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Water. Best way. I know people who do the immodium pills and block their shit for an extended period and love it. I know some guys that do laxitives. I watched some german douche video a few months back and it helped me alot. I use a little douche bottle and I always unscrew the insertion part and play with that in my ass to make sure I'm clean or get it clean before water goes back there. I start with luke warm/luke cold (technical term?) water and don't stick it all the way up my ass but partially. I gently squeeze and open my ass muscles to take the water in. I push the water and excess out and each time i refill the bottle I go up in temperature just a little bit. Also sometimes I will move around or do something else and if I feel there is water still there I go back and re-do it. I don't rush I don't force it. It can be anywhere from 30 minutes to two hours. Also depends on what I eat. But I'm always clean and always able to suck Sir's cock after he fucks and breeds me as a sign of cleanliness.

I don't know why it is but this is actually a common thing. A couple is together and months, years, or sometime down the road they open it up and play with others. Somewhere along the way one or both actually want a third. I'm part of a poly relationship it's my second one. While travelling I've met a few couples who play with others spoke of "secretly" or not so subtly wanting a third. Maybe they say it maybe they don't but it's there. Here's another scenario. You say that you can ask your partner and talk about it and pursue a third or just go back to playing with others. But you also said you liked coming home to two (yes it's nice) I can understand that. But are you looking to find a third so that way you two don't have to go out looking for dick and you three become monogamous or if you do have a third will you still be open. That's something you need to talk to your partner about right now. I can understand about having or needing certain things as well. We're always so damn busy but I really do miss BDSM. We're working on it though.

Paul Morris does have a wiki page though. I'm surprise he liked this thread too. Also, everyone pretty much just feed the troll. One post, no picture, limited profile, joined in march, and no response from the troll. Typical troll is a typical troll. And he ripped of bon jovi.

Christmas gifts for some are really tough. Even for those who have everything think of the person's habbits, hobbies, or things that they like or might need not even knowing it. What I did with partners in the past was do an amazon gift list so we added what we wanted on there and we'd get the top gifts that the other without the guessing. But I got my ex a tablet the previous year so he can go on growlr, cruise guys, and have a private space to keep his photos. He still uses it and loves it. I'd say gift cards should be a last resort thing but that's what I'm doing for most this year. Ex smokes and is trying to quit. I talked to someone this weekend who has a newer vapor cigarette (not the blu thing) so I'm thinking of maybe getting him that. That way he can still smoke and learn to quit. He's been trying really hard for the past few years and he's used the blu things but they don't work too well. That's just an example. Although personally, I don't mind smokers in the least. Could at least get him a card too. A few gay shops where I used to live sold all kinds of gay themed cards and christmas cards. Those were fun to give and get during christmas. Could always get him a fleshjack or something too. Not a dildo

Huh how ironic that all this take about riding someone and leg strength and everything and it happened to me last night. Almost fisted my partner last night and fucked him for a while but was too nervous about waking the other partner since he was in the next room. This morning when I wake up I always have a morning hard on and he came in lubed my cock up and slide down on me with my eyes barely even open. He was riding my dick and working his ass muscles and it felt amazing. I was moving my hips and fucking him a little too. Not sure if was because of the morning hard on and needing to piss but I wasn't able to cum that way. Instead he pulled off and he threw his legs in the air and I fucked him and once he asked for it I really fucked him and breed him. I just thought it was kind of ironic that he rode my dick after I read this thread. I'll have to try it more often

