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Fuck yes. I fucking love cumunion now. Went early and passed on the dvds I just wanted sex. I saw someone I recognized but he passed me so I walked around a bit. I ended up having a guy suck me, and he bent over and I fucked him. Another guy came over and I fucked him too. Great ass. I wasn't in the mood to cum yet though, but their holes felt good. Me and my friend got together and we made out very passionately. We went to a room and the foreplay and passion was strong and intense. I felt a bit of dominance inside and I pinned him down and explored every part of his body. I wanted him so fucking bed. I flipped him over, spit on my cock and his hole and fucked him good. He had trouble taking it initially but he was good after. I bred him. I wanted to bred him again but he was saving his hole. He fucked me after. I saw someone I used to know in the past too. He took me over to the flat sling and fucked me, and god did he fuck me. He bred me and I sucked him after while someone else came and fucked and bred me. I fingered a bottom while I was getting fucked and worked my fist inside him. I got off the sling and let him get on it. I fisted him while my friend fucked me and bred me again. He had to leave though. I got together with the fisting bottom and I fucked him and bred him. I fisted him too and sucked him off while he was getting fisted. Fucking hot. I found a hot bear top and I felt the control, intensity, and urge in everything he was doing to me. He fucked me on the sling and bred me. It was so fucking hot. There were lots of guys watching but I got up afterwards. I found a hot bear in leather while walking around some more. I was nervous approaching him but I glanced at him and let him know I was interested. He was still, so I slowly rubbed his bulge and him as well. He didn't shoo me off and we made out. He was a damn good kisser, and that sexy beard too. We went back to a room and serviced and worshipped every part of his body. Stripped for him too. I wanted to give him everything. He fucked me, and damn his dick felt good in me. After he bred me I worked my ass on his cock, milking him, and putting a vice around his cock. He ended up fucking me again. After he bred me again, we made out some more and he just looked at me. He was taking everything in. We exchanged numbers. I found a guy who I saw earlier and I sucked him partially in the dark area. We went to the couch area since the rooms were taking and I sucked and worshipped his balls and cock. Once he was hard I rode him for a bit. He loved it. I kinda laughed inside while I was riding him though. The majority of the night I've been working the hell out of my ass on guys fucking me. I haven't just been lying there take it. And this was no exception. For some reason, i found that thought humorous. He enjoyed having me ride him and afterwards I serviced his cock more. He couldn't get it fully hard again though, he bred too many guys. It was fine with me though, he had a huge fat cock and I enjoyed servicing him. We exchanged numbers. I think he was the last guy. I went over to a bar afterwards and talked to some guys on the patio. This cute black guy and I talk and he's smoking a cigarette. He's sexy as hell and a damn good kisser. I'm a little buzzed from my drink and he literally takes me in and puts me on my knees sucking him. After he's had me choke on his dick and it's nice and hard he bend me over. No gentlness or ease he shoves his big black cock in me. It fucking hurt and I tried to pull away, but there was no pulling away. Realizing he was going to take my ass I took some poppers, the only way I survived it. He was fucking me so hard he the table was moving, it sounded rather violent. I don't normally have fucks like that. He pulled out and I sucked him again and he shoved it back in me. I screamed, literally when he was fucking me. Every time I screamed he slapped the side of my face simply saying, "Shut up". I bit into my hat I had to muffle my yelling. After he pulled out and was busy with another guy I got the hell away. Although, it was kinda hot. Just never done something like that. I talked with a drunk bi construction worker who was a veteran. He was a damn good kisser for a bi dude. I sucked him, which I could tell he enjoyed. Doesn't play with men a lot. I don't normally go for straight like guys but I wanted him for some reason. He shoved his cock in me too, definitely knew he was more on the straight side. They don't know how to fuck guys really, they just shove it in. But I took it and it felt great. And that was my night. Oh and all the loads from cumunion I kept every single load in my ass as lube. Except when I left then I emptied them. Fucking hot night.

I find that interesting that you say "as submissive as you can be" that you don't feel safe, relaxed, or comfortable enough to bottom with them or be dominated. So it sounds like you're more hesitant about being submissive, which isn't a bad thing. Kind of curious, when you play with these tops or see them how do you approach them? Or do you just meet guys online? I've found in the past when I went to bath houses and whored out I was a bit more picky and bitchy even. Although I've started to change that. I instantly sort of, maybe bonds not the word, but just build some kind of connection with the top I'm with. Whether I'm on my knees, we're making out, or I'm worshiping him. I always look into the tops eyes and try to search for something about him. Usually, if I can at least look into his eyes I can sort of tell if it's safe situation or not. Although, once at a bath house I played with one top and his eyes were fucking cold as ice. No sympathy or compassion. He fucked me several times but threatened me several times that he'd fist me. He was trying to get a rise out of me as he fucked me and it worked. He was hot though. But rawtop is right. You need to decide if you just want anonymous sex, being bent over and taking any and every load up your ass or if you want to try to search the guy first and see if he's safe or if you can trust him or want to do something with him. What me and a guy do together determines how far I'll go for him. And for someone who I feel trust worthy with, heavily attracted to and feels the same for me I'll go the fucking distance for that guy. Otherwords, I'll just be a fuck hole and another load count, and that's fine with me. You should try going to a bath house or something with a friend. Know that he'll be near so you don't have to feel nervous or uncertain about the top's fucking you. Maybe come up with a word, sign, or motion to so you're friend will know if you aren't enjoying something or not liking it he can intervene. Best of luck

Uhm, yeah my dick shriveled up so fucking fast when I saw the end of it and saw that it looked to be wired or some kind of metal material. Didn't even consider it being used for electric play. Literally, it looks like you might as well just shove a cheese grater dildo or sheathe up your ass and have you both bleed like fuck. Bad visual came to mind as well. And yeah, I wouldn't really call it a condom. Flesh is still exposed. Kind of amuses me the plugs that act as an hole or something so guys can fuck bottoms bare or these cock jackets. All to circumvent bbing I guess, but I won't rant about that. I'd say only a really fucking sadist top would use something like this. *shivers*

You know, maybe it's not because I'm not fully a top but I actually can't fuck a bottom if he's just bent over with his ass in the air. Fucked a bunch of guys last night and one who just bent over for me I couldn't for some reason. For me, I need a little passion and contact. Kissing goes a long way with me. Feeling the guy's body whether he's furry or smooth and hearing him moan and groan. Especially love playing with someone's nipples that usually drives them wild. But foreplay gets me boned and then I love to bend a bottom over or put them on their belly and fuck them. And a few more times after as well. But apparently no contact with a guy does nothing for me now. Actually, no there was a guy once who was bent over and after fingering his hole, slapping his ass, I did get horned up and I fucked him. But being able to fuck a guy with just his ass in their bent over is probably what separates someone who's really a top from someone who's just verse.

