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I was going to say this was an easy answer but now that I think more about it.. BarebackRT and Adam4Adam are more for hooking up. No one is really relationship oriented or gets taken serious. Although I have met people off of both for platonic meeting..rare as it was. Manhunt is more hook up oriented but it also where people can post what kind of relationship they are looking for and if they are open. To be honest I really suggest manhunt and growlr if you are into guys. I've had several hook ups from growlr and met a fuck bud on there who I got together with quite frequently and he completely used me like a slut and was probably going to start taking me out to whore me out or his friends. But we stopped hooking up. I'd say quite a few people on growlr are looking for "different" type of relationships like more open with sex involved and yes that involves slut, bb, and open. Not to mention growlr now even has options for triad and even an option to put HIV positive. I was shocked as hell at that. As for the advice. Not sure how much I can give on that since I just entered a closed poly..but it won't be forever. I think there are two ways to go about that. I've known some people who have gotten together and it was well established from the very beginning that it was more about sex and they could go out and slut around with whoever and some have rules where they play together and some have rules that are free for all. The only downfall I've seen to that formula is the "base" was about sex. Some start of monogamous and later on (weeks, months, years) decide to open up the relationship and play with others separately or together. Hell I've known couples that normally don't play with guys but the right guy comes along and they all have fun and decide to start going that route. Honesty is important for that one just telling your partner that you are playing with someone and what you do. Partners that "don't want to hear or know" end up being more jealous. I don't know when you should mention, "I am looking for an open relationship" I'd suggest if the guy asks you your view on relationships or what you are looking for. I had someone on growlr a few months ago say that he wanted to have several boys to serve him and I think his ultimate plan was some kind of poly tree with different subs/tops, sir's, submissive's, and etc. But he was honest about it at least. Best advice I can say is when you meet someone just be honest about you wanted to be a slut and still have fun with other guys and they'll either understand or won't. And I believe that manhunt and growlr (maybe grindr and scruff..haven't used them in ages) are you're best chance. I was gonna say squirt but I realized that squirt is more of a hook up site too but that's more of a "discreet" hook up site. Guys won't "EVER" put their face pics up..worse than most sites.

Hmm I was at Cumunion in Augusta 2 weekends ago. There was mention of free DVD's and I stood in line for 30 minutes in nothing but a jock strap and a drink in hand waiting to get into the pigpen early. I got a free DVD of some twinks barebacking but saw nothing of wristbands. All I saw in the box was lots of free dvd's. I was not feeling well though so once again..I missed out on sex at the pig pen and cumunion. But in the end, it diddn't matter anyways. I had a blast that weekend. They probably had the wristbands for Atlanta though but I did not go so I don't know.

Got to phouse on friday afternoon. Went to the pool and flirted with a guy. Went back to his room and I played with him and his partner. I suck his partner and I feel him playing with my ass and his bare cock sliding in my ass. He starts fucking me really hard and his partner tells me to breed him. I suck his partner until his partner is hard and his partner fucks me and breeds me. I suck a guy back at my room but he rejects me for being poz. I have a few drinks and go to the maze. I suck a few cocks in the maze and one guy fucks me bare for a bit but pulls out since I was really tight. One guy fucks me for a bit with a condom on and I just sort of accept it. Someone goes down on me and I fuck their face but don't cum yet. A guy cruises me in the maze and he fucks me by the hot tub outside even while others pass by. I suggest we go to my room. I take him to my room and he fucks me some more and he fucks me in the shower, he pulls out and cums all over my dick and I cum as well. We shower and I go to bed.

I used to tell someone where I was going and got the name, number, and sometimes address of where I'd be. But wanting more of the anonymous sex I slowly stopped doing it. Also because I was more expected to tell. It wasn't really a choice. And when I did try letting someone know where I was my phone never sent the text (fuck you sprint) and he worried the next morning and claimed he never got the text. It's a mixed bag for me. I like the idea more of having it come up on the computer screen and a clever message like, "Oh crap I died. Give everything to "So and so"." I don't do anonymous much anymore. But I think if I were to do it again I'd probably let someone know where I was. And if I need a good scare I can just watch cruising. The first opening scene with the boy tied up and stabbed repeatedly..that killed me wanting to hook up for 6 months..hate that movie because of that scene..