This is actually is very serious. I made a thread similar to this when I was escorting because I got bad advice from someone. This was just after I became poz and was wondering if I should tell my clients. He told me I shouldn't and I talked to some others and realized that in certain states you have to. So I did some research. http://www.cdc.gov/hiv/policies/law/states/index.html There was a better link I found somewhere without all the bullcrap tree maps to find the HIV part but I can't remember that link. But yes it does vary state by state. For GA for example. Not only do they consider you a threat to public health but any sexual contact with anyone without letting them know you are poz is a criminal offense. Not a warning or demeanor a full offense which can land you jail time. I can't tell you how paranoid this made me in Atlanta when I lived there with clients and just hooking up especially after I became poz. I was honest from then on and told the guy I was poz and he diddn't have a problem. Surprisingly very few people had a problem with it and the ones who did were upfront from the start and I did nothing with them. I believe in Florida it's something like a little slap on the wrist or a warning. So yes this means sex clubs or wherever you go if your state is strict about it if someone can pinpoint you or prove it was you, you're fucked and not in a good way. This is something that got me extremely pissed off a while back especially living in GA. But only some states are like this so hopefully you aren't in a fucked state. There are various reports too about innocent people going to jail and being criminalized too because of HIV. Most of them involve women though..no surprise. Men know how to be a bit more anonymous. Also the department of health hounds the fuck out of you to give you the name, address, and phone number of people you've played with. At least that's how they are in GA. Glad to be in Florida even the HIV Care down here is actually extremely good.

Is this where the phrase, "She needs to get laid" or "He needs to get laid" comes from?

It's so funny that when I was 18 or so I was getting no sex really I was trying way too hard and knew nothing about cruising or getting men. I got better at it and would usually get sex a few times a week. Once I started barebacking I was not only getting sex at least once a day but sometimes multiple loads from several men all in one day. Literally morning, afternoon and evening trying to get as much loads as possible. To say I was a sex addict was a complete fucking understatement. And for me it still wasn't enough. Only when my hole was so filled with cum that men diddn't have to use lube did I start to think it was close to enough. But that's also partially because in a previous relationship sex did happen every so often and then I went months without sex. Now I usually get sex a few times a week. As for getting fucked that varies but at least once a week. Everyone has different circumstances such as work, family, friends, or hobbies that you can't have sex all the time. But I was probably pretty selfish at times when I went out trying to get as many loads and cock as I could in a day. I did learn near the end though about making fuck buds and friends and going to see them sometimes instead of just finding a random cock. That worked out better sometimes just knew the day we'd usually meet and I could go get another load prior to or after and at least I know I got some. I'm happy that it just happens every so often now. Really as long as it's just once a week but a REALLY good fuck like at least a few hours then I'm pretty much set for the week. Although topping can be different. Sometimes I want it constantly and sometimes I don't want it at all. But that's still somewhat new territory.

Good, I'm glad you liked it. I'm sure you know some pain during sex can be good or bad just depending on the situation. I'm sorry that the direct cause is because of deterioration. Congratulations on the exercise bike I hope that helps build up stamina. It does I want your cum more efficiently and seeing the top's face and knowing your getting it directly and have better control of your ass muscles makes it that much better. You're probably right that some days maybe a top doesn't want too much but it's a way for him and his boy to both get off. I have to agree with that comment about a sling. Would love to do more sling play much better control and angle as well. But the feeling is similar. I'm glad he enjoyed it and wanted more

I'm sorry that it gave you pain bearbandit. At least you tried it again though. Did you enjoy it a little at least despite the pain? They do make muscle relaxant pills as well. That might actually help. It is an incredible slutty feeling and nothing says you want a top's dick more than riding him. I've been jacked off while riding dick before too and that's even more amazing. It's not my favorite position and I know many tops prefer to just mount a bottom on all fours but sometimes it's fun to do. Ironically though I don't really get much from a guy sitting on my dick. Not that it's happened much.

Shit can't believe I never saw this one. I completely agree the reason why I never really watch piss videos is because it's just guys getting pissed on and some of them trying to look cute by opening their mouth with their eyes closed and letting it flow out of their mouth or gargle it. Limited piss experience but I always drink a man's piss if watersports is what he's into. Unless it's up the ass then I'll take that too. For the first time in a while actually drank a little of Sir's piss. He pisses outside sometimes and I've always been damn tempted watching his thick PA cock dangle out and watching that stream of beautiful piss. The other day I did just get down on my knees and suck him while he was pissing but he was pissing way too fast and I was out of practice so I wasn't able to swallow it all. Wish I could have but swallowed what I could at least. There will be repeats I'm sure though.