Fucking right, I'm back. Oh lord, give me the fucking strength to write everything that's in my mind right now. Well the basics. Out of my relationship I was in for 8 months and last week had a hell of a time taking 12 loads up my ass from 3 different guys. And that Friday I fucked for the first time in a while, two guys that came over. One was verse and he fucked me too. Actually prior to that, I saw a bottom guy. Hairy, bearish bottom and I fucked and bred him twice. Now that the intro is out the way. Cumunion. I've been dreading, dreaming, anticipating it for a while now. I took some change to get into cash today so I could afford it. Going to Ft. Lauderdale this weekend so budget is tight. But i haven't had sex since friday and some guys have been wanting to get together with me and some old friends too. I figured what the hell. Normal Pysllium, coffee, and water procedure and I'm good to go. I got there early but wasn't let in at first. 5 minutes to they opened the doors. I had to pay for a membership renewal but that was okay. They were giving out free dvds but I didn't want them. I wanted to fuck. Was a little nervous at first, walking around, not many people, and being so long since I've done something. I saw someone I knew and passed him a few times. I motioned a guy in the dark area by grabbing my crotch and he came over. He started sucking me. Cute guy. After I was good and hard, I bent him over, spat on my cock and his hole, and shoved it in. He was tight, and he felt fucking good. I fucked him for a LONG time, then some other bottom came next to me. Took my cock out and shoved it in the other guy. He was lubed though. He felt better then the guy I was fucking. Even though I was enjoying it though still not enough to cum. I spotted my friend after I left the dark area. We instantly embraced and made out passionately. Fuck, he's a damn good kisser. We went into a room and we continued making out. Once the clothes were off I got on top of him, kissed him, licked him, sucked his neck, nipples, licked his pits, and ravished the fuck out of him. I even felt some dominance and I grabbed his wrists and slammed them to the bed and secured them with my grip. I sucked his cock while he was partially restrained. I had enough foreplay, so I flipped him over. I spat on my hard uncut cock, spat on his hole too. I shoved it in, he pleaded me to go a little easier so I did. Once I was in he was mine. He felt fucking, tight and wet. I fucked him for a good while until I couldn't hold back and I bred him. First of the night. He flipped me over and fucked me too and bred me. We made out more, cuddled, and realized we had to go our separate ways. More guys to fuck and get fucked by. I went back to the dark room and couldn't believe who I saw. An old guy, I had a crush on and we semi dated for 6 months almost. We've talked since then and I knew he was going to be there. But still, to see him in person. I grabbed him, he grabbed me, and we embraced each other. Our lips locked, and we made out desperately, needing each other. After heavy making out he said he wants to fuck me and we went to the public flat sling. We made out some more, I blew him, and I was on my back. I took a hit of poppers, but still couldn't prepare me. Nothing can ever prepare me for him. I don't know how big he is, but aside from being long he's also fucking thick. Felt like my wall was being ripped open when I felt him enter me. It fucking hurt like hell but I took it. I grunted, groaned, moaned, and yelled but I took it. It started to get a little more comfortable, slightly. Not by much. Other guys came around and watched us and he bred me and I screamed, when we was breeding me. I'd be truly fucked if he was an aggressive top. He's not, just big. He pulled out, and a skinny older man shoved his cock in me. Fuck, he was just as big as my friend. It didn't hurt as much since I was a little more opened up but still somewhat painful. I sucked my friend while the guy fucked me. He bred me, and a guy to the side of me wanted me to finger his hole. I ended up semi fisting it. He asked me if when I was done if I could fist him. Of course, southern hospitality after all. Once he was on the flat sling I fisted him. My buddy came behind me and started fucking me again. Holy fuck what an incredible feeling. I was fisting the bottom like mad and sucking his cock and he came while I blew him. My friend blew his load in me another big one. My friend had to go, I said goodbye. I went back to the bathroom area to piss. I found the fisting bottom and we got a room. He wasn't much of a kisser, but I still got him turned on and myself. I fucked him on his belly and bred his hole. Then I fisted him and he came. I mentioned Brian in the blog title, because I felt like fucking Brian Kinney tonight. From Queer as folk. I had the swagger, attitude, looks, and confidence of a cruising man. A strong one. If it weren't for that I wouldn't have gotten as many guys as I did tonight. I cruised around some more and saw a hot bear man in a camo shirt. I glanced him up and down and he grinned at me. He grabbed me and we made out. He put me on my knees and I blew him. He pulled me up saying he wanted to fuck me. We went to a room and no lube (like most of the guys) he shoved his raw cock in me. It felt so fucking good, I worked my ass on his cock and he bred me rather quickly. After leaving another fucking session took another piss, listerine rinse, and water. I walked back to the cruising area. I found a hot daddy bear and we made out. He told me I was a good kisser. So was he. He wanted me to fuck his bf and told me he'd find him so I could fuck him. Around this time a really hot man in leather came in. I was fucking drawn to him, I felt he had the same swagger and attitude I had though. He was fucking bottoms left right center, have them servicing him, and never seemed hesitant or worried. Unfortunately I choked around him several times. No matter how confident and chill I was, he broke it for some reason. Up on the rafters I saw a hot bear in leather. I slowly walked towards him and saw him checking me out. I gently rubbed his crotch and his chest. I sensed no dissaproval so i kissed him. He kissed me very strongly, aggressively, and passionately too. I licked his pits, nipples, neck, cheek, and sucked his nipples. Finally I got to his cock which was huge. He took me in a private room. We resumed the foreplay, and even sucking him I never let my glance leave his. He noticed I could tell. He had me strip for him too. He watched every motion and movement I was making as I slowly took of my clothes and it got him rock hard. Finally, he bent me over and fingered my hole. No lube, he just started pushing his cock in. He was pretty fucking big so I took a hit of poppers. I felt him push in completely, and I sank down on him. He fucked me, extremely rough and talked verbal while fucking me. Once he bred me I didn't let his cock leave my hole. I backed up on his cock several times, tightened my hole and he fucked me again. He told me I'm the only one he's bred twice. I told him I knew I wasn't his first. He told me I was No. 8. When we went back to making out he pushed me again the wall and secured my wrists while he explored my body. He kissed me again and backed away from me and told me to stay there. He said, "You're very special boy." After that, we got dressed, but i got his number. I know he won't forget I had him shoot twice. Tops don't forget that. I blew him after he sucked me too. I found the cute daddy bear guy again and we made out near the flat sling. I sucked him and a friend of his. We found his partner but his partner didn't want to kiss me or do any foreplay. He just bent over with his ass in the air and I couldn't do it. I felt no connection. And leather man was right next to me as I was trying to fuck him. Thank god not paying attention though. A little later I saw a cute cub in a red shirt. I sucked him in the dark room and sucked him on the couch. He rode me for a while but that was it. Sucked a few more cocks in the dark room, and sucked daddy bear too. Was there another? I don't think so. When I was getting to leave Mr. Leather came over when i was pissing. He actually talked to me and told me he was leaving and he shot. I told him I've been competing with him all night. He said he just shot once but fucked a bunch of guys. Totally beat him. He seemed interested in me at least. I said goodbye to some people I met there and made one last gesture. I went over the Mr. Leather and gave him my bbrt profile since he was on the computer. Little good it will do, but I made an attempt. I contacted someone at the eagle to see if he'd still be there but knew he probably wouldn't. I went anyways. I got a screwdriver and saw a cute guy at the bar. I passed a fucking hot redneck man who wanted me to suck him. I told him I was poz though and he wasn't interested. I saw the couple from cumunion that I played with outside on the patio. A fucking hot strong bear made out with me and groped me like hell. He kept commenting on how daddy bear's cub is cute too though. After I said goodbye to daddy bear and his cub we were left alone. He left once to get a drink. And then told me he was getting his keys. And I saw him getting into a cab leaving. Fucking liar, and a pointless lie. One hot black guy came out and I didn't follow him in. I talked to the cute guy at the bar when he came out. But black guy pulled me away. He shoved me on the floor and made me suck him. I was a little drunk so willing. He picked me up and placed me on the pool table and rammed his black cock in me. It fucking hurt and he kept it in, wouldn't pull out. He was fucking huge and I started screaming. He back handed me telling me to shut the fuck up. I took my hat and bit into it to muffle my sounds. He pulled out and had me suck him and someone else. He went back in, easier this time and it actually felt good. I wanted to be fucked by him. The redneck guy came over though and blew him so I left him be. I talked to shy guy in another dark area but the black guy interrupted us. But I learned, he wasn't so shy. I saw him again at the troff, and I realized he wasn't shy. He fucking appeared that way though. While outside drinking my drink I talked to redneck man who was actually a veteran. I gave him a hug and kiss to thank him for protecting the country. Even though I was honest that I'm not 100% patriotic and he chewed me out for that. Well before he told me he was a vet. He said he loves fucking pussy and women but likes guys sometimes. Typical. He mentioned kissing or something so I leaned over and kissed him passionately. He returned telling me I kiss like a woman. Soft. He was a charmer. We went to the dark area and I sucked him. He had a fucking huge cock I loved it. He bent me over and FORCED his dick in me. It kinda fucking hurt, but I relaxed and took a hit of poppers. I needed his cock in me. We moved over the to the pool table and he fucked me good. Someone else came over and distracted him so we went to his van. He enjoyed me blowing him, calling me his bitch. But then when he wanted to fuck him I reminded him I was poz. He thought I was kidding. But he said he took raw loads from the guys, and I knew several were poz. Dumbass. I fucked him, sort of with a condom on. And that was it. He said I scared him so I left him. And that was my cra cray night. This was just an interlude. Wait until Ft. Lauderdale. Also the 6-7 loads I took I kept them all in. Didn't let any of them out until I got home. It was fresh lube for me.

