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Okay, I've been telling myself for months that I should start sharing my experiences here since I owe all you men who post here for having gotten me off so many times. Love reading about other men's experiences - for me, this is far better than watching porn. So, here is a beginning - not the beginning of my experiences, but a beginning of trying to make time to sharing my experiences here. Last week I was out of town for a few days. Had a hotel room to myself and I'm horny enough for seven men, at least. So, between Grindr, Scruff, Growlr, Manhunt, Adam4Adam, BarebackRT and Craiglist, I set about looking for men. First night in town this masculine, inked, latin tow truck driver I've met up with before came to my room. He opened my ass and fucked my rough. Dumped his load in me as I begged for it - and then did something he did awhile back - kept his dick in me, closed his eyes, and pissed in me. So fucking hot. I felt his warm piss flow into me. After he left I pushed out his piss and the amount of piss and cum that flowed out of me was fucking amazing! My last night in town I had a guy over who claimed that he had never been bare fucked. (Yeah, ok). In any event after giving him my dick I encouraged him to poke me raw. His eyes - the bluest I've ever seen - were locked onto mine as he flooded my ass with his cum. Kept that load in me and tried to fall asleep but I was just too damn horny. So, I posted on Craigslist: I'm at the Hotel ----- on --------- Road in ------. Headed to sleep now but hope to be woken up by your touch. Or maybe you are so gentle I won't wake up? Can you fuck me without waking me up? or suck my dick without disturbing my slumber? Let's find out. Door open. Just have the balls to walk in. I'm good looking, masculine, Italian mid 40's and open to a lot. Don't bother emailing - I'm heading to sleep now. And that's what I did. I fell asleep with the door slightly open. Four men stopped over. I could barely see their faces, except for the last guy who arrived after the sun had come up. The first wanted me to fuck him but I told him that wasn't happening and told him I wanted it up the ass. He didn't actually penetrate me but he shot a nice load right on my hole. Good enough. The second man who arrived ate my ass like there was no tomorrow before slamming his hard dick in me. I figure his fuck pushed some of the first guy's cum into me - and then he dumped his load. The other two guys were uneventful. Mostly oral, except that the last guy just ate my ass while he jerked off. All in all, not a bad night. I fucking LOVED sleeping - actually sleeping and then feeling a stranger stroke my legs. I'd wake up, spread my legs wide, lift my ass up a bit, take a strong hit of poppers and bury my face in the pillow. No conversation, or at least very little. No emails back and forth, no sending pics . . . in other words - none of the bullshit. Wish I had thought of doing this months ago. Cannot frigging wait to do it again!!