This is just one of the issues that's dealt with when dealing with married, bi, straight, or curious guys. I have nothing against guys like this as I've fucked and been fucked by married and straight guys and bi guys. You have to understand that whatever insecurities they have, whatever worries or misconceptions they have will be there. Whether it's their wife, diseases, am I gay?, still a man, okay to do this with another guy, what can or can't be done, all that comes with it. If you really want you to breed you, really get into when he's fucking you, work your ass muscles, match his rhythm maybe get him to be a little more verbal. I think it might be also that your asking for it. If you don't ask for it he might give it to you. Although it's nice to think that every guy out there be it bi, straight, or gay thinks of ass as a piece of ass and cum hole and that there is no better feeling in the world than fucking an ass raw or being fucked and breeding not everyone thinks like that. If he doesn't breed you that's just something you have to accept. I never thought about it being a bonding type thing either. Although I do know that some men think of it like that I had the idea that most straight or married guys think of a man's ass as a cum hole or a place to get off in. Some guys do think like that. I never thought about it as getting a women pregnant though. No idea how straight guys think but I guess if someone fucks women for a long time and doesn't breed them because of worry of pregnancy that might carry over to a guy. But then again some men distinguish how they fuck a woman and how they fuck a man. Some don't. Best of luck and if he doesn't breed you maybe you should just look for another. Actually have you thought of introducing him to poppers. Maybe if you try to get him to use poppers when fucking you he won't be able to hold back and he'll breed you.

Could be a number of things. Could be age, weight, strength of bones or muscles, stiffness, or some other reason. I'm not in the best shape of my life and I'm stiff at times but throwing my legs up, bending over, and riding a guy wasn't difficult. That being said I never really sat on someone's cock and rode them for hours. Hell it surprised me when I did bondage and BDSM with a fuck bud at one point. I figured my legs or arms would cramp from the extended period but they diddn't. Only if he tied them extra tight or did other things. But he was also very very experienced with rope and probably knew what he was doing. That being said being fucked in those various positions and slings did not present a problem. However, when getting fucked by a really fucking thick and big guy once I lost all feeling in my legs and part of my body. Felt like the man was wishboning me (he was) and I had no feeling at all. Fortunately he diddn't take too long to cum usually 15 or less but it was partially painful. I also know that if you get into headspace like being in a sling or if the fucking is extremely intense of the connection or energy with the top is intense can send electricity all through-out your body and make you weak kneed, make your body limp or numb and even have the feeling last afterwards. Like I said I don't know anything about you but I recommend either trying some stretches or maybe practicing on a dildo or something and seeing if you get the same feeling. You might just need to relax or work out your legs or it could be too much work out or too much stress on your legs. Hope you find out the reason. While I like getting fucked in different positions riding someone always made me feel extra slutty and I really get into it. I don't think a bottom or top should be denied any position.

Being a geek and everything I always used apps. I never could understand cruising or anything like that until I got a little more experienced. I could tell when a man was cruising me but harder to cruise in public. Cruising in sex clubs or bath houses is rather easy. Eye contact, a certain look, if submissive or dominant show your role or nature and a nice smile or as you know body language. To be honest cruising probably will become somewhat of a loss art as apps, websites, and online takes over. Yes it's easy just to go online and say "Wanna fuck" or bullshit or chit chat to get them to come over or to go over to them. But I think it's more rewarding and more of a challenge to cruise at a bar, club, bath house, or even more tricky and rewarding in person. That being said I did find my past partners online and current partners on growlr. That is something that cruising in person can't do. Help you find others outside your area. Well not completely true but you know what I mean. I think I prefer cruising without apps or the internet but I'll admit it was much easier going online or using an app.