That definitely sounds like how teens or younger guys experiment. For me personally I've just noticed from time to time that some tops have really hot asses. Actually there was one time when a guy was fucking me but a tad bit hesitant and I backed off and shoved my dick in him and fucked him and he loved it..one of the few times I've topped bare. But it never hurts to experiment with different sexual things. It's how we learn anyways Then again with that logic I used to say I was 100% bottom because I thought I was when I was really just denying myself the opportunity to try something else and I ended up being good at it and really liking both now. Oh wait I just proved my own point. Well it doesn't count if i'm the example. About that. I have been contacted in the past by a guy or two with strange circumstances. I remember one was married to a women but wanted a male slave to play with on the side. Or have as his partner etc. while still having his wife. VERY rarely have I ever heard of a gay couple with one of them cheating on their partner with a woman. DUN DUN DUN. Although it's rare I think some gay men do have the capacity to really actually want to sleep with women too but more as a side thing and very rarely and their main focus being guys. Almost opposite to how most people view bi guys. That being said now that I think back someone I go together with a few times in the past. He called me boy at first but then he stopped calling me that and referred to me more as his hole or his bitch or whore. During sex and started outside of sex. I don't know I almost think that he'd be the type to marry or have a guy as his boyfriend and then play with women on the side. It seriously sounds like the opposite of what most supposed situations are or aren't. Very interesting question as well.

Oooh good thread. I drove about 2 hours to meet someone once. It was late at night too. But now that I think about it. A leather couple I've played with before. First time we met I went to their place. I did something I've never done and I agreed to get tied up, blindfolded, and have BDSM done on me without even really knowing them. Talking to the top on the phone I sensed he was trustworthy but it could have gone bad. But I think maybe also what part of it was really was me wanting his raw dick and to be bred by him. Bad enough that I'd let him tie me up, blindfold, gag me, and even use toys on me. But I was right about him and he was trustworthy. It was dangerous and reckless to do though.

It's not that confusing. Especially if they are fucking you they can say they are 100% straight it doesn't matter. As long as they are out there fucking and breeding they are contributing regardless of their reasons or unknown reasons. It's just a "str8" mentality probably. But then again some men (straight and gay) really just see a bottom as just a hole. I've known a gay guy that uses boys sexually and as his hole to such a degree that it's almost as if he's trying to act straight..even though he's gay. But then again I always have a lingering feeling that some tops (gay or str8) who claim to be 100% top or 100% straight as can be are probably the exact opposite. No need to make a claim especially one like "100%" unless you are just trying to convince yourself.

I'll be honest. Going out to clubs and bending over and taking any and every load, or just having guys over and just pounding me and breeding me. I used to fucking love that have guys over and have one over the next after the next and have lots of cum up my butt. Or just going to bath houses or book stores and bending over in the dark room or in a public area and taking as much cock in my mouth and ass as I can. But I'm not quite so much into that anymore. I thought maybe I'm losing some of my pig/whore/slut side. But I think the truth is I'm just conserving it or charging it. That and I think I'm starting to prefer actually spending more time with a guy. I thought I'd always be into quick fucks and I'd even count on a buddy who I'd just go over he'd give me a quick load and I'd start my night off that much. But who knows. Could just be all this fucking rain lately is messing with me too.

