Pampix

My sexuality is completely identical to this but induced through having cuckolding relationships with women what made me a total gay bottom in the end. Some straight men should be careful for what they wish for... :) Makes me perfectly happy now , being limp all the time and mainly orgasming by anal. My sexuality shifted to my ass as also my sexual arousal manifests itself now by some tingling in the head of my penis (that indeed works as a clit now..) and some tingling between my balls and asshole (perineum). And the moment of no return was the first full body orgasm I got and when being fucked.

You are one of the lucky bottoms, not every bottom achieves anal/prostate and or full body orgasms. Lots of bottoms need to be stroked when being fucked to cum at least if they can stay hard when being fucked. I could only stay hard when I was very young when being fucked so between my 16 and beginning 20 years old. Then it became more and more difficult to stay hard. The revelation was when I had my first anal orgasm without touching and with a limp penis. My boyfriend with whom I experienced this at that time liked it very much that I stayed soft when being fucked. So we had always sex in that way and Iet us say that this way of having sex became confirmed and rewarded through the anal orgasms I experienced then. After that period I almost never got hard again when having sex. Your body and brain learns that it does not need an erection to cum anymore. Also these anal and full body orgasm were also much more powerful then my previous orgasms obtained by stimulation of my penis so the confirmation was even more powerfull. In the almost 20 years of this practice I noticed also an evolution. In the beginning I got more a kind of prostate orgasms with an ejaculation, semen running out of my limp penis what my lover liked vey much seeing the proof of what he did to me. With age and through medication my prostate shrinked and it became more difficult to cum and when I came there was less semen and it became more clear. Now especially when I get fucked by a longer/bigger penis I get more and more dry orgasms as you describe but are more full body orgasms that can last sometimes for a minute or more and make as you describe my anus twitch automatically. When you get older it becomes more difficult to cum through anal because your libido decreases but I solved this by being in chastity in between fuckmoments. I do not regret at all never getting hard again. Sometimes I use the head of my penis as a female clit by massaging it with a circular motion when being fucked with my thumb what works even with a limp penis. For me this is the holy grail at least if you are and want to be for ever a total bottom. Have fun with it! :)

Full, empty or half-full bladder as a bottom to have an anal orgasm? What is your experience?

What is the best position to NOT stimulate the prostate?

What is the best position to get seeded as deep as possible?

My experience with dry orgasms: I reacted on this post 2 years ago. I am in the mean time already for 13 years exclusively a bottom. After my first anal orgasm more then 10 years ago I was hooked to this wonderful experience and this is since then the only way I cum. Also since then I never masturbated in the classic way by stroking my penis and I am also most of the time wearing a chastity cage what makes me feel better regarding the genderdisphoria I have. By not using it, chastity and I suppose also because of my age (52 years) I also never have erections anymore and in the mean time my ejaculate is also less then in the past. However to my surprise I experienced quite some changes in the last year since I have a new boyfriend. Our relationship is different then the previous ones, he is a much more quieter and calm type of man and we have sex in another more "zen way" then I was used before. In the past myself and my lovers had sex "to cum". With my new boyfriend we have sex to connect and feel close together and in a less animalistic way. Sex is much slower, calm, controlled and takes longer, he is also quite athletic for his age and has quite some stamina. Instead of stimulating my prostate he stimulates my second sphincter much more then what I was used to till then, but without giving much pressure on my prostate. He has a quite long, but thin penis what makes this possible and he also takes the lead in the way he angles his penis in me when he makes love to me. Most of the time he also stimulates my nipples that became very sensitive since we have regular sex. Mostly we have sex in missionary and cowboy position. I am sure it is not only the physical parameters that make the difference but also the psychological chemistry between us. He is not especially dominant towards me but he makes me surrender totally to him. Since we are together I almost never ejaculate anymore when having an orgasm when being fucked by him. These orgasms come without a build up or warning starting small as a kind of deep vibration at the base of my spine followed by waves though my hole body and my ass starting to twitch what then mostly makes him cum in me. Luckily we are both clean and can have bare sex. It ends with my legs start trembling and then my body that becomes completely limp. While this wonderful sex I only have some precum but no semen comes out. The only semen that comes out of me is his semen the day after out of my little hole but mostly it gets absorbed in my body what makes me happy. I wish everybody could experience that :)

