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No I feel more feminine as being a total bottom, but however I like and have to be in control of the situation for some practical and safety reasons but try to do this in a subtle way . Yeah we can not get pregnant as a bottom but we have in my opinion a kind of inevitable aspects that have been mostly concerns that woman have to deal with. So there is a kind of practical female aspect to it next to the emotional and sexual aspect that some bottoms experience or perceive as being female mainly because of society traditional roles... It does for me and I like it. The more "practical" female aspects are in my opinion the fact that you have to prepare yourself to be penetrated by cleaning and stretching your ass a little and lubricate it what with most woman is achieved mostly by foreplay. You also have to be careful and responsible towards your body, mostly also comparable for women, they have to be careful not to get pregnant more then their partner that fucks them because it is their body that can get pregnant and not their lover and we as a bottom have to be careful not to get HIV. As we have almost 15 times more chance to HIV then a top we have to be more careful as women do. Taking every day PreP give me a bit the same ritual as woman that takes every day birth control pills. After so many years being a total bottom my sexuality shifted completely to receptive anal sex needing being penetrated to cum also as a woman. After sex I have to deal with the semen of my lover leaking out my as also as a woman has to deal with. Also the interaction of being led makes mee feel more feminine being mostly not the initiator in having sex. Being fingered, held strongly, pampered, turned over, led to suck my lover, etc. However after all the years my body feminised in my perception quite spontaneously by my sexuality shifting from being protrusive penis-centered to receptive centered as is standard in a biological way for woman. I feel also having spontaneously increasingly less male power and attitude the more I have been in the passive bottom role in the passing years without especially wanting to be (consciously) wanting to fit in that role. So no I feel not masculine as a bottom!

Because they get what they do not get (anymore) from their wife. Because it is [banned word] in their conscious or inconscious mind. It empowers them especially if they have a dominant wife at home that they can spread their semen as a real man without any obstacles in another being. Being sucked, pampered, aloud to fuck you in the ass. I regularly get the remark that get better off and have greater orgasms with me then with their wife what is a great compliment for me. My experience is also that straight men like a more feminine bottom and I like to be touched more as a female what makes it a great match for me with so called str8 men and makes them also more comfortable in my experience.

The day I could not get hard anymore of any sexual (visual or bodily ) stimulation but felt tingling between my balls and ass when seeing a nice dick and only be able to cum through anal. The moment my sexuality completely shifted from my penis to my ass. After the first time I had my first anal orgasm and almost passed out.

My boypussy in different aspects of use :)

I wear always my cage (a pink holy trainer) when going to gay-sauna's or parties. It makes my sexrole very clear being a total bottom :)

My sexuality is completely identical to this but induced through having cuckolding relationships with women what made me a total gay bottom in the end. Some straight men should be careful for what they wish for... :) Makes me perfectly happy now , being limp all the time and mainly orgasming by anal. My sexuality shifted to my ass as also my sexual arousal manifests itself now by some tingling in the head of my penis (that indeed works as a clit now..) and some tingling between my balls and asshole (perineum). And the moment of no return was the first full body orgasm I got and when being fucked.

You are one of the lucky bottoms, not every bottom achieves anal/prostate and or full body orgasms. Lots of bottoms need to be stroked when being fucked to cum at least if they can stay hard when being fucked. I could only stay hard when I was very young when being fucked so between my 16 and beginning 20 years old. Then it became more and more difficult to stay hard. The revelation was when I had my first anal orgasm without touching and with a limp penis. My boyfriend with whom I experienced this at that time liked it very much that I stayed soft when being fucked. So we had always sex in that way and Iet us say that this way of having sex became confirmed and rewarded through the anal orgasms I experienced then. After that period I almost never got hard again when having sex. Your body and brain learns that it does not need an erection to cum anymore. Also these anal and full body orgasm were also much more powerful then my previous orgasms obtained by stimulation of my penis so the confirmation was even more powerfull. In the almost 20 years of this practice I noticed also an evolution. In the beginning I got more a kind of prostate orgasms with an ejaculation, semen running out of my limp penis what my lover liked vey much seeing the proof of what he did to me. With age and through medication my prostate shrinked and it became more difficult to cum and when I came there was less semen and it became more clear. Now especially when I get fucked by a longer/bigger penis I get more and more dry orgasms as you describe but are more full body orgasms that can last sometimes for a minute or more and make as you describe my anus twitch automatically. When you get older it becomes more difficult to cum through anal because your libido decreases but I solved this by being in chastity in between fuckmoments. I do not regret at all never getting hard again. Sometimes I use the head of my penis as a female clit by massaging it with a circular motion when being fucked with my thumb what works even with a limp penis. For me this is the holy grail at least if you are and want to be for ever a total bottom. Have fun with it! :)

