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So my last load was this past Sunday at the Fair in East Elmhurst NY. For the past two weeks I have been on a roll and managed to get 17 guys to fuck me and 15 gave me loads. Five of those were complete anonymous glory hole loads. The last one though, number 15 at the Fair was insane. So this year I started really explore my spiritual journey and spirituality in general of all sorts and stumbled upon some demonic mediations on YouTube. I don’t know why, but when I do those, action usually follows. Not all the time but often enough to question if there is a connection. My last load was one of those moments. The place is really busy, but nothing really was vibing. I managed to snag a booth where the videos keep cutting out. So I’m getting bored and said screw it. I’ll do a meditation for sex, ad if nothing else, rub one out before I go home. So after starting on that it gets really hot so I cracked the door open to cool off and this hot 6’2” black dude pushed his way in. I didn’t see him at all prior to this btw. As soon he’s in and closes the door, he whips out a monster of a dick and instantly drop to my knees to blow him. Managed to suck him for minute and he pulls back and says I’m going to fuck you. I look up at him and says it again that he is going to fuck me so I’m like have at it. I lube him and myself up and take the position. For as big as he was he worked it in quickly and gently and let me get used to him inside me. Then he picks up the pace and went up to a solid pounding. At this point we are in complete darkness as the tv went out so it really heightened my senses. The poppers helped with the effect as well. Now he’s beyond my second ring and it hurts a little, but not in a bad way, and he picks up the pace again. He pulled as far back as he could with out pulling out, the slams it as far in as he can and did this 5 times in a row and started letting out that all to orgasm groan and floods me . Then he pulls out and I asked him why me? He simply stated that he just knew that he would be fucking and breeding someone, and with that he just walked out and left me ridiculously full .

As a bottom verse I love the chance to fuck another bottom. I get what he’s craving so I try to give him a great time as well as a nice load.

Definitely in my late teens. I figured out that out before I figured out being gay.

At this point I would say definitely over a thousand. I have had thousand of loads but many repeats from the same guy or fuck bud so I’m trying not to count those. When I think about it it’s pretty wild that I could fill to capacity a smaller broadway theater with all the guys who came in me

This more than just my last load because for the first time in my 20 years of taking loads I managed to have 5 different guys breed me, one guy for each night last Monday through yesterday, Friday. I’ve had that many in a night, actually more, but this was the hottest, most pleasurable and sluttiest week I’ve ever had. It’s been nothing but a real confidence booster to my psyche as well. Being a bareback cum dump isn’t for everyone, but it’s what I am and I’m really a peace with it. Cheers.

I like both but I really go for the random encounter. There’s a lot of duds but when they hit it’s powerful to one’s body and psyche

This happens often so at one place I go to, I try to pick a dark booth (where there is no tv or video playing) for that very reason. I’ll just unlock the door and get into position

There are less and less places but there is nothing better than taking an unknown dick in my hole and let them use me life a flesh light.

I always liked it a little rough and more and more I like it to hurt. Having a sore ass after being fucked is great but I don’t want any internal damage so it’s a challenge to find the right guy. Exterior pain is different. I like it more and more

You don’t really feel it. Some times if the top stops and is completely still and shoots a big load I can feel it. I can feel it sorta if the top cums a lot and keeps fucking/pumping. I’ll feel the difference in friction and warmth. You will feel it afterwards and that really is the best part. Also, as my body absorbs some of the load, I just get into this wonderful mood. OP, this is already in your head so the sooner you do it the better you will be. Plan for it with prep and doxy prep. And find the right guy. Don’t rush but do it. When I was your age the AIDS crisis was full on and I was too scared. I didn’t take my first load and go completely bare until a little over 20 years ago. This is way to powerful, emotional and profound to repress. Best of luck.

I managed to get back here about 10 days ago. A Wednesday after work and so many new faces. A lot of ts girls workin too. But I managed to hook up with two guys and with one we literally fucked each other for like 2 and a half hours and swapped loads. Completely drenched in sweat. The booth looked like shower stall after long steamy shower.