Depends more on the guy. I've known really hairy guys with hot hairy holes. I've also fucked smooth guys with a nice smooth hell. Hell, even moderately hairy guy with a smooth hole. My only rule is keep it natural. If they have hair back there keep it, and if they don't it's fine too.

Well yesterday was fun. Had a cute bear bottom come over. After foreplay and fooling around I fucked and bred him a few times. 4 to be exact. I like how he was very obedient. More than willing to suck my cock and we had fun. Evening a daddy came over and we fooled around quite a bit. He fucked and bred me 4 times I bred him twice. We took a break or two in between but we had fun. And the bottom guy wants to fuck me now.

Fucking balls man. Do you ever get any results dressing like that?

Fucking had a hell of a night and morning. So I've been talking with a really dominant, verbal, kinky, piggy, raunchy, rough top wanting to get together with me. Wanting me to have a load up my ass before I see him and jacking off into a condom and using it as lube. His rule is only cum or spit. Which is fucking fine by me. So I got together with someone who had been wanting to see me for a while. We had fun, he was sweet, passionate, and he was nice. He fucked me and shot a huge load in me. But I also worked my ass muscles and squeezed them and milked his cock even more. I could barely fucking piss with that load in me. 1st Load I texted the top telling him that I had a load in me and he was horned up telling me to come over. This sexy furry daddy answers the door and commands me to follow him upstairs and strip. Making out, feeling his thick trimmed beard against my face made me rock hard. I sucked his fat daddy cock and he kept on throwing verbal commands at me. It was so fucking hot. He put me on my back on the bed and I took a hit of poppers. He shoved his big daddy cock in my tight ass and I took every inch. I was squeezing my ass so tight on his dick, constantly working my inner ass muscles back and forth. Opening and closing. In a matter of fucking seconds he was pounding the hell out of me and breeding me. Load 2 I wanted every inch of his cock still in me, I wanted more to milk his cock as much as I could so I rocked my ass back and forth on his daddy cock milking it for every drop I could get. And soon enough his dick felt hard again and he fucked me rapidly, shouting, and breeding my hole again. Load 3 Not even a few minutes later I was rocking my ass back and forth, tightening my ass on his cock...and you know know the rest.+3 More loads. (Load 6) He even told me to take his poz cum on the fifth load. Then he finally said, "Daddy needs to take a break boy." I couldn't believe he just gave me 5 loads one after another and that I took them all. Like a good boy I went down on daddy's cock and cleaned him, tasting the cum and my ass. It was so fucking hot and daddy kept my head down on his cock a few times, choking me intentionally. He brought me close to his face, we made out some more. I kept licking the side of his face. I was just in fucking lust with this daddy, licking, kissing, every part of his face including his lips just thanking him constantly. All the while Daddy in his southern accent kept shouting out verbal comments at me. Hearing it was just so fucking hot and watching his face as he talked verbal to me. And yes you know what comes next. I got on all fours and he shoved his big daddy dick in me again. He told me to look at the porn on the tv as his cock went inside me. I looked at the porn on the tv and saw the guy getting fucked by an older top. I took a deep hit of poppers. He told me to back up all the way on his cock and I did. I backed up all the way and started fucking myself on his cock. I kept rocking my ass back and forth, tightening my ass around his cock. And he fucked me hard and in no time another load. +Load 7 This went on for two more times and each time he commented how fucking wet and sloppy my hole felt and how he loved his boys sloppy hole. +Load 8 and 9 I pulled off of daddy's dick and I went back to cleaning his cock and servicing him. He told me he wanted me to jerk off. We made out again and I shot my load on his cock. Daddy said that's all the lube I get. Like I needed anymore with all the cum in my ass. I asked if i could shoot again and he said he wanted me to shoot in him. That got me so fucking horny I flipped him over and shoved my raw hard cock in him in one go. I bred him right then and there. +Load 1 for breeding I could hear him moaning and feeling his ass relax. Fuck his hole felt so fucking sloppy from my hole. This must be how it felt for daddy. His hairy back, body, and his face laying sideways on the bed was so fucking hot. I fucked him. He continued with the verbal talk telling me that daddy doesn't let boys normally fuck him and that this was because I was a good boy. I fucked the hell out of him and bred him again. +Load 2 for breeding. I continued fucking him and his ass felt incredible. "This is what a cumhole feels like," I thought. I bite down on his shoulder, his ear, pressed my face against the hair on his back. I loved everything about daddy. I fucked him harder and he told me "Daddy's a fucking slut pig too boy. Come on boy, breed your daddy. Give daddy your poz load boy." I don't hear poz talk a lot and that threw me over the edge. I yelled, growled, moaned, giving him my third load and milking his ass after. +Load 3 for breeding. After breeding him I went back to sucking daddy and he got me on all fours again. He shoved his big daddy dick in me again and in no time at all bred me. +Load 10 My ass felt so full of cum, felt a little sore, and It didn't feel like it could take anymore but I wanted more. I backed my ass up all the way on daddy's dick and rocked my ass back and forth. Moaning, groaning, begging for daddy to fuck me. He continued his verbal banter and fucked me hard again and shot another load up my ass. I yelled so load feeling my ass fill up to the brim like no more can go back there. +Load 11 I probably should have but I told daddy that I couldn't fit anymore cum back there and that I need to release it. So I went to the bathroom and pushed all the cum out. I came back and thanked daddy and he told me for being such a good boy he'll take me to the sex clubs sometimes and whore me out. Have friends of his fuck and breed me and I'll be expected to be a good boy and do what he says. Of course my dick got hard right there. We kissed once more and I thanked him and we both promised to see each other again. Part of the reason I wanted to leave too was because I heard a text on my phone while he was fucking me. He had take a break at one point and my suspicions were right it was a leather Sir who I've been seeing and want to see more. Besides, the raunchy pig daddy has a partner and he had to get to bed at some point. So I told Sir I was on me way and he looked forward to me arriving. After finally getting to his house Sir opened the door and immediately took me the bedroom. I said last time that it was established that I was a cum dump for him. Last time was just strip, suck, bend over, take his cock and load, and get out. We talked about that a bit more and we both told each other what we want and what we should do in the meantime. This time was much much different. He embraced me, we made out. He sucked on my nipples I sucked on his, I licked his