Pampix
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Being a bedwetter since ever diapers came also with me to the summercamp for the night. I was always the last one to be put to bed to be diapered by one of the leaders of the group. First is was a girl but being anoyed because I got a stiffy when she diapered me one of the fellow leading guys started to diaper me. They made fun of me but that guy that must have been around 18 years old. He was nice and gentle rubbed each day the diapercream a little deeper on and in my but after a few times he diapered me. After one week or so that he penetrated my butt with more then one finger he pressed his penis against my ass and it went right away in me. He started moving and I heared his breathing accelerating while I was experiencing a very nice feeling in my tummy. He came then in me and called me a good boy and diapered me up. In the morning I felt a sticky substance in my diaper being his semen and I smelled at it and also tasted it and was not bad at all. It was a smell I did not know because I did not have ejaculations at that age. In the following week he also sucked several times my little penis but finished each time by cumming in my bum. I am sure that it was on that camp that I linked diapers and sex and discovered gay sex that would be my sexuality for the most important part of my life. I did not have psychological issues because of that or I did not feel used, I felt pleasured and loved and wanted to do that also for others. My parents were amazed that I got so enthusaistic for summercamp...
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Being looked at wearing my pink chastity device making it clear that I am an available bottom! :)
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Hey, do other bottoms here also have clear/watery semen when they cum? I am in the case having Low T and having had a vasectomy and also having tried femnising hormones in the past. I noticed that quite some tops like that when they make me cum. I looks like a more neutral substance as the ordinary white semen. Othe guys here having this experience? Thoughts? -
The use of a chastitycage is one of the best ways to learn to have handfree orgasms as bottom, prostate and full-body orgasms. It helps to shift your sexual focus point from your penis to your ass. It is also the way to stay horny and wanting to be available for your top. I wear Holy Trainer V5 (copy) most of the time and the few moments I am not wearing I really miss it... This sexual shift also induced that when I see a nice guy I do not get a hard-ons anymore but feels tinglings between my testicles and ass. The sunbonscious signal of my body that it wants to be bred. I also noticed that a chastitycage is much liked by so-called straight men (that are mostly maried and never get blown or are aloud to do anal with their wife..) I think they like it because some of them are afraid to be confronted with a (erected) penis, and that they would be more confronted with their gay activity...
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I have been in a cuckold relationship for many years with my grirlfriend. Not having PIV sex with her and mainly being a bottom with other men. She was mostly having 2 times sex with her boyfriend a week and knowing that sperm can live up to 5 days in the vagina of a woman I liked very much the idea she was most of the time around me with living sperm in her of another man... Now I am also frequently around her with living sperm in me! 🙂
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I lke very much your quote and have the same feeling/idea on it: "It was just so erotic to me that all of these strange men over time have not only left there DNA inside me but also physically reshaped my body permanently into a breeding cumslut. I absolutely love that I have been altered by men..." . In the beginning of having gay sex as a bottom now and then I did not was aware of this. I was then theorethically "BI" but not havig sex with woman for some time. So in the period only having sex with men only as a bottom my body, mind and sexuality got reprogrammed... The revalation came after two weeks of daily sex with a gay cpouple on a vacation in Greece. That was the first period I developed a loose ass and liked it very much, being available and having been body-modified by these guys... Also receiving their DNA must have done something... Since then I only got aroused by men and never touched a woman again!
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As a bottom it does not matter to me. But sometimes it matters to the top especially if he can make you cum only by fucking you without touching your penis as a bottom. When my boyfriend makes me cum like that and sees me cum over my belly because of his fucking it gives him a kick of feeling powerfull that he triggerd that. It is my personal theory that most tops have more testosterone then bottoms and therefore are more horny so I think that it is logical that as a bottom it is better to cum less and stay horny to satisfy your top. With age I experience taht how older you get the more the psychological and emotional aspect is ore important then the biological aspect to orgasm.
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But it would be definitly be a very erotic view!