Doesn't necessarily have to be a slave. Could just be a very obedient fucking hungry boy. But a really good slave would get on his knees and act as a urinal for his Sir and blow him. That way his Sir would never even need to touch his cock. Wouldn't you agree Sir? ;-)

Do you ever consider a guy in a sling like that? One of the few times I topped in a sex club I went into the sling room prepared to get in the sling and take raw dick. But instead I find the bottom in a sling..hairy beefy older bottom with a wet ass and in almost no hesitation I fuck him and breed him twice. I think it's the act of a guy being in submission (even if not bound) knowing that consent isn't a question. Especially being poz that's something that's hot. But I will say from experience. A man taking the time (or little time) to bound you and tie you up is extremely hot. Also watching a top's intensity as he ties you up and watching him get hard is hot too. I actually wouldn't mind learning bondage and learning how to tie a guy up. But I can almost equate this to some bottoms at Slammers in Ft. Lauderdale. Couldn't tell you how many bottoms i saw bent over in rooms or over things. They might as well have been tied up because their consent was taking anything and everything up their ass in public like that.

Thank you rawtop it was just very vague was all and I had no idea who that guy was. I noticed though "monetization through ads." I almost wonder if the adult industry has something to do with this. I'm sure there are several blogs out there and sites that link to free porn taken from the studios and maybe they are just pissed about it. I see more sites like this and some other sites, which although link to adult sites and paid sites, they probably have authorization from the studios or the websites and also receive some compensation from them. That and sites like this aren't under googles TOS. If adult goes against the terms of flickr then how come I can have pictures of me blowing a guy on my flickr account. Really I've done more research on it and it does seem that flickr is cool with nudes and adult pictures..even barebacking, fisting, felching, as long as you check off the little, "Not safe for public" or "Adult only" thing you are okay..that being said..flickr is becoming more like an album, tumblr, site than a hosting site. At least the UI. I don't see this site shutting down either because it's not under google's terms or other companies terms. I don't know who it's under but with all the porn advertisements and agreements it's more than safe. What's more in danger are blogs or smaller websites that link to or have reference to porn or maybe professional adult content.

Uh can you pm me a link or something to his blogspot. I checked his profile, post history, thread history and no mention of it. Are you saying that flickr eventually deletes adult content?

Tumblr huh. I know some people have used that before. I did not even realize raunchy fuckers had pictures. Public albums yes that is something I am looking for. I don't know how it would look on there but I'm willing to give it a try. I did not on this site at first but after I did I realized how easy and convenient it was and nice that people could comment. The only problem is that people I showed had to sign up. But that's not a bad thing either ;D Oh so you mean like even hosting pics found online as long as the copyright thing is on. I thought you were talking more about personal pictures. I'm sure both would work. But yes rawtop I like that idea. There are very few places that host adult picture sites and the ones that do are so few and small and I'm sure not all them would be very friendly to the type of pictures that people have on sites like these anyways.

Ah I forgot about this. I apologize. Actually if you go into setting and mark your profile as adult content or not safe content, your searches and anywhere where "prohibited content" or something like that they won't flag you and delete your stuff. You just have to make it so your account matches what you upload. I've seen pictures on flickr and some are bareback fucking, fisting, and all kinds of stuff. So if you do that flickr shouldn't delete your pictures.

Heh go figure that name..that one my former Sir always talked about that one. I think it was his favorite. Ah, yeah a pride in Atlanta a few years back where leather had a presence, for once, it was rainy and muddy most of the time and it was a pain..but worth it. I'll definitely read it then. The books are relatively short anyways and I've probably gone through all my erotic fiction sites (and stories on here) over and over. Need new material . Yeah, well at least I can still use the internet, programs, and download stuff. But ultimately I'll get rid of it. Thank you Sir.