arm pits, his chest, every part of him. He slapped my ass a few times and fingered my wet hole. I told him I already had a few loads back there before we got started he was okay with it. He had to take a piss, so while Sir was pissing I got on my knees, lowered my head, closing my eyes, awaiting Sir's return. Sir returned and tilted my head up and lowered his head to kiss me and make out with me. Sir pulled me off the ground and we continued making out. He sat on the edge of the bed and I got on my knees like a good boy and started servicing him. I could hear his moans and groans off approval and it wasn't long before he pulled me on the bed. He put me on my back and we continued to make out, he sucked my nipples again, and even my pits. While we were making out his dick was fucking rock hard and I felt poking my ass, leg, and thigh several times. Finally Sir was done with the foreplay. He lifted my legs and pushed his dick in. Before he did, I took a hit of poppers I knew I'd need them. He pushed all the way back. It kind of fucking hurt. He was really hard and horny. He fucked me brutally and a few times I'd wince in pain or hesitant for a moment. I shouldn't have released the cum. I needed it for lube. But I could tell he enjoyed fucking me partially dry. I held my legs back, that's what he prefers, and he fucked me hard and aggressive. I was moaning, yelling, and I couldn't help it. Complete mix of both pain, pleasure, but also the desire to please and be a good bottom for Sir won over the pain. Even though it hurt from being partially dry, I fucking took it. I heard Sir start to moan and could tell he was cumming. He shot a huge fucking load in me and I felt it fill me up, almost as full as the pig daddy who bred me 10 times earlier. +Load 12 Remembering how horny I was with pig daddy, and even thinking back to times with my former partner I'm a hungry bottom. I'm not passive. I rocked my ass back and forth on Sir's cock, milking every drop of his load. I worked my ass muscles too and I felt his dick get hard again. He fucked me again, but this time it felt much better. Sir gave me lube. I took every inch of him with no problem and enjoyed the hell out of it. Rocked my ass back and forth, opening and closing my hole to give Sir as much pleasure as I could. He bred me again. And it was another huge load. He filled my ass. He collapsed afterwards on top me, kissing me, and we stayed still for a moment. +Load 13 We talked a little afterwards and I enjoyed it. I'm glad that this is the way it's going to be from now on. Sir wants to collar me, own, me, make me his boy. And I want that too but I want to get to know him better until that decision is reached. And he's okay with that, we'll continue seeing each other and see how thing goes. I was going to get another load from a top I know in town but he wanted me to pick up someone first and I used to do that and didn't feel like it. I had another guy who I could have fucked me on the way home but I was getting a little sleepy. Ya know, 13 loads, +3 I shot, was moderate for a night out. Joking, it was fucking incredible. The last time a guy loaded me up that much in one session was a trucker I spent the evening with. Don't know how it's possible for some guys to do that. AND, this morning. I planned for a hot bear bottom to come over. We've talked back and forth he's a cutie. First time a guy has come over to my new place too. We roll around in bed, make out, very affectionate. Although, I'm not quite awake yet. Never been a morning person. I get hard and fuck his beautiful ass for a little bit but I try to hold back from cumming too much and it killed my hard on. So I jack off and breed his ass. +Load 1 Me Breeding I stay in him for a little and pump the rest of my load into him. Feeling his body, his fur, kissing his face, gets me hard again so I fuck him again for a little bit and shoot another load into him. +Load 2 Me Breeding We take a little bit of a break and we make out some and cuddle a little. He says, "You know, I'm yours I'll do whatever you want." Not many people bring out the subtle dominant part of me but he did. So I said, "Suck me boy." He was a great cocksucker and after he got me hard, we lay next to each other. While making out, I rub his head, grab the back of his head, forcing him into me more aggressive. His body, his face, this sexy bear was all mine. I pull away from him, flip him back on his belly and shove my raw cock in him again. His ass feels great like before and it's not long before I shoot another load up him. +Load 3 Me Breeding Rinse and Repeat, same thing happens again. Although I start getting more aggressive, calling him boy, my boy, my ass, my hole, and I fuck him and breed him again. It feels a little weird saying that considering my age and understanding of leather but I felt it. So for the present time, I accepted it. +Load 4 Me Breeding We talked some more, made out, cuddled, and I was still kinda sleepy. He said that he should get going and I need to do my resume and finish my room. I thanked him and when he stood we made out again but it felt like he awakened something in me when he kissed me. I kissed him more aggressively, holding his head, controlling it, and my dick was fucking rock hard. I kicked the bed back, it's on wheels, and told him to bend over. I spit on my dick and shoved my raw and cummy dick in him again. Fuck his ass felt so good in this position. I fucked him longer this time. Much longer. I was enjoying it. After fucking him for a while he told me his ass was starting to hurt. I asked if he did poppers. He told me he did. I handed him a bottle of poppers and felt him open up even more and the complaining stopped. I was fucking enjoying it and definitely didn't want to rush. I fucked him fast, I fucked him nice and slow, and I pulled all the way out a few times and slammed it in. I loved watching my dick go in and out of his ass too. Finally, I know I needed to cum and I fucked him with shorter strokes, and breed his ass for the 5th time. But really, who's keeping count? +Load 5 Me Breeding That was it, I knew I needed to get some stuff done. He thanked me again and I kissed him goodbye. He definitely wants to see me again. I definitely like topping now. I was a tad bit nervous with him at first but that's because I'm not usually exclusively top. I like to be verse. His cock was hard the whole time though. He has a nice fat dick, not as big as he says he'd like it to be but still nice. I asked if he's opposed to sticking his dick in me and he said he's not. He says he's just self conscious about his dick and he doesn't think guys want something as small as his. Which it's not, stupid dick size stereotype thing. So he'll probably fuck me next time. But I like what the pig daddy last night told me after I bred him. "If you're dicks fucking hard stick it in. Do what makes ya feel good and what makes your dick hard. That's what it's for." I definitely want to get with him again and more versatile guys like him. Leather Sir is versatile, I hope he'll let me fuck him sometime. So those are my last loads. But like I said, who's counting. And I have a guy coming over tonight a cute versatile daddy. He hasn't had sex in a few weeks and wants to fuck me several times. I'm gonna fuck him too. And now back to doing my resume and finding a job. Fuck I wish I could fuck and get fucked all day though.

