spontaneous awesome group sex session happen without planning. I'm clear to dudes that I like WS, but in a few decades of being gay on in the scene, getting pissed *IN* has only happened a few times. Attempted a few times more. Pissed on - substantially more times. If you want your hole pissed in, I'd echo some of what has already been said: it's a challenge - even if you ignore pee-shyness (which is 100% real and not anything that should be seen as a negative), the pressure a hole around a dick makes it harder to unload; it's easier if you're a looser bottom so if you can get yourself worked prior to the sesh, more probably decide before or after - if they are fucking you, do you want to be pissed in before or after they fuck you? Or during? It's different because before it's definitely a WS scene and messy, after it could just be that they finished and are leaving you to deal with being a cumdump - then lead things that direction understand their level - like above, understand if they are WS "tolerant" or a WS "lover" - filling you with piss and fucking it out of you is definitely "lover" side, pissing on you after they fuck you is more on the "tolerant" side There are a lot of toys that can help though! Anal grommets - mine is metal and impossible but here's some similar: [think before following links] https://www.boyzshop.com/products/gape-grommets-3-piece-hollow-silicone-anal-dilator-set#:~:text=Give Your Ass A Good Gaping. These three This can make you more of a urinal where they can piss in you just standing over you versus being inside hollow buttplugs with or without funnels: same idea to above and I'm sure you've seen these in videos Personally, anything beyond pissing on me is something for play with guys that equally love WS because they see it more than just an ask of a needy bottom 🙂 Chef's kiss to getting fucked in a piss-soaked jock and/or getting piss-fucked.

I awoke the next morning feeling strangely calm. No panic or depression blanketed me. Yes, the exhibitionist had gone too far, of that there was no question. But I also knew I needed to acknowledge and find safe places to let the exhibitionist out. I had overheard some of the guys at the firehall sing the praises of Craig’s list to arrange ‘hookups’ so for the first time I checked it out. I typed ‘safe sex, gay’ in the search bar and a couple dozen adds popped up. All but one were from individuals looking for a safe hookup. The one remaining ad took and held my attention if was for a ‘safe sex party’ on the upcoming Friday night. It promised 2 dozen guys who would sign a pledge on entering the venue, ‘they promised to only engage in safe sex, only fucking with condoms.’ ‘Perfect’ I thought, and made arrangements to be at the venue when the doors opened. There were plenty of hunky guys in the entry line, and the energy crackled with flirtation. I signed my pledge form stripped down to my jock strap and made my way to the bar. I was relieved to hear they would keep a running tab for me to settle up when I left. I bought shots for the three of us waiting at the bar, and out of gratitude the other two did the same. I walked away happily a little tipsy with a Gin and Tonic to nurse. Guys were still arriving, but the action had already started. As I sipped away at my drink I watched a couple of blow jobs, a few guys rimming and saw one top suite up and enter his eager bottom’s ass. I was feeling great and confident, in the safety of a committed crowd I wouldn’t fall into my stupid risky behaviour. I had staked out a good location to watch when a very tall slim bear cub slipped in beside me and moved his big hand to rest on my exposed ass cheek. I quickly looked him over from head to toe. His nicely formed head was shaved and a trim beard framed his handsome face with bedroom blue eyes. His smile was intoxicating. As I mentioned he was slim but his body was beautifully hairy. His thong underwear crotch was clearly almost bursting with an already semi hard on. I followed his bold move with my ass and grabbed his cloth covered cock. His first words to me were; “You want to sample this cock don’t you? And I don’t mean with your sweet mouth.” “Fuck me, what gave me away?” I responded “Your sexy jock is a dead give away.” By this point one of his fingers had found and penetrated my hole. He bent over and kissed me on the lips. “Come with me, I know the best place to fuck you.” As I followed him, I enquired; “So have you been to one of these party’s before? You seem to know your way around.” “Oh fuck man, many times. These parties are a blast.” “Yeah, I was drawn to a place with safe sex.” I blurted. I was led to a private dark nook away from most of the action and swept up in passionate making out. More than one moistened fingers were pushed up my ass. He stopped kissing me long enough to ask, “Do you mind if I get out of this thong?” “I’d mind if you didn’t!” I responded with laughter. I was moving to take his massive member in my mouth when he turned me and bent me against the black wall. His tongue was soon joining his fingers tickling and delighting my ass. I wasn’t hiding my moans of pleasure. At just the right moment he rose up behind me and hugged me from behind. The hair of his body felt amazing on my back. He began to nibble on my ear as his foreskin moved around my hole. He soon must have retracted it because the sensation on my sensitive ass changed. His raw mushroom head felt amazing teasing my hairy hole. The pleasure of my moans increased unmistakably. “You like my raw cock head teasing your hole, don’t you?” he whispered in my ear. I just moaned all the more. “How much of a rule breaker are you anyway? Tell me you want me to put the tip in, just the tip.” He teased. “Oh yeah, just the tip, you know me.” He was already increasing the pressure with his mushroom head at my hole as I continued. “But I can’t. I promised, I signed the pledge.” “Just the tip won’t break the pledge. Besides you know as well as I do breaking the rules makes it all the more exciting.” The tip had already penetrated my ring before he finished. I gasped in pain, but the gasp couldn’t hide the equal measure of delight. “How’s it feel to have broken your safe sex pledge?” he taunted. ”Magnificent, too bad there’s not an audience.” I confessed. He turned my head to notice the three guys standing in the light at the entrance to our nook. Each had an erection in their hands. “If we’re gonna break the rules you may as well bottom out in me with your naked cock.” I said loud enough for the audience to hear. He pushed balls deep in one swift move. This gasp was unmistakably pleasure with only a slight ting of pain. Asking for our observers; “How many times have you had a naked cock up this ass?” Quickly tabulating, I blurted a number. I had no idea if it was right, I don’t even remember if I said 6 or 7. “Great slut, and how many sheathed cocks have graced this hungry ass?” again he asked to the other guys watching. “None.” I said dejectedly. “None? You’ve always given up this ass without the use of a condom. You have heard of AIDS haven’t you?” “Doesn’t scare me one bit!” I lied with anger fueled false confidence. “And how many of those guys shot their load up your ass?” he challenged. I stepped up to the challenge, I had an audience; “Every one of them, every one of their anonymous breeding’s, 100 %” “And here you are with a raw cock up your ass at a ‘safe sex party’. You are a rule breaker, aren’t you? Are you man enough to tell these guys what you really want from me.” “Finish destroying my pledge, fuck and breed me with these guys as your witness. Make sure I leave hear with cum dripping out of my risk taking, rule breaking, slutty ass.” Yup, fuck me he did. And as his long slender erection shot all over my guts he bellowed; “Breeding your rule breaking ass!” He then encouraged our observers to follow his lead. Two of them slipped into my cum dripping ass, quickly raw fucked me and shot off their seed. When I returned to the bigger room a guy stepped away from watching a hot scene and blocked my path. “How many loads?” he queried. “What the fuck do you mean?” I asked in anger. ‘Why had I only worn an open ass jock strap?’ “I just watched you come out of Blake’s BB Nookie. He seduces newbies in there every party. They all leave with at least one load in their unsuspecting asses. When we realized what he was doing in there some of us decided to bend the rules as well. So, how many guys loads?” he again questioned. “Three … but I really came here to practice safe sex” I whined. “I know” his voice was warm and understanding, “Next time you can meet that ideal. In the meantime, come home with me and let’s see how many loads I can add to that soup in your ass.” “I shouldn’t.” I protested. I did. I ended the night with six stranger’s loads marinating in my guts.

I’m voting Harris and Waltz and very happy to see where they take the country. It’ll be light years ahead of anything trump can achieve. He did nothing but bury the country in debt his last go around. No thanks, let’s create a greater nation, stop all this division and anger towards each other and reflect on all the great things this country has done for humankind and what more we can do. Can’t people just come to the middle and agree that the extremes on both sides are wrong, that they don’t represent what the majority of people in this country believe or how they wish to live. It’s very frustrating to see this country rot from within. Can’t everyone just love and let live.

I can't believe it's been nearly a year already. Although they do say that time flies when you're having fun, and I've been having A LOT of fun, so perhaps I shouldn't be so surprised. On October 28th last year, my friends threw their annual Hallowe'en party. They usually invite around 20 people, and some go all out with their costumes while others show up in regular attire. Knowing the crowd that would be there, I had swiped a medical gown from my doctor's office while I was there for my physical. I intended to walk around all night with it tied behind my neck but otherwise open all the way down. In a more genteel setting I might have worn a pair of boxers underneath, but I knew this crowd would get a kick out of seeing my bare ass all night. And those who didn't, fuck 'em! I got to their house about an hour after the party's start time, and was the first to arrive. I was wearing regular clothes to avoid scandalizing the neighbors. Dave and Mark moved to a snooty, very 'Christian conservative' neighborhood a few years ago, and as much as I knew they did so in part to make a point, still I didn't want to cause any trouble. I rang the doorbell and Dave answered. He and Mark took a lot of pride in their party, and so it was no surprise that he was decked out in a suit straight out of the 1920s, complete with a toy Tommy gun slung over his shoulder. I could see the disappointment on his face when he saw me in regular street clothes. "Al Capone?" I asked. He nodded in reply. "And you're - Jay?" There was a tiny note of irritation in his voice. "I'm about to be 'Patient Jay'," I said. "Let me run to the bathroom real quick." On my way to the lavatory I passed Dave's husband Mark. "Dave's not going to be happy about that outfit," he remarked. "Nope, he's not," I replied. "I'm heading to change now, don't worry!" A few minutes later I emerged from the bathroom, naked as the day I was born except for the thin cotton of the medical gown. I was still the only guest there, so I headed for the kitchen to see if I could help set up. Dave and Mark were both distracted, placing plate after plate of party food on the kitchen island. "What do you think?" I asked from the doorway. As they turned to look in my direction, I spun in a circle so they could get the full effect. Both burst out laughing. "I love it!" cried Dave. "I knew you wouldn't disappoint!" The doorbell rang, and as Mark walked to the foyer, Dave turned on some music. They have an amazing whole-home setup that lets them stream music from their phone to speakers all over the house. The opening notes of 'Monster Mash' blared from a speaker mounted under a kitchen cabinet. So began a steady stream of guests, and within an hour most of the 20 invitees had arrived. The house buzzed with conversation and laughter as the drinks flowed freely and the plates on the kitchen island were slowly emptied. Many of Dave and Mark's friends were couples, but they had invited three other single guys besides me. One of them was Sankar, a mid-30s tech engineer. He had worn a half-assed costume that consisted of a green skull cap and a bright orange-red shirt with the Sriracha logo on it. I had never met him before, but I had heard through the grapevine - otherwise known as Dave and Mark - that he was nicely hung and loved to fuck bareback. Being a 'raw is law' bottom myself, I knew I had to get to know him. He was standing quietly in a corner of the dining room, holding a beer and looking less than enthused. I meandered through the crowd and positioned myself next to him. Leaning over, I introduced myself. "I'm Jay," I said, trying not to scream in his ear but wanting him to hear me over the noise of the party. "Sankar," he responded. "Nice costume." "Thanks!" I replied, then spun around to give him a glimpse of my tight bubble ass. His eyes lit up. "That's the best thing I've seen all night," he said with a smile. "Let's see it again." I spun around again for his amusement. When I came face to face with him once more, he had unzipped his pants and had pulled out his cock. Still soft, it was at least seven inches long and four inches around. My mouth began to salivate and my hole gave an involuntary twitch. "I'm nine-and-a-half inches hard," he said, looking me straight in the eye with a smirk, "and it's thick. Think you can handle it?" I was no novice at bottoming, and while he was on the larger side his cock was not the biggest I had ever taken in my ass. "Oh yeah," I replied. "Just one thing," he said, the tone in his voice becoming more serious, "I'm poz and detectable, so I only fuck with a condom unless you're on prep." His revelation caught me a little off guard, though not in a bad way. In fact, I felt my own cock stiffen at the news. I was a raw-is-law bottom for a reason, and had never once taken prep. Yet after thousands of random, anonymous encounters with men I met on my travels all over the country, I had yet to receive the 'gift' I so desperately craved. Dave and Mark knew I was chasing the virus, and I found myself wondering now, did they know his status? Perhaps they did, and had invited him in the hopes I might hit it off with him? I glanced around the room hoping to find one or both of them watching as I chatted up Sankar, but neither was in sight. I turned back to my new friend. "I've been on prep for years," I lied through my teeth. If Dave and Mark did know his status, they had obviously not told him that I was a bug chaser. "Cool," was his only reply. Standing before him as I was, I blocked the view of his cock from everyone else, so I was the only one who could see the massive slab of meat hanging from his fly. He looked past me to check the crowd, then spit in his hand and slowly rubbed his cock. Instantly, it began to grow. I suddenly grew light-headed and I had butterflies in my stomach. "Turn around," he said matter-of-factly, placing one hand on my hip and gently goading me to do his bidding. My heart was pounding and my palms were sweaty, but I readily complied. A little more spit, rubbed first on his cock and then onto my hole. He pushed the gown aside and guided me back toward him until I could feel the tip gently press against my asshole. I looked around at the crowd, and all seemed oblivious to what was going on in our little corner. More than one of the other guests - okay, most of them - had watched me get fucked on one or more occasions, and in a few cases I had opened my holes to them. Coupled with the fact that I had been having sex in adult theaters, video booths and public rooms for a few decades, I had no inhibition when it came to having an audience. I grabbed the back of one of the dining room chairs to steady myself as Sankar began to press his cock harder against my hole. My years of fun with large cocks paid off; the tip popped inside, and he grabbed both my hips and pulled me backward onto him. FUCK! It felt so good! I let out an involuntary moan that was just slightly - okay, a lot - louder than the music, and a few of the nearer guests looked over in our direction. "All right! A show!" one of them called out, drawing attention from even more of the partygoers. Soon the dining room was filled to capacity, with guys in various stages of inebriation goading us on. My ass had opened easily for Sankar's huge cock, and I happily bounced up and down, savoring the sense of being stretched wide with each thrust. He was holding me by my hips and I now had both hands on the back of the chair, using it as leverage to slam my pelvis against his and milk that wonderful toxic load from his balls. My mind began to go blank in what I like to refer to as a 'fuck fog', a state in which I am completely focused on the sensation of getting fucked and my only thought is of the rich, creamy reward I'm working for. As I descended into the haze, I caught a glimpse of Mark and Dave, standing at the front of the group of onlookers. The last thing I saw before I totally gave in was the two of them clinking their drink glasses together in a toast. Sankar's hips slapped against my ass with every thrust. In my mind's eye I could see the tiny drops of viral pre-cum already dribbling into my hole, looking for a way in so they could change my life forever. It was finally happening - a poz top was giving me his gift. The thought made me the happiest I had ever been. At last, it was time for him to knock me up. His hands grabbed my hips tighter and his pace quickened. I felt his huge cock swell even more, pressing more tightly against my sphincter as it prepared to fill me with seed. Then it happened. With a roar that may have awoken some of the neighbors, Sankar rammed his cock deep into my guts and unloaded. Shot after shot of poz cum filled my hole. As the pulses of his cock subsided and his grip on my hips relaxed, the crowd cheered. Coming out of my fog, I watched as Mark and Dave raised their glasses in salute. Sankar pulled his massive cock from me, and as I always do I spun around, squatted, and took it in my mouth to clean it off. It had the flavor of ass and cum that I love so much, perfectly balanced. Another round of applause, and the crowd broke up to get more food and drink and continue their conversations. As I squatted, some of the precious poz cum he had deposited inside me slipped out onto the hardwood floor. Desperate not to waste a single copy of the virus, I knelt on the floor and licked up every drop. I stayed close to Sankar that night, though while I was grabbing a drink in the kitchen I did warn Mark and Dave not to tell him that I wasn't on prep. I took another load from him once most of the guests had gone, and I saw him a few more times after the party. Alas, the company he worked for transferred him across the country a few months later. I had gotten the fuck flu and tested positive (hooray!), so I finally did tell him that I wasn't on prep. As I had feared, he severed communication and I haven't heard from him since. Mark and Dave didn't stay in touch with him, either. So here I am, coming up on the one-year anniversary of my pozzing. I completely understand why he severed ties, but I am sad that Sankar won't be there to help celebrate. This year's party is coming up on the 26th, and Mark, Dave and I will be raising a glass in his honor.

I had just been fed in the open theater by a BBC. This was a surprise load as I had already sucked on his cock in a booth for awhile and he was thinking he wouldn't be able to get off (it happens). Turns out he liked the fact we were in the open. Anyway, I thought I was finished for the day as the place was empty and I had an errand to run. So I went to the bathroom to clean up my face from the messy facial I had received earlier. When I came out, two men had come in and one was jerking while standing next to the other. I thought I would stick around for a minute to watch the show. I guess the one jerking wasn't interested in the guy sitting because he stepped over to me. I took off my shirt and opened my mouth under his cock. He immediately shoved it into my mouth, grabbed my head and began aggressively fucking my mouth and throat. I was loving it. After about 5 minutes, he pulled his cock out of my throat and told me to talk dirty as he jerked his dark, 7 inch Hispanic cock inches from my face. I obeyed and began loudly begging him for his load, calling myself nasty names. Didn't take him long. He pumped a big load all over my face and shoulder. His hot cum felt so good as he spurted all over me. After shaking his cock off on my face, he walked away without another word. 😍 I had to go clean up my face again. Not that I'm complaining.

