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poor Josh - his uncle has been such an asshole not to speak to him any longer now he deserves to treat his guy differently!
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No, fuck, I can't believe it at all! I woke up just what, 30 minutes ago, with a vivid dream memory. A wet dream, where my probably soon-to-be fuckbuddy would have texted me saying "you foolish, I know you're the poz one, we sexted here on breeding zone since July 2022 and had no guts to say who I was. Stop your meds please and do what you told me you wanted to do in messages" And now, I open breeding zone finding a story like this, very similar... I even can't say it's my virus talking to you and vice-versa, as you're neg! Now waiting for part2 with conversion, if any. Fuck, I must get up and have an unplanned sheet change!
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Yeah, that's it: into a democracy, you vote the person or group who best represents your way of thinking. But if there are two candidates and one is worst than the other, you choose the one closer to your ideas, running the risk of a fail. I'd lie saying that some figures aren't carismatic and have a good ability to attract masses. But they seem to talk to your instinct, not your head! Politicians represent us, it's true but in this particular moment it's very difficult. If you vote and the election goes to the opposite side, you don't feel represented; if you vote, your candidate succeeds, and doesn't do what they promised doing rather the opposite? You're screwed. If you don't vote because you don't feel represented by anyone? You submit to others' decision and, guess... you're screwed again. Talking about liberals and conservatives, I hardly define myself totally liberal. And I'm far from conservative! For example I'd accept to prohibit Internet access to haters and fake-news spreaders. I'd introduce a sort of "driving license" for the net, which should be updated every 6 months to be able to actively participate in social media, and so on. But it's practically BULLSHIT as if a politician gets it, they can have their own criteria to decide what and if, it becomes censorship and it's the end. This kind of mindset is the one sponsoring autocracy, so even talking like this in theory, having seen the worst of the worst around me, I'd stay much much far from people promising such stuff.
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Let me say that I'm fed up about all of this "binarism" in reasoning. Computers are programmed to get "zero" as false, "one" as true; but human race? Why? Saying "if you're gay you can't be republican" or vice-versa, yes. Most republican politicians are homophobic, but what do you do if current democrat politicians have a weaker position about conflicts, for example? This world is mad, unstable, because every one feels to be in the right side of history. Sorry I might sound complicated, I'm a little feverish Life is complex, and we can't say a person is bad or nice labelling their political orientation. With this, though, I feel uncomfortable seeing there are LGBT people addressed towards politicians who are homophobic. Not for people's ideas BEYOND sexuality, but because it means choosing the least relevant damage for the country you live in. "He's homophobic but is promising to do his best to stop war" for example... It's not the politician, it's the world going more and more crazy. Then, promises are election campaign promises! And believe me, here in Europe we are not better than you in the US.
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I'm honestly scared by extremes. Be it right or be it left, extremists are toxic because they think their own way of thinking and acting, is the only one valuable, good, NORMAL. I'm scared by politicians saying hetero/christian is the only way acceptable, or hetero/muslim/jewish... But, on the other hand, even the atmosphere of "you can say nothing" isn't less scary. I mean: when someone criticizes a movie or book or whatever, and there are always others behind his back saying "you're racist/homophobic/whatever". When the critical opinion is mostly based on how the product has been built. If you produce a story based on England's history, why having a black actress interpreting Queen Elizabeth? Or why having a white actress interpreting Whitney Houston, let's say... This is marketing, not inclusion; this is not being "liberal". Today's way to face discussions is frightening me a lot, there seems to be the necessity, no, the urge, to always be one against the other. And this brings to conflicts. With or without weapons. Always saying "it's the left / it's the right's fault", if things are ending up like this, if racists, homophobes and soever are forcefully taking their space and have lots of success, it's not only their violence. There might have been extremism acceptance to our side too. My 2 (unrequested) cents.
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just a hug. I know this kind of feeling, yes. When you lose someone who meant a lot for you, your mind is full of regrets. I should have done, have said...