I don't have anything against gainer, encourage, feeders, I don't think that's what this thread is about. I love bears. I love bears with bellys or daddies and older guys with a little belly. The first time I had sex with a chub was with a guy who was probably 270LB-300LB. I don't know his exact weight but he was a big guy. Very sweet, affectionate, bearded, damn good kisser. And a top. He fucked me on the ground several times and it was incredible. I loved feeling his dick and weight fucking me. I like it when bears or bigger guys use their weight to fuck it's incredibly hot. I saw him on and off. I felt a little strange though. I don't ever call a guy ugly, fat, or anything insulting. I don't view people that way. I just know there are some guys out there that don't do it for me but know that for others it's what they want. But he was the heaviest guy I've ever been with. I met someone through a friend who was around my age, poz, cute black twink boy. He was a total cumslut like me, a techno geek, and we had fun. We even both played with a guy once (unfortunately safe top) but it was fun servicing a cock side by side. I told him about my chub bear guy wondering if he'd be into him too and he was. The chub bear guy was too and wanted to fuck us both. I felt kind of stupid for even having doubts like "Should I really be into a guy that's this large?". I like what I like and if I like someone that's a bear, chub, leather, or whatever then fuck what others think. It's who or what I like that matters. And if they like me back. I don't see the chub bear guy anymore because last time we fucked he was more than willing to fuck and breed me which I loved. But he wouldn't let me fuck him without a condom because he's neg. And he wouldn't let me cum inside the condom too. Kind of pissed me off that he could fuck me bare but I couldn't with him. But he's neg so it's understandable. But I've been playing with bears and chubs lately fucking and getting fucked by them I love it. I think it's more the person and the personality that gets me going. Of course, furry, hairy ass, a little facial hair and belly definitely makes me hard. So maybe I do have a little bit of a chub fetish.