Congratulations on your first leather harness. With all the leather I have I actually don't own a harness. Kind of funny actually. I agree with what the others are saying here that it's important to get it fitted. My Sir actually does leather and makes harnesses. I've seen him order the leather online or go to leather places and actually make it. It's an amazing process to watch and I've seen him fit guys. Honestly, I still don't know much about harnesses. So far from what I've seen full body harnesses look the best. If that's what they're called. The fact that they go around your balls and cock and from front to back is extremely hot. But probably a basic harness wouldn't hurt either. As I said I know you'd prefer to just buy online but there are some things that are just better to go with in person. What I recommend is trying to find a leather shop around your area even if it's a drive. Make sure it's a good one where the staff are friendly (Or extra friendly) and fit you and get your measurements. If you can do that at least and know all the measurements it would make it easier to find one online in the future as well. As for style I strongly strongly believe in arm bands. Some men look good in gauntlets too but arm bands are a little better if you go around just wearing a harness and jeans, shorts, or jock. Sometimes less can be more. Some arm bands or wrist bands even have a slit in it to hold money. Best of luck and congratulations.

@TigerMilner: Glad you have a fuck bud who doesn't mind that. You are right sometimes in the heat of the moment especially when sucking someone they want to fuck you or you want them to fuck them. I'm glad he diddn't mind and that he bred you. @Blueyedsoul: That's how it started with me too. Even when I flew up to see both of them I prepped myself before and I'd always clean my hole before they fucked me. But now that we are all living in florida and working somemtimes there isn't always time to clean out. That's basically what it's becoming now I usually am told to get on the bed and get on all fours or sometimes just laying down with one of them he'll fuck me. I was sucking him last night and I wanted to fuck him but he ordered me to get on my side and he fucked me. This morning the top for the first time fucked me without me cleaning. I pushed out most of the cum from my verse partner the night before but I think there was still some in there. For the most part my top partner fucked me dry put he pre-cums so much that my hole usually gets wet and slippery quick. But he fucked me for quite a while and bred me this morning. Afterwards I asked him if I was clean back there even though I knew I was after I pushed his load out. He told me I was and I asked him about what our verse partner said early about not always having to clean out and if you can really fuck like that. He told me he was right. I used the bathroom a few times yesterday and had to go really bad but afterwards I was fine so I guess I literally got it all out before my verse partner fucked me the night before. That and it was hot this weekend so I took multiple showers yesterday. But I agree with you about knowing and learning about your own body and partners body. I wasn't as nervous as I thought I'd be this morning and I diddn't feel cramped or like anything was back there because it wasn't. I'm glad that I can look forward to fucking my partner and him and the other fucking me occasionally in the heat of the moment and without worrying too much about if the other is clean or not. But I still will clean out of myself from time to time. Nice regiment. I usually did the same when I was single and would clean out the night before or if I knew I was going to get some action eat light and clean out prior. But a proper fuck bag with lube, poppers, and etc and a bottle is what I used often.

You would not believe this but there are ACTUALLY watersport groups. There was one here this weekend. They are called the South Florida Rainmakers. I heard there is another watersports group in California. Never even something remotely closely to this in Atlanta. I saw a few guys pissing on each other and in each other's mouths and blowing each other. There were slings, piss tubs, a beer bust too, and plenty of other things as well. I'm sure it would get any piss lover hard it did me. Would have loved to participate in it but it was nice watching. Just gives me more ideas and things to do with my partners. So look around maybe there are more watersport groups out there.