So for the last 4 weeks I’ve been getting involved with really hot anonymous hookups, which has lead to some intense booming for hours afterwards. Yesterday was the opposite. I didn’t jerk off for like 5 days so I gooned all night Sunday. But I was still horned as fuck so after work I stopped at the ABS closest to home. I had no interest, desire or intention of getting off. I just wanted to be a total cum hole. The place is pretty full of guys but not much action going on. I end up locking eyes with some dude in his late 20s and totally unkempt, like he spent the whole weekend in the basemen playing games. He sees me looking and he hops in to a glory hole booth so I jump into the adjacent one. He pushes through a beer can sized dick that looked amazing. It wasn’t long but oh so thick and dripping precum. I didn’t even bother to blow him. I just added some spit to his tip with my tongue. Took a hit of poppers and backed on him. He worked in and started pumping and came in an about 2 minutes. He stayed hard inside me and started again. This time he went for about 15 minutes and flooded me again. In that time I realize he came buckets because everything was getting really sloppy. I just took it while never touching my dick in any way. So now it’s getting a bit rank so I had to tidy up. This guy literally just gave me a cum enema. So once I tidied up and come back i see that that he is still stroking so we go into a larger booth together. Spins me around pulls my clothes down and works back in, bends me over and grabs me by the hips. He starts pummeling me for another 20 minutes. In that time I didn’t exist. I was high on poppers and just a real live flashlight for him to fuck into. And this time he came buckets. Cum was pouring out of me and down my legs. He just pushed me out of the way and left me there with the door open. I ran out of napkins to clean up so I just went home my clothes dripping cum. I have never been that degraded in a hookup like that, just something to be ejaculated in and discarded. Total worthlessness. It was so profound. Im going to try to do a repeat tonight.

It’s really like a casino. Sometimes you hit , mostly miss lol. It last Friday was a hit for sure.

I haven’t been taking loads is much lately as I getting big into meditation as I’ve been feeling empty wasting so much time on hookups. Last Friday I was feeling super horned and a little depressed so I stopped at one the video stores and slut in me is so glad I did. It was slow at first but eventually a guy comes in who really wasn’t my type. Turns out he stripped completely and was hanging by a booth with a solid 7 inches hard. So I hop in the adjacent booth and blow him at first , and then turned around and let him breed my ass through the glory hole which he did for a good 20-25 minutes before blowing his load inside me. After he left I found another guy that wanted me to blow him and he asked me if he could nut in my mouth. I said I’d rather you nut on my ass and bent over for him. He starts jerking furiously and Instead of blowing it on my ass, he pushes his cock head into my hole and nuts inside me. Now I’m so turned on, I go into a booth by myself and start stroking one out, when I was getting close I head more people outside so I went for a look. Saw a hot guy in a hallway corner and he motions me over and I start blowing him. I noticed others were watching but just kept working on him. He gets me off my knees and has me bend over the chair. I figure he’s gonna fuck me but instead he motions to someone else I really can’t see at all and that guy fucks me. He was pretty big too. So he s grunting and cums fairly quick. And then another guy comes up and fucks me. He took longer, about 10 minutes of very hard fucking. He was not as big but still a great fuck and then he nuts in me. So now it’s the guy who I was blowing to fuck me. But he won’t. Says he doesn’t want to catch anything as he just watch two strangers breed me. So I said ok. And he went to jerk off to a porn movie. I said when you get close , let me know and I’ll finish you off. So I start walking around for a bit and kinda forgot. Then out of the blue he comes back. I was gonna get down on my knees again but he bends me over pushes in and cums on the third thrust and just leaves. So I get dressed again and found a booth with a decent movie to watch and just got really high on my poppers and rubbed out a load. I never even bothered to woo up or anything. Just went home with all the cum soaking my clothes. so much fun

I’ve been bottoming raw for the last 20 years, so I figure conservatively that’s 2500 loads. Many are repeats for sure so I’m thinking true body count is somewhere between 600-900 different guys who fucked and. That’s just in my ass. Could add another 600 just for my mouth. zero regrets