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A little over a week ago I was plowed deep by a hairless, bald muscle god in a gay sauna in Lisbon, and though I normally handle his size cock very well - it was a bit like a Red Bull can size - I have to get time enough to adjust my inner rings and intestines to accommodate a nice cock. Unfortunately, the width of his cock wasn't the problem but he plowed past the second ring inside and I did not get it adjusted, so it hurt and I was grunting and yelling across the room with all the cubicles. Not that I cared for getting noticed, but I wanted his cum so much, I let him continue his hard drive until finally he shot his big load right deep inside of me. I was once in Amsterdam, ass up in the dark room and got plowed almost continuously by bare fuckers who came and made my ass open up nicely and the cum acted as a great lubrication... no pain whatsoever and some of the cocks were huge... I love it when there is little or no pain, because I know I can last a very long time getting gang banged... so I got it there by at least half a dozen or more tops... So to answer the question... No pain no gain? but I rather be without pain and last much,much longer and get much, much more loads shot deep inside of me.

A little over a week ago in Lisbon... so horny and went to the Sauna Trombeta... always pretty good. Did get some cock but no loads in the beginning... some were covered - not my favorite. At the end I walked the cubicles and found an all body smooth and bald muscle god, cleaning his cock and he clearly took an interest in me, so I walked into a cubicle opposite and a few seconds later he followed me in. I immediately started to suck his beautiful still limp big cock, but soon it was getting up to a good hard size.... Not quite beer can thick but a Red Bull can size. I dropped back on my back and lifted my ass up with my hands. He then started to spit on my ass and pushing his finger, then two fingers into my ass and working it loose. Seconds later he pushed his cock deep into my ass and started pumping it... but I wasn't too comfortable in this position so I turned onto my knees, ass up and he quickly resumed plowing his now really hard cock, balls deep into my ass. With his hands on my lower torso he pulled my body hard against his cock and drove it very hard and deep inside of me. Quite hurtful, but I wanted him so much, I just got very loud for anybody on the floor to hear me probably. I didn't care. After a couple of minutes, maybe 3 or 4, I heard his breath go very hard and soon I felt him shaking and grunting and I knew I was getting a big load deep up into my ass. When he pulled out he started to wipe his cock but I quickly turned and sat on the bed. Felt it getting wet from the big load leaking out of my open ass. I immediately started to take his cock which started to get slowly limp again and cleaned it up for him. Damn, that was a great end of the evening. Later I saw him at the showers and I thanked him profoundly and he asked if I enjoyed it... Hell yes ! Would not mind another one of his loads. He asked if I was from around Lisbon but I said that I could only have that night... To bad, he had to go... maybe another time... Yeah, I sure hope so and maybe for a longer session.

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Love getting recorded, but it needs to be not showing my face... [think before following links] https://thisvid.com/embed/8862385/

I would say that my progression to a full blown cum slut, wanted to be whored out and used is at a point that I cannot live without. Saunas so far are my go to places... I haven't had the chance to special breeding parties, but I hope to add this to my list of venues as well... In a private session with a friendly couple I was filmed and that was a definite added bonus. But I prefer larger groups. I am an exhibitionist and love group sex, so I love being watched and having other guys join in. I have this insatiable need for feeling the need being used. Verbal interaction between the tops - what a cum dump I am, and that I should get loaded up and used as a filthy cum collector is driving me crazy by the thought alone already.

Depending on the meaning of wrecked. If you wanted your ass all puffy and stretched... yes great. But if I think of wrecked, I interpret it as torn and bleeding and hurting, inards as well, in such a way that continuing getting gang banged is no fun anymore.... I would say not good.

I've heard stories of bottoms complain that after a certain amount of cocks their whole feels wrecked. I can imagine this when condoms are used. That's why I have bareback sex. I was once in a sauna on all fours taking cock and load after load, and my hole was a wel oiled cum flooded receiptive cave. With my ass muscles I was working hard to milk the many tops' cocks to orgasms. I could've gone on for hours.

Every time I went barebacking in the sauna, I would get an awful cold, sore throats and fever. But every time tested came out negative. Bareback taking cumloads of someone with a normal flu would also get you sick, so not necessarily hiv+. Stil negative to this day, but stil taking loads no questions asked and no prep.

Ask any adrenaline junky; base jumper, etc... what drives them... why they are addicted to a dangerous sport.

There is no trying... This is more addictive then cigarettes, sugar, coffee or any of the hard drugs... I know I can get addicted extremely easy, so I stay away from hard drugs. Bareback - no loads refused sex is all the drug I need.

Go there and there will be no way back... Taking loads is so addictive, you soon find you want more and more... The thrill of 'danger' will give you another edge of kink and sluttiness. Your story path is one many of us already walked... Myself included.

As it has been mentioned before... Taking anonymous loads is very addictive... there is no way back.

And probably because my hole is like a very well lubricated garage, even though I can use my muscles to massage the cock inside of me. So no tears and blood...

I think I had a lot of 98%... 😁

Just for the record... If you're going to a party or sauna, with dark rooms; If you're a top and you don't want to catch anything, you take your pill and suit up. If you're a bottom and you don't want to catch anything, you take your pill and shut the fuck up, or better yet; you have no business being there. Sorry, it's quite simple - no rocket science. When I'm ass up on the bench, I'm basically saying; "fill it up please"...

Same here... and absolutely take all loads bare of course. If the vibe is right, I might softly let the top know and that I'm poz friendly and would love to hear him verbally... Be it in role play or real doesn't matter... I'd start of neutral, like: 'yeah, shoot your hot load, deep inside of me...' And moving more distinctive: 'breed me' and 'get me pregnant' 'give me your babies'

Porn first , then visiting bookshops and saunas... slowly it was not so much the barebacking but the need to feel used and the need for cum inside of me that made me the cum junky. I crave the anxiety that comes with being negative and getting fucked bare to get filled with lots of anonymous loads of cum deep inside of me.