Okay so bare with me. I'm not into scat or anything like that even tried it in the past and couldn't stand it. In a previous relationship when I wasn't the best at cleaning out and diddn't know any better (wasn't taught completely) sometimes one of my partners would come in my room in the morning and fuck me. I got nervous sometimes not knowing if I was clean or not and he'd fuck me regardless. Usually I was clean but sometimes I wasn't. The relationship I'm in now one of the partners is more vers like me and the other is more top. I would clean out myself regularly so the vers one and the top could fuck me and he'd do visa versa so I could fuck him. Sometimes..and actually recently he'd throw me in the bed and shove it in me. I warn him sometimes and say, "Well I haven't clean out.". He tells me that sometimes if he fingers or rims my holes he gets a good judgement of whether i'm clean, cleanish, or dirty and if there is a smell. If there's a smell he won't go in. But now..it's quite common that even if I don't clean out he will fuck me sometimes. I'm still grapsing straws at this one at least I don't tighten up like I used to I open up my hole and enjoy my partner pounding and breeding me. Usually when he pulls out it's clean but sometimes he says ironically, "Shit happens.". And I've fucked him too when I don't know if he's cleaned out or not and maybe only twice he wasn't as clean but it diddn't smell. Again this isn't a scat discussion or question. It's probably an unwritten rule that if a bottom goes out to a club or meeting a trick or date they should clean out. But when you are in a relationship with a guy or two, live together, sleep together, do everything together you find you are more forgiving in many things you wouldn't be with just a trick. I still always have a little hesitation when he fucks me and I know I haven't cleaned out but then again I don't eat real heavy and always drink lots of water most of the time. I much prefer cleaning myself out but at the same time it's nice when he just fucks me regardless and even him knowing I haven't cleaned out he pounds me anyways and breeds me. It's nice being able fuck him and breed him without having to worry either. I'm just curious if this is something common with couples where maybe you get to the point where whether you're completely clean or not you still want to fuck or get fucked and don't want to wait. I asked this actually to someone a few minutes ago but them being a fisting bottom told me nothing ever goes their hole unless they are completely and thoroughly cleaned out. But like my beliefs with 24/7 Master/slave relations being clean every single second of the day isn't possible although some might think otherwise. Whether it's laziness or convience I am starting to like fucking or getting fucked even though there might be a chance we might not be completely clean. That being said I still feel so much better and much more comfortable knowing I'm cleaned out or he's cleaned out. Anyone have thoughts on this one?

@firefighter: Thank you. Thank you so much for that. That saying is something that will always leave an impression on me as well. I can't imagine what it would be like to lose that many friends and people close to you. Also it's never bad or wrong or bad to be emotional or sappy sometimes. It helps sometimes. @AnonBBottom Thank you and also thank you for announcing that you recently become poz. They don't really make greeting cards like "Congrats ur poz" or "Oh shit your poz now.". I don't know if it's right to welcome someone into being poz, celebrate, worry, or caution. I'm glad that at least you aren't living a false life anymore and you have accepted who you are and also understood the risks. I think what being poz really means is you just cross a line. It's a line that you can never undo or go back to you just have to accept it. And I'm glad that you have. Everyone's experience is difference. @bearbandit: It's been a while bearbandit. Congratulations on actually doing a seminar on barebacking. You may definitely use those words. I'm glad and happy that you will teaching and talking about barebacking. Also just a little update about being poz. I thought back to when I first found out I was poz. I wasn't really shocked and in a way I did not really care. What bothered me more was the way the clinic handled it and how I got the safer preach. I can honestly say that I probably did not care about what happened to me. Where I was, with my job, and everything that was going on in my life being poz did not phase me simply because I did not care abou myself or my life. Although I say I diddn't care part of me did and there was some caution because I barebacked way less after that. But I think the concern was more for others and not wanting to pass it on to anyone else. Anyways to get to the point my count is around 590 well over 450. I think my actual viral load isn't too high. But I can take any and every medication except one I forgot which it is. I'm not on medication yet simply because I moved to florida with my partners and transition from doctors and clinics. But in some funny way I feel like I have a clean bill of health. I forgot about being poz not because of disregard to myself and my body but because my partners are both poz and are on meds and they are happy and healthy. It's because I got tested early and found out only a few months after that I was poz that I won't have to go through what others have gone through and hopefully I'll have a long, succesful and fun life. Even the loser that i was with a shitty job and no insurance there is still ADAP which helps if you don't have a high paying job or insurance. If you catch it early it really isn't a death sentence anymore it's only a death sentance if you make it that way. That being said those who have had it for years and diddn't know..unfortunately that's another story. I'm very grateful that's all I can really say. Also where I am staying now someone my partners knew the guy was going on about how people with AIDS are sickly, horrible, deserve it, and how he doesn't want to be like that was put in my place. My partner explained to him that all three of us are positive and that we are very healthy, happy, and it's not a death sentance like it used to be. Not only that but this guy never even has sex because he is worried of catching something EVEN playing safe. I can't stand people like that but it would be worse to be like him. I'm still in the process of making friends and meeting people and socializing more and I have told some people I am poz and they still accept me. I know that there will be people who won't accept it and will have nothing to do with me but I don't want people like that in my life anyways. I don't know if I'll ever be OPEN about it like some are. Part of me really really wants to but for the time being as with other things I'm just going to let things go their course. I'm sorry that some guys will get sick, that some guys do develop full blown aids and that some will and have lost friends who don't accept them or even loved ones and that it can and does ruin their life. But everyone is different and everyone has their own path. I can say that it hasn't ruined me, killed me, or made me an outcast in any way. Like leather did in the past for me it's actually made me stronger and happier. I can't say I wanted to be poz but whether poz or neg as long as you have friends and people who accept and love you it doesn't matter what you are. I just want to live as a strong poz man and leatherman and someday be able to be open about both. Thank you everyone.