I'll be honest I don't really buy or get porn movies. I just watch clips online. But anything by Treasure Island, Tim, Dickwadd, Dark Alley, Or Raw Fuck club always gets me going. It doesn't hurt to go to a porn store and see the new releases. Although not my favorite studio a friend gave me a copy of Raw and Hairy Amateur Fuckers Vol. 3 I've yet to watch it but he's in it.

Just out of curiosity but is this the guy who also is the reason it's actually mandatory or law to wear condoms in a dungeon playspace? I heard of that in California and I couldn't fucking believe that? Don't know how the hell you'd enforce that too. Could only be for private dungeon.

I'm starting to see myself less and less of a bottom each day. I love bottoming but I seem to be meeting more verse guys lately which is good. I was broken of the whole "Boy did I say you could touch your cock" a long time ago. That being said I don't always touch my cock or cum during sex. Reason is sometimes if I touch my cock or start to jack off I fucking lose it. I'm beyond ecstasy and I like to enjoy the flow getting there. There has been a top or two who prefer me to jack off when they are fucking me and I do it. I think I normally cum usually after a guy fucks me. Or now if I breed a guy. Usually though a guy feels so good in me that I just don't want overload on sensation. If I wasn't for that I wouldn't mind touching my cock. So probably when I'm in bottom mentality or mode I'm less likely to. But when I'm topping I definitely touch my dick and jack off when I'm with someone and cum. Especially if it's breeding him. I do like though that I can cum and still have a top fuck me. A lot of tops (including ex) tell me that most bottoms once they cum their done. For me it's just the start of the next round

That scene from cruising comes to mind... In all seriousness if you think it's hot go for it. I'm a bit hesitant about blindfolds myself and only do it with guys that I trust. Although keep in mind if you wear a blindfold you might as well wear an orange jockstrap. Anything, anytime, anyplace. Also, I recommend Clubhouse II. Not sure if you were referring to that or more of the bath house place. Clubehouse II is more of a cross between a sex club and sort of a bath house. I think it's a great place. Lots of hallways and rooms to explore, a fun back area and even an open area. And showers, steam room, and sauna. I had lots of fun when I went there a few years ago. But I'm sure Club Fort Lauderdale is fun too just never went there. I hope you have fun.

It could have been because of the HIV/STD testing going on. When guys are in a sex zone or mentality they don't always think of condoms and safe sex. But have safe sex posters around, people there testing guys or encouraging them, and or condoms. Well, any worry or fear kind of pops back up and they question if they should be doing it bare or not. I used to go to the baths sometimes and I noticed generally on Wednesdays, I think, when they did the HIV tests guys seemed a bit more hesitant. Maybe some guys get tested and they are scared waiting to see if they are poz or neg. And if they get it back as neg they might decide to keep playing safe. If you can find one that has it black out nights are always good for baths. Lots of barebacking goes on there. I saw someone once at a bath house who had a bracelet on that said raw. This was before I really started barebacking and it scared me but intrigued me. He fucked me raw for a while but then I told him to pull out because I was chicken shit. He did. Another good thing to do is if you have a room to yourself wear a jockstrap or some sexy underwear and have only lube or poppers on the stand next to you. Hell maybe even just poppers. Guys should get the hint. But the baths can be unpredictable. Hell I went to the bookstore a few nights ago and I was lucky that the first guy who hit on me was okay when I told him i was poz. Because he was too. But I asked him honestly how often he gets turned down by guys at bath houses and bookstores and he told me it happens a lot. But that's another matter. I'm still going to find a way to take raw loads at the baths and bookstores and give them too to guys who are willing and okay with it. Don't let one off day throw you off.

I had a guy when I was 18 or 19. I went over to his place and he told me how fucking horny he was. As soon as he entered me he came. I was surprised like hell. That was condoms at the time. I can't recall any top guys that he ever bred me in 4 strokes or less. I fucked someone once though and came in just about 4 strokes. But I think I edged like hell earlier. My moto is if the guy is gonna cum as soon as he enters he should at least cum again and again. That's what I aim to do.

Holy shit I just finished watching that show. That's a real club? Incredible. That's fucking hot too. I've always wanted to be fucked on dance floor. You see guys grinding against each other all the time in dance clubs but never see em penetrate or sucking the other guy. At least here you don't. There used to be black out nights at some clubs in Atlanta. I don't think they do those anymore. I'm sure shit like that would go on during a black out party. Damn, now I have new goal. To get fucked on the dance floor. Been fucked over a pool table though that's fun.

I signed. Damn, I didn't know he was the guy that got bareback porn banned in LA. Worse that he takes money from groups that help people with HIV. I like AHF a lot they have a lot of centers in Ft. Lauderdale and at least one in GA. Thanks for making us aware rawtop. I hope he gets removed.