This is actually a true story (I hope you stroke to finish!) This guy was visiting our office on business from Wyoming , during a 3 person meeting with my boss and him i noticed he kept looking down at my bulge which started to grow because i noticed him looking ,i was trying to hide it from my boss because now it was becoming a full blown hard-On, (i get really hard sometimes when people look at my cock) today was bad timing for me because i wore boxers to work, as i got harder my 8 inches ended up sticking out the top of my pants so i was trying to hide it under my shirt but every time my boss would turn away from me i'd flash my boner at this guy , after the meeting i'm waking down the hall and he's practically begging for me to meet him for a drink and "Hang out", i told him "I don't drink but I'll come by and fuck you if you'd like". he was shocked at my honesty, and said oh no he'd never fooled around with a guy before without his wife and he hasn't been fucked before, he admitted he want to play with my cock because he'd never seen one this big in real life, He seemed like a nice guy so i'm like hey i who am i to turn down a blow job, lol so i went to his hotel room after work, he was drinking and talking about how he was thinking he was more Bi than straight and wanted to try sucking my dick, so of course i let him, before long he was trying to deep throat me but couldn't (He got a good 5 inches down without choking), i said hey let me try a something he said "what" i said "Can i eat your ass?" he was very hesitant but the minute my tongue touched his hole he was moaning and dripping pre-cum all over, eventually he got so horny he started say stuff like "Eat my Boi-Pussy" he got so out of his mind with horniness he started begging me to fuck his hole! after a good 30 or 40 mins of me pounding him into tomorrow in a lot of different positions eventually i'm fucking him back up on his knees and i'm really close about to cum and all of a sudden he's shooting his load all over the bed, just cuming uncontrollably without touching himself. i feel his hole spasming around my cock gripping it like a vice so tight around like a suction and i begin cuming too, pumping him full of my load, i spray a huge load deep in his guts i feel it pumping into him . as i pull my cock out it leaks and pours out of the wide open gaping hole I made. It started out sooooo tight but i really opened him up, he said that was better than any Pegging his wife ever gave him! i said i know "I'm a really good fuck"

Here’s mine ready for use.

Drew understands that his role as my boy is to take my loads up his arse or down his throat whenever I order him to. But it is horny when I let him take control and fuck me or arrange to get me fucked.

My first time bare was with the help of chems. Never done chems or bare before. In the later night when they had me high as a kite, one of the 3 tops started pissing in me after he dumped his load into me. It scared me first, but then the feeling was heaven. Naive as i am, i was not aware that his piss contained chems, so after i while i was rushing like crazy, and even did go out for a moment. From then on, all the masks where off and the 3 tops used me as urinal the whole night.

Feels like an enemy only way fuckin hotter. I love getting piss fucked or my holes gettin used as a urinal. Turns me into such a nasty fucking slut

This is the metal version of the rubber ones I linked to above. I have toys/plugs bigger than this. I've managed getting it in about 5 times over the years. Bought it off Fort Troff.

I guess Trump does have a talent. He's equally good at being both dummy and ventriloquist. He says the dumbest shit and then sticks his hands up the ass of the gullible and makes them believe and repeat it.

Yesterday I was on sniffles and I got contacted by a young Hispanic guy. He said he was just starting with men and could I help him Asked if was discreet because he was married sure and in about 15 min he was there. Very cute guy. Asked what he wanted and he said he wanted to ass fuck. He asked if he could fuck me. we got naked and he had a wonderful dick. There was a little sucking and then he got me on my back. He pushed his head in and then went all the way He fucked me till I saw he was close I just held him deep so he could not pull out. There was never a mention of condoms He came in me like he had never cum before must have pumped 5 times he pulled out and said he always wanted to ass fuck but his wife would not let him. We exchanged numbers and plan to fuck again

I dropped into a deep depression. I struggled to get out of bed each morning. I stopped going to school entirely, I lost all faith in myself. I had only had sex twice in my life. Both times with strangers. And both times I had risked my life with unsafe sex. I had allowed both men to cum in my ass and strangely relished holding their questionable seed in me as long as I could. I must have a death wish. I couldn’t trust myself to have sex ever again. And life without sex seemed useless. I felt utterly hopeless. Each day dragged out in aimless torture for the next three weeks. Any time I thought about sex or saw something on the tube related to it I would deeply chastise my growing horniness. The only activity I could manage was to fulfill my voluntary shifts at the fire hall. Some of the guys began to notice and asked if I was OK. I lied and said I was fine. There was no way I could talk to any of them about my problem. I was so deeply ashamed. Time spent at the fire hall was the only time I felt any semblance of normalcy. What grew deep inside me was the sense of how much joy I felt being around handsome fit men. The shame would relax and I would remember the excitement I felt making the calendar and participating in ‘The Full Monte’. I got more clarity about how much exhibitionism is a deep part of my being and strangely makes me feel so fulfilled. I worked late that night and found myself pulling into the parking lot at the cruising woods on my way home. When the sick feeling emerged in my stomach, I reminded myself I didn’t need to do anything. I formulated a plan. A plan to celebrate my exhibitionist nature among men who would appreciate the view. After all, there were lots of cars, so there must be lots of men on the trails. Between two vehicles I stripped relishing the cool air gently flowing over my naked nether regions. I pulled my jeans back on commando and decided not to fasten the waist band button. I put my runners back on sockless and tossed my unused clothes back in my car. As I walked into the woods, I felt a lightness of being I hadn’t felt in weeks. I soon came upon two guys getting ready to fuck and my heart began to race as my cock began to respond. The top was rolling a condom onto his substantial cock. That’s when I remembered I hadn’t brought any condoms and a moment of panic set in. I quickly caught and calmed myself remembering my promise to only enjoy my exhibitionism. It occurred to me part of that was enjoying other’s exhibitionism. And these guys were certainly happy to have an audience. Their fuck didn’t last long until the top was blasting inside the bottom. I was excited to see the condom covered cock withdrawn, the bottom remove the condom and clean the cock with his mouth. I was sure I was inspired to insist on a condom if someone offered to fuck me. The next coupling I saw was an old, guy on his knees sucking offer a monster of a man with a proportionately mammoth dick. The old guy could barely fit the girth down his throat, yet he still managed to bring the giant to orgasm. The river of cum gushed out of his mouth and all over his face and hair. Again, I felt inspired thinking ‘I may not be able to get fucked but I can suck off a cock or two and be egged on by guys that stop to watch. I soon found a very nervous young guy who allowed me to suck him off. I was delighted with the taste of his load and swallowed it all. Observers had gathered round and in quick succession I sucked down two more loads. By the fourth blowjob my inner exhibitionist was in full throttle. I stood and bent to suck this stranger’s cock so that I could drop my jeans and fondle my own hard on. Suddenly I felt warm breath on my exposed hole. This was followed quickly by a mouth riming my pucker hole and whiskers scratching my ass cheeks. I thought to myself; ‘I should have expected this, but it’s safe enough, relax and enjoy!” Between the luscious cock in my mouth and the pleasurable ministrations to my hole I soon got lost in the moment. Somehow, I didn’t even notice the cock in my ass until the guy blew his load down my throat. As soon as my mouth was empty I turned my head and asked the bear in my ass if he was wearing a condom. “Do you have one?” he asked me. “No, don’t you? I replied. “I’m already balls deep, do you want me to stop?” he wondered. “Of course not.” I blurted. “Just don’t cum in me.” That’s when the gathered crowd started chanting; “Breed him, breed the slut!” His pace picked up and felt amazing, especially with an audience. “I’m very close. Where do you want my load?” “Come in him, breed his slutty ass!” the crowd answered. I saw and felt the excitement of the crowd, I instantly knew I couldn’t disappoint them. “Do as they ask, cum in my slutty ass.” He was pulsing away deep in me before I even finished saying this. The bear pulled out and another raw cock was deep inside me before I could think. The crowd was back to chanting “Breed him, breed the slut!” My exhibitionist was in full control and had no intention of disappointing my fans. When it was time, I begged for the next four loads to paint my gut walls. I returned to my car with five loads dripping from my ass. I felt higher than a kite. It was only when I climbed into bed that confusion crept in. ‘Why had I done and allowed such dangerous sex? Why had I once again put my health at such risk?’

I believe many gays hate them for no reason. It's much cooler in their minds to drink or to smoke weed but when you mention poppers some act like you're injecting substances or something. I can't understand why. Personally I love them, I love bating with them but some guys make me feel like I'm a drug addict or something.

That is INCORRECT. It's not 400mg; in fact, the CDC recommends no more than 200mg in a single day, period. The recommended dose, and the guidance issued this summer which is likely to become the standard, is 200 mg of doxycycline ideally within 24 hours of sex, but no more than 72 hours after (by that point, any infection is likely established and will need a full course of treatment). If you have sex again within 24 hours of the DoxyPEP dose, take another dose 24 hours after the last dose - not 24 hours after sex, but 24 hours from the time you took the first dose. Here are the CDC and NIH guidelines: [think before following links] https://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/volumes/73/rr/rr7302a1.htm [think before following links] https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK597440/table/table-1/

Which is the crucial component. Almost anything can be melded into a loving relationship - with "outside" sex being among the easiest. Since you and your other half discussed the issue, and came to some agreement before indulging your lusts, that's respecting everything about being "in love", as opposed to living with a lie. I say "Yay for you" too - both of you.

Yesterday started well. My boy, Drew ordered me to go to the bathroom and clean out. I get real horny when he takes charge. Then he fingered and lubed my hole. He said he had a surprise for me. He’d invited my horse-cocked mate, Hamish over in the evening to pound my arse so I’d need my hole stretched out before then. I was horny as fuck. Drew mounted me and shoved his cock deep inside me in one thrust. He fucked me roughly for ages then shot a hot load of seed up my chute. I really felt it. He pulled out and while I was still open and lubed with his sperm he pushed our biggest butt plug into me. I had to wear it all day. Hamish arrived and stripped down to his jockstrap - he knows I love seeing him in his military green jock. Drew took out the butt plug and put me down doggy on the bed with my shoulders down and my back arched, legs spread and my arse high and wide open presenting my hole. Hamish mounted me and thrust into me without a care. Yeah it fukkin hurt taking his shaft in one thrust but he needs that. He’s a big brawny guy and I felt his full weight on my back and arse with each thrust. After about 20 minutes he grunted “I’m gunna breed ya” then “I’m seeding ya” I felt his seed filling my hole. He stayed inside my until he’d drained his balls then ordered “suck me” I turned round and he shoved his still hard cock down my throat so I could taste his sperm and my arse and sweat. Yeah, my hole was destroyed but fucking great day.

For me piss in me is more fun before someone thinks about cumming. My ass can't hold piss. Cum sticks to the ass walls therefore it stays inside much longer, better when fully absorbed

I was surprised by my top when he made me take his piss but it was so hot I love it now and want it all the time unfortunately it’s not always on the menu but especially getting plowed after getting flooded omg the feeling of warmth and fullness is unparalleled

It’s only cheating if you are delusional enough to believe in the ridiculous construct of monogamy. im with my husband almost thirty years. We haven’t been sexually active with each other for years due to some physical and psychological circumstances but truth is that we consciously chose to have a non traditional relationship from day one and have never had any issues with each other’s exploration and expression of our sexuality. We’re respectful of each other and have an understanding that we won’t be too messy 🙂 Some here seem to think it’s bullshit when I post about it but in a truly spiritual partnership you legitimately want your partner to be happy and you understand that you can’t do or be everything they need for that. We don’t fight and we have both evolved exponentially during our time together. Wouldn’t change it for anything- but I have my sexual adventures with others outside of his purview and he does what he does without my oversight. Recently after confirming that I was undetectable after only a month on meds, I just up and told my husband that I had tested positive was on meds and undetectable already and that I wasn’t feeling any particular kind of way about it because I didn’t do anything wrong and given my genetic mutation it’s kinda crazy that it happened but it did. He basically said “Ok I appreciate you telling me and wish you had told me when you first found out so I could be supportive.” he didn’t even ask who I was fucking or why I wasn’t being safe or on prep- he didn’t judge me or give me anything but love. To all the romantics here, it is possible to have an incredible partnership but not if you can’t put your ego and insecurities aside and just love without fear. It only works if you’re both serious and committed and it doesn’t work at all for malignant narcissists although they’ll act like it’s working to manipulate you so there’s that but I am personally attesting that it’s not out of the realm of possibility if you can abandon the existing constructs and don’t put the responsibility for your happiness on your partner or the relationship.

Sounds like a good day! LOVE LOVE LOVE gloryholes. With a steady stream of cock, I can spend hours and hours at one!

Rapist fantasy,Turns me on to be forced Fucked maybe forced slammed and gang raped

As PozBearWI pointed out, you said "boarders" (a synonym for tenants). Possibly you meant "borders" but spelling counts and it's hard to know for sure what someone means, if he's using different words than the ones he may or may not mean. Where are all the jobs? Unemployment is running about where it was under Trump's first three years, which omits the disaster of his fourth year, where the unemployment rate skyrocketed to 14.8% at one point, thanks to his mismanagement of the COVID crisis. That, the resulting collapse in prices for fuel and other commodities, coupled with a crippling of the supply chain as a result, threw out all sorts of economic consequences that were left for the Biden administration to fix. Interest rates are high because all that screwing up Trump did set into effect massive inflation as the economy began recovering. Unfortunately, raising interest rates is one of the few things the government CAN do to slow down inflation, by making it more expensive to borrow. And note that another reason we ended up with an economic mess is that Trump kept demanding that rates go lower and lower - which of course was great for his personal bottom line as someone who borrows other people's money to lose in risky construction deals (like his hotel in DC), but low interest rates also meant that lots of people's bank accounts paid almost nothing in interest. (Again, that didn't bother Trump since he operates almost exclusively on credit and seldom has two nickels in the bank to rub together). As for Harris and the border: that was not her "job". The VP has no job, really, except to preside over the Senate. Biden named her his "point person" to keep tabs on what was happening at the border but she had no legal authority to do anything about it - that's a constitutional limitation on the office, and it's idiotic, frankly, to blame her for not exercising power she didn't have. Your "10 million" number is fanciful. That may or may not have been the total number of people who attempted to cross the border, but are you completely unaware that most border crossers (about 78%) are apprehended and returned? Are you aware that of those who are caught, the majority are on their second or subsequent attempt? (That means even if they all had succeeded, which they didn't, the total would have been far less than 10 million. That apprehension rate is more than double what we had back during the early GWB administration - because between his term and Trump's, the US SMARTLY deployed ways to monitor the border (including more agents, infrared cameras, drone surveillance, heat sensors, and other means to detect people attempting to cross). We'd already raised the apprehension rate dramatically - but Trump, believing in symbols over substance, promised a "big, beautiful wall" that "Mexico will pay for". They paid zip, zero, nada, and Trump's wall is already falling over in places because like most of his work, it was cheap and shoddy and for show, like his fake gold toilets and his fake everything else. But go ahead, kiss up to the serial fraudster who's already (a) settled the Trump U fraud case for $25 million, (b) settled the Trump Foundation fraud case by agreeing never to serve on a nonprofit board, ever again, (c) had his companies found guilty of criminal fraud, (d) been found personally liable for business fraud committed through his companies, (e) been found liable for sexual assault and for defamation of his assault victim - twice, and (f) has dozens of state and federal criminal indictments pending trial as we speak. Buy some of his "gold" sneakers or whatever other trash he's peddling to grift you gullible fools out of your EARNED money to pay his legal bills, despite the fact that he's supposed be "really rich". It's just funny to sit back and watch y'all make fools of yourselves, except that there's a serious risk that this charlatan may once again be president.

Please remember men like BBC too and daddies like BBC. Don’t limit yourself to boys. I’ve been told by some that daddy ass I’d the best to fuck because you don’t have to spend a lot of time getting it to loosen up. And no daddy being used is ever going to give you a hard time about cumming in him m he will ask nicely and say thank you when you do.

I love that moment between first taking corrupted seed, and wondering whether what the fuck you've done. That fork in the road i've seen in guys in saunas and clubs. They're dazed and confused and unable to process it -- they either get out of the place or, if the pregnancy has taken hold and their rebirth is beginning, carry on into the place for more.

It should not have developed a resistance (the proper term) to that particular med simply by being "off" the med. It's possible, but it's not inevitable. It's much more of a problem to be irregular about the medication - taking it for a few days, skipping a few doses, taking it again. Now - if you go off for 4 months and then re-start, even if the same med is effective, it may take a good while (as in a few months) to bring your VL down to an undetectable range again. And there IS a chance - again, not a great chance, but... - that the medication will be ineffective, or less effective, than it was before. *Fortunately*, there are several good medications out there, and if it turns out you HAVE become resistant to one, there's a good chance another will work.