This is killing me. Yesterday I stopped at a video store I used to go to often (moved so not in that area much anymore). And found the kind of man that has become an endangered species. You know the kind. Took his load down my throat but told him I'd post on Craigslist and to look for my post. Here is the post. I'm going to try to post my exploits on here more, but it is difficult. It is impossible to make myself sit and write a story out without wanting more. How do you guys do it?? But I will try. I feel I owe it to all of you who have helped me get off so many times. Here is the post: This is directed at the Man I saw earlier this afternoon at the video store. I am hoping you see this post. I am bi, married, 2 kids. Don't get into man on man action all that often and when I have, over the years, I'm always on top. I have a dick most bottoms enjoy -- average length but thicker and wider than average. But mostly, I have the right attitude. I don't give a shit if the guy taking my fuck isn't comfortable. I don't care if he has to be concerned about feeling the skin around his asshole get rubbed to the point of pain by the friction of my fuck. I don't wonder if he can breathe when I smash his skull down on my dick so that the head of my dick is buried dep in his throat or if he gags when I get my nut so far down he has no choice but to let it drip down his gullet. And my attitude has gotten me men eager to be on their knees or bend over and take it up the ass from a real Man. To keep myself (and my wife) safe, I started taking PrEP about 10 months ago. On PrEP I knew that I could fuck a dude raw, shoot my load up his hole and not have the anxiety I had before. What I hadn't figured was that the freedom PrEP brought with it allowed a nagging thought start to grow in my mind. I could now get fucked. And I don't mean that I could now take it up the ass, after all I could do that making the top wear a bag, right? No. What I found was that I could not just get fucked, but I could take a man's fuck. I realized, over the last 10 months, that I could take a man's fuck the way I've given them (and many of my experiences would rival the best porn stories!) So, now the problem. I cannot find a Man. Seriously. Once in a blue moon I'll meet a Man but I'm not viewed as subservient enough to service him. Sure, I might get to give him a bj, but not much else. It is extremely, extremely, rare to find a Man these days who even knows enough to put his hands on my skull to push his dick down my throat. Perhaps part of this is due to the feminization of men I see all around. I just don't know. What I do know is that my dream -- of taking a Man's fuck remains unfulfilled. I want a Man who I can think of as paying me back for the kid I fucked into the ground in the sliver of property that runs along the Grand Central Parkway. I want a Man who can put me through my paces the way I did to the cop I tied to a tree in the woods one afternoon who I proceeded to fuck into oblivion while I spit on his face and down his throat. Okay, so I'm not in my 20s or 30s any longer and I probably won't do these things in the woods anymore. But that doesn't mean I don't want to submit to a Man the way I made all those cocksuckers over the years submit to me. There is one problem, however. I've not been able to find a Man capable of this. I took one look at you today and I knew that you are one of those rare Men. That's why I took your dick out and sucked you right in the hall outside the booths. That's why I did something I've never done: Put my ass up against the gloryhole hoping you would at least slide the head of your dick into me. That's why I told you that, Yes, I would take an anonymous fuck from a Man you pick. That's why I told you that I would let you piss in my ass or down my throat. I'm begging you to help make my fantasies a reality. I've made other the objects of my fantasies for decades. Now I need to be on the receiving end. And I know you can do it. But, not only are you a Man capable of doing this. You are also one of an even rarer breed of Men who push all my buttons. The hairline, the scruffy face, the barrel chest and waist, the way you carry yourself. What I need is not just hard to find, but even among those few candidates who might be acceptable, they aren't all for me. You are. Please. Thank you, Sir.

You were NOT the only, SpitJack. I shot a huge load watching that video. Made me want to see more.....

At least once daily, but depending on the stress level of the day, the weather, my general horniness, the time of year, and at least seventeen other factors I cannot identify, it may be up to six times a day. As for length, each session can last anywhere from 5 to 10 minutes to 30 or more.

anyone have any idea how to locate the videos taken by the cop in Texas? I've read they show all kinds of gloryhole and restroom action....

email me direct bud - avgitalianman at yahoo. let me know where you are staying.

I'm in NY. But I need more than a hook up. I am at the edge and have basically decided that rather than commit suicide I would turn the reins over to a MAN. If I can find one. In my mind, this is the same as ending it all. I have no choices after this.

I've been meaning to write about the moments I spent with this college kid....and some day I will. But there was one fuck that was, for me, the highlight of all our sessions together. He was taking my dick on his back, knees to his ears. I'm sure you know the position. I had already unloaded in him, probably at least twice, so I wasn't shooting anytime soon, but I was still rock hard - and I'm pretty thick, well, wide to be precise. At different moments I was pounding into him with my entire hip region, at other times I was 'dribbling' him on the mattress and letting him fuck himself while I held still. Then I flipped him onto his stomach (my favorite position and the one I'm most likely to shoot a load into the btm). And I just kept fucking him for awhile. Seriously, I was at this for over an hour or more (I wasn't trying to measure the time, but it was forever). Anyway, at some point he starts to whine about how it hurts. I ignore it for awhile and he goes quiet. Then he starts again . . . Can I hurry up and shoot my load because it hurts.... And that's when my alter ego took over. I started to laugh. I told him - all the while long dicking him - that it didn't hurt me at all, in fact, it "felt fucking great." He went quiet again, but I could see his face knotted up trying to contain himself. I just kept fucking. Then he starts begging. "Please....it really hurts." I told him that he was lying. I remember this so well. I said in a low, dangerous voice "If it really hurt, you would be crying. Now wouldn't you?" And that did it. He let loose unleashing all the pain I had been causing him and he started to bawl out loud and just drop tears. And, as I smashed his skull into the mattress, I shot the biggest, longest load of my life into this college kid. All true.

