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My best was 9 loads by 5 guys the first time I went to The Fair Theater in 2016. A week and a half ago I had 5 guys and 5 loads at Sinderella on a weeknight. Which is the best night 9 years since. 2-3 loads are the most common when I’m out at a theater. Even if I have a one on one hookup, I’ll try to find another load that day or within 24 hours. When the day comes that I do become poz, I never want to know who really did it. I’ve always felt this way to be honest even before started taking loads.

Since I posted here in early November I can add another 25 guys to the list. Crazy.

A little over 30 years ago, I made the decision to let anyone who wanted to fuck me, to do so. And it was 20 ago that I embraced bareback sex and within weeks after that, started to let guys cum in me. I’m still hiv neg as of 11/17/25. I did end up with neurosyphilis which gave me some vision problems, now mostly resolved, but if I had to do again, I would. The only difference is I would have tested more. Once you start, you’ll know soon enough if this your place to be in life. Never have regrets. For me, it’s been the right choice. The only regret is I’ll be stopping soon as I’m in my late 50s and figured I’ll have stopped by 60-62.

Yes, a bottom definitely can go into heat. I certainly am. Ever since mid October-ish I’ve been taking loads non stop. The only break was thanksgiving and last weekend.

I’m either 7 or 1.

It’s so hard to say. I’m pretty sure I had at least 2,000 loads in my ass. Probably more like somewhere between 2500-3000. Figure 40-50 were repeats so maybe 1500 different dicks. For every dick I took in my ass I proabably sucked 3. So I’ll go low and and say 4000 dicks? I’d put a dick in my mouth as easy and almost as much as shaking someone’s hand.

So my last load was this past Sunday at the Fair in East Elmhurst NY. For the past two weeks I have been on a roll and managed to get 17 guys to fuck me and 15 gave me loads. Five of those were complete anonymous glory hole loads. The last one though, number 15 at the Fair was insane. So this year I started really explore my spiritual journey and spirituality in general of all sorts and stumbled upon some demonic mediations on YouTube. I don’t know why, but when I do those, action usually follows. Not all the time but often enough to question if there is a connection. My last load was one of those moments. The place is really busy, but nothing really was vibing. I managed to snag a booth where the videos keep cutting out. So I’m getting bored and said screw it. I’ll do a meditation for sex, ad if nothing else, rub one out before I go home. So after starting on that it gets really hot so I cracked the door open to cool off and this hot 6’2” black dude pushed his way in. I didn’t see him at all prior to this btw. As soon he’s in and closes the door, he whips out a monster of a dick and instantly drop to my knees to blow him. Managed to suck him for minute and he pulls back and says I’m going to fuck you. I look up at him and says it again that he is going to fuck me so I’m like have at it. I lube him and myself up and take the position. For as big as he was he worked it in quickly and gently and let me get used to him inside me. Then he picks up the pace and went up to a solid pounding. At this point we are in complete darkness as the tv went out so it really heightened my senses. The poppers helped with the effect as well. Now he’s beyond my second ring and it hurts a little, but not in a bad way, and he picks up the pace again. He pulled as far back as he could with out pulling out, the slams it as far in as he can and did this 5 times in a row and started letting out that all to orgasm groan and floods me . Then he pulls out and I asked him why me? He simply stated that he just knew that he would be fucking and breeding someone, and with that he just walked out and left me ridiculously full .

As a bottom verse I love the chance to fuck another bottom. I get what he’s craving so I try to give him a great time as well as a nice load.

Definitely in my late teens. I figured out that out before I figured out being gay.

At this point I would say definitely over a thousand. I have had thousand of loads but many repeats from the same guy or fuck bud so I’m trying not to count those. When I think about it it’s pretty wild that I could fill to capacity a smaller broadway theater with all the guys who came in me

This more than just my last load because for the first time in my 20 years of taking loads I managed to have 5 different guys breed me, one guy for each night last Monday through yesterday, Friday. I’ve had that many in a night, actually more, but this was the hottest, most pleasurable and sluttiest week I’ve ever had. It’s been nothing but a real confidence booster to my psyche as well. Being a bareback cum dump isn’t for everyone, but it’s what I am and I’m really a peace with it. Cheers.

I like both but I really go for the random encounter. There’s a lot of duds but when they hit it’s powerful to one’s body and psyche

This happens often so at one place I go to, I try to pick a dark booth (where there is no tv or video playing) for that very reason. I’ll just unlock the door and get into position

There are less and less places but there is nothing better than taking an unknown dick in my hole and let them use me life a flesh light.

I always liked it a little rough and more and more I like it to hurt. Having a sore ass after being fucked is great but I don’t want any internal damage so it’s a challenge to find the right guy. Exterior pain is different. I like it more and more