So this is it... guys. I want to say thanks for comments and reactions. Hope you enjoy how it ends. It's a bit longer than the other chapters... but I hope it's worth the read. Doc Murphy’s Therapy Part 7 – A Continuation Bright flashes of light from leather porn playing on the 98” TV screen against the wall filled the dimly lit room which was like a more intimate version of downstairs... leather furniture scattered throughout the room with a St. Andrews cross prominently standing on a stage in one corner. Unleashing his little brother, Doc pulled Mike and me to the center of the room and snapped his fingers, pointing to the floor. We took our spots, facing each other.... Mike facing the bar while I stood facing the now-closed door. I caught Mike smiling and looking over my shoulder, so I turned to see what he was grinning about. Behind the bar stood a muscled figure in the shadows. I tried to make him out, but the mystery man was making sure he wasn’t seen. “Get on with it, little brother.” Doc barked, turning to the figure... “Whiskey neat.” "Yes, Sir," a familiar voice responded, stepping into the increasing light of the room. It was Hawk, the security guard. Seeing him, I stood up straighter. He winked at me as he poured the whiskey and handed it to Doc. Feeling flustered, I glanced away and saw Mike grinning. “Fucker...” I mouthed to Mike as he turned me to face the bar. I took a breath and tried to pull myself together as the cranking sound of clinking chains filled the room. Looking up, I watched a pair of leather slings descending from the ceiling on either side of us. Swallowing the last of the drink, Doc dropped the heavy tumbler on the bar... “Go on...” he said to Hawk, motioning to us. Stepping out from behind the bar, I could see he wasn´t wearing a jock... his short fat cock stuck straight out over his massive sac. Nodding to Doc with a wicked smile, he made his way to me... his sac swinging and banging against his thighs, until he stood between Mike and me. His junk now inches from mine, I could feel the heat of his body on my skin. I couldn’t take my eyes off it. It was perfect, with an angry purple head and a drop of precum start oozing out of the piss slit. Hawk chuckled, lifting the shaft to give me a better look. My eyes widened at the size of the open slit. It was as if he had a straw inserted into it. Hawk chuckled and held the pearl sized drop of precum up for me to see before I eagerly opened my mouth “Here you go,” he chuckled, teasing me with it, just out of my reach. Drooling from the scent, I leaned in towards his fingers... my tongue trying to reach for it, but he kept pulling back. Frustrated, I looked up with a pleading look... “Please...” I whined, not being able to control myself. Seeing the look on my face, his fingers moved in as my tongue reached out to taste it. “Shit!” I growled as the concentrated taste exploded on my tongue. I could feel it mixing with my spit and coating my tongue as the salty crisp taste filled my senses, causing a shiver to run down my spine. Hawk just stood there watching my reaction for a minute before lifting me up into his arms in a tight grip. “I had to beg Master to cover the bar tonight.” he growled, taking me over to one of the slings. “Fuck...” I mumbled... my mouth now completely coated in his precum. I could feel his fur sliding against my skin as he carefully dropped me onto the warm leather hide. Standing between my legs to give me a full view of his modified package, he secured my ankles before moving to my wrists. Slowly, he fastened the restraints while his cock rubbed against my shoulder. I couldn´t take my eyes off the sight of his expanding cock. Yeh, I said expanding... Doc Ian had made sure it would always stay three inches but had compensated for that. I whimpered again. “I know....” he whispered, slipping two more pearls of precum onto my tongue. “I’m the only one Doc’s done this to so far... said he’s tweaked the cum process and is waiting for the right one.” “Uuhhh,” I moaned, feeling the taste penetrating my mouth as he played with my tit rings. Moving back between my legs, Mike teased my cuntlips with a pair of lube slicked fingers... “Oh, and by the way,” he said, sliding his fingers in. “Doc Ian threw it in at no charge with my cock and sac. Said he needed to see its effect on a guy... guess I was his guinea pig. Master agreed and here I am.” I could feel my cunt burning now... I knew it was laced. I went crazy... I swear I could feel Hawk’s precum running down the back of my throat as he worked my now sizzling insides. I started bucking. “Just so you know, I may be a short-cocked slave, but my cock still appreciates a nice tight cunt.” he growled, holding his fattened cock in his other hand. “Doc Ian made sure of that.” “MMMM,” I moaned, using my training to squeeze the fingers sliding against the walls of my cunt. “Enough,” Doc snarled, his hard cock standing straight up against his taught abs. “Let´s get on with it.” “Yes, Sir!” Hawk answered, slipping out of me. I couldn´t see what Hawk was doing, but I could hear him rustling about as Doc Ian secured his moaning nephew in the sling next to me. “Ready, Sir,” Hawk said to Doc, holding a silver tray with two rigs on top of a leather cushion. “Him, first...” he scowled, motioning to Doc Ian. “Sorry, Sir...” Hawk apologized and presented the rigs to Doc Ian. I could see Mike staring up at Doc Ian’s collar as Doc Ian placed one of the rigs on Mike’s abs, He was still trying to take it in. In all our sessions, Doc Ian had never worn a collar even when he was servicing Doc’s cock. This was a new low... he was now marked as his brother’s property. I wanted to see Mike slammed, but I felt Hawk start prepping my arm after slipping the other rig between my lips to hold it. With me now prepped, Doc chuckled. Grabbing the rig from my lips, he held Hawk’s junk and handed it to him... "Go on... do it...” “Shit yes, Sir!” Hawk grunted, pulling the cap off with his teeth and placing the needle at my vein. I couldn’t resist... I lifted my head, my tongue flicking at his dripping cock, but I couldn’t reach it. Suddenly, I felt pain on my left tit... “Fuck!” I yelled out, feeling a tit clamp biting into me. Then I felt the pain on the other. It felt like my tits were being ripped out. I cried out again. Seeing me in pain, Hawk gave me access to his cock as he pulled the register and slammed me. “SHIT YEH!” I yelled around his cock, feeling the initial rush mixing with the explosion in my mouth. It had been about a month since I was slammed, and my mind was all over the place... the pain in my tits clashed with the cravings for the precum. But it only took a few seconds for the meth to convert the pain into intense pleasure. I started sucking on the shortened cock as the it rushed through my body and took over. I had been trained to take cock down my throat, but this was a new experience... All I could do was concentrate on the feeling of a cock completely resting on my tongue as the pearls of precum ran down the back of my throat. Closing my lips around it, I moaned, feeling his trimmed bush tickling my lips. I kept on it, looking up into Hawk’s eyes. “Master’s made a bundle with me. Gives Doc Ian a hefty cut to keep me flowing,” he growled, looking down at me. “Can’t get enough, can you...?" But before I could answer, I gasped, feeling suddenly stretched open by a hard cock. It was Doc... “Fucking cunt!” he yelled out, pounding me with his steel hard cock. “Please..." I begged, Hawk’s cock still in my mouth. Lifting my hips to meet Doc, he responded, intensifying the brutal attack. He grabbed the chain attached to the tit clamps and pulled. That did it. I let go of Hawk... “FUCK ME!” I screamed, bucking in the sling to meet his thrusts. He kept on, destroying my cunt and making me beg over and over for more. Doc seemed to go on forever. Finally, I could feel his shaft start to pulse. Grabbing my hips, he pulled me to his crotch and stiffened before exploding into me. He stood there, still in me as I fell back into the sling. He stood there, covered in sweat dripping from his hard body... “Good, boy.” he smiled, slapping my sweaty abs. Despite everything happening around us, the sounds of skin slapping and moaning were impossible to ignore. I knew it was Mike taking his uncle's cock, but I couldn't see for myself as Hawk stood in my way while he moved towards Doc. My focus shifted to Hawk as he dropped down onto his knees in front of him. “Sir,” Hawk said, lifting his chin and offering his open mouth. Without another word spoken, Doc slowly pulled his cock out of me. I tensed, feeling completely empty. Turning to Hawk, Doc slipped his cock into the waiting mouth, giving me a perfect view of his skills. Hawk quickly went to work cleaning the slime off. Once done, he got up and came to me, his lips slick with spit, cum and my cunt juices. He leaned in and tenderly kissed me as he fed me the remains of the fuck mixed with his spit. Tasting it, I begged for more cock. “Go on,” Doc laughed. “Yes, Sir... Thank You Sir!” Hawk grinned, displaying his hard furry body between my legs... his thickened 3-inch cock sticking straight out. “I wanna hear you beg... Tell me what you want.” “Fuck!” I shouted, bucking even more. “Your cock! I want your cock!” Hawk smiled... grabbing my hips, he stepped forward. I could feel its thickness spreading my cuntlips... Instinct took over and I tightened... providing him with a tight cunt. “Damn, boy...” he moaned, feeling his three inches being firmly held by me. “Oh Fuck! Please!” I begged, feeling my cunt begin to swell with the mixture of his precum and my juices. “No one, ever...” he groaned, starting to fuck me in short jabbing thrusts. It was a new experience... and I loved it! I was bucking to meet the stabbing motion of his hips... “How’s it feel, boy” he snarled, “getting fucked by a 3-inch cock?” “Fucking so good!” I moaned, tightening up even more. “Fucking use me, Hawk!” And he did, stabbing into me... making his way forward until I was riding his cock. The head of the sling rose until we were face-to-face, his arms between the sling and my torso, holding me tightly. I was dangling from my wrists, looking into his eyes... "Please," I managed to say. "I need it.” Nodding, he attacked my cunt until his breath grew ragged. I gripped him tightly with my cuntlips as our mouths met and started to devour each other. “SHIT!” he yelled into my mouth, filling my lungs with his breath as he shot into me. Continuing with the kiss, he slowly walked us back and lowered me onto the sling. Once I was down, he pulled out and moved to my face. “God, yeh!” I groaned, taking it in and cleaning it. Without a warning, he started pissing in my mouth. I was surprised... I could usually tell when it’s coming. The piss quickly filled my mouth. It soon started flowing out over my chin and onto the floor before I could start swallowing. It took me a couple of seconds, but my training kicked in and I gulped down the rest. Finished, I closed my eyes to take in the moment. Not wanting to miss anything, I opened my eyes to see Doc Ian eagerly servicing his brother’s 10-hole Rangers... “Yeah, little brother... show me how much you love me.” Doc growled, dropping a load of spit onto his boot. Tonguing up the spit, Doc Ian could only grunt like a hungry pig. Soon, he was working his way up Doc’s sweaty thighs to his big brother’s crotch. Slowly, he started to lick and suck on Doc’s cock. Doc shut his eyes and sighed... “Fuck yeah, little brother... fucking good cocksucker.” Suddenly, a wicked look came over his face. He turned and spread his asscheeks. Without a word spoken between them, Doc Ian started licking and biting on the muscular glutes. Burying his face in them, Doc Ian buried his tongue to the hilt and started to eat his brother out. I laid there, watching... After getting a full tongue bath on his hole, Doc turned around and presented his little brother with his thickened cock. Sighing, Doc Ian licked the sac and stuffed his brother’s cock into his hungry mouth. Off to my side, I could see Mike being fucked by the skinhead from downstairs while another leathered stud stood behind Mike and played with his tits, gripping them tightly and twisting. I could see Mike’s hands gripping the air as he pulled against his restraints from the pleasure. Releasing his tits, the stud moved to the side and started teasingly slap his pierced cock against Mike’s lips and cheeks. Mike’s eyes were glued on the cock. With his swollen red tits now sticking straight up on his pecs, Mike took the cock in and held it as the growing shaft slid past his tongue and down his throat. Mike’s hungry mouth went to work... “Fucking take it!” the stud yelled, his balls slapping again and again on Mike’s chin. It was obvious the stud couldn’t take Mike’s training. Suddenly, he shuddered and emptied himself in Mike’s warm cuntmouth. Mike writhed in the sling in a combination of taking the skinhead’s cock and wanting more cum. His entire body shook with each pounding. The harder the skin rammed himself into Mike, the louder the moans escaped his mouth. I could see Mike tense as he took each hit. Fuck... I knew what was coming. I could see Mike wincing as his cock started to thicken inside the cage... “Ah fuck! I’m cumming!” Mike groaned, as a river of cum flowed out of his caged cock and onto his sac. This only made the skin slam him harder, stretching Mike open. On he went, ramming into Mike until he unloaded deep inside Mike's wrecked cunt. Finally, the skinhead pulled out and motioned to the crowd. A young hooded geared up skin about my age stepped up. I couldn’t help noticing his hard ripped body... he practically glowed from the flashes of light reflecting off the unnatural smoothness of his skin. He stood there tall and proud looking at me... his leather hood hugging his square-jawed face like a second skin. His eyes were so fully dilated, they looked completely black... giving him a demonic look. His sac, stuffed with a pair of unusually large nuts, swung back and forth against his mid-thigh. I could see his hard cock pulsing to the beat of his heart before checking out his ripped abs. Taking a deep breath, I could see a pair of crusted over pierced thick tits erupting from his pecs. “Fuck... the work over he must have had to get that,” I thought, starting to moan at the sight of them. “Oi! Get the fuck over here, cunt!” the skin called out. Lowering his eyes, the boy dropped to his knees as the skin stood there, looking down at him. Boss...” the boy begged, staring up at the dripping mess. “Fucking hungry cunt...” the skin smiled, hurling a wad of spit into the boy’s open mouth. Pulling the hood off, he turned the boy’s head to face me. “Take a look boy,” the skin snarled at me... “Got meself a right proper cuntskin here.” That’s when I noticed his eyebrows... they were gone. The boy was completely hairless. There was also something about him... It took me a second, but there was no doubt about it. I recognized him! It was my old roommate Kirk! Moaning, Kirk turned and took the cock into his hungry mouth. I couldn’t believe my eyes. I was watching Kirk, slobbering on a cock covered in cum and cunt juice! “Yeah, that’s a good cuntboy,” the skin laughed, forcing himself fully into Kirk’s hungry mouth and releasing a load of piss. Kirk just kept on... taking the piss down his throat like a pro. I watched his throat pulse from the river of piss flowing into his stomach. Fuck... he looked even hotter than I remembered him. His fur was gone, and it was obvious he had been juiced. But how? With the tap now slowing, the skin started to pull out of Kirk’s still hungry mouth. Fuck... he was reaching out with his tongue, wanting more. He was definitely a fucking piss skin now. “Don’t worry cunt, there’ll be more for you.” the skin growled, clipping a leash to Kirk’s collar and pulling him up on his feet. Kirk stood there for a second, smiling at me until he felt a pull on his leash. He gave me a quick wink before being led by his Boss back downstairs. I fucking felt like I was dreaming... I was trying to figure out if this was real or if I was hallucinating. “Whadda ya think, boy?” Doc Ian laughed, now at my side with his brother. “Sac and pumped-up body’s my doing. Been working with a guy on the hair removal... I think we finally got it right with this one,” he bragged, grabbing my pec with his rough hand and playing with my tit... “Juice up just like you.” “Fuck yeh,” I moaned, remembering the smoothness of his skin and the pair of tits jutting out from the pecs on Kirk. “You can thank me for the rest.” Doc chimed in. “How?!” I asked, confused and looking at Doc. Chuckling, Doc leaned in close to me and whispered... “Tell me about your roommate, boy. Tell me what you did.” Again, memories came rushing back... “Fuck, Doc! I had to!” I moaned, realizing what I had done. It all started that night when I got home after that first session at Doc’s. Fuck... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I could say I had lucked out with Kirk. I used to work some hours at the local market after school and my boss’s nephew... a junior at the university... was looking for a new roommate so my parents agreed, and I moved in. Kirk kind of looked like one of those hot nerds. Even though he buzzed his hair... said he hated having curly hair... his clothes gave him a geek factor which hid a toned body. I found that out on the first night as we were getting ready for bed. After ordering a pizza and getting to know each other better, Kirk said he had an early day and had to get ready for bed. I was feeling tired too, so I headed to my room after cleaning up a bit. Passing the bathroom, I could hear Kirk in there. “Shit,” I thought... “Gotta piss...” Just then, my jaw dropped as the door swung open. “Oh... sorry.” he said, almost bumping into me... “You need it?” Fuck... His t-shirt looked like it would rip apart at any time... it was so tight on his pecs. I could even see some fur sticking through the thin cotton. My eyes automatically went down to his slim waist and the way the waistband of his blue sweats hung low on his hips and bunched at the crotch. It was obvious he was going commando. “Uh, yeh... gotta piss.” I mumbled, taking in the sight of his furry arm as he lifted it and held his neck. Every movement he made highlighted his toned torso, and I couldn't look away. Noticing that I was fixated on his t-shirt, he laughed... “I need to do laundry. I found this at the bottom of my drawer... had no idea it had shrunk so much.” I gave a nervous chuckle and slid past him and shut the door. Standing at the toilet, I pulled my now semi-hard cock out. I stood there, trying to relax but it was no use... I couldn’t piss. I waited a bit and flushed the toilet and ran the water. Carefully, I opened the door... trying to hide my bulge and quickly went to my room to grab a clean t-shirt and a pair of shorts before Kirk could see me. Luckily his door was closed. I ran back into the bathroom and jumped into the shower and turned on the water. By this time, my cock was fully hard. I could feel the pressure from needing to piss... I had no choice. Grabbing some shower gel, I lubed up and started stroking... Closing my eyes, I could still see Kirk standing there in front of me, his blue eyes sparkling back at me. I kept on jacking, feeling the warm water hitting my shaved body. “Shit...” I moaned, finally shooting a huge load onto the shower floor. I stood there, hands against the wall to steady myself, watching my load swirling down the drain. I could feel my bladder about to burst. Taking a deep breath, I was finally able to unleash it. I stood there watching the yellow river rushing out of my piss slit. Without thinking, I cupped my hand and filled it with the warm salty piss and drank it before finishing up and heading to bed. Anyway... I got home late that night after my first session at Doc’s place and went straight to my room. Kirk’s door was closed so I knew he’d be down for the night. He was a heavy sleeper. Walking into my room, I stripped down on the way to my bed and got in. I was tired but still horny from the session. “Fuck,” I sighed, closing my eyes and my mind went straight to him. The first night I ran into Kirk coming out of the bathroom was last week, and we really hadn’t spent much time together once school started except for running into each other as we got ready for bed. He had done laundry, so I hadn’t seen him in that tight t-shirt since then. Over the next couple of days of me moving in, we got comfortable with each other. I never noticed any sexual tension on his part, but he started to just throw a towel on after showering, giving me a better view of him. Pushing the sheet off me, I grabbed hold of my cock. I could see his furry torso leading down to a nice treasure trail between is abs. I started jacking up and down as I grabbed hold of my sore tit with the other. I knew his cock was cut... that was obvious from the first night. I started moaning, thinking