Can anyone direct me to websites where it is possible to arrange an permanent live-in situation with a Master? I"m done with my life, and like good jeans, I figure I can pass it on to someone who can use it for his own purposes. Thanks for any info you can provide.

Just got back to work after dumping a load in a young kid from A4A - damn hot. Wasn't much of a cocksucker (couldn't go deep, though I am pretty thick). Pushed into his ass - what a pleasure hearing him moan and watching him squirm. After I loaded him up I flipped him onto his back, threw his legs up, pushed my dick back into him so he could jerk off. After that I pulled out and watched my cum leak from his hole. Damn hot! This one will be a repeat.

Hey, Hole, what video store was this??

Actually, this makes perfect sense. It demonstrates that what we do sexually is not definitively linked to our capacity to love. Oftentimes, we use sexual acts, or quasi-sexual acts, to play out some other desire, quirk, etc. It is referred to as the "plasticity" of sex.

Love poppers! Like everyone else here, they make me super hungry and super horny. One time I was in a buddy booth in NYC with a brand new bottle. I sucked deep on one dick after another and after I got each one slicked up, I turned around and backed up on the dick. Took three loads that afternoon. Another time I hooked up with a piss top - had never done it before. We met outside and walked to my place....on the way he kept ordering me to take another hit. I was flying by the time we got inside - drank every drop of his juice.

LOL Is this even a serious conversation? [i mean that sarcastically, I can see that it is.] But when I top there is no fucking way I'm pulling out. I've stealth fucked my loads into a btm - and, frankly, it only gets hotter for me if you tell me you don't want my load in you. Now, on a related note, I was at a video store last week. There was no action. This young eastern European kid came in and I knew I was too old for him (it happens...sigh). But there was nothing going on so I motioned for him to head into the booth next to mine. He pulls out his long uncut dick and I take it down my throat. I must have worked that dick for at least 20 minutes (and loved every second) and then the stupid sonofabitch pulls out to waste his nut on the floor. What the fuck! Asshole.

Holy Mother of God! I don't think I've ever shot a faster load than I just did watching your video clips. Damn, Bud! Thanks!!

okay, first - yes you were absolutely stealthed. I know because I've done it to too many bottoms too many times to count. Everytime I read about a bottom who talks about feeling the top shoot inside him, I roll my eyes. I don't doubt that once inawhile the btm can feel the top cum but usually, you can't and that's the way it is. My dick fattens up when I'm about to shoot - but you wouldn't know I'm about to shoot since when I first started fucking you I flared my shaft (the way a person can flare their nostrils) and my dick got fatter momentarily - the same way it will when I unload my nut in your ass. So, yes, you were stealthed and know that I, for one (one of many) would have done the same thing to you. Before I address the subliminal impact that fact has on you, let me address your concern - risk of infection. Though I am neg I have been talking to the few men who are articulate and knowledgeable - and poz - and have been told (and confirmed from my own research) that if the top is on the right meds not only are they 'undetectable' (which actually means little given the state of medicine and the ability to 'detect' the virus) but they may actually be incapable of transmitting the virus in a way that results in a new infection. That has been the goal of the newer meds: break the chain of infection. So, in some ways, it is safer to get fucked by a top man on certain meds than it is to take a load from a stranger who says he is neg and who (a) might be lying or ( may be poz and not aware of it for a variety of reasons, i.e., the window period, etc.. So, ultimately, your level of risk is unknown and cannot be determined without a LOT more information - not all of which is even available. You did what you did, now take the lesson you learned and go forward from today. Was the risk (whatever level it may have been is irrelevant to the question) - was the risk worth the fuck? If so, you will surely repeat the activity with them or with some other top(s). If the anxiety you experienced as a result of this fuck was enough to make you swear off of barebacking, then go with that. For as long as you can, anyway. On the other hand - and here is the subliminal impact part I mentioned above - if meeting up as you did, sucking that dick and feeling it get hard, then bending over and feeling it slide into your hole . . . if knowing that man was inside you skin on skin gets you hotter and hornier than any anxiety you may have felt, face up to the fact that there is a good chance you will seroconvert one day and enjoy your life doing what makes you happy. And remember, you may cross the street tomorrow and get hit by a bus.