Yeah fucking feels so fucking good. Fucked my partner a few times the other day. My partner told me the other day I'm cleaned out". Didn't take much more than that for him to throw his legs in the air and for me to fuck his ass raw. While fucking him I really got into it and I really pounded him and felt my cock so hard. I turned him on his stomach and shoved my cock back in and fucked him some more until I couldn't hold back and I bred him. I fucking love the feeling of breeding I miss it. Can't believe how strong and intense shooting a load into an ass feels. After I fucked him and bred him he flipped me on my stomach and shoved his dick into me. It hurt a little since I'm tighter then I used to be but he makes me take it. He always does. I just bite the pillow or my hand and just moan while he sinks his cock into me and fucks me not even allowing me to completely bottom out. But after fucking me for a while i did evenutally take it all the way and moaned and begged him to fuck and breed me. He delivered. We both had cummy asses. I ate his ass a few times too. Fuck his ass tasted so good. My other partner then fucked me. His big PA always hurts a little going in but he made me take it. Can't say how long he fucked me for he always fucks me for quite a while. He usually punish fucks me too pulling his hard PA cock out and shoving it back in. He loves to tear up my hole and stretch it. After he fucks me for a while I sit on his cock and ride it until he shoots his huge load up my ass. Nice having two partners. I've lost some of my sluttiness from the past and desire to fuck and breed but it's slowly coming back. That and and it's different without poppers but not bad. Now that the post is out of the way. I wanted to write and thought this would be the only way. I know some people follow me on here I'm not able to get on here much because of limited internet right now but moving within the next month. Happy with my two partners. One is more of a SIR with a huge PA dick who loves rough and piggy sex. The other is more vanilla with a big dick as well but he loves passion and tenderness and I love fucking his ass and he loves taking my cock. I love getting fucked by him too. So I am happy and taken by two men that I love and care about deeply. I still want to learn more about leather and I am still always up for making friends but I am happy. Might do the fetlife thing too but once I move I hope to make some leather friends and I always like talking to people who bareback or are new or unsure about bbing as I once was. Don't know how often I'll be back on here before I move but I figured this is really the only way I can let people who read this and other posts know how I'm doing. Thanks everyone