about taking it into my mouth to the root... his sweaty pubes rubbing against me as he fucked my face. I could hear my mattress squeaking ... I couldn’t help it. It felt so damn good. I kept at it until I couldn’t hold back any longer and a loud moan escaped my lips as my headboard slammed against the wall... Stiffening, I gripped my shaft, aimed at up to my face and exploded, leaving a huge mess on my pecs and abs. “Fuck me!” I groaned, laying back on the mattress. I stayed like that... covered in cum and thinking about Kirk. I must have fallen asleep cause the next thing I knew I heard Kirk calling to me. Opening my eyes, I looked up and saw him standing there in a towel. “Dude, what the fuck?” he said, standing in the doorway looking at me. “You left your door open.” I froze, not knowing what to say. Here I was covered in a load of dried cum on my shaved body. He stood there for another moment before he smiled and walked in. “When did you do it?” he asked, running his fingers slowly over my thighs. “Uh... Friday... I had been thinking about it and decided... what the fuck.” I stammered, trying to be casual. “Damn, guess it must feel good...” he grinned, scraping some of the crusty cum off my abs and flicking it at me. “Yeh, it does.” I said, calming down and sitting up. “I’ve thought about it a couple of times,” he laughed, throwing off his towel to expose his bush. “I just worry about cutting something off.” I had often thought about it but now I had it in front of me. I sat there, staring at his cock peeking out from the dense bush covering his junk. Smiling, he stood there for a second and I swear I could see his cock pulse before turning and exposing is hairy ass covered in dark brown fur. “Whatdaya think?” he asked, turning his head and smiling... “Would be a lot of work to get me as smooth as you, huh?” “Uh yeh,” I told him. But then an idea popped into my head... “I know a guy who could do it for you. He’s done it for some of the guys on the swim team.” “Yeah?” he asked, his cock swelling up a bit. “How much?” “No charge... he owes me.” I said, grabbing Doc’s card from my jeans and handing it him... “Just call this number and ask for Mike.” “Mike, huh? Card says Connor Murphy... Psychologist.” he said, casually scratching his sac. “Oh yeh... Mike’s his assistant.” “So, this Murphy guy, he’s your therapist?” Kirk asked... “Sorry, my uncle told me you and your dad had some trouble. He knew about me needing a new roommate and told me a bit about it.” “Yeh, he is...” I sighed but glad it was out in the open. I motioned to him to sit... “Doc’s been great...he’s helped me with a lot of things... not just stuff with my dad.” Being able to talk about it was making me relax and I noticed how close he was to me... close enough to feel his body heat on my skin. I could see Kirk looking me up and down before setting his eyes on my growing cock. I could see his cock was getting hard and starting to stick up from his bush. Looking up, his eyes were fixed directly on mine. He leaned in... “Fuck, Sam. It looks so goddamn hot,” he growled, taking hold of my shaved junk. Placing his lips against mine, he pushed his tongue into my mouth as he made his move. Once he was on top of me, I didn’t hold back... we started grinding our bodies against each other as our tongues fought to enter each other’s mouth. Our hands explored each other’s body... his taking their time to feel the smoothness of mine as his hard cock slid against my skin from the flowing precum. Wrapping my arms around him, I worked my hands down his back and grabbed onto his hairy asscheeks and spread them. Moving in with both, I started fingering his hairy sweat slicked hole. This drove him even more crazy. He started moaning... “Fuck Sam...” I kept at it for a bit before moving on to his hairy sac. Grabbing it, I started rolling his balls in the palm of my hand. I let go of the kiss and moved on top of him, straddling his body. Pushing his arms above his head, I started tonguing and chewing on his sweaty pits. Moving to his pecs, I started sucking and nibbling on his tits, ignoring his cock sliding against my smooth asscheeks. His body went rigid... “OH FUCK!” he cried out, feeling me bite down. I stayed on it... making him squirm. Grabbing my head, he pulled me into his pec. I bit harder before letting go. I kept on... licking up the sweat from his furry abs. “Goddamn fuck!” he moaned, looking down at me as I made my way past his precum soaked treasure trail. Getting between his legs, I started feeding on the sweat dripping from the fur on his thighs as he squirmed on the bed. “Shit, Sam... do it!” he begged, slapping his thick cock on the side of my face. My craving for cock was kicking in but I wanted to stretch this out. Next, I went for his sac. Slick with sweat, each of his balls slipped easily into my mouth as I tongued them. I tried to take them both in, but I couldn’t... they were just too much for me. I started to feel one of them pull up and let it out... I didn’t want him to shoot just yet. Grabbing his slippery shaft, I could feel the hair covering part of it. I started lapping up the river of precum oozing from his open piss slit. “Fuck... Fuck... Fuck...” he moaned, spasming with every lick I took. I couldn’t resist any longer... I opened up and slid my lips over the head and took it down most of the way. The hair on his shaft tickled my tongue as I started to explore... I wanted to remember how it felt and tasted. Slowly, I moved down on it until I was nose deep in his pubes, now full of sweaty musk. I stayed like that for second, his cock now down my throat... inhaling his scent. Then I swallowed... Feeling my throat gripping his cock, Kirk went nuts... “SHIT! SHIT! SHIT!” he howled, grabbing my head and fucking himself with it. He kept ramming himself into my mouth and down my throat. At this point, I knew I should be worried but a part of me knew this was how I was meant to be used. I was just a fucking cuntmouth as far as he was concerned. Grabbing his sac, I could feel his balls start to pull up. I inhaled, creating a vacuum and covering his entire cock in my wet mouth. “SHIT!” he shouted, gripping my head and unleashing his load as he shook... “I’M GONNA CUM!” Grabbing his hips, I latched on and swallowed the river of cum shooting down my throat as he thrashed about. Feeling his body finally relax, I eased off his softening spit and cum covered cock. “Shit, Sam...” he sighed, still out of breath... “That’s the best blow job I’ve ever had.” “Yeh?” I smiled, moving up alongside him. “Yeah,” he laughed, running his hands over my sweat slicked skin before tasting it. “Shit... it feels so good.” “Like I said... call Mike, if you’re interested.” I smiled, playfully wriggling my fingers through his sweat soaked bush. “So, this guy... your therapist. You like him.” he asked, turning the conversation in a new way. “Yeh, I do.” I told him... “He’s helping me out with a lot of stuff... not just my dad.” “Like what?” he asked, sliding his finger over my tit and noticing the slight crusting. “Damn... Sam. What happened there?” Looking into his eyes, I smiled... “Doc’s helping me with lots of stuff...” I chuckled, looking down at his finger still on my tit. “Hmmm,” he grinned, “Maybe I need to talk about stuff with your Doc.” “Yeh... you should.” I said, grabbing my cock and offering it to him. “First thing tomorrow.” he groaned, lapping up the sweat on my pecs before working his way to my raging hard on. Since it was a three-day weekend, we ended up staying in bed for the rest of day screwing around and talking during our breaks. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I laid there... surprised at what had happened with Kirk. But damn... he had turned out so hot. I couldn’t wait to see him again. To be honest, before this, I really didn’t remember much about my time with him. But I didn’t have time to take it all in. There was a commotion at the doorway. At that moment, Hank walked in as the men made way for him. Walking directly up between my open legs, he started to inspect me with his calloused fingers. “Goddamn beautiful cunt on this one, Con,” he grunted, jamming his hard cock into me. I moaned, feeling his cock inside me and sending shivers throughout my body. He kept up the pistoning fuck as I squirmed. By this point, the slam and laced lube had fully kicked in. I don’t remember how long he kept it up. All I can remember is next, I felt him slowly pulling out. I tried to grip it with my cuntlips but I couldn’t. I was empty... All at once, I could feel something forcing its way into me... Whatever it was, I wanted it and opened up... “FUCK YEH!” I cried out, feeling myself sliding over the moving object. Hank’s hand was inside me and I could feel his fingers exploring my cunt. Seeing my reaction, he kept probing. I could feel his hand covered in lube and my juices deep inside me... “You like that don’t you, goddamn cuntpig...” he snarled, pulling his balled hand back until it was almost out before sliding it deeper into me with each stroke. Hank kept working his fist faster in and out, driving me into a frenzy... Before long, I was taking his forearm as the Docs stood on either side of me. I could feel my cunt being stretched open more than it ever had been before... “Fuck yeh! More fist!” I begged, sucking at his arm with my cuntlips. “Fuck yeah! Look at that little brother!” Doc laughed, pushing him forward. Doc Ian moved in as if in a trance and put his hands on my abs to feel Hank’s arm inside me. He was watching me take it as if he was observing a medical procedure... “Fuck, boy, the things I could do to you,” he growled, looking down at me with a pair of dilated eyes. Before long, Hank pulled his forearm slowly out until his wrist was resting at my cuntlips. Slowly, he started tapping on my swollen prostate. My entire body tensed as my cunt started to spasm... “OH FUCK!” I cried out, clamping down around his wrist as a gush of cum exploded from my caged cock. Hank stood there smiling, still in me... watching what I’d do next. I laid there, shivering as Doc Ian patted my abs before dropping down beside Doc. “Fuck, Con... please,” he begged, taking his big brother’s cock in his mouth. Doc just stood there... his hand cupping his little brother’s face in his hand and growled... “Twisted fuck...” Then slowly, Hank pulled out and held his arm up for all to see. I had taken him up to almost his elbow! Something I had never done before. I smiled, took a deep breath and laid my head back against the sweat slicked leather... I was just a cunt for the rest of the night. Mike and I never did know how many men used us that night, but it was a lot. We spent the next week tending to each other’s sore cunts and reliving as much as we could remember. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- “Mmmm, morning fucker...” I moaned, feeling Mike’s lips on my morning wood. It was the first day of the new school year... Smiling, he slipped a finger inside me and tapped my spot three times... I automatically lifted my hips to give him access. “Goddamn... that feels so good.” I said, squirming as his tongue slid up and down my swollen shaft. “Good... cause I want to feel your cock in me.” he smiled, fingering my dripping cunt... “Think you can do it?” “Fuck, bro!” I whimpered... “I don’t know.” I hadn’t even thought about it. I was so confused. Doc’s therapy had done so much to me, but topping had never been in the picture. “It’s alright, bro.” Mike told me, sticking another finger in me. “Goddamn, Mike!” I growled, feeling him spread me open. Still fingering me, Mike kissed his way up my abs, passed my pecs and started chewing on my earlobe. “Fuck me... please!” I begged him as Mike kept it up. I didn’t care about anything but having Mike fuck me, until I heard him... “Shhhh... Sam. Dad told me a secret... something that I needed to tell you when it was time,” he whispered. “Show me how much you love me, Sam.” Hearing this, new thoughts came rushing into my mind as Mike fell back onto the bed... his eyes on my throbbing cock now oozing with precum. “Please, bro... fuck me,” he begged, spreading his legs to show me his hungry cunt below his stiffening cock. For a moment, I stared at the thick ring in his cock, remembering the first time he fucked me after getting it upgauged. But I couldn’t resist wanting to know how my cock would feel inside him any longer. I moved over him and slid the tip of my cock over his cuntlips. Fuck... it felt so good! I raised my eyes to his handsome face... “This is how much I love you, bro.” I moaned, spreading him open and feeling the heat of his cunt wrapping around on my shaft for the first time. “Fuck Sam, I’ve been waiting for this...” he gasped, “Do it, bro!” Grabbing his now rock-hard cock, I started pumping into him... my sac slapping against his smooth asscheeks. “Show me fucker...” he begged over and over again as I pounded him. I knew I wouldn’t be able to last long so I slowed down. I didn’t want this fuck to end. Suddenly, he sat up and pushed me down on my back. Within seconds, Mike was on top of me... head thrown back and mouth wide open riding my virgin cock. The room filled with the sweaty slaps of muscled ass hitting my sweaty crotch. “Oh, fuck Mike!” I howled, realizing he was in full control of the fuck now. I was again the sub, being used by him to get off. I was just a cock, and I wanted to be used by him. Seeing the look on my face, Mike looked down at me, sweat dripping off and landing on me... “Listen Sam,” he grunted in ragged breaths. “You fucking show me how much you love me. You hear me?! Fucking ...show... me!” That did it! A sudden rush ran through me, and I grabbed onto his hips and sat up, pushing him back on the bed. “Goddamn cunt! Fucking take it!” I growled, slamming into him. “Yeah... that’s it... You fucking love me, don’t you?!” he grunted, his head falling and going limp. “GODDAMN RIGHT, FUCKER!” I yelled, bottoming out inside his wrecked cunt. “I FUCKING LOVE YOU!” Finally, I could see Mike getting close and I started rapidly ramming him until I couldn’t hold back any longer... “NOW GODDAMMIT!” I roared, emptying a load inside my first cunt. At the same time, Mike cried out, shooting a huge load between us. “FUCK YEAH... I FUCKING LOVE YOU! BRO!” Falling onto Mike, I could feel his heart pounding as I looked down into his eyes, sweat dripping from my forehead.... “Fuck, Mike... I never knew.” I sighed, grabbing the back of his neck and pulling him into a deep kiss. Letting go, I sat up... my softening cock still inside of him. I couldn’t get enough. He just looked up at me and smiled... “Why the fuck did I wait so long.” he chuckled, finally sitting up and gripping my tits with his fingernails. “Fucking tighter...” I hissed, grabbing his tits and giving him as much as he gave me. “Shit fucker, you always knew how to get me worked up...” he moaned, releasing his grip and falling back on the bed. “Yeh, fucker... why did you wait?” I laughed, pulling out and fingering his sloppy cunt. “God, you never looked better than you do right now with my load inside you.” He just laid there with a smile on his face. “Guess this means Doc’s therapy isn’t complete.” I grinned, slipping my finger into his mouth and feeding him. Sucking on my fingers, he shrugged his shoulders, not saying a word... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Epilogue So, that’s how I came to live out the life I was always meant to have... “my true self” as Doc told me on my first day of therapy. Bry and I reconnected a few years ago. Said he often thought of me but was scared to reach out, confessing his regret about how our last night together ended. He struggled coming out to his parents in college. It took a while, but they finally came around. He’s a lawyer now with a great husband who’s a teacher and twins on the way. I’m happy for him but could never see myself living that kind of life. Last year, he was in town on business, and we had dinner. After a couple of drinks, he admitted he’d jack off all the time in college, remembering me on his cock and taking his load. He told me he still does... I smiled telling him that I knew he had a dominant streak even back then before I sucked him off. He was always taking charge when we were together, and I let him. He laughed at that, and it made me comfortable enough to tell him more about me, Mike and the Docs. I could tell it was making him horny but... another time... another place... who knows? At least I have the memories of those visions Doc gave me of him geared up in leather. After finishing grad school and getting his doctorate, Mike went into practice with his dad as a full partner. He’s even hotter now that he’s got a bit of gray coming in. He’s even started wearing glasses, like his dad. I joked and called him “Daddy” the other day in the middle of a morning fuck. He paused for a minute before pounding the hell out of me. I’m definitely keeping that in the back of my mind and might mention it to Doc. As for me, I haven’t spoken to my dad in years. No loss... I’ve flown out to see Mom a couple of times and get calls from her every now and then telling me how sorry she is and how she misses me. I keep telling her I can make sure she’s taken care of, if she ever decides to leave him, but so far hasn’t taken me up on the offer. She knows about Mike and me but not the gory details... She wouldn’t understand. Now about that night at Hank’s... We still go back every once in a while... I make sure to spend some time with Kirk. Honesty, I couldn’t get that night out of my head and ended up having a few long therapy sessions... real sessions that is... with Doc about it. I was able to be totally honest about how I felt seeing all those guys’ mods. It was like something in me was waiting to be released. Sure, he had me juiced but Doc even confessed he had nothing to do with what I was feeling. Finally convinced, he gave his permission. Damn if he hadn’t already been talking with his brother about it. Doc Ian had a full set of mods in mind and started working on me during the next summer break. Among them, my balls now produce concentrated precum like Hawk’s. My enhanced piss slit and sac may not be as big as his are now, but my production’s permanent. He also added 2 inches to my shaft, getting me up to a solid 9 inches when hard and 6 inches soft... had to get a special cage made just for it. Yep... they still cage us at times. We especially look forward to Locktobers. Plus, Doc Ian gives me all the proceeds from the sale when he milks me on November 1. He’s done a couple of others on me, but I like to surprise guys with those. I admit it was a long painful process getting all of it done, but Mike was there to help me heal. I fucking love the results and so does Mike, especially my new cock. Oh, and my tits... that’s next. I want them nice and thick... like Kirk’s. He’s helped me picked out a nice pair of 6-gauge short barbells for my new pig tits. Says he can’t wait to service them. I admit I miss his furry body but damn, I fucking love his new smooth juiced up body. A few weeks after that night I first saw him, his Boss dropped him off at our place and I got to check out his junk and fucking beautiful, almost poreless skin up close. I admit I’m kind of jealous. I’m actually part of the private exhibition Doc Ian takes around the world to drum up new business. I’ve met some very wealthy and powerful people who’ve paid to have their property modified, but the NDAs won’t let me go into details. When we’re on the road, Doc Ian always makes sure Hawk and I are available for special clients. So far, we’re the only ones with that mod, but Doc Ian’s been approached by his top client to do it on his stable of slaves... He’s been offered an obscene amount of money. Of course, he’ll be taking a cut of any profits to keep them flowing, if he accepts... he’s not stupid. I finished up my undergrad classes and med school, and just started my second year of residency. On graduation from med school, the Docs presented me with a set of white leather gear just like Doc Ian’s. I always wear my collar when I’m geared up, while Doc Ian only wears his when he’s servicing his big brother. I have to laugh... Mike sometimes calls me Doc Sam when I top him. Between you and me, I kinda like it when he calls me that. Yeah... I know, I started out a complete bottom. But with Mike, I need to show him how much I love him. My cock definitely enjoys a slipping into a warm cunt now and then. Doc Ian’s been a great help with my specialty, reconstructive surgery, and sometimes I’ll assist during one of his surgeries to get practice. Maybe you’ve seen some of my work? There’s a hot muscled pup sporting a beautiful functioning, knotted cock in town I assisted on a few years ago... but that’s another story. Once I’m done with my residency, I’ll be working full-time with him. That is, until Mike and I move and open our own practice. Like I said, we’ve met some very wealthy and powerful people from around the world.