For me there is nothing better than taking a straight man's fuck. One of the sadder side-effects of AIDS is that fewer str8 men are willing to just fuck a dude in the ass. Consequently, it's harder to find those men - and, even sadder, it means I rarely get fucked. Whenever I meet up with a gay man (ok, 9 times out of 10) even when the purpose of the hook up was for me to take his dick, he usually winds up on the receiving end of my fuck. That has happened so many damn times that it is actually frustrating. Bring me back to the days when a married str8 man with a couple of kids and one on the way was just looking for a place to get his nut and I'd be a happy camper!

Days? Are you kidding? I still measure how long between shooting loads in hours, not days.

HOLY SHIT! I couldn't wait to get home and share what just happened to me. I still can't believe it. My wife and I met a friend at a diner for brunch. She sat next to me, the friend across from us in a booth. Across the diner, behind the friend, was a man, his wife and small child. I had a direct line of sight to the man. He was exactly the kind of man that I have fantasies of submitting to. Not pretty, not a twink - but a solid, masculine man. He wasn't overly built, but he was perfect. Had facial scruff, I guess would be described as husky - just perfect for my imagination as I sat there with wife and friend. In any event, I thought that he picked up on my staring at him, but other than being a bit more discreet, I figured there was no harm in still looking. At one point - after several cups of coffee - I got up to head to the mens' room. After I took a long piss and was about to leave, this man walked in. I was facing the door when he walked in and I heard him say "Good." The urinals were within a couple of feet of the door. He looked at me and all he said was "Turn around." I was - am still - wearing sweat pant shorts. I couldn't do anything but comply. I turned around. He pulled down my shorts, I heard him spit. I guess he had taken his dick out. And the next thing I knew he was pushing what felt like a fat dick into me. I didn't have a chance to react - there were SO many thoughts flying through my mind: my wife is outside, our friend, his wife, it's a diner, someone might walk in, then it hit me that he was in my raw. And the next thing I know, I hear a grunt, he tenses up and pushes deep into me. Then it's over and he turned around, pulled himself together and walked out of the mens' room. I was left standing there with a load up my ass. Holy fuck. I still can't believe it.

sounds good. you can send your pics to me at avgitalianman@yahoo.com when you think you will be around to do this?

This video requires a PIN - do you have it?

Actually, the attempted murder charge may stick. As for the kid, the point of statutory rape laws (why wasn't he charged with stat. rape - or was he and I missed that part?) Anyhow - the point of statutory rape laws is a public policy statement that when you are under that age of consent you lack the capacity to make decisions regarding sex (usually sex with someone a proscribed number of years older than you and above the age of consent - but not always). Yes, on the one hand, the kid should accept responsibility - but our conversation aside, and on the other hand, he has no choice but to deal with the consequences of his actions. How he deals with it emotionally is almost irrelevant.

"After a couple of minutes I pulled out my own poppers, stuck them in his face and told him to take several hits, which he did until he was really unsteady. Then I grabbed the back of his head and pounded his throat as hard I could. When I shot I held him down on it. No swallowing necessary. Straight down the gut. Nothing feels as good as getting a bottom guy poppered up and fucking his throat without mercy." That is the very best - and I find it hard to locate men who know how to take a cocksucker's throat that way. I'm on Long Island in NY if anyone out there can do this. I'm willing to be on my knees and blindfolded for it.

Wish some of you guys were on Long Island. I need to hook up. Was at a video store earlier.....took the load of a hot man wearing lingerie - looked very masculine tho. Shot a huge load!

I took three raw dicks in my married ass at that place one day. I couldn't believe how long and lean they each were and I couldn't resist turning around and backing up on them. To my knowledge, on that day I only took one load in me though and I'm still neg.