Full, empty or half-full bladder as a bottom to have an anal orgasm? What is your experience?

What is the best position to NOT stimulate the prostate?

What is the best position to get seeded as deep as possible?

My experience with dry orgasms: I reacted on this post 2 years ago. I am in the mean time already for 13 years exclusively a bottom. After my first anal orgasm more then 10 years ago I was hooked to this wonderful experience and this is since then the only way I cum. Also since then I never masturbated in the classic way by stroking my penis and I am also most of the time wearing a chastity cage what makes me feel better regarding the genderdisphoria I have. By not using it, chastity and I suppose also because of my age (52 years) I also never have erections anymore and in the mean time my ejaculate is also less then in the past. However to my surprise I experienced quite some changes in the last year since I have a new boyfriend. Our relationship is different then the previous ones, he is a much more quieter and calm type of man and we have sex in another more "zen way" then I was used before. In the past myself and my lovers had sex "to cum". With my new boyfriend we have sex to connect and feel close together and in a less animalistic way. Sex is much slower, calm, controlled and takes longer, he is also quite athletic for his age and has quite some stamina. Instead of stimulating my prostate he stimulates my second sphincter much more then what I was used to till then, but without giving much pressure on my prostate. He has a quite long, but thin penis what makes this possible and he also takes the lead in the way he angles his penis in me when he makes love to me. Most of the time he also stimulates my nipples that became very sensitive since we have regular sex. Mostly we have sex in missionary and cowboy position. I am sure it is not only the physical parameters that make the difference but also the psychological chemistry between us. He is not especially dominant towards me but he makes me surrender totally to him. Since we are together I almost never ejaculate anymore when having an orgasm when being fucked by him. These orgasms come without a build up or warning starting small as a kind of deep vibration at the base of my spine followed by waves though my hole body and my ass starting to twitch what then mostly makes him cum in me. Luckily we are both clean and can have bare sex. It ends with my legs start trembling and then my body that becomes completely limp. While this wonderful sex I only have some precum but no semen comes out. The only semen that comes out of me is his semen the day after out of my little hole but mostly it gets absorbed in my body what makes me happy. I wish everybody could experience that :)

When my parents were on vacation when I was 12, my older sister, that was then 17 years did diaper me before going to bed the first night my parens were away. I did not want to be diapered by her and wet the bed the first night. The second evening I could not refuse and she was talking very softly to me and I got an erection when she was rubbing me down there with lotion as she thought it had to be done as she was used do when she was babysitting for smaller children. She looked curious and surprised to my little stiffy and smiled. She closed the diaper and we went watching some tv before I had go to bed. I was sitting next to her in only my diaper and a t-shirt and she wondered if I still had an erection. She touched the front of my diaper and felt that I was still excited and I automatically opened my legs a bit. She then simply continued to watch TV without looking at me and started to rub on the front of my diaper. I felt a very special feeling and almost passed out when I orgasmed in my diaper. The following days I was very willing to be diapered by her :)

Once after I had received a royal load on a date I encountered a female girlfriend of me on the train going back home. We were sitting next to each other and on certain moment she whispered to me with a funny face: " This is strange, I think I smell semen". It was the strong smell of the semen that was leaking out of my ass into my underwear from my date that I had earlier.. It was embarassing but arousing also. Maybe it was also arousing for her... :)

I wear a chastity cage to make it clear that I am a bottom. Most gay guys understand that! :) Having quite a loose ass I can not hold any buttplug in for a certain amount of time, it falls out...