today during a orgy organized by my wife and I, we were 11 men for 3 girls, all participants were bisexual and I was filled with 4 men and I filled one of my wife’s friends by ejaculating well in her

My emotions for the next three days were an equal concoction of terror and lust. I was terrified that my very first sexual experience might well have exposed me to the deadly virus of HIV. Visions from the news of guys with faces scared by Karposys Sarcoma haunted me constantly. At the same time my ass ached for another raw cock. It craved the pain of the initial penetration. It knew this pain would transform to the most exquisite pleasure imaginable. It longed to push back onto a pounding naked pole until the guy’s breath became rapped. My gut walls anticipated the spray of a guys cum. Any guys cum. I knew that once again I would hold it in like a precious treasure as long as I could. I was too frightened to go to a sexual health clinic. I didn’t sleep, nor could I study or focus in class. I totally bombed two tests at school. I knew I needed to sleep so took a long hot shower and ate three hash brownies before crawling naked into bed. The fresh clean sheets felt amazing, and I soon dropped into a deep sleep of the dead. Then the dreaming began. It all seemed so real I had no idea I was dreaming. I was back in the senior year of high school. My hunky phys-ed teacher was giving us a health lesson on sex education. He was stressing the importance of using condoms. He asked for a volunteer and the biggest nerd was first to raise his hand. The nerd was instructed to drop his pants and underwear before he bent over the teacher’s desk. Our teacher was now naked with a raging hard on and meticulously demonstrated applying a condom to his member. Copious amounts of Vaseline were applied to the condom covered cock and fingered into the nerd’s prone ass. The nerd’s mouth was covered to stifle his scream as the teachers cock breached the nerd’s hole. A vigorous pounding ensued until the teacher was clearly blasting inside the condom in the nerd’s ass. The ravaged condom and dripping nerd ass hole were displayed to the class. “What’s the lesson here class?” our teacher asked. It seemed I was the only one that knew the answer. I was next naked on the wings of our school stage. Our silver fox, ruggedly handsome, principle was finishing a similar lesson to the entire school assembly when he invited me to come on stage. I was instructed to bend over a fuck bench. The principle removed his tie and opened his shirt. He squatted behind me and began rimming my ass. Then he was standing stark naked behind me and teasing my hole with his naked cock. He spoke to the assembled student body; “You need to beware of this trick, there are consequences, and I will demonstrate them here and now.” Then he bent to my ear and in a stage whisper for all to hear he asked; “Can I just put the tip in?” I asked cautiously; “Just the tip?” “Unless you want more.” He winked at the audience. “Promise you won’t cum in me?” “Anything you want.” He assured After the tip of his beer can thick cock was in my ass, and I’d had time to adjust and relax he asked; “So how’s that feel? Do you want me to go in a bit deeper?” “Promise you won’t cum in me?” “Anything you want.” He once again assured. “OK. But just three more inches. Then pull out and condom up.” He pushed in as I pushed back. “Awe yeah, nice. Feel’s great for me and my raw cock. How about you?” he asked. “Fuck, I love it! Give me the rest. Bottom out …” He did and I could feel his pubic hairs tickling my but cheeks. “Can you just fuck me for a bit before the condom goes on? Remember, don’t cum in me.” The principle addressed the auditorium; “You’ll notice they will always make this request. Once your raw cock is inside, they all want to feel it fucking them. Stay tuned, the next step is also predictable.” The fuck he laid on was amazing. I didn’t want it to stop. Yet all too soon his breathing became erratic. He managed to wheaz out, “I’m close, where do you want my cum?” As my brain screamed ‘pull out, don’t cum in me, PULL OUT!’ my mouth said the opposite; “Inside me, cum in my ass.” “Anything you want. FFUUCCCKKKKK … breeding you now!” I awoke in a cold sweat with my nocturnal discharge soiling my no longer fresh sheets. It was 3:30 a.m. and clear I wasn’t going back to sleep. I slipped on jogging shorts and a clean wife beater t. I found the closest 24-hour drug store and bought three sizes of condoms. As well as my fire hall training, I had been a boy scout. I was now ready to ‘BE PREPARED”. I’d heard about the cruising woods in a park I passed on my way back home. I slowed and noticed one car in the parking lot. The driver was leaning against the hood, his presence highlighted by the occasional glow of his cigarette. I pulled a U-turn and entered the parking lot. As I approached the guy, I noticed he was wearing torn blue jeans and his shirt was open. There was a bit of hair in the middle of his chest, and he had quite an obvious beer belly. When he blurted as he rubbed his crotch, “Looks like you’re looking for some action”, any thoughts about his appearance went out of my mind. I just followed him into the woods. He backed me up against a tree and planted a cigarette infused kiss on my lips. My brain registered, ‘this is disgusting’ as my shorts tented. I couldn’t believe it as the words “Fuck me!” spilled from my lips. As he turned me around and pulled down my shorts, I could hear him say; “I thought you’d never ask. I’d love to.” I quickly pulled my t off and leaned on the tree trunk. I felt the heat of his bare chest hug my back and his hard cock poking at my hole. “Do you have a condom kid, or do you even care?” It was in that moment I realized I had left my purchase in my car. “Just fuck me already!” I blurted. He instantly plowed into me balls deep, no lube, no further warning. I screamed, the pain was so intense, but it didn’t deter him. He immediately pounded away at my burning hole. It took a while but eventually the transition from pain to intense pleasure occurred and when he would ease up, I found myself fucking my ass back onto his turgid organ. When I heard his breathing change and intensify over the slapping of our bodies I made my feeble request; “Don’t cum in me.” “Fuck, you want me to pull out?” he complained. “No! Not yet, keep fucking me ‘til the last second.” As he pushed in deeper than ever and held, he moaned; “Aww, ffuucckkk! Reached the last second. Loading your hole. Aww, yeah!!!” He went back to pumping his cum deeper into my vulnerable hole; “Fuck, damn you! But thanks, ‘cause secretly I wanted you to breed me. Your load feels amazing!” “Oh kid, it was no secret from the moment you made that U-turn.” I knew it was too late to ask but as we returned to our cars I asked, “Are you clean?” His reply left my blood running cold; “Kid I have no idea. I’ve got five strangers’ cum dripping from my ass. I was just waiting to unload before heading home to let them marinate in me the rest of the night. Good luck kid!”