Oh yeah and my blog is done with. Damn google's new terms. To be honest I don't even know if I can continue blogging on here. About sex, hook ups, and stuff like that it's probably okay. But things like my Sir to be and his partner, geek technology stuff, clients, emotional shit or stress I go through, and all that other stuff. No one here cares about that shit. All they wanna do is pyscho analyze me and go, "LOLZ you batshit dude". Not that talk like that will stop me but at the same time majority opinion rules. And I post a lot sometimes. I don't. Hmm interesting. Restrict entry viewing to Contacts and Blog Moderators The Restrict entry viewing to Contacts and Blog Moderators option will restrict the viewing of an entry to just those members on your contact list and to Blog moderators. This allows you to leave your blog open to all members but still have the ability to restrict viewing on an entry to entry basis. So with that. I could make it so I don't "blow up" the blog forum with my constant rambling, bitching, crying, and shit like that. Only moderators and people on my friends list could see it. That might be something I'll do. Since I know people will eventually complain if they see too much. Okay. Now lets get on topic. A topic about not being on topic is actually on topic now? Inception. For those who care and want to know what I've been up to. As for sex. I haven't really been having it lately. I jerk off sometimes and sometimes I don't. Clients are the only times I've had sex recently. But last night. I've fucked clients safe and have been fucked safe too. But that man is just a passionate man, all the making out we did, the chemistry, a little weed, little alcohol, poppers, he wanted me raw. He told me it was okay so I fucked him raw and bred him. And then I fucked him raw some more but did not breed him. But I know how it feels after sex if there is emotion or chemistry for a guy to just say, "Thanks bye." It feels kinda shitty. So I stayed longer. We had dinner too like he promised. It was delicious and I ate like a fucking starving kid in africa. I devoured the salad, the pasta, and the bread. I was so damn tired and full afterwards. We went back to the bedroom and played around some more and I dozed off for a bit. I woke up though and thanked him and left. We already discussed the amount and I already told him the price of an overnight. Which he does want to do in the future. So maybe becuase I really like him, we have such good chemistry and I did fuck him raw, really fucked him and bred him, I wanted to give him more. I'm sure he really appreciated and knows that I gave him a partial overnight. So I'm sure we'll see each other again. But damn I felt like shit after. I went to mcdonalds and got a smoothie and some sprite and a parfait. And now I'm getting hungry too. Was probably more of the weed then anything. Even though I barely took two puffs..not even full ones. That shit burns my throat a bit and it does make me feel a little sick. I prefer the alcohol. Oh right and I did not put in drinking. From going out with dad earlier this week to a gator bite, a fish bowl size drink, a drink at hideaway and that was one night. Then friday it was a pitcher of beer but my friend drank most of it, a cape cod, and me and the bartender did a drink together but he beat me. I still drank it in under a minute. I was buzzed and hungover after that and the next day. I was not hungover on wednesday. That and Sunday when I had my dad over for dinner I made vodka smoothies and whisky frappichinos. Despite the huge meal I was pretty fucking drunk that night and did have a bad hangover. But last night I did drink 2 screwdrivers, huge meal, little weed, but I wasn't hungover. Throat hurt a bit (damn smoke) but now I am pretty hungry. But then again I've been up for 4 hours or so. Mmm yummy yogurt parfait. Now I can proceed. I should mention food though. I've eaten real shitty lately. Mostly fastfood or out. I've been cheap too and just done dollar stuff and tried to be healthy but it's been so so. Oh and I might have a fucking hemmroid, hpv, rash, or something with my ass. It's been hurting all this week and was really worse last night and today. But I do a lot of heavy ass lifting a work and lots of stress. But I also have a cream for all of those to help..well if it's HPV that's more complicated but still. So lots of shit going on. Some problems but a lot of them are being worked on and overcome. And why is that. That's because of love. I'm madly in love with my Sir. He's shown nothing but patience, love, trust, and hope and he's been right about everything and the faith he has in me and that things will work out has gotten me through so much. Can't recall how many times I've stressed and bitched to him and him just re-assuring things will get better. And they will. Every obstacle so far has been overcome and even the ongoing problems like the phone resting, tablet, and pc troubles, and food. All those I'm working on and close to fixing. In two weeks time we'll finally meet. Two weeks from today I'll be with my Sir. Just two more weeks..