Ah time to dust off the old keyboard for this one. Really had high hopes on saturday night being leather night. A tad bit nervous being back in town and so many changes. Fortunately someone on manhunt was also going out and we decided if we saw each other we'd chat. We just cruised the guys at first then I finally had the balls to ask him if he wanted to fuck. So we made out some and left. We went to another bar for a drink and then went to one of the sex clubs. It was fucking hot once the clothes were off the man was a damn good kisser. I sucked him and he fucked me a few times. We eventually found a room with a bed. I blew him mostly to the point where he was getting ready to cum. I pulled off and slide down on his cock taking his load up my ass. He shot a huge fucking load. After that I just walked around sucking a few guys. I left the club and went to someone's place. Big beefy hairy man he fucked me as soon as I got over. We fucked for a few hours and he bred me. I slept over and he fucked me again in the morning. He didn't bred though. I went over to someone else's on sunday afternoon and as soon as I got there I was stripped, on my knees, and he was face fucking me brutally. He pulled me onto the bed, bent me over, and shoved his huge dick in me. I had poppers thank god but it hurt a bit at first but then felt good. He fucked me really rough and shot 2 loads in me. And the finale I went to a fun party. I fooled around with one of the guys serving drinks and some of the other people as well. I was drunk and taken into another area and the couple I went to meet fucked me. At least one of them did. I know he shot at least two loads in me. Some other guy fucked me too and shot a load but I don't remember the rest I was in haze. Monday as in today. Seemed like a boring uneventful day. I got a text after I had a drink and getting ready for bed. I planned on going to bed early tonight. A leather top whom I told I was more of a cumdump now and discovering myself messaged me. He told me he needed some ass and wanted me to come over. Of course I did a quick rinse and headed over. This was different then last time he took me being a cumdump to heart. There was no foreplay, no kissing, none of that was present. I was told to strip and he pushed me on my knees and choked me with his huge cock. He was intentionally making me choke on it and making me gag and repeating. He pushed me to the ground and while I was bent over he slapped my ass HARD several times it fucking hurt. He raised pulled me up and bent me over the bed. I knew what was coming so I took a good hit of poppers. As expected he didn't use lube and he pushed in. I had no time to relax but fortunately the poppers were kicking in and I was starting to relax. Before I could relax completely though he shoved it in and I had to fucking take it. He fucked me very brutally calling me his cum dump bitch and asking if I still wanted to be a cumdump. He flipped me on my back and had me hold my legs and he pounded me hard until I heard him start to groan and growl and he shot a huge fucking load in me. We talked a little bit after that though. He still wants me to be his boy. But won't tell me what that involves. He told me from here on out I'll be his cumdump and it will be similar treatment. I was a little disappointment because I really enjoyed licking his pits and nipples but it's the only way to see him currently. There was some small sentiment that was mentioned when I was walking out the door. Since the fuck was quick and I was a cumdump I was fucking horny still. I went to the book store and found a guy and first thing I said was, "I'm poz." He said, "Cool." He fucked me with just the load in my ass. I don't know if his cock is bigger than leather Sir but I was really feeling his cock pounding the hell ou tof me when he fucked me. He stopped himself from cumming though and he kept building up and pounding me so hard my fucking cock felt like it was about to blow. But then he'd stop. We went to a bed area and different positions but same thing. I was pretty fucking load, but I haven't had a fuck like that in a long time. He reached a spot. Don't know how I know I've had guys bigger and thicker than him. But for some reason I could really feel it. Unfortunately he didn't breed me though. Some cryptic advice he gave me was some insight of his own. I asked about him being poz and he told me he was. I asked how that went in clubs. He told me he's honest and he gets rejected quite often. So unfortunately that's something to look forward to. Although, I know where more of the poz guys go to play. So back to counting. 5 loads that I can completely confirm over the last few days. Maybe 4 or 5 on sunday night but I was in a haze so not entirely sure. I did suck a guy at the bookstore and he had a HUGE fucking cock. I wish he would have fucked me.

I agree with Rawtop and others that not saying no thanks isn't the end of the world. I am sometimes on my phone so I can't always respond to guys. And other times I just don't think I'm in the mood whether it's topping, bottoming, or whatever the guy wants to do. Or I just don't feel like talking and responding. I have rarely gotten a no thanks but yes if you get a no thanks that's it. The guy will more than likely never want to do anything with you. I think the problem is some people get their hopes up and wonder and wait for a guy they want, to respond to their message or unlock pictures. Move along. There's a shit load of guys out there if one rejects you go for another. I take it when no responds that they aren't interested or just not in the mood. I actually did used to say no thanks when I was younger and I had guys who used to try to hound me too. For some guys if you give communication they see that as an opening. I think there a lot more of problems with online ettiquite than the not responding to someone sending you something. Very minor imo