My hungry ass. God I need a big cock deep inside it

Part 2: Have you ever heard the tale of the Two Wolves? We all have two wolves inside us, trying to control differently and the wolf that you feed is the wolf that wins. I sat there with my hands on the keyboard, torn. My mind vs this carnal desire. Everything I had ever wanted vs a physical, emotional desire that would take everything I had ever wanted away from me. I tried so hard to remove my hands from the keyboard, but I felt powerless to do so. I saw the warning signs, I knew that this was not just sexual, it was so much more, so much more dangerous. I must have sat there for what seemed like an hour letting my two wolves battle, with neither wolf seeming to gain an edge, but then something happened that pulled the dark wolf ahead, he messaged me. Dan: Hey, you’re online Me: (fingers on the keyboard shaking with nervous excitement) Me: Yeah, I just had a couple minutes free and wanted to say hi Dan: It’s been a long time, I wish you had more than a couple of minutes Me: yeah, I just came home early, and my wife will be here soon Dan: Well, I’m glad you did Me: me too Dan: glad you still think about me Me: I do Dan: I still think about you too, a lot Me: Dan: I think about that night in your car and how I should have taken you by the hand and led you inside my apartment Me: you think I would have followed? Dan: I think you would have been nervous, but I think you wanted me to take you inside Me: maybe so, I was incredibly scared though Dan: you really were! You were shaking when I touched you Me: lol Dan: but I think you would have relaxed once we got inside, and we were alone Me: maybe, but I was scared half to death Dan: I would have been gentle with you Me: I believe that Dan: who knows what that would have started. I think if we had made love that night, it would have changed a lot Me: how so? Dan: We would have been closer, more connected, and you would want it more than you can imagine so you would have come back Me: I can see that being true Then during the chat something happened that I didn’t expect: Dan: (Dan is requesting to video chat) Me: ignores it Dan: please Me: I don’t know Dan: don’t turn your camera on, I just want you to see Dan: (Dan is requesting to video chat) Me: (accepts) I have my video off, but he can hear me. I see him lying in bed, its dark the bed is a mess as he is laying there on the sheets with no shirt. Dan: Are you there? Me: (nervously) yes Dan: it is so good to hear your voice, I wanted you to hear mine and see me, all of me He points the camera down to his rock hard cock and starts slowly stroking it Dan: Do you like it? Me: (my voice cracks) yes Dan: it likes you Dan: it wants you and only you I find it almost hard to breath now Dan: Do you want it? Please PLEASE tell me you do Me: I do! Dan: Good baby, I knew that you did Dan starts stroking a little faster and moaning. My cock is rock hard and I pull it out and start to stroke it with him, trying not to cum, but being so turned on. Dan: FUCK! It feels so good to be inside you. Finally, we are together Dan: Tell me you want me raw Me: I want you! Dan: Tell me you want my bare cock inside you Me: I want you inside me Dan: come on baby, please take me bare. I need it, I need you Me: I want you to fuck me raw Dan: Fuck yes babe! I slide my huge bare cock inside you, you feel so much better than I had ever dreamed. I whisper in your ear that we are together now. Tell me you want it! Me: I want it babe! I do! Dan: I start fucking your faster and deeper, I hear you moan with pleasure as I get deeper and deeper. I tell you that we are going to be together forever now, there is no going back now, it’s just you and me baby. I know you want it. I am so close to cumming right now, and I am so caught up in the story I would do whatever he wanted, I have fully lost control! Me: I do want it babe: Dan: tell me you want me to cum inside you! Tell me you want cum flowing through your veins! Tell me that you belong to me now! Tell me that I am yours and you are mine! You’re going to leave your wife behind to be with me. Please baby! Fuck please! Me: Cum inside of me baby! Cum deep inside of me, I am yours! Dan: Fuck, I can’t hold it back anymore! I am going to cum! I push as deep as I possibly can inside of you trying to ensure my cum is injected directly into your veins. And I lean over and whisper in your ear, my poz cum is my wedding vow to you, there is no going back for either of us as my cock starts pouring a river of poz cum inside of you. Me: I want it! I see dan on camera shooting out a huge load all over his bed and I do the same, cuming all over my office chair. I sat there for a minute trying to regain my composure. That is the most intense sex Ive ever had and it wasn’t real. But now I am starting to come down from my high and reality is sinking in. What the fuck have I done! If I thought I had created a dangerous situation before, what I have I done now! Dan: Oh my gosh! You’re the best fuck I’ve ever had! And I am SO happy that you feel the same way about me! Me: Dan: Babe, I promise you that I am going to treat you so good. I am going to make you happy, trust me. Me: Dan: We need to make this happen soon! I know you’re ready too! Me: Dan: you still cleaning up after that great fuck? Lol Me: Me: Gotta run, wife just walked inside!!! Sorry Dan: What? Tell her about us, its time! We are together now! Dan: She needs to know about us so we can start with our life. I logged off without responding to the last two messages. I sat there thinking to myself, what have I done. I have no control over myself and I’m going to throw my life away. I just told him I wanted to divorce my wife and marry him. I cannot be trusted. The next day I thought to myself, ever since 9th grade, I have worked towards 1 goal, become a lawyer, have a successful practice, have the hot trophy wife that everyone wants, have a membership at the country club, take vacations to Aspen, the Bahamas, nice places. And I have all of that right now, but I am trying my best to throw all of it away. And don’t be mistaken, it will ALL be taken from you. If your wife finds out, you will get a divorce and her father will drag you through court so long that you won’t be able to take on other cases, not that any other cases will come to you. Your father-in-law will be sure to spread it to the far corners of the earth that you cheated on your wife with a homeless HIV drug addict, whatever he can say to ruin my reputation and he is well enough connected to do so. If you cannot control your desires to have a guy fuck you, you can easily find another guy. A guy who isn’t infected with every std possible, a guy who isn’t trying to own you and keep you locked in a cage. There must be some guy out there like me, that wants something secret. If the urges ever get that bad, that is what I will do, Dan is no longer an option. For almost a year and half, I hardly thought of dan. I forced myself to believe that it wasn’t an option, and if the urge ever occurred, I just told myself, well you need to try something different, dan isn’t an option anymore. Most of the time, I would just go and jerk off and occasionally I would watch a little porn and then JO, but that seemed to work, it satisfied the craving. Over the next year and half, my business grew, I had 2 other attorneys working for me and not to mention a very sexy assistant. And my relationship with my wife got better, I honestly believe this happened when I hired my assistant. She got a little jealous and more interested in me. Things were going good. Right around the year and half mark, I got a pretty big case, back in my college town, back where dan was, and I had to go back there for the first time since I graduated, over 12 years ago. Our first in court appointment on the case was on Thursday morning at 9am. Now, I live two and half hours from there, so leaving at 6:30am isn’t that difficult, but I thought it would be best to drive up the day before and get a hotel room, just so I’m prepared you know. My wife actually offered to come and stay with me, but I told her that I wanted to go over the case material in the hotel room, so she decided to stay back. The nostalgia of being back in your college town, what can i say, it felt great. Something inside you makes you feel young again, young wild and free! But none of that was true, it just felt that way. First thing I did was I went to the gym, then I came back to the hotel and ate dinner at the hotel bar. I sat there for almost 2 hours having drinks, flirting with the bar tender. She was younger, in college, tattooed up and just looked sexy as hell. I have to admit, I was very tempted to invite her up, this is probably the first sign that I’m letting college nostalgia effect my head. But, you can never tell with bar tenders, is she flirting with me because she wants a tip or something more, and there was no way I was going to stay down there another 3 hours until they closed. So I left her a $100 tip, (yes, I was definitely trying to show off) and told her it was fun talking with her and left. I got up to the room and took a shower and then with just a towel wrapped around me sat on the bed and turned on the tv and grabbed my notes, time to go over the case material. But, I was buzzing pretty hard from the drinks and found it hard to concentrate. So I thought I would jerk off really quick and the first thing that popped in my mind wasn’t the sexy bar tender, it was Dan. I told myself that Dan wasn’t an option, but I’m not going to talk to him, I’m just going to Jerk off thinking about him, the guard then came down. That is where it all changed course. It put dan back on the table, it no longer was “Not an option”. I allowed myself to think about him, about our last conversation, and right now my mind wasn’t focused on the part about me losing everything I had ever worked for, it was focused in on the part with his extremely long cock. I was already getting hard, but there was something inside me that wanted more, like just going to jerk off was drinking a diet soda, I didn’t want diet soda, it wasn't going to satisfy this craving, I wanted more. I almost immediately had my laptop open on the site ready to log in and then there was this subtle howl, the other wolf was trying so hard to change my mind but I didn’t even take the time to think it over. I pressed the “login” button. Immediately I see that I had almost 35 messages from Dan since the last time we spoke, this did bring me back down a notch and alarms started going off Dan: Last night was so fun! Love you (a few days later) Dan: I can’t wait to see you baby! Love you so much! (the next day) Dan: Just thinking about last night, I am so happy that we feel the same. Love you (a week later) Dan: Hurry back on here, I miss you! (another week later) Dan: ok, this is starting to make me mad. I need to talk to you (The next day) Dan: Look, you and I both know how you really feel. You want this more than I do, quit being an ass. (a few weeks later) Dan: I guess you decided to stay with your whore wife. Who cares about me huh? What about you? You know that you want me, you crave me, I am the only one who can make you happy! (the next day) Dan: ok, I guess I will have to call your wife and tell her about us. I guess you’re not big enough of a man to do it, so you need me to come do it for you. (a month later) Dan: You should see the guy I fucked last night, he reminded me so much of you in college. He took a huge load! (a month later) Dan: What are you going to do when I come to your office and just walk into your office and bend you over your desk and fuck you raw as everyone hears you begging me to cum inside you! (several months later) Dan: omg! I can’t believe I sent that message; I was so drunk and was out with this really hot college guy that I’m dating now and I didn’t even remember sending that. Sorry, hope you’re ok. (6 months later) Dan: Hey! Just wanted to say hi, haven’t talked to my husband (lol) in a while so thought I would say hi. Hi hubby. Lol remember that night haha (1 month later) Dan: sends video message of him jerking off and as he is cumming he says “Oh fuck, I can’t wait until I get to cum inside you again babe” (the next day) Dan: sorry I meant to send that to someone else. Hope you’re ok (a few months later) Dan: Funny story, I was talking about you last night with my boyfriend and he totally wants to meet you! (a few days before now) Dan: Hey just think about you, wanted to catch up and say hi and see how things are going. I read them all several times, thinking it all over carefully. This guy is not stable, he is dangerous. He would do anything possible to infect you, rape, stealth you, anything. He sincerely believes that by doing this, we will essentially be married because where else can I go? I can’t go back to my wife, and who would start dating me when I have HIV+, Hepatis, and Herpes, whatever std he has. I would have nowhere to go, so I guess I would just marry him, and he would move in with me and I would buy him a car and we would take vacations all over and he wouldn’t have to do anything. So, he will do anything possible to get his toxic load inside you. That brought me down, but I still wanted to Jerk off thinking about him, so I pulled up that video he sent me and watched him stroking his long cock and shooting his load and hearing him say he was cumming inside me. I watched it over and over with my hand on my cock, but I couldn’t bring myself to jerk off, I didn’t want to cum. I wanted more! Me: Hey man, things are good, how are you? I see you have a boyfriend now, I am happy for you. Within 5 minutes: Dan: Just working, great to hear from you. Me. Work, work work, lol all work no play Dan: lol, you never let me play! Me: you have a boyfriend to play with (not believing he has a boyfriend) Dan: he doesn’t have to know Me: Dan, you don’t want to cheat Dan: You don’t tell him, I won’t tell your wife, I little secret Me: lol, secrets can be dangerous Dan: I like that Me: I know you do! Dan: so do you! Me: I do? Dan: What are you doing online? Me: Sitting in a hotel supposed to be working but doing something else Dan: I wish I was something else 😉 Me: lol, I didn’t say letting something else do me Dan: You should say that Me: really? Dan: Yes Me: Your boyfriend is going to be mad at you Dan: He knows about you, about us Me: what does he know Dan: he knows everything Dan: why are you in a hotel working? Wife kick you out? Me: lol, no. I’m here in town for work. Dan: You’re in town right now? Me: for tonight, I have a court early tomorrow Dan: Where are you staying? Me: The Montgomery Dan: Of course, the nicest hotel around Me: Lol, business expense Dan: what are you going to do when I come over Me: how are you going to get here? Dan: call a cab Me: you don’t know what room number I’m in though Dan: are you really there Me: (sends picture out of window) Dan: You can’t tease me, let me come over! Me: I can’t I have to study, you have a boyfriend, I have a wife Dan: We broke up last week Me: oh, I’m sorry (still not believing he ever had a boyfriend) Dan: Please! We don’t have to have sex, I just want to hang out Me: Really? You think you could come over, be alone in a bedroom and just talk? Dan: Yeah, I mean hopefully you will give me a hug and maybe a kiss, but we don’t have to have sex unless you want to. Me: I really need to study for this case Dan: I’m taking $20 out of the register now to get a cab, that’s enough to get me there, someone else will have to bring me back 😉 Me: you cant steal from your work you will lose your job Dan: I will pay them back somehow, you can loan me $20, right? Me: and now you’re talking about staying the night, you just said we wouldn’t have sex Dan: Just called the cab Me: you still don’t know my room number Dan: That means I have 10 minutes to get it from you before I get there. Me: Dan, hold on a minute! Dan: Already called the cab Me: Really hold on, lets think about this Dan: too late, what is your room number Me: Dan: I guess I could ask the front desk Me: Dan, come on. Lets talk this through Dan: we have been talking for years! If you don’t want to have sex, we won’t. Me: Dan: Getting in the cab Me: 5 minutes later Dan: (sends photo of the hotel) Me: what the hell! Dan: Should I ask the bar tender or the front desk for your room number? Me: hold on one second Dan: They’re really going to be “why is he going up to his room” Me: Dan, seriously hold on one second. Dan: Front desk it is Me: Ok! Dan: Ok what? Me: NO sex, right? Dan: up to you! Me: 412 I am pacing through the room, not knowing what to do before I realize I am still just wearing a towel. There is a knock at the door, “hold on one second”. I turn off the lights except the tv and the lights coming in the window and grab some shorts tee shirt and throw them on really quick and go to the door. I slowly open the door and see dan, much older and skinnier than I remember, but it has been over 10 years, and he isn’t the healthiest person I know, so he hasn’t exactly aged well. He walks in and the door shuts, he hugs me and kisses me, and I pull back a little. Dan: I’ve missed you so much! Me: I missed you too, but I cant…. Dan: I know, but you would have just talked all night Me: did you really steal from your work Dan: yeah, I had to, what else could I do. I had to see you Me: Dan: give me a hug! Dan steps in gives me a hug, as his arms wrap around me, he pulls himself in close and lingers, as he slightly pulls back and say’s I’ve missed you so much and leans in and kisses me. He sits down on the bed and taps beside him, come sit down! I hesitate and he grabs my hand and pulls me to him. He is sitting on the edge of the bed, and he pulls me to where I am standing directly in front of him, he then puts his hands behind me, on my butt and pulls me in and hugs me, with his face right next to my dick. He slowly turns his face to where his face is directly on my cock with nothing but a thin pair of shorts between us as he takes in a deep breath. He then lays back on the bed holding onto my hands pulling me on top of him, he puts both of his hands behind my knees pulling my legs to his side, so I am straddling him. Dan: this feels so good Me: I thought we were just going to be friends tonight Dan pulls himself up close to me and puts his right arm around me and twists to the left rolling over on top of me between my legs. Dan: you said we could hug and kiss As he leans over and starts to kiss me, shoving his tongue down my throat, for a second I kiss him back but then reality awakens me as I push him back. He pulls back and smiles. He then leans down and kisses me more forceful this time, again I kiss him for a second, but then stop, but he doesn’t. He starts kissing my neck and with his right hand he moves it below my left knee, pulling my knee up as he starts grinding on me. I feel his cock getting harder and pushing through his pants and pressing up against me. Completely out of my control, my cock starts getting hard, but I still try and stop him. Me: hold on dan Me: Dan! Hold on a second Dan just moans and keeps kissing me and grinding more forcibly. Me: Dan STOP! Dan gets up and with both hands pulls my shorts off, I try to stop but it happens so fast I didn’t even see it coming, he unbuttons his pants right in front of me as I am laying there on the bed. Me: Dan we need to stop now Dan: it’s ok, I promise, I will keep my underwear on, I just want to blow you like I did before. Me: Please, we need to stop Dan pulls his pants down and is standing there in his dirty white underwear, he drops to his knees and takes my cock in his mouth. I gasp for air, it feels so good, I am convincing myself that I will let him blow me and that’s all. It feels so good, my hips start to move. That movement you feel when you know the other person really wants it, I couldn’t control it. Then I feel his finger pushing inside of me, he must have had lube in his pocket, but he is pouring lube inside of me pushing more and more into me with his fingers, he goes from one finger to two to 3. I actually start to moan, then I feel him mouth leave my cock and go to my stomach, my chest my neck, my mouth and I kiss him back. Then I feel him pushing his bare cock towards me, I turn my head and say “NO!” Me: we can’t do that, ok? Dan: its ok baby, its ok As he keeps pushing it towards my lubed-up hole but I am blocking him. Then dan puts his hands around both of my wrists and holds them down as he continues to try and push his cock in me. Me: Dan, stop! We can’t to this. Not like this, we have to use a condom stop! Dan: its ok babe, I know you want this Dan removes his right hand from my wrist and puts it behind my knee pulling my knee up towards me giving him better access, with my free hand I try to stop him so he takes his left hand and puts it on my throat, with one hand holding my knee up and the other directly on my throat, leaving all of his wait pushing down on my throat, it’s hard to speak or even breath. Then I feel it, his bare cock is pushing in me, with one more push, his hard bare cock is about 1/3 of the way in me. He then removes his hands from my leg and throat and collapses on me and starts to kiss me. Dan: You feel so fucking good! I knew you wanted this As he starts taking slow strokes getting deeper and deeper. as he continues to speak under his breath with every stroke Dan: It's ok babe Dan: You know you want it, i know you really want this His breathing is getting heavier and heavier Dan: You know you fucking want this I am lying there in shock at what is happening, but at the same time this is the first time I have ever had anything inside of me, ever! So, I am also feeling this feeling. Dan keeps going harder and harder and getting deeper and deeper until he finally gets his entire bare cock buried inside of me, he then looks me right in the eye and kisses me and says Dan: you feel so good! I am already about to cum Me: dan, don’t cum inside of me please. I’m not ready Dan: It’s ok baby! I love you, I wouldn’t do this if I didn’t love you. This is the only way As he starts fucking me again, I try to push him back, but he just grabs my wrists again holding me down and fucks me even harder until he takes one last thrust that makes me grunt, and then I feel his cock exploding inside of me. Dan: fuck! i'm cumming baby, i'm cumming I just lay there feeling his huge cock pumping over and over again pouring his poz load inside of me. He collapses on top me and I hear him say “I love you baby” as he rolls off to the side and lays there trying to catch his breath. I am just lying there, and what is kind of funny is that I’m not thinking about his poz load inside of me. I just keep thinking “was I just raped”. I honestly don’t know. I feel like I was saying no, and tried to stop him, but at the same time he was saying stuff like “I love you and I miss you”. And, I was rock hard and my clock exploded too. Do you cum if you’re actually getting raped? I honestly didn't know if this was actual rape. I laid there thinking that for about 20 minutes before it dawns on me that his toxic load is still inside of me. I get out bed without waking him up and go sit on the toilet for 30 minutes hoping it will just all come out of me. This is when I realize what has just happened. There is no going back now, everything he wanted he may have just got, everything I have ever wanted I may have just lost. I went and laid back down, trying to sleep, but that wasn’t possible. A couple hours later he woke up and went to the bathroom, I tried to pretend like I was sleeping, but I hear him walk out of the bathroom and comes lays back in bed beside me. He lays right next to me, and I continue to pretend to be sleeping, as he starts kissing my neck and then he starts rubbing my cock again. I just lay there as he continues on, but soon my cock starts to get hard, and I hear him say “there you are” I kind of moan from pleasure and move my hips as he starts to kiss me, shoving his tongue down my throat. It feels so good, I kiss him back and he climbs on top of me, between my legs, I feel his cock getting hard and rubbing against me and he is grinding his rock hard cock up against me. Dan: I fucking want you Me: Mhmmm Dan: do you want me Me: (I open my eyes, no longer pretending to be asleep and look him in the eyes. Here I am in my thirties, in my prime, with a $100k car in the parking lot, and here he is, old, sickly, doesn’t even have $20 dollars to his name, and he wants to own me, he wants me to give him everything I have and how do I respond, I bite my lower lip, looking him in the eyes and shake my head yes, yes I want you. You can have me, you can have everything!) Dan: (smiles) tell me Me: I want you Dan: No, I need to hear it all. Do you want me to fuck you raw, do you want us to be one Me: yes, I want you to fuck me raw Dan: you want me to cum inside of you, my toxic poz load inside of you Dan: you can’t go back to your old life now, you will be mine. Is that what you want? Me: yes, I want you so badly Dan: (Grins so big) Dan: If you want us to be married, grab my bare cock and slide it in you I do as i'm told, looking him in the eyes the entire time, I reach down between his legs and grab his bare cock and aim it towards my hole. As I am doing this dan looks me in the eyes and says: Dan: be careful here, if you do this, I am going to poz you. You can’t go back to your wife, if you try to run, I will find you and ruin you. If you put my cock inside you, we are together forever and if you even think about leaving me, I will ruin you! Im laying there with his huge bare cock in my hand aiming it directly towards my hole and I hear him say all this and I realize that he isn’t going to force himself on me this time, its my decision and it's totally up to me. If I do it, I have to leave my wife and essentially be married to him, or he is going to ruin me. He is giving me an out. He is letting me stop and say goodbye to him. He always thought if he got the chance to fuck me, that I would be the one to give it all up for him, and now he is giving me the option to stop it and let him go or to choose a life with him. It is all running through my mind, what do I do? I know what i have to do, i look him right in the eye: Me: I do! Me: Your load has the power to make us one. I don't want you to use a condom, I don't want you to pull out. If you infect me now, I will be yours forever. Dan smiled really big - everything he had wanted for 12 years was about to be his Dan: This is our wedding, you're mine now He then stuck his finger in my ass and started fingering me without lube and doing it very rough, I could feel his fingernails scratching my inside. I clenched up and grunted from the pain, but he didn’t stop, he just went harder and harder. When he finally finished, he pulled out his finger which was covered in blood. Dan: there is no chance you won’t get infected now, you ready? I reached down and grabbed his cock and aimed it towards my hole. I was his.

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I never spit, but I love a guy who wants me to share what he just gave me with some passionate kissing. I'll swallow what he doesn't take.

Try at least once😱🥱!!! Honey, once a guy has piss fucked you, it will become a requirement for every guy to leave his piss & cum slopping around in your hungry cunt. As each fucker shoots more loads into you, the feelings of being full & thenr to feel it oozing out & running down your legs. It gives a new sense of being fucked full.