Thanks. That's probably because overall as a person I'm more in touch with my mental, spiritual, emotional, and physical side. But that's what happens sometimes when you don't have much of a life and a bit of a loner. But that being said I'm out of touch in other ways. Ah about the pig thing. I had someone ask me that once. They said, "Well what's pig play. I tried to explain it to them without grossing them out. I think because I wasn't really explaining it they were confused. Because they said, "Well the sex we had..it was intense wasn't that pig play? What I wanted to say was, "No my dear, pig play is heaving kissing, can be intense sucking and fucking..but more like a top biting my neck, handling me rough, spitting in my face, fucking my face rough and loving the sounds of me choking or slurping on his cock and encouraging it, rough verbal talk, getting fucked with little to no lube or spit or cum, eating out his ass or him eating out mine, getting fucked raw getting bred, sucking him after he fucked me, him felching my hole and savoring it and us making out with his load that was in my ass now in my mouth. Kneeling down and drinking his piss after he fucked and bred me good and being showered with his piss too. And going back at it, fucking, kissing, sweating, and cum, the smell, the stickiness, and just not giving a fuck and just doing what comes natural to pigs. Fukking beautiful. That's kinda what I think of pig play. Of course add in a little BDSM and you have pig play+headspace which=fucking win.

As hesitant as I am about fucking neg guys bare I did tonight. A client I've been with before asked me to fuck him. He asked if I could use a condom so I did not hesitate. I respect choices. I got hard and was fucking him for a good while on his back. It felt really good. It lasted for a little while and I was trying not to focus on the condom. We took a break since the room was hot and I was starting to sweat. He turned the ac on so things cooled down. We made out some more, and did a few other things, and I got hard and was horny again. This time I told him to bend over and get on all fours. I put the condom on and started fucking him. This time I had a harder time keeping it up since the fucking rubber just kills my hard on. He took a few more hits of poppers and so did I. I pulled the condom off and rubbed my raw cock against his hole. I slapped his ass with my cock and brushed against his hole. I told him how bad I want to fuck him raw but I won't do that. He simply said, "Why not?" I was thinking.."HUH?". He asked, "Why won't you." I asked him, "Are you sure" and he begged me to fuck him. He knew I was poz but he did not seem to care. That was all I needed. I lubed up my cock and shoved it in. He felt so fucking tight and so fucking good. He told he hasn't been fucked in years. I was really enjoying fucking his ass and I pulled out a few times and shoved it back in. I tried not to be too rough though since I could tell he wasn't into that so much. So I focused more on slower strokes for a whole, putting my body on his back, kissing his neck, holding his hand, and making sure he was relaxed and happy. That and we both did some more poppers. I really went into overdrive and I started pounding his ass. It was lust and maybe some of it was primal but even if he was a little uncomfortable I did not care at that moment. I was pounding his ass and my cock was so fucking hard and I needed to cum. I fucked him much faster and harder and told him I was getting close. He just responded for me to keep fucking him. And I did. I pulled out almost all the way and shoved it back in and that did the trick. I shoved my cock DEEP in his ass and fucked him for a few minutes after too. My dick still hard and starting to get harder. He had me pull out though. I was a little rough and I probably could have been rougher but it was for both our enjoyment not just mine or his. But I really enjoyed it. After we made out and romped around some more I fucked him again except this time with his legs in the air. He mentioned something about the condom and got another one out but then decided he wanted it raw. I fucked him some more and started pounding him again but he asked if he could suck me instead. I guess he was getting a little sore. He did tell me he hasn't been fucked in years so he's tight and I'm a pretty good size myself. So we made out some more, I blew him, and he blew me, and we jacked off on each other too. Then we had dinner which was AMAZING and I ate like a starving kid (really was) and we fooled around some more until it was time for me to go. I might have hesitation when it comes to fucking with condoms. But If I'm given CONSENT to fuck raw I'm not pulling out and the guy is getting my load. And if he changes his mind I'll pull out and get dressed and leave. Although, in this case if he asked me not to cum I would have respected that and listened. But fuck I've been so damn horny lately and fucking his hot tight ass and breeding him was really fucking hot. And since there was consent I don't feel guilty about anything.