Well very interesting. I like the title but the your predicament and the title seem to be a little misleading. You say he's almost virgin like to where he can only really do one position and not too well and you think he wants you to be your bf. What I find interesting is that you asked yourself, "Don't know why I'm considering it.". I will say that although some guys do like virgins and guys who aren't as experienced some don't. Some like an easy lay where it's easy to get in cleaner, and the bottom is more experienced. I'm sure most on here would prefer more uninhibited, kink, instead of someone who is more vanilla. It never hurts to keep an open mind if you like him and find him hot you could always sort of , "train him", especially since he's younger and if he likes you he might let you. You never know if he opens up his mind and does more positions and he gets better he might be a much hotter lay and much closer to you too. As for him and others wanting relationships besides just fucking. Could just be your area. In my area must guys just like to go to the clubs and bath houses or book stores to fuck, get fucked, or just get off. And of course some go..and don't even do anything but probably get off from being in a place like that. As long as the guy you like isn't too clingy (had those before) if you keep having sex with him he'll probably get better especially if he isn't with others. I was a slut..so I got plenty of practice. But not everyone is like that. And if he gets too clingy you can always just break it off or just make it clear. Also, everyone has their own philosophy on this but some don't play where they work. Also you start to see the same guys over again. You could try taking a trip somewhere to where there is a better area of people who want "just sex" and go hog wild if ya want. Hope you find more guys though. I always find it interesting to read about different cities and areas and compare it to where I live.

After reading this thread I actually realized I don't need poppers anymore. I used to always use poppers during sex sometimes I diddn't but most of the time I did. Of course poppers help relax and a guy can shove it in or make a rougher entry and relaxing is easier. I don't recommend, especially to anyone who is new, using spit, dry, or having the top push it in forcefully if you aren't used to it. Lots of lube helps but also patience. If the top pushes in slowly..or actually what's better is to have the top push in a little and use your ass muscles to have the muscles take the dick in until it sinks in all the way. I've done that several times. It gives the bottom more control but I think what's more important is it builds a "hunger" in the bottom and in the bottom's mind. But before any of this using dildo's butt plugs, and everything always helps. I strongly believe desire is a strong point. If you don't want to get fucked or are nervous about it you will obviously be tighter. But the anticipation of having a cock at your hole and laying there in wait before the cock enters can (at least for me) build a hunger. You want to get fucked, you need the cock in you, and you want to take it. Keeping that hunger or desire I'd say is along the same lines of what "poppers" does to you. Going out with sex for a while helps too. Especially if you are familar with a cock in you and you miss and need that feeling again. Breathing helps too taking deep breaths and breathing in and out. That always helps me. But really I think what poppers does is it just allows yourself to let go. Let go of the fears, let go of whatever is going on in your head and just sort of shut everything down and gives you the floating feeling and the hunger of wanting to get fucked or whatever you are doing (or fuck). But it's possible to get that feeling without poppers. In other words. Channel that inner slut or pig Keep in mind that some tops actually get off on having the bottom be in pain too or "not" being able to take it. I've come across a few of those.

