sleazysub

Hi guys, I only just noticed the ff section here. I wondered if anyone can help. I can take a fist but want to learn and develop more intense, longer, depth and width play. I have been told about adding CBD into my jlube etc but I wondered if anyone has any knowledge and experience with CBD? How does it work, is it any good etc? Also, any other advice on other easy to get enhancements and things to add to relax and open more?

I just added it to another thread, but here it is:

I have copied this from my lost in the chasing section… At the weekend I had a really sleazy encounter. Really intense, sleazy and fucking hot and i cant stop thinking about it. I took 4 loads at a sauna and met a guy and we went off to a private area. It was seriously hot. He came in me and carried on fucking and got me to sniff poppers, then he started stretching me and really aggressively fingering me. We were both really into it and thats what makes it hot. Then I heard him rummaging in the bin and I heard the snap of rubber. On turning round he grinned as he was scooping up loads from used rubbers out of the bin and putting them in me. Its the fact he just knew I was a pig and the fact he just started doing it and got off on putting spunk in me got me really going along with him which makes it so hot. We didnt even exchange details for a follow up which is disappointing and also hot at the same time. also, doing it has made me want more.

I am in Berlin soon from the UK. Neg take all loads. Really into dont care status or poz guys. Hungry greeedy hole.

Uk Sub in San Francisco in three months time. Looking to go wild. Looking to make contact with dom tops for fun times. Neg, open minded, no loads refused.

Uk sub bottom here. Heading to NYC and looking to make contact with breeders, especially gifters. gym build, early 40’s, total bottom. neg, have stopped prep, hoping to leave with a gift or two.

Fucking hot thread. UK sub here into this big time if anyone is out there

Holy hell. I need to be used abused and destroyed like this. So need the next chapter

nice

Hey, i can feel the trauma in the post. My take, ignore any pressure of how a relationship should be. Follow your's and his urges. Why are you judging him. You liked it at the time? Life is way too short for regrets, be happy and most of all, be you.

any links? i am especially interested in videos that carry on beyond the slam and the sex after, they seem to be almost non existent 😞

It goes a little hazy here for a while, but I recall sending messages out to loads of guys on NKP asking for them to cum inside me and rape me and use me. I know some where incoherent, almost like I had loads to drink, but I hadn’t. What I do recall is two men by me, one was fucking me and the other looking. I can still see the guy fucking me now, youngish, really slim, sexy, baseball cap and I couldn’t really speak or move much, but I was looking up at the mirror on the ceiling, above me, and watching a raw dick go in and out of the hole in the mirror. Now, I know it was me, but at the time, I didn’t see it as me, so hard to explain. I have no idea who they were, where they came from etc. All I recall is just wanting cum in me like never before. The other guy was stood by the side of me, his dick hard and just talking about what was going on. Then the guy whose house it was came in, and I recall him saying outloud, he hasn’t met anyone from NKP before and I just recall these grins in a sort of twisted way. Next I heard, he is negative you know and he said he likes guys off meds. What are you, and I recall the words positive and don’t take meds. I recall being so incredibly horny and wanting to be used, not caring about what would happen, just so long as they would really use me, be rough and help give it to me. This bit is so vague, but I recall the other guy underneath my ass whilst the other guy was fucking me and I think he may have been putting chems inside me. I just don’t know….. i will carry on later 🙂

