Hole4u

I was there once before the pandemic on a weekday afternoon/early evening. That place was kinda quiet, but damn I do get laid 4 times and 4 loads collected. I need to take a trip back. What’s it like these days?

I fought it a long time when I was younger. I’m so glad I did take the plunge and be my true self. You will too. Just go at your own pace and on your terms. Peace and love to you

All of this is true at this stage of my sexual being. I not only can admit it to myself, but I can fully embrace being a cum dump.

Yes, but not while they are high or if the seem not capable of making decisions.

You’ll find some meetups on sniffles, but nothing like the parties in the city. I’ve tried for years to have a bareback night at adult vid store but now everyone pretty much plays bare anyway. Would still be fun though.

My best was 9 loads by 5 guys the first time I went to The Fair Theater in 2016. A week and a half ago I had 5 guys and 5 loads at Sinderella on a weeknight. Which is the best night 9 years since. 2-3 loads are the most common when I’m out at a theater. Even if I have a one on one hookup, I’ll try to find another load that day or within 24 hours. When the day comes that I do become poz, I never want to know who really did it. I’ve always felt this way to be honest even before started taking loads.

Since I posted here in early November I can add another 25 guys to the list. Crazy.

A little over 30 years ago, I made the decision to let anyone who wanted to fuck me, to do so. And it was 20 ago that I embraced bareback sex and within weeks after that, started to let guys cum in me. I’m still hiv neg as of 11/17/25. I did end up with neurosyphilis which gave me some vision problems, now mostly resolved, but if I had to do again, I would. The only difference is I would have tested more. Once you start, you’ll know soon enough if this your place to be in life. Never have regrets. For me, it’s been the right choice. The only regret is I’ll be stopping soon as I’m in my late 50s and figured I’ll have stopped by 60-62.

Yes, a bottom definitely can go into heat. I certainly am. Ever since mid October-ish I’ve been taking loads non stop. The only break was thanksgiving and last weekend.

I’m either 7 or 1.

It’s so hard to say. I’m pretty sure I had at least 2,000 loads in my ass. Probably more like somewhere between 2500-3000. Figure 40-50 were repeats so maybe 1500 different dicks. For every dick I took in my ass I proabably sucked 3. So I’ll go low and and say 4000 dicks? I’d put a dick in my mouth as easy and almost as much as shaking someone’s hand.

So my last load was this past Sunday at the Fair in East Elmhurst NY. For the past two weeks I have been on a roll and managed to get 17 guys to fuck me and 15 gave me loads. Five of those were complete anonymous glory hole loads. The last one though, number 15 at the Fair was insane. So this year I started really explore my spiritual journey and spirituality in general of all sorts and stumbled upon some demonic mediations on YouTube. I don’t know why, but when I do those, action usually follows. Not all the time but often enough to question if there is a connection. My last load was one of those moments. The place is really busy, but nothing really was vibing. I managed to snag a booth where the videos keep cutting out. So I’m getting bored and said screw it. I’ll do a meditation for sex, ad if nothing else, rub one out before I go home. So after starting on that it gets really hot so I cracked the door open to cool off and this hot 6’2” black dude pushed his way in. I didn’t see him at all prior to this btw. As soon he’s in and closes the door, he whips out a monster of a dick and instantly drop to my knees to blow him. Managed to suck him for minute and he pulls back and says I’m going to fuck you. I look up at him and says it again that he is going to fuck me so I’m like have at it. I lube him and myself up and take the position. For as big as he was he worked it in quickly and gently and let me get used to him inside me. Then he picks up the pace and went up to a solid pounding. At this point we are in complete darkness as the tv went out so it really heightened my senses. The poppers helped with the effect as well. Now he’s beyond my second ring and it hurts a little, but not in a bad way, and he picks up the pace again. He pulled as far back as he could with out pulling out, the slams it as far in as he can and did this 5 times in a row and started letting out that all to orgasm groan and floods me . Then he pulls out and I asked him why me? He simply stated that he just knew that he would be fucking and breeding someone, and with that he just walked out and left me ridiculously full .

As a bottom verse I love the chance to fuck another bottom. I get what he’s craving so I try to give him a great time as well as a nice load.

Definitely in my late teens. I figured out that out before I figured out being gay.

At this point I would say definitely over a thousand. I have had thousand of loads but many repeats from the same guy or fuck bud so I’m trying not to count those. When I think about it it’s pretty wild that I could fill to capacity a smaller broadway theater with all the guys who came in me