After already having breakfast and coffee I was doing some writing. I looked at the time and realized it was getting late. I checked the time and saw it was already 10 am. I closed what I was writing and went to see where Wayne and Don were. Fortunately, it didn't take long for me to find them as they were on the chairs relaxing. I hopped out of the chair and jumped up on Don and gave him a kiss and a hug. I went over to Wayne and gave him a kiss and a hug as well. I said, "Can we do the pictures now..please. I still want to go around the campground taking pictures too". Wayne looked at me said, "Oh I guess we can go ahead and do it.". Don looked over at me too and said, "Get some underwear you want to wear." I smiled and jumped up in down in excitement. I said to Don, "I already picked out the underwear. It's on the bed why don't you go and take a look.". Don got out of the chair and walked to the bedroom. I went to my suitcase on the table and looked at some of the underwear Don gave me as a present. I picked out a white one with yellow around the crotch and the material is also see through. I took the scissors from the drawer and carefully cut the tag. I reached in the suitcase to grab another one and Don is behind me. He asks, "What are you doing?". I looked at him and replied, "Oh, I'm just cutting the tags off of some of these. I thought these would be good as well.". Don laughed and said, "I already got a few pairs for you. Are you ready?". I looked at him and smiled real big and said, "Hell yeah I am.". We both walked to the bedroom and Don immediately hands me a red pair of underwear. I am a little surprised since I've never seen this one before. Don barks at me, "Alright, put it on boy.". I nod my head and slowly put it on. Don holds his camera and says, "Alright on your belly.". I laughed thinking that this is the first position he puts me in. I'm no stranger to taking pictures. It was 3 years ago when Casey first took pictures of me and I was nervous and awkward as hell. Between him, Michael, and a few fuck buds taking pictures of me..well let's just say I have a little practice. As I layed on my belly I arched my back a little and put my legs up and put one over the other. I heard a snap sound and knew that Don was starting. Don commanded next, "Alright on your back.". I got on my back and layed my head against the pillow. I put one hand above my head and lowered the other to my waist and near my cock. I gently rubbed my cock through the underwear and I heard another snap sound. I smiled as I heard the sound of the camera taking a few shots. Don disappeared for a minute and I started rubbing my cock. Don returned with a different pair of underwear, a blue one this time with the ass showing but still looks like briefs. Don saw me getting hard and said, "Oh, posing for pictures get ya hard slut?". I blushed and felt my cock grow. I teased back to Don, "..I'm not a slut..I'm just doing pictures.". Don responded, "Yeah right, you are a slut boy.". I smiled as he said this and I grabbed the second pair of underwear and put it on. Don commanded again, "Get on the front of the bed on you're knees.". I crawled up to the front of the bed and got on my knees. I heard the camera snap again. This time I was told to lay on my side. As I layed on my side I raised the front of my body a tad bit and I pushed up my arms and I turned my head and looked at Don and smiled. I heard another snap and my cock was hard at this point. Don laughed and said, "Alright lets take some with that cock showing now.". I responded, "Yes Sir.". I layed back on the bed and we did a few different shots with my cock out and hard. As we started taking more I started getting a little soft. Don came up on the bed and placed his lips over the head of my cock and started slowly sucking me. Damn it felt good. I figured something like this would happen. I was actually hoping. My cock started getting rock hard again and I started fucking Don's face for a little bit until he pulled off. Damn, I thought to myself. I gave Don a kiss and we went back to taking pictures. Wayne walked in the room. I saw him watching us and I saw his cock starting to grow hard. That beautiful cock of his with the PA. As if possessed I went over to Wayne's cock and I looked up at him. I slowly took his cock into my mouth and started blowing him. I could hear him moan and I could tell he was liking it. I could feel his cock grow harder in my mouth as I was started really going down on his cock. While I was sucking Wayne I heard the camera snap shot made and realized Don was taking pictures. I wasn't focussed on the camera though I was focussed on cock. After I serviced Wayne for a little bit I pulled off. I saw that Don was hard. I crawled over to Don and saw him look down at me. I took his cock into my mouth and started slowly sucking him. I could feel his cock grow and I heard more camera camera shots while I was blowing him. Wayne was taking pictures while I was sucking Don. Don pulled away from me and he got on the bed and got on his back. I went back to blowing him. While I was giving Don head Wayne came behind me and I could feel his hard PA cock at my hole. "Fuck, is he going to fuck me?", I thought to myself. Wayne's PA cock was right at my hole and I felt him rub against my hole. He was doing a really good job at teasing me. I felt him start to push in a little. While he was right at my hole Don got up and he started taking pictures of Wayne's cock just about to enter my hole. I thought to myself, "These are going to be some really fucking hot pictures.". I felt a cold substance being poured on my ass and dripping down into my hole. I thought to myself, "Fuck..he's really going to do it.". Don took some more pictures with the spunk lube on my hole and covering my hole and Wayne's cock pushing in. Wayne's cock started to push in and I could feel him slowly enter and I could feel my ass slowly start to open. To my surprise I feel Wayne being pulled off me and Don's cock is at my hole and I hear him say, "I'm hard, I want to take some pictures too.". Wayne just laughs and watches as Don's cock is at my hole and starting to press in. I feel