I liked loaded lube. That's an interesting name. I know some who would probably never buy cum lube too. And yeah I think fort troff or str8 cam or something like that is similar. The very first cumunion I went to (not first in Atlanta just first one I went to) they gave out spunk lube. I REALLY liked it. I met someone at a bookstore once too who gave me his remaining bottle of spunk lube. I think it works great and much better than stuff like wet. And yes it really does look and feel like cum. Spunk Lube, Gun Oil, Boy Butter, Cum, and Spit..these are a few of my favorite things Actually now that I think about that..I wonder how many people would accept "used lube" from someone or like half a bottle or something like that. Probably not too many.

I really like that idea rawtop about "Don't be so negative". I remember a friend of mine went to NYC and mentioned a shirt he asked if I wanted. It was a clever way about getting fucking that wasn't so obvious such as "Bottom" or "whore" and stuff like that. I personally prefer a little more subtleness. And that's probably perfect. I will say that a breeding zone shirt is a good idea too. I went to a gay forum for a number of years and even a forum meet. I love the shirt I got and what I love more is on the sleeve it says the initials for the forum too. When to went to ruby falls I think the tour guide even recognized it and commented on it. But I'd rather wear something that represents barebacking. Maybe something like "BZ" on the front or back and maybe "BZ" on the sleeve. Or maybe two different versions. One for bars like "Breeding Zone" and one you can kinda just wear anywhere and only "some" will know what BZ means. Not everyone likes the subtleness that keeps people guessing or makes them wonder but I do. To the person who said something about "bareback" in binary too. That is pretty fucking genius.

Apologize took so long to respond. PC had virus..in safe mode right now with networking. Take that bastard virus. I did check and my roomate has the entire "Master" series so I'll have to find out which one you're talking about. Is that a quote from the book? Sorry you won't be able to attend pride either. I DEFINITELY will.

I'll just share my experiences..I did get together when I first started barebacking with someone who was poz and not on meds. I actually regret it. Not because he wasn't a nice guy or anything but just the way it happened. I did not get it from him but I shouldn't have been drunk off my ass laying there taking his raw cock. That is probably what led me to not want to play with anyone poz for quite some time after. Wasn't really fair to him but live and learn and experiment happens when you're young and bareback. I'd say it's better to do it when you know you are ready. Has much more meaning. But everyone's different. I'm not against sex while being a little drunk or really drunk in any way whatsoever. Just for guys who are uncertain about barebacking and looking to get drunk and get barebacked to convince themselves..I'd be cautious of that.

If it's counting the beggining of this year quite drastically. Went on a sex drought last year until new years eve played with a guy at a hotel..drunken hotel sex..pa sex. That was how this year started. After moving into an apartment closer into town I went wild. Had 7 or so loads a NIGHT, had bunch of guys over breeding me, going to clubs more often, and just finding new sex hook ups. It started to get slower before I became poz in march and after becoming poz sex has been very rare. Yeah I've hooked up a few times since then but not nearly like I was back then. And I have topped a lot more lately. Topped guys in book stores, hook ups, but mostly condoms unfortunately, some raw toppings and breedings. Which were really fucking hot. But just looking forward to something more right now. But definitely more verse then I ever was.

That was the premise of the book..but it got involved with a leather club and someone inside secretely selling and trading slaves off to some foreign country and Benson's slave accidentally getting involved with that as well. Even at the end of the book both Benson and his slave say how absurd the whole slave trade thing in new york was. I think more of the concept of it though. I know there were more books afterwards. I was just told to read Mr. Benson. I should have figured there were more in the series and that more happened. Now I sort of regret not reading them. I know there aren't kindle versions of those either. I know someone who has the complete series. If I wasn't so stubborn and had a desire to read more too I probably would have read all of them.