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From Pastor to Pozzed Hole
PozTalkAuthor replied to Heir2012's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
I love it! And having maybe a closure with part 50 (at the most 51) would be the same number of Dominic's conversions. 50th is Will, plus 51st is Lewis. I also love the characters' parts, beyond sex; I always say this, BreedingZone is mainly centered on sex but stories with just ass, dick and cum, then sound monotonous (for me, at least). -
Nice evening but no action (yet). Lots of talking and allusions: former fuckbuddy is 6 years younger, my partner is 6 years older, so I said "I'm privileged, I'm in the middle". Pleased to reconnect with him and an addition to our sex life is not excluded at all! I wasn't explicit but just told him "hope you don't mind we're a serodiscordant couple, if we ever play". Who's the poz, who's the neg", I said "if you guess just looking at us, the one you call 'neg' will be the first to top you, in case of play." He replied "you, of course, you're the one who looks less sex crazy". I'm still grinning.
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Former fuckbuddy texted me: "hey it's been ages! Miss your company. And seed." Me: "life has changed but let's meet for a drink. Then we'll see". Intention to introduce my partner and talk about my status eventually as if he ever becomes my (our) fuckbuddy, I don't want to hide any longer.
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hey sexy! Pleased to notice you looked at my profile yesterday. We have similar tastes in fantasies, let's message sometimes!
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Your profile mentions a story called "We Have To Talk." Did that ever get posted on here? I'm intrigued about what goes on in that pervy brain of yours.
Glad you liked the Conversion Club story. It was awesome to write. I have another one here:
I wrote this one as well, but it got pulled down from this site: [think before following links] [think before following links] https://barebackfan.bdsmlr.com/post/45219022
We first exchanged messages about a year ago. I hope you're still interesed in sharing some HIV gifting/infection chat with a willing neg bottom guy after this long delay.
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yeah of course I'd be interested in chatting with you about dirty poz gifting fantasies. I wrote you about one year ago but then you told me you had little time, so I didn't bother you any longer.
I read the story you mentioned about, "my boyfriend's poz support group"; and, "we have to talk"? Yes it's in the "bugchasing and gift giving fiction" area.
I am also writing another one "Our status, our state" but it's still unfinished, I have a lot of work to do and less time for writing stories.
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"We Have To Talk" is really good work! Nicely done, stud. I love that your neg partner is cowriting the story. That's so fucking sexy! Congrats. I have a poz husband (irony has entered the chat...) and he's really phobic about sharing his virus with me. It is what it is.
My interest in bugchasing started back in 1999 with a really hot story called "Joey's Conversion." It's about a neg guy that gets invited to an orgy, but half of the participants are unmedicated poz. That story has fueled my fantasies for a very long time. Back then, there were lots of poz guys who had wasting syndrome from the HIV meds. I have a huge attraction for veiny poz guys to this day. I used to go to a sex club and hunt out wasted guys who had lost their ass muscle tone, because they were so fucking hot to fuck.
I have a meatotomy from when I had a PA piercing and stretched too quickly. I enjoy having my cock and balls slapped around. I also enjoy urethral sounds. I love to feel my pisshole stretch when a big sound goes in. Would love to get my pisshole stretched huge.
I'm a total bareback bottom, so using my cock to fuck a hot hole isn't in the cards. I can still cum, but I find ruined orgasms pretty erotic. When I have a hot guy breeding my hole, my cock doesn't get touched, and I like it that way. And of course, pervy poz talk and some mild humiliation gets me going.
If I lost erections due to anti-androgens or hormones, I wouldn't be mad. I've wanted big areolas and nipples for as long as I can remember.
Are there some themes here we can work with?
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My 11th poz anniversary is coming closer and closer - 3rd May 2024. Who could even guess I managed to make peace with my status, back in 2013!
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It's been very difficult to embrace my new condition, it took many years. But now I can talk about it without feeling shame.
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I am happy that you found peace with it!
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I have closed many awful chapters in my life so it makes no sense to look back
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Been ages I didn't hear from you! And... Poor Brian, this guy Will, is stealing his chaser boy!
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Somebody to be mine forever.