Damn. I would love to be Austin 🥵 any guys want to abuse me like that

I started at midnight as I was instructed by my keyholder (unfortunately they weren't around to lock me in person). My Hera cage is perfectly comfortable and having slept 3 nights in it now I'm getting used to it and not waking up so much.

let it marinate

Here is the next chapter. I have more chapters written, but I'm editing them for content and length. I'll post them as I feel they are ready. Getting Away, Part 3 Matt awoke the next day and couldn’t shake what he’d done the night before with Snake. He was really turned on by the sex. But he was really upset at himself for letting a highly promiscuous guy he’d just met cum in his unprotected ass. Again! After he’d promised himself he would not engage in unsafe sex. Matt was drinking his coffee and listening to some NPR news story about Al Gore and George W. Buch campaigning in Florida in the same day. Matt realized he was barely listening to the radio and was instead stroking his cock through his briefs. He was rock hard thinking about Snake’s amazing cock fucking him last night. Paul got up and stumbles to the pot of coffee Matt had made. He was looking a little rough. Although they shared a bed, Matt hadn’t seen Paul after he and Snake fucked in the field. Matt allows Paul some peace to drink his coffee, Paul leans on the counter next to Matt and places his head on Matt’s shoulder. He is definitely hungover. Matt asks about Paul’s night and Paul grunts. Matt says, “I’m going for a run. Then I’ll come back and make breakfast for us.” Matt puts on a jockstrap, running shorts and running shoes and was off at a good pace. As he is running through the camp site, it was coming to life. He sees some guys having coffee outside, others doing a walk of shame/fame, workers cleaning up after the Moonlight Swim, and in one of the RV parks Matt saw a couple guys, including "July bottom," that he met last night. He jogs over to say hi. About 6-7 RVs of guys are making brunch and drinking mimosas. Before he takes off, Matt learns there is another Moonlight Swim tonight and a DJ. He waves and takes off on his run. It is just a few minutes when Matt again sees a hub of activity and guys walking to a kind of wooden band stage, chow hall thing with a faintly Native American theme. He runs by and sees folks setting up what looks like coffee and freshly fried donuts. Matt sees some of the fun guys he was in the pool with the night before and thinks he’d definitely like to spend some time with them later. So, Matt pauses his run again to say hi. The guy who had loosened Matt’s swimsuit laces the night before quickly puts down his donut and comes over to talk to the, once again, mostly naked Matt. Matt agrees to meet them at the pool later. Matt leaves off on his run again listening to the good-natured banter behind him. At this point, Matt decides to turn out of the park and really stretch his legs for a few miles. Matt needs to think. Running helps him think. As Matt runs, he replayed the events of last night and realizes that while Snake had clearly wanted to fuck him bareback; it was Matt who sat on Snake’s beautiful cock knowing they didn’t have a condom and Matt who had asked Snake to cum inside him. Matt knew it wasn’t safe behavior, but he couldn’t help but be turned on by it. He admits to himself that he wants Snake to cum inside him again. But Matt also knows that he should play safe. He really didn’t know Snake at all and what he does know is that Snake loves fucking guys, is good at it, and has many partners. Matt assumes that Snake fucked most of them bareback too. Matt runs what seemed to be about 3 miles before turning for the park. By the time Matt returns to the park he was sweaty, has decided to use condoms with Snake the rest of the weekend, and that he was going to make French toast and bacon for Paul because that would help with the hangover. Matt jogs back, sees Paul nursing his hangover on the porch, checked on him, gives Paul a kiss on the cheek and gets in the shower. In the shower, Matt congratulates himself on making the decisions he made to engage in safe sex and overcome his desire to feel Snake cum inside him. As Matt starts cleaning out he thinks about Snake cumming inside him again, Matt’s cock hardens. By the time Matt is done cleaning out, he is so turned on by the thought of Snake cumming in his ass that he jerks off in the shower while fingering his ass with shampoo. Paul and Matt eat breakfast and decide to head over to the pool with a cooler of Bloody Marys and snacks. Matt remembers to bring condoms with him in the pool supplies. When Paul sees the condoms, he asks if Matt used one last night. Matt blushes and says he forgot them when he changed clothes. Paul pulls Matt in for a one-armed hug and says, “Slut.” They laugh. Matt is in the white speedo today and a very loose, revealing tank top cut all the way down the sides to his waist. When they get to the pool and are setting up, a couple bears whistle at Matt’s outfit. He says, “It’s August. It’s hot. Why not?” One of the bears says, “You look very sexy today.” The boys all intro themselves and the bears group grows as their friends arrive. It is a very chill late morning. Around lunchtime, a group of the bears are going back to their camping area for burgers. They invite Paul and Matt who tag along and bring their cooler. As they get close to the camping area, Matt sees Snake over by a fairly disused cabin. Matt goes over to say hi. Snake perks up when he sees Matt and says how hot he looks in his white speedo and tank top. His rough hands immediately feel under Matt’s shirt and his ass. Snake says, “Fuck you look so hot.” Snake kisses Matt. Matt feels Snake’s cock. Snake is already chubbed up and as soon as Matt touches the cock, it becomes rock hard. Snake’s hand slides into Matt’s speedo and he grabs Matt’s ass. Matt moans. Snake says, “I gotta fuck you.” Matt says, “Fuck yes.” Then Matt hesitates and says, “I brought condoms this time. We really should use them.” Snake looks at Matt. This hot, sexy twink is really one of the best fucks Snake has had in a while so Snake stifles his impulse to tell Matt "what’s the point of a condom now?" Instead, he humors the boy. Snake says, “Whatever you want babe.” And as he says it, he slips Matt’s speedos down his legs and they fall on the ground. The guys making lunch are watching all this happen. Paul rolls his eyes, chuckles to himself, grabs the spatula out of the distracted cook’s hand, and tosses a couple of burgers on the fire. The bears are all staring at the sex scene unfolding in front of them. They watch as the camp site worker gets the tank top off Matt who is now completely naked, and leads him inside the cabin. With the door open and completely in eyesight of the group of bears, the camp site worker undoes his pants, takes out an awesome cock and slaps it on Matt’s ass. At this point a couple of the bears walk over for a better view because clearly Matt and the worker don’t mind an audience. Matt is slightly bent over some bags of garden supplies with his legs spread and Snake’s cock rubbing in his crack. Matt reminds Snake of the condoms and lube in his bag, which is miraculously just inside the cabin door and not outside with Matt’s clothes. Snake kneels to get the supplies, grabs the condoms, goes to hand a couple to Matt and they fall to the floor. Snake grabs the lube. Matt leans over to pick up the condoms as Snake turns back to Matt. He sees Matt’s hole as Matt leans over and he can’t stop himself, Snake’s tongue goes right for it. Matt is surprised but moans as the wet tongue slips into his ass. A small group of the bears are now less than 30 feet away as they watch the scene unfolding. Matt’s ass is getting eaten intensely by the camp worker. The preppy, good natured twink is moaning like a slut as his ass his eaten. They see the camp worker lubing and jerking his cock as he eats Matt’s ass. They see the condoms on the floor and assume the boys are going to fuck. But they are not surprised that this preppy boy would play safe – almost all of the bears play safe, almost all of the time. Matt and the camp worker reposition themselves, so Matt is on all fours and the camp worker is eating his ass and lubing Matt’s cock. Matt is loving the attention, and the wet tongue feels amazing on his ass. He sees the condoms on the floor in his sex induced haze and he is happy he brought them. Matt feels Snake’s impressive cock rubbing on his ass and he moans knowing soon it will be inside him. Matt remembers how good it felt last night. Bareback! Cumming Inside His Ass! Filling Him Up! Matt reminds himself to be a good boy. Matt strokes his cock. He wants to be fucked so badly. Snake watches the twink getting lost in his desire to be fucked. Snake knows he has Matt almost where he wants him. Snake wants Matt to take it bareback so he leans his body on the twink's back and kisses Matt’s neck. He rubs his cock in Matt’s crack and catches the head on Matt’s hole a few times. Snake says, “Fuck babe. I want to fuck you the same way we fucked last night.” Matt softly moans, “Me too. But….um” Snake says, “Can I put it in bareback again? I mean you already have my cum inside you right? Can I add some more in you?” Matt feels Snake’s cock pushing on his hole and it feels good. Matt looks at the condoms on the floor knowing they should use one. Matt says, “Just fuck me.” Snake smiles and says, “Bareback?” Matt lets himself get lost in lust and says, “Yes. Fuck me bareback.” The bears don’t know what the boys said to each other, but they watch as the big cock slides slowly and determinedly into Matt’s willing hole. They notice that the camp worker did not put on a condom. This preppy twink they’ve been hanging with and lusting for all morning is get fucked bareback right in front of them. The preppy twink who gives off “good boy” vibes is taking it bareback with unopened condoms literally right next to him. One of the bears cums in his swimsuit watching the scene. Another drops to his knees and fishes out the hard cocks of three of his friends and starts giving head. In the cabin, Matt and Snake are in the midst of a hot fuck. Matt is moaning and pushing his ass back to meet Snake’s thrusts. Snake is holding the twink’s hips tightly as his cock is buried bareback up this ass, again. Matt loves how he feels full of Snake’s cock and when the cock rubs his prostate, Matt grunts and moans in pleasure. Snake is as turned on by getting Matt to give in and take in bareback again. Snake wants one more thing to make his conquest of this twink and his amazing ass complete. He smiles as he fucks Matt thinking about it. He knows Matt will do it but doesn’t know if he’ll do it enthusiastically. Snake picks up his pace for a bit, then grinds his big cock on Matt’s fuck button, then picks up the pace, and grinds on the fuck button again. He does this a few more times. Snake thinks he’s got Matt in a fuck stupor now and he says, “I’m getting close babe. Where do you want my load?” With no sense of his own voice Matt starts moaning, “In me. In me. In me.” But it is so soft that while Snake knows what Matt is saying instinctively; Snake actually can’t hear the twink's words. Snake says, “I am close babe. I can’t hear you. Do you want me to cum inside you or pullout?” Matt responds, louder this time, just loud enough for the bears to hear him; “Don’t pullout. Cum in my ass. Cum inside me.” Snake is so turned on by the twink’s complete reversal from safe sex/use a condom nature less than 15 minutes ago into a cumdump begging for his load. His conquest complete, Snake shoots a load in Matt’s ass. Matt is jerking his cock and shoots on the floor of the cabin. Two of the bears cum on their friend as they hear the preppy twink beg for cum in his ass. The bear sucking cock focuses on the cock in his mouth and jerking himself as his friends loads drip down his cheeks. Snake surprised and overwhelmed by his orgasm slides out of Matt’s ass and sits back on his haunches, then leans against the bags of garden materials, exhausted. Matt joins Snake against the bags. He feels well fucked but is not as tired as Snake. For the first time, Matt looks around. He sees his bag, the lube, the unopened condoms, and then outside he sees his clothes. Matt is startled….OUTSIDE! He says to Snake, “Oh my god. I didn’t know the door was open. People probably saw us fucking.” Barely aware of his surroundings, Snake says, “And we gave them a fucking great show if they did watch. You are a great fuck.” All Matt can think is that guys probably saw and heard him get fucked bareback. Matt’s mind is moving a mile a minute trying to process how he was so set on condoms this morning, brought them today, and still gave in to wanting bare cock inside him. Snake runs his hand over Matt’s naked, sexy, athletic body and says, “Come here.” He pulls Matt to him and kisses Matt in a way Snake hasn’t kissed a guy in a while. Snake feels true appreciation for how he feels right now and the things this twink did to exhaust him so much. He says, “That was probably the best sex I’ve had in years. I am going to want some more. Is that okay with you?” Even Snake is surprised at how kind, respectful and caring he sounds. Matt smiles, says yes, and kisses Snake back. The boys hear a noise outside, quickly disentangle themselves, and Matt gingerly goes out to get his shirt, speedo and flip flops. He sees it was the two of the bears. One is on his knees covered in cum and the other one is standing over the first having clearly just shot his load. Matt, feeling a little better about putting on a show, smiles awkwardly and says, “Did you boys enjoy the show?” The guys both say they did and how hot it was. Snake gets dressed. Matt slips on his speedo, shirt and flip flops, collects his things and walks back to their campsite for lunch. The bears keep talking about how fucking hot the sex scene was….”like out of an 80s porn” one says. The other says, “But he shot inside, so not totally an 80s porn.” The two bears laugh and agree. Matt realizes these guys aren’t judging him, but laughing with him. Matt’s anxiety about the situation slips away. The self-confident, preppy, good natured attitude returns. Matt turns and sees Snake watching him walk away. He smiles and waves at the man who just filled his ass with cum. They get back to the campsite. Matt grabs a burger and sits on a big rock next to Paul, who is on the ground. Paul smiles, leans his head on Matt’s leg, looks up and softly asks, “Used a condom this time?” Matt looks at Paul, who is smiling knowingly up at Matt, and says “Asshole.” Both boys laugh.

It’s been about a year since I’ve been off meds, and I just now have a viral load that’s detectable but viral load is still less than 100.

#7. Last, but definitely not least. He was huge, 6' 4" he must have weighed 300 pounds of solid muscle. His bare chest and arms were fuckin huge The kind of body you expect to see pulling a loaded transport! What he lacked in head and body hair he made up in classy arm, chest, shoulder, torso and back tattoos. His massive dick and balls were bald and at full 10" erection the top of his cock was a full length scorpion in strike pose. If I wasn't 'stung ' already there was little doubt it would happen soon. I begged for it a.s.a.p.! I couldn't believe the words coming out of my mouth. I waa so deeply lubed that his raw mammoth slid right in with only the tale sticking out. How Could such a huge cock in my hole feel so fuckin good? The fact it was raw and my hole had been so stretched were probably the factors leading to such awesome deep satisfaction. "I don't fuck easy." He groaned as he started to pound away. "Nothin to save me for as you're the last you sexy beast. " I managed to force out before every pile drive into me was knocking the air out of my lungs. This guy had no mercy ... and to be honest I suppose I had invited the abuse. I was just about ready to tap out, it was that or pass out, when he pushed in deep and howled as he unloaded. Half a dozen powerful spasms he managed the words "Fuckin pozin your neg hole bitch!" I've always loved the feeling of being bred .... I had no idea knowingly taking a highly viral poz load while negative and unprotected could be so much more amazing. And here I was flooded with poz cum. Holy fuckin shit! Everyone accept my generous sponsor and the perfect man who made such sweet love to me had left by this point. When #7 plopped out of my hole my sweet lover dove into my hole with his mouth. He feltched out a mouthful and delivered it to me with a passionate kiss. His rock hard raw cock was soon back into me. "Fuck you, sweet slut, that was so amazing to watch. You are such a fuckin cum pig. You must be radioactive now with all that poz cum up your ass. Amazing!" He then held his phone in front of my face, "The guys have been generous adding to your fundraising page, which only makes sense as you've offered your ass so freely." There was another $6,450's. I couldn't believe my eyes. My generous doner spoke next. "When is it you actually do this ride slut?" "Three weeks tomorrow. " I answered. "Excellent! As long as you get the fuck flu before the ride I'll double mine and the other guys donations. You come down with the fuck flu while doing the ride and I'll triple the total. Convert even the day after? Not another cent. Do you understand?" "Aw ... um ... I can't say I understand ... but I do hear what you're saying. Why would you do this? " I queried. "I just love games of chance , and watching you risk your negative ass is worth every cent. I've got more money than I know what to do with ... money flows like water for me ... why not?" "Damn, I'd love to raise that much money but I know it's hoping for a miracle. I've loved taking all these poz loads, but I'm really not chasing. I don't want to take sick. " Each morning until the ride I was relieved and amazed to wake up feeling great. My generous doner texted me every morning for an update. He'd made me promise 'no sex, you only get the extra funds if my guys knocked you up. ' It was hard especially when I felt like I'd dogged the bullet by not converting before the ride but I held to my word. While on the ride some of my regular fuck buddies were pissed I wouldn't play with them. Fuck, I was disappointed to miss out on the fun . Then the second last morning I awoke knowing my ship had come in and my luck had run out. My bed was a puddle of sweat and I felt like I had been hit by a subway train. I'd brought in a small fortune for the AIDS foundation, but I might just now need to turn to them for help.

That's natural and sexy. I want the boy to ooze my seed all day and then show me the mess in his underwear. Even better is a wet spot on the rear of his pants in public. I want everyone to know what I did to him.