When my parents were on vacation when I was 12, my older sister, that was then 17 years did diaper me before going to bed the first night my parens were away. I did not want to be diapered by her and wet the bed the first night. The second evening I could not refuse and she was talking very softly to me and I got an erection when she was rubbing me down there with lotion as she thought it had to be done as she was used do when she was babysitting for smaller children. She looked curious and surprised to my little stiffy and smiled. She closed the diaper and we went watching some tv before I had go to bed. I was sitting next to her in only my diaper and a t-shirt and she wondered if I still had an erection. She touched the front of my diaper and felt that I was still excited and I automatically opened my legs a bit. She then simply continued to watch TV without looking at me and started to rub on the front of my diaper. I felt a very special feeling and almost passed out when I orgasmed in my diaper. The following days I was very willing to be diapered by her :)

Once after I had received a royal load on a date I encountered a female girlfriend of me on the train going back home. We were sitting next to each other and on certain moment she whispered to me with a funny face: " This is strange, I think I smell semen". It was the strong smell of the semen that was leaking out of my ass into my underwear from my date that I had earlier.. It was embarassing but arousing also. Maybe it was also arousing for her... :)

I wear a chastity cage to make it clear that I am a bottom. Most gay guys understand that! :) Having quite a loose ass I can not hold any buttplug in for a certain amount of time, it falls out...

Being looked at wearing my pink chastity device making it clear that I am an available bottom! :)

Hey, do other bottoms here also have clear/watery semen when they cum? I am in the case having Low T and having had a vasectomy and also having tried femnising hormones in the past. I noticed that quite some tops like that when they make me cum. I looks like a more neutral substance as the ordinary white semen. Othe guys here having this experience? Thoughts?

The use of a chastitycage is one of the best ways to learn to have handfree orgasms as bottom, prostate and full-body orgasms. It helps to shift your sexual focus point from your penis to your ass. It is also the way to stay horny and wanting to be available for your top. I wear Holy Trainer V5 (copy) most of the time and the few moments I am not wearing I really miss it... This sexual shift also induced that when I see a nice guy I do not get a hard-ons anymore but feels tinglings between my testicles and ass. The sunbonscious signal of my body that it wants to be bred. I also noticed that a chastitycage is much liked by so-called straight men (that are mostly maried and never get blown or are aloud to do anal with their wife..) I think they like it because some of them are afraid to be confronted with a (erected) penis, and that they would be more confronted with their gay activity...

I have been in a cuckold relationship for many years with my grirlfriend. Not having PIV sex with her and mainly being a bottom with other men. She was mostly having 2 times sex with her boyfriend a week and knowing that sperm can live up to 5 days in the vagina of a woman I liked very much the idea she was most of the time around me with living sperm in her of another man... Now I am also frequently around her with living sperm in me! 🙂

I lke very much your quote and have the same feeling/idea on it: "It was just so erotic to me that all of these strange men over time have not only left there DNA inside me but also physically reshaped my body permanently into a breeding cumslut. I absolutely love that I have been altered by men..." . In the beginning of having gay sex as a bottom now and then I did not was aware of this. I was then theorethically "BI" but not havig sex with woman for some time. So in the period only having sex with men only as a bottom my body, mind and sexuality got reprogrammed... The revalation came after two weeks of daily sex with a gay cpouple on a vacation in Greece. That was the first period I developed a loose ass and liked it very much, being available and having been body-modified by these guys... Also receiving their DNA must have done something... Since then I only got aroused by men and never touched a woman again!