Great points everyone. I'm glad that I'm not the only one who fears the same and worries. Yes, an group where everyone is tested is ideal but so fucking unrealistic. Playing outside of town is a great idea. That's why I was so desperate to go to phouse in the past. A little experience from tonight I'd like to share. Be fucking careful where you decide to be a cumdump. I won't say where I was but lets just say I had a few too many drinks and a bartender who wanted me to get smashed. I got a few extra drinks and shots. I sucked him and any guy he told me to. I got my ass spanked several times, nipples played with and a little making out. I went to this place to meet two guys a couple. To fuck and get fucked by both. I was late because I got a few loads earlier in the day and got home late so I went to play late. I also wanted to make sure I was properly cleaned. Thank fuck ing good I did. So as I was saying. I sucked off the man serving my drinks, made out with him, got my body played with and any man he told me to suck or any guy who came over I took care of him. And that was all she right. I vaguely remember one of the guys I was meeting fucked me a few times. He wanted me to fuck him and I think I fucked him for a little bit. I don't remember how many guys fucked me but I think it was 5. There no mention of my status I just remember cocks going up my ass and taking a few loads. The two guys his partner I didn't do much with him I asked but he didn't want much. At the same time I saw lots of guys getting fucked and gangbanged and after I was fucked a few times that was it. Just a piece of used meet basically. I barely remember the guys who fucked me. I just remember that I did some shots and got drinks so I was completely naked. When I was given water and told to try and settle down I was in the bathroom and a hot guy said he already fucked me and wanted to breed me again. He fucked me in the bathroom, don't know if he bred me or not. So that's the hot side of this story. Now for the reality. The guys I went to meet told me they were leaving. The guy who fed me the drinks and made out with me gave me my clothes so I could get going. Some of the guys that fucked me bred me and used me so that was it. I was taken outside but walked to the car by myself. I remember sitting in my car with the car on and passing out quickly. I don't remember if it was a dream or not but I think some guy warned me not to turn on my car especially being drunk and that I could get fined by a cop for that. I don't know if a guy actually said that but I dreamed it. Abandoned by everyone I blacked out and I woke up. I was surprised I actually woke up. Every single car I was gone I was the only one left. Not one person cared to make sure I was okay, the guys I was supposed to meet didn't give a fuck neither did the guy who fed me the drinks. Maybe because I'm new back in town, but I think most guys would have probably been treated the same. So yeah I'm young but that appeal only goes so far. I was a little pissed, hurt, scared, and sick from being drunk and left all alone. I can't tell you how fucking hard it was to drive home. I was so fucking careful and waited at mcdonalds like hell forever waiting to get some damned food to wake up. But yes I'm at home and barely okay after eating some food and ginger ale. But i took care of myself. I left my hat at the place which I liked too. Not sure if I'll try and get it back. So yes I got to be a cumdump. I don't know how many loads I really took, I don't know what the guys looked like, all I know is that I took raw cock and loads. I only told the guy that gave me the drinks I was positive since I was more sober at that point. Lesson learned, make sure I have some kind of back up or plan if I get shitfaced to save my ass or help myself. Because no one else will or care. That being said 2 failed poly relationships and trying to make connections with vanilla guys has failed. Attempts at learning leather and other things from a Sir has gotten me no where. I don't really give a fuck anymore. I think I'm just going to find someone to whore me out and I'll take all the cock up my ass and loads that he tells me. I believe that's truly what I'm meant for not a relationship. I know this doesn't apply to everyone but that's how I feel anyways. And as some have said, this means that certain Sirs will get the proper service and mouth or ass that they need. I look forward to being able to provide that service.

Another thread about cumdumps and sluts I'm single now but I had an experience before I moved back to where I live now. I drank with two guys just beer, wine, and cocktails. They had friends over and I was hard and horny from the alcohol. One of the guys who was the host ordered me to play with myself and stroke my cock. Then I was told to go around and let the other guys feel my hard cock. Someone had his cock out and I was ordered to suck him. Before I knew it guys were groping, grabbing me, and my hole was being played with and complimented. And then I felt a bare cock in my hole and one of the guys was fucking me raw. By this point I was in such as haze it's a blur and I'm not sure how many guys fucked me. I remember being fucked in different positions, poppers inhaled, and hearing the guy yell as he bred me. I only remember one. This experience re-awakened the slut, whore, and pig in me that I suppressed when I was in a relationship. Now that the pig is out, can he be caged again? I know of all the diseases and consequences for whoring out. If I were to truly became a cum dump and take all loads I'd take all of that as well. I've talked to someone lately who goes to sex parties and orgies and has invited me to one this weekend. He wants me to breed him and he'll fuck me too and fuck and bottom for all kinds of guys. He told me he's not a cumdump though he cares more about the guys than the cocks. Which is how I feel as well. I think a true cumdump wouldn't care about the guy and just the cock and size. I want to go and I want to fuck him and get together with him regularly too. He's fucking hot. I'm just afraid that if I go through with the orgy and sex party and start going to cumunion with him or someone else that the pig will be unleashed and I won't be able to go back. I told myself that I was just going to hook up with guys sometimes but not that much and focus more on friendships. Being a cumslut gets around. People do view you a certain way. They'll be more than happy to fuck and breed your ass or take it up their ass but that's it. It's harder to make friends. But if it's who I really am do I just ignore it and suppress it and just focus on making friends, building a career and life. I'll still be working a job even if I whore out. Lots of guys tell me how they would have done things different if they were me at my age. I'm just not sure what I should do. Go out sometimes and fuck some guys or take it up the ass. Find a fuckbuddy or two and stick with that? Slut and whore myself out to either preference or any load any cock. Or have a guy or group of guys who me out either as just doing it for fun and the sex or because I like them. I know not one person can tell me what's best for me but everyone has their own opinions and I'd like to hear them. I just want to live life honestly and freely and not worry about limits or restrictions. But I also know every choice has a consequence whether it's good or bad.

I thought I still had some vanilla left me in but I literally have none left. Dirty talk, dominance, brutal, rough, it all gets my dick hard. Being man handled, shoved, grabbed makes me fucking rock hard. Love a rough dominant top fucking me and love to fuck rough when I'm giving it to someone. Especially love biting a guy's ear or neck when I'm close to cumming. That sends me over the edge.

I know not everyone is ready to completely slut out but bottoms or curious guys still go to bath houses and sex clubs. It's one thing for someone to be curious and a little bit conscious who and who they don't want to play with. That's what rooms are for and cruising halls, showers, saunas, or etc. But when you are in a sling or in a room with the door open with your ass in the air that is the universal sign for any and every cock. I do agree with hungry_hole about hating when a top walks into a room when you have your ass in the air and too much time is spent sucking their cock and fucking doesn't happen. But I don't think every bottom is really aware that presenting their ass for everyone means it's for everyone. I don't have a problem with bottoms being more specific about who and what they want. But a sling or ass up in a room isn't the place to do it. Unfortunately bottoms can't really learn about this until they experience it or find someone else who's experienced and lets them know.

Aside from the personality compliments I'll focus on the sex ones more. "You were made for fucking" or "Good boy". What's impressed me even more is a guy I haven't talked to in two years I contacted when I was in Ft. Lauderdale. I didn't get to see him unfortunately but he remembered exactly who I was and he wanted to fuck me again. I got together with it an old bud of mine now that I'm back in GA and he remembered me as well. Lots of guys who I got together with in the past remembered me. Maybe it was only for sex but I was remembered. Actually now that I think about it my favorite one is probably. "You're a great kisser." I know lots of guys here love anonymous but I love kissing a hot and rough top or horny bottom. Makes me hard and makes me horny as fuck. I've fucked and gotten fucked without kissing before but it makes it better when there is some passion and lust.