I needed money. After finishing high school, I tried to hold down a couple normal jobs, at fast food places and the like. It just wasn't for me though. I can't stand routine. So I looked into alternative ways to make money. Online searches pointed me in one clear direction; I should make an Onlyfans. I always had guys staring at me. I literally could not go to the mall alone without guys clearly staring at my chest, ass, and god forbid I sit down in a skirt. I knew there were tons of creeps who liked me, so why not make a quick buck off of them? I started innocent enough, only showing clothed pictures. They were mostly skin tight things, and soon I put up a few shots of bikinis. Guys were clambering to buy my pics, and soon they were messaging me too. I'd get things like 'FUCK you're sexy' or 'Jesus I want to pound you', and the most common 'How much can I pay to see that pussy?' I had told myself I wasn't going to post any nudes, as I didn't want my face to get out there, but some of these guys were offering $100 for each pic, and I was lucky to get five bucks off the bikini pics. I tried to tell them no, and instead go further into kinky texting with them, but that just made them want it further. I now had a couple dozen guys promising me cash for nudes. Eventually I decided 'fuck it, my family isn't going to see me anyway.' and I took put up some nudes. Within days, I had made thousands. More money than I'd had in my whole life. This was the beginning of an addiction. Over the next several months, I got good. I knew exactly what to say to make a guy cum. I had practice with all my guys fetishes, and I was starting to develop some of my own. Even when I was away from home I kept my phone on me. I'd be riding on the bus while 8 guys were texting me what they wanted to do to my body. I had gotten so used to it, I don't think I could have lived without it. I needed these guys constant affirmation, and also their denigration. Past that, I also needed their money. I had gotten used to being able to buy whatever I wanted, and I sure as shit wasn't going back to the life of a poor young woman. My life started to change after a single event in a lingerie store. I had started to frequent this place to find more outfits for my fans. As I was browsing, I noticed this guy had entered, and was staring straight at me. I kept browsing, pretending not to notice. It was extremely creepy, but I also like the attention. Have I mentioned how I need guys constantly fawning over me? A few seconds later I look back, and he's still staring. Good, let him stare. I decide to bend over to view something on a lower shelf, which not-so-subtly lifted up the back of my skirt. I turn my head slightly to see if he's watching, and he is... coming over. He is literally walking over to me. I stand up straight. I was used to guys staring at me, and they'd often cat call me, but an actual conversation? I had spent so long texting, I didn't even know if I could hold a conversation in real life. Even in the occasional videos I made, they were always one way, where I'd talk to the camera. I tried to go back to browsing, hoping he'd walk past; but no luck. He walked straight up to me. "It's me, Dan, we chat all the time online.' I recognized him now. Not from his face, I have no idea what his face looks like as he only ever sent dick pics, but I only texted a few guys named Dan, and only one was a ginger. I hadn't ever seen an actual fan in real life. I have dozens of hardcore big spenders; even with that, the country is big, what are the chances any of them would live near me? "Oh, Dan, nice to see you." "Hey, you know this place has a back, right? How about you and I go over and do all those things we always talk about?" Dan asked. This was a definite no for me. My big secret was that I hadn't actually done anything with a guy, ever. I had gotten kind of good at pretending to give blow jobs, as I often had to suck a dildo in videos for guys, but I hadn't actually ever done that before. Also, Dan was a little crusty, and old. I tried to let him down easy. "No Thanks, I tend to get the most enjoyment from sexting." Dan was indefatigable. He said "Oh I know what you mean. I never cum from in person encounters." "Never?" I asked, skeptically. "A guy like you must get a ton of girls," (this was a lie) "and I'm sure you cum for some of them." "Nope" Dan replied. "I bet even you couldn't make me cum in real life." I tried to get him to back down by stepping forward so my lips were only an inch away from his face, then grabbing his crotch area. I could feel his raging boner. "Nope, not even you." Dan said. This fucking liar. "fine, lets go." I yanked him by his collar in the direction of the backrooms. I had never been, and I was surprised at how incredibly disgusting it was. Everything looked oily, like it was covered in an almost imperceptibly thin layer of bodily fluid. Unfortunately for me, I fucking loved being near other peoples bodily fluids. I pulled Dan into a room, shut the door, and immediately pulled down his pants. I was normally the sub in these fantasies, but this guy had pissed me off AND made me horny. I needed this cum. I pulled a bottle of lube out of my purse, worked it through my hands, and started going to town. I was trying to do get him to cum with the least amount of effort, as I didn't want to lose my BJ virginity, or worse, on something like this. Dan said "oh yeah, that feels good. But I'm going to need more than that." he started to reach for my skirt, but no, he didn't deserve that yet. I grabbed his hand and put it on my tit instead, then started passionately kissing his face. He smelt as bad as he looked, but I needed this man to cum. His breathing started getting louder and louder for a bit, but then it started coming down again. Fuck, I was losing him. I decided I had no choice now. I knelt down on the ground, grasped his prick with both hands (guys like it when it seems like you're struggling with the size of their member) and I started sucking. It was slow at first, only managing to get the head into my mouth, but as I got used to the taste I started pushing it further down my throat. After a few minutes, I had worked the whole thing in and I was starting to make the motions; up and down, while sucking and using my tongue liberally. Dan put one hand on the back of my head, holding me down. I could barely breathe, but I was so turned on by his dominance finally coming out. With my head so low though, I was at an odd angle to keep kneeling, so I had to stand my feet up and lean over to get a better angle. When I did so, Dan's other hand came in, grabbed me by a leg, and pulled my ass to him. He then reached his hand under my skirt and started feeling around my panties. "Fuck your wet." Dan said. 'Fuck me' I thought he's found my secret. "If you don't make me cum with your lips, you know what we'll have to use next?" He said, as he slid on finger under my panties. Fuck. I did not want to lose my virginity here. I started sucking faster, giving all my tongue and my hands into this blowjob. Dan stuck his second finger under my panties and started fingering my pussy. I let out a loud moan as he did. Without meaning, his prick somehow slipped even further into my throat so I was full-on deepthroating him. I couldn't even breath as he is rapidly sliding his fingers in and out of my pussy while his other hand is still slamming me down on his cock. Finally, I feel him expand. I know what that means. I let out a moan of ecstasy as he explodes in my mouth. I relish ever drop of that delicious, salty victory. "God damn. That was so fucking hot." Dan said, sliding back in his seat. He looked dead from the experience. I stand up, satisfied in myself, though also extremely horny. I can satisfy myself though, as normal. I move to leave, and I notice Dan's bag by the door. It was positioned on the only other chair, and oddly, his phone seemed to be popping out of the top. I look behind me; Dan literally looks like he passed out. I decide to take a peak and I pull out his phone. As I turn it around, I realize the camera is on. This mother fucker was recording the whole thing. What the fuck?!? Well fuck him if he thinks he can record me for his own profit. I quickly send the video to me, then delete it from his phone and leave. On the ride home, I find a spot in the back of the bus and watch the video. It is so fucking hot. I could barely keep from masturbating right there on the bus. Somehow, I make it home and do my business. Afterwards, I get to thinking though, this is high quality content. People routinely paid for videos where I was only masturbating, but where I actually gave a BJ? This could be worth a shit ton. I told some of my regulars the whole story and asked what the video was worth. From their replies, I gathered that it was worth a freaking lot. I set the price at $1,000, and within an hour I had a cool extra $30k in my bank. Just to be clear, that is $30,000. Like, I've earned more than that overall, but it normally took at least a few weeks to get that much. In one night? It was insanity. And more than that, one topic kept coming back from my regulars. They loved the blow job, but they really loved the whole idea of it. This guy, fighting not to cum, and if he can actually manage, he gets further with me? Even if I don't want them to get further/ It was hot. Guys loved it. Guys were willing to pay more for it. That started my next big plan. I gave my city (which I won't give here) and I told guys to send a pic and sign up if they wanted to take a chance. It wasn't prostitution, because I wasn't charging them; I was going to make money off the video sales. Obviously, many, many guys signed up. A lot of them sent pics, and most of these guys actually looked like of hot. Like they were fit, toned, and they probably thought that was what I was looking for. Unfortunately for them, I figured that good looking guys are probably also more experienced and therefore, can last much longer. I was afraid if they lasted too long, I might have to do something I didn't want to do. Something risky. So I was looking for the least attractive. The ones that were crusty and maybe old too. It helped that I had a huge fetish for nasty men. After looking through the pics of the uglier ones, I decided on this one guy. He was black, a little older, and he looked extremely thin. Like you could see way too many of his bones. He also seemed to have a few of these weird little black marks on his body. He would do nicely. I sent him a message, and we settled on a date and decided to do it in this dank motel nearby. I realized this could be putting myself in a bad situation though, as it is even less public than the lingerie store; if he tried to force me to do things, I didn't think I could stop him. I figured out how to get around this though; instead of making the video, then selling it later, I would make it a live stream. That way, if he tried to assault me against my will, my fans could call someone to help. The day of the event was only a few days later. I got there early, to set up. I opened my live stream to look at ticket sales. I had a good 30 people watching, each for $1,000 each! God I love money. I felt kind of bad though, as I was probably going to make this guy cum in 30 seconds. It wouldn't be nearly as good as the last one. I didn't have long to ponder this, as the guy finally showed up. I asked his name, but he said I should just call him 'Tim', and he made it seem like that wasn't his real name. He had this thick accent, so I assumed he was from somewhere in Africa. I asked "Okay, Tim, would you like get down to business?" Tim said "First, you sure you can make me cum?" "You like girls?" I reply "Yes." "Then Yes, I can make you cum." I said. "And that will be quickly, yes? Before we get to the sex? I do not want to put my babies in you." This was an odd line of questioning, but I answered "Don't worry, while I'm not on birth control, I assure you it won't get that far." I had brought condoms anyway, just in case it did of course. "Oh good, but birth control wouldn't protect me from all my babies anyway." I tilted my head at him, confused. He leaned forward to clarify: "You see, I have AIDS." I stood up abruptly. I was trying to think of a reply, of a way to get out of this, but I couldn't think quickly enough. He just looked at me and said "You said you would make me cum. You promised, even. Since you can't get my disease from a hand-job, why not try that? Surely there is no harm in it?" I looked at the laptop, behind which were dozens of guys who had paid to watch this, and to whom I would have to refund if I didn't go through with it. I decided fine, I would give him a hand job, as that was safe, then I'd be done with it. I motioned him to the bed. I was wearing a loose pink skirt with a tight pink top that accentuated by breasts. Tim took off his pants and underwear, then laid on the bed next to me. I got out a bit of lube and started stroking his dick. It was surprisingly large for such a thin man, and I started using two hands to get it all. After a few minutes of stroking, Tim reached over and started fondling my breasts. He was still outside the shirt, but when he tried to go in I swatted his hand away. He said "Come on, you want me to come faster or not?" which was sound logic, so I moved my hand back to his prick and he reached inside my shirt. Within seconds he was groping my tits. He had this way of moving his finger around my nipple that actually seemed, stimulating? I moaned a little. It was at that moment that I had a realization: I was incredibly horny. I thought it was fear before, and it was, but that fear had collected itself and somehow moved directly into my pussy which was SOPPING wet. I started getting more into the hand job, actually enjoying it now. "Come on, suck it." Tim said. But I didn't want to risk it. I didn't want to risk any of his toxic cum in my body, even my mouth. "No." I said "You can make due with this." "Well at least get closer, so you can use more strength." he said, as he pushed my body closer to his dick. As I was looking at it, I knew, I really, really, wanted to suck on it.. But I wasn't stupid, so I didn't. I did get close to it though, to better worship it's glory. As I did so, I inadvertently moved my pussy closer to his face. He saw the opportunity for what it was, and with one hand he grabbed my skirt and he used the other to reach in and move my panties to the side. Within about a second he had several fingers ramming into my pussy as I hunched over his dick. He was not being gentle about it either. It felt like he was cutting my insides, but that made me even hornierrrrrrr. Fuck it, it turns out I am stupid. I thought as I leaned forward and shoved his whole cock in my mouth. I will make this man cum if it is the last thing I do. He kept up the frantic pace with his fingers in my pussy as I kept my tongue and lips working up and down his massive shaft. He was moaning a little, but not as much as he should be. "Come on, why don't we take this further?" he asked. Was this guy crazy? No way was I taking it further. Technically this wasn't even fully safe. Vaginal would be suicide. I didn't reply, I just kept sucking, hoping he'd get there. Instead, he tightened one hand around my leg and used his other to start pulling my panties down my leg. I tried to close my legs, but it was far too late, I was too thin, and they came down easily. God damn it I thought. He better not try to stick it in. I was still on top of him though, so he couldn't easily do that from this position. I decided to keep my mouth on his prick for as long as it took, to make sure he didn't try putting it in other holes. As I was thinking that, he leaned forward and started pulling up my shirt, easing my arms through. When he tried to pull it over my head, it got stuck, as I was still trying to suck him off. I realized the problem though, and decided to stop for the second it took for him to get my shirt around my head. As I stopped sucking though, he pulled my shirt over my head, then grabbed my head and shoved his tongue into my mouth. I tried to fight, but he was strong and I was weak willed. I thought about yelling out the name of the motel we were at, so the viewers could send help, but fuck he was a good kisser. He moved one hand to massage my breasts, then he moved the other to start massaging my ass, before making it's way to my pussy again. By this point, we were sitting on the bed in a puddle of my making. He stops kissing me and moves his lips onto my neck, where he starts sucking. I go to do the same, but notice those black marks from before. He stopped sucking to say 'I hope you are not off put by my affliction. It is from my AIDS." He reminded me of it so casually, but I had already started viewing it differently. It was dangerous, but it was hot. I still tried to push him away, but he said "hey, hey now. You want me to cum? You know what really makes me cum?" I stop fighting and look at him. "Eating your flower." The way he said flower was 50% sweet, 50% creepy, and 200% hot. I figured that was safe, and apparently it would make him cum, so I accepted. I laid back and spread my legs. He moved his head between my legs and while making eye contact, started his tongue around my pussy lips. He was too good. Not good at hitting the right spots; he was an expert at not hitting the right spots. He spent several minutes circling around, refusing to enter or to touch my clit. I tried moving my body in a way so his tongue hit my G Spots, but he moved his tongue away, intentionally keeping me in suspense. "Please..." I begged "Oh, you see, now you know what it is to have Blue Balls." I finally realized he had done this on purpose. Brought me to the edge, so I couldn't think straight, but he refused to go over. He kept moving his head near my pussy, and I was following his mouth with my hips, trying to give him the right angle so he could dive his tongue back in, but he didn't. Instead, he slowly crawled up to meet my lips with his own. He kissed me and started stroking my hair. At this point i noticed two things: First, his mouth seemed to have blood in it. Was that from me? Second. his dick was now only inches away from my pussy. He said "You know, there is a way we can cure both our blue balls..." "I don't want AIDS. Or any babies. Please?" "Don't condoms protect against all babies?" I figured that was true. They aren't perfect protection, but also, FUCK. I NEED THAT DICK. I reached behind the bed and pulled out a condom. He unwrapped it and put it on, then slid inside of me. My GOD did it feel good. I had never felt anything besides a dildo and that had nothing on the real deal. I started moaning loudly. I was so ready to cum. After he was in, and I was moaning like a cat in heat, I expected him to pick up the pace and start railing me, but he didn't. He started extremely slow. At first, I thought this was a sweet thing, to make sure I was ready, but after a significant period of time, he still hadn't picked up pace. I started trying to pull him up and fuck me faster. I tried to move my body down to increase the friction, but he wouldn't budge; and he kept me still. He said "You want me to fuck you?" "Yes" I begged. "Well there is one other thing that would help." "Anything, as long as you keep the condom on." I replied. "Okay, well I have a fetish. I like to be in control. Complete control." He got off me, and I felt a void as his dick left my pussy. He reached down into his bag, and he brought out a couple pairs of handcuffs and a blindfold. "No." I said, flatly. "I'm not stupid." "Oh okay, well that is good for you. I'll just leave them here in case you change your mind." Tim said, as he placed them next to me on the bed. He then got on top of me again, and slowly started teasing his dick into my hole. I started moaning ravenously, edging him onwards. I needed him to enter me now. All of him. I started begging "please. please. fuck me." "Oh, you want me to fuck you, well first, lets try these." He picked up the blindfolds had placed beside me and he moved to place them over my head. I didn't stop him. I could always take them off if I needed. As soon as they were on, the world went dark, and he finally fully entered me. Oh god he entered me. I felt his dick hitting spots I didn't know I had. He started slow at first, but started getting a little faster. As he did, I started moaning harder and harder; I could feel myself building towards an orgasm. I couldn't see or hear anything outside of this orgasmic lust as he started hammering me. Then I hear a click and I feel something close around my wrists. I move to remove the blindfold, but whatever is holding my wrists is too strong and my hands are pulled to the side of the headboard. I realize too late they're his handcuffs, and my hands are firmly trapped on either side of me. I yell out the motel name, and ask someone to come get me. Tim says "I don't know if that was a good idea..." he then pokes his penis back inside me. "besides which, I don't think it will matter at this point." His penis feels AMAZING. Like, it had felt good before, but now I can feel it's heat, I can feel my skin vibrate with the friction as he comes in and out. I start moaning, but then I realize why; he wasn't wearing a condom. "Wait," I gasp, breathless from the pleasure. "Please... condom..." "No." Tim replied. "It's far too late for that. You're a slut forever now." Tim finally picked up his pace as he started hammering my pussy. I tried to close my legs, but it was of no use, I was too weak and far too wet. I started screaming in pleasure. I could feel an orgasm coming. He started choking me. He said "No bitch, you don't cum until I do." but that just drove me crazy. He went into overdrive, thrusting his bare cock into me. I begged one last time "Please don't give me AIDS!" but his breath was ragged now. Between grunts he said "Oh no bitch, I've got a crazy high viral load, and your insides are all torn up. You're a goner for sure." At that, my body went into a wild orgasm. I started screaming in pleasure. Tim went into overdrive, thrusting his bare cock into me. I felt it expand, then Time left out a huge moan as he exploded inside me. I felt squirt after squirt of his poisonous cum coating my insides. I couldn't say anything for at least another 30 seconds though, as I was waiting for my own orgasm to subside. Finally, Tim pulled out of me and crawled off. When he did, all I felt was the emptiness. Fuck, did I want him back already? As if on command, I felt him return. "Hey baby." He said, except, there was no accent now. I couldn't tell before because of the blindfold, but this wasn't Tim. I panicked and tried to get out again, but this time I heard Tim's voice to the side. He said "I told you, you shouldn't have told them the name of the motel. Now they will show up and expect a turn. You did not really think they cared about your safety, did you/" The new guy already had his prick out and slid it into me, bare. "Nah bitch, I told you over text, you're a cock sleeve. Now you finally learn your place." The new guy started fucking me like Tim, hard and fast. After only a few minutes, he came inside me. Within seconds, someone else had taken his place. I couldn't believe this was happening to me. I was supposed to be safe? And now I had some 30 guys cumming in me in one night? I was almost certainly pregnant, with HIV, and some number of other STD's. Dear God, what have I done? At some point in the night I passed out. The next morning, I woke up and realized my hands were free. I pulled off the blindfold, but everyone had left. My laptop was still recording the live stream. I could see myself on the screen approaching it. I was covered in semen and blood. I closed the stream and considered what to do next. I wasn't sure how to feel. It was orgasmic, painful, terrifying, and somehow, I wanted it to happen again? I didn't know how to feel. I didn't get a chance either. Two days later, my mother called. One of my 'regulars' had sent my whole family the video. I hung up. I don't know what to think of that. A couple weeks later, I got the worst flu of my life. I then tested positive for HIV, and several other things. The night had probably ruined my life, but god was it fun, maybe even, freeing?

I get gono and chlamydia all the time. Especially gono, I get tested every three months and I think I had gono in my mouth or my butt for at least the past six tests. Occasionally syphilis, like once a year maybe. You just get used to it. But get tested! It seems like they aren’t many symptoms unless you have it in your dick and I don’t penetrate so I usually can’t tell I have anything.