Section 2: This is all true and from my memory banks and i have typed it as i recall it. In the porn there is a guy being pissed on, then I see, fucking and fisting, I say to him, I want to do it all. Slow down, one step at a time he says. He puts on a harness and tells me to put on a pair of boxers that he throws at me. He then tells me to play with his nipples as I am sat on the bed, out of control, rocking around, badly, desperately wanting to be raped like never before. I want to be raped, bred and poz so bad. He orders me to get onto the bed on all fours and then he rips the boxer shorts off me and enters me with his thick cock. He asks me if I have ever met anyone of Nasty Kink Pigs and I say no, you are the first one. He chuckled. He tells me that he is inside me, bare, and asks me to concentrate on the ridge of his thick cock as it enters me and leaves me, and enters me again. I see the porn and see the guys being used, randomly cutting to different very hardcore scenes and I see it as me. He tells me to turn over, he tells me I am very hyper and need to relax, he puts my legs over his shoulders and tells me to play with his nipples hard. He tells me that the harder a play with them the rougher he gets. He tells me that I must relax more. That’s it he says as my legs relax, when your legs relax and flop, your arse opens up he tells me. I play with his nipples. The harder I play with them, the more forceful his thrusts. I say the more i do this the nastier you are aren't you? Please put your hands around my throat I beg. Not yet he says, he says feel me inside of you and focus on it. He then fucks me like a demon and then stops, I am not sure if he came inside me, but he says to me, you need a drink. He hands me a drink and says, you must drink it all. I drink it fast as the T is making me very thirsty. Good boy he says. Now, your pictures on BBRT, can you unlock all and set to public he says and I comply. Now, I want you to get in my sling and I am just going to talk to my room mate who has just come back. I get in the sling, he straps my ankles to the restraints, he passes me a phone with the page open on Nasty King Pigs, and then says I will be back shortly. I am in the sling, I look at all the guys local and start to send messages out begging them to use me. My hole hungry and empty and I want to be bred and used and raped like never before. I am watching the hardcore porn in the sling, wishing I was the guy being fucked by a group, wishing I was the one being fisted. I notice a camera running, but I don’t care. Then the T feels like it is wearing off as a wave of calm and uncontrollable relaxation washes over me and I feel amazing but very relaxed, VERY relaxed. Let me know if you want me to continue.

i am in the story, this is real

I had smoked T before and I knew that it made me wild, it took me to my core and made me want to be used, abused, surrender and please. One day, my dreams came true and I met a serious player who gave me my first slam. This is a true story. We had exchanged messages on NKP. He knew what I was about, 100% sub, and up for most things and wanted to be slammed and thoroughly used, but I was scared. I had told him that I wanted somebody to poz me, but I wanted it to mean something and be memorable and into group. I found myself uncontrollably walking to his, I knocked on the door and he answered, in a went, took off my shoes and he started chatting to me. He told me that he had got all we needed and we should go downstairs. A sling was in the corner, mirrors on the ceiling, and around the bed and a camera in the corner. Oddly I didn’t care about the camera, I was in the mood where I needed to be abused, taken from and ruined. He showed me how to smoke, and showed me where the crystals were. I smoked a little and took on board his instructions to inhale slowly and hold it in for as much as possible. He then put on some porn, which I now know to be called slammin perverts and told me to go to the bathroom to prepare. I came back to the bedroom and sat on the bed and said that he thought it was time to slam me up. He set the video recording, which I still have. He said the time and place and that I had been smoking, was a pig and I was going to be slammed up for the first time and it was fucking horny. Looking back at the video, I am sat there, collared, and already spun from the t, I say, I hope this fucks me up and observe a guy being fisted deep in the video. The needle measurement is read out, .25 whatever that means and then it is inserted, injected and removed. I hold my arm up and am told there is no need as my face is hidden from the camera. Suddenly I gasp, and say I can feel it in my throat, there is no cough like I was expecting but a sudden rush and the true me comes right to the front. I want to be fisted like him, ruin me, and poz me up I say. He says, on video, I think we have a convertor, I say please convert me, he says, no, I mean converted to slamming. Oh my god, I want to do it all I say, hurt me I beg, he says what about being in my sling, and while a guy is fucking you, I slam you up, is that there sort of thing you want to do he says and I say yes. Then he slams himself as I am mesmerised by the severe and hardcore porn going on around me. I recall badly, desperately wanting to be seriously abused like never before. Let me know if you want me to continue.

Anyone know where i can find any. pretty much all cut at the rush, im looking for as sleazy as fuck videos that show after the rush too.

He is a sadist? tell me or show me more 🙂

No STD's for 30 years then this year i gave into the slut and cum whore within. So far Chlamydia, Syph and Gonorrhoea this year.

how do you find the good taboo stuff on there?

Trying to find slam videos with bondage and hopefully the aftermath of the slam also. any ideas?

Hi, Sub, neg (any load taken) bottom in Berlin 18 - 25 November. Never been before. Looking for advice as to where to go, what sites do guys use to hook up there etc? Any help appreciated.

HI, Greedy sleazy compliant and eager to please sub in NYC in June. Staying for two weeks. Intend to make this a very sleazy stay. Looking to hook up with others for fun. I intend to take as many loads as I can. I am presently neg and intend to leave poz. Hit me up if interested in hooking up.

Anyone there over fetish week and up for breeding my neg ass?

How does one see that video!?