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Being a total bottom and almost only able to orgasm through anal the second ring is the holy grail in my opinion where the semen of my lover belongs! For me indeed this is the door to deeper connection in an emotional way. The stimulation of the second ring is in my experience also necessary to have a full-body orgasm or sissygasm through anal sex. Every body is diferent and my anal cavity is maybe less deep but with a penis of at least 6 inches and in missionary with my legs up my lover can enter my second ring just with the head of his penis but that is what counts. When douching with a seringe or the use of a suppository to clean out my experience is that it contracts your anus and make it shorter for some limited time what makes stimulating the second ring more probable. Getting bred past the second ring is of course the way to keep the cum of your lover as long as possible in you, if he cums before it s going to leak out what I also like being the proff that I was inseminated. In my case having a loose as my second ring is the way for my lover to have enough stimulation to be able to cum in a faster way because I am not so tight (anymore...). To reach a full-body orgasm I need to be fucked for a much longer time and having been in chastity for some time what mostly only works when my boyfriend already came once before that day. However I had my first ful-body orgasm with a top with only a 4 inch dick but that was quite curved and fully touched my prostate. The second time it was wit a BBC with an 9 inch dick. Once you get to know your body it works also wit more average dicks! 🙂
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I ment with managing, how to be clean and ready most parts of the day for your top and not having issues with your ass. For the moment it is OK but daily timing is sometimes not so easy to have a nice clean boypussy... Almost standard is that every morning he gets rid of his morning wood by fucking me. Wake up with a lubed finger in my ass is something I like very much. It is quite a nice moment to start the day and practically I am always clean inside the first moments I wake up. Once I have been fucked everything wants to come out in the next half hour but that is quite manageable. Later in the day It is not so simple to be always ready and clean. On holiday we like to have sex with each other when we get back to the hotel in the early evenening and sometimes one time more before sleeping. Keeping him happy with blowing him is a solution but I like to much anal...
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Feeling happy through frequent take-in of semen in your ass?
Pampix replied to Pampix's topic in General Discussion
Hey guys, thanks for yout thoughts and answers! Maybe you are right that it is all in the head. I must admit that being a sub, I like it very much that I am under the authority/influence of my top-boyfriend and that it goes further then only our interaction with each other socially and sexually on the moment itself. The fact that his semen stays in me after have been bred is something that I like very much in an emotional and psychological way. It gives me the extra idea that I belong to him because of me knowing his semen stays in me for some time. The idea of belonging to a guy and In my case aldo to be available for him is something that turns me on. Our first times together we were using condoms but we both wanted to go bare asap and I then started to take PrEp for the 3 months we waited to have a descent bloodtest. We also went together to the doctor and I thought this was also quite romantic in a certain way being a kind of comittment to each other. On that moment the doctor also prescribed PrEp for both of us. Taking then PrEp everyday gave me also the special feeling that I did this for him to please him, and also as my daily comitment to him. I am really curious if receiving semen has an influence on my mood. The test would be that we would use condoms again and see if I would feel different but I do not really want to do that and my boyfriend would not like at all but it is an idea! 🙂 -
For the moment I am having almost everyday two loads of semen in my ass from my loverboy. Apart from the fact that I like him very much I am experiencing a kind of bliss that in my opinion does not come only by our relationship and nice sexual activities but also from the cum he leaves in me and mixes in the chemistry of my body and interacts inside of me. I experienced this for the first time many years ago in the beginning of my gayship when I was for several weeks on holiday in Greece and was seeded daily by a gaycouple. After the vaccation I felt depressed and had the impression it really was caused because of the lack of daily cum I did not receive anymore. I then thougt I was imagining this but I am experiencing this again... Anybody else having this experience, feeling?
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How do you manage as a bottom your ass if your top wants to fuck you everyday or even more then once a day? I have since several weeks a new boyfriend. It got serious between us quite fast and we decided to go bare after we both got tested. Everything feels good and natural and we both embrace our role in our relationship. He is quite masculine but gentle and matches very well with my more soft submissive nature. I also love it that he takes the lead to have sex with me and like it very much that he considers me as his sexual playground and I really want to satisfy hem as much and as good as possible. Only he engages almost every day 2 times to fuck me. I enjoy this very much but I ask myself how you manage this longterm?
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When I was around 6 with my babysitter. I was a bedwetter and my new babysitter diapered me before going to bed and I felt something strange happening with my little penis when she closed my diaper. I was aloud to sit on the couch with her and watch some tv with her before going to sleep and I felt with my hand on the front of my diaper to try to explore what was that strange feeling. She saw it and passed her hand on the front of my diaper to see what was happening there. She rubbed several times over it and i had my first orgasm...
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Being addicted and always seeking to have an anal orgasm my experience is that it is ideal to have a blader that is half-full. Because I think it makes that there is the needed extra pressure on the prosate to enhance the thrusting of the penis of the top against it. With a full blader the feeling to need to pee disturbs the feelings of being fucked and can make that you have to stop being fucked to go to pee or even worse that you start peeing al over.. With an empty bladder it is almost impossible for me to have an anal orgasm.