PozTalkAuthor replied to Scanbu's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
And the poz family grows! -
From Pastor to Pozzed Hole
PozTalkAuthor replied to Heir2012's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
Oh, well, of course a spin-off would be great - with Peter gifting, for example but now, concentrate on finishing this one. It's almost 2 years you're on it and I know how much efforts a story takes. -
I had planned to go on with "our status, our state" story today on BreedingZone; but waking up I realized my fingers are here for something else. Finger myself? Finger my partner? That has been the first option but, speaking of art, my 10 fingers are for playing piano. Sex stories have a lower priority at least for today.
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I want to make you bleed, slut. Using my nails to scratch your ass walls.
You're so loose, simple friction doesn't work to poz you up.
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I have a sloppy hole that needs toxic juices to make it better
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Need to cum in you then push all toxic seed into you, by fisting you deep
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Definitely the best one! Sounds like a new gifting couple formed. Ready to spread the love.
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Tomorrow's a special day for me and a couple Breeding Zone users; I won't mention you, if you're still around you just know why. Long life to us 😘
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Oh WOW! 02nd April - 2 years I'm here! I wanted to April-fool all guys around Breeding Zone but my partner didn't agree so I gave it up. Meanwhile I finally switched to Senior Member.
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I think human race has a serious problem: the desire to trap each other in pre-defined models without considering that a model is a starting point, not a goal to achieve. Like when you create a new blog or document in a computer; you have several layout to start from, but no one prevents you from changing the layout completely and use the main model just as a basic inspiration. A guy here has centered the point: "you must have common interests beyond sex" and I thank him for this statement. It could be obvious, but it isn't that much. That's why I have accepted to be psychologically abused for years: I concentrated most on sex and on that "rescue" attitude I have, rather than developing a really healthy relationship with him. After what happened with my so-called "monogamous" relationship with the cheater who pozzed me, I resigned to the models again: "monogamous is hetero love, gay love is open". I would lie if I tell you it wasn't good sex then; in pre-pandemic times my ex and I had great sex with some regulars, I enjoyed it; no questions asked and no condoms, him on Prep, me Undet, fuck it. Then our mutual poz fetish revelation came, several issues -including pandemic- and all events made me realize I've lived with a fuckbuddy, not with a boyfriend. A fuckbuddy I was rescuing from a miserable life. And now? With my current partner we are closed, but aren't at the same time. I mean, we haven't had sex with others, at least not arriving to anal penetration, but we have not promised to be sexually faithful to each other. Only promise has been, "if you get the chance go for it but be careful" - especially me to him, as I don't want him to get pozzed. And not by strangers. For the rest, we have our occasional on line flirts, dirty messages here and there but no interest to go for it in real, at the moment.
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This one should go into "chemsex fiction" I think; I suppose moderators are going to move it in the right section
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Pozzed on Twitter
PozTalkAuthor replied to bentover4u1972's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
Oh, damn!!! The bottom's Twitter approach description, seems my ex! And, my ex -the abuser- has took so many risks, but he was on Prep then. Yeah, it starts like this: you go, explore fetishes, then take the right path for you. Anyway, in that case I heard from other people that he's now positive but, at least, it wasn't me. I wish it went like the story described here, for him! And that poz life changes his abuser attitude. -
Somebody to be mine forever.
PozTalkAuthor replied to Scanbu's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
Go on - I love romantic stories! -
Am I really that weird ?! Obsessed and affraid
PozTalkAuthor replied to IntoBBvisitor's topic in General Discussion
I'd just tell you, avoid him like a deadly poison he could blackmail you in worst way. -
this doctor is the best - "do you want HIV?" ...No, I meant, do you want to include HIV test
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To be just more precise, I've NEVER been a bug chaser. I have had gifting fantasies since 2010 -still neg then- but did not intentionally search for HIV, it happened in worst way. Now my thoughts are "I maybe should have taken my destiny in hand, deciding by myself". I didn't.
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True.
I didn't decide to get HIV but I could have kicked my ex out when I discovered he continuously cheated. I have not searched for it but I let things happen, like I couldn't avoid them
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At least your part of poz brotherhood
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true but it took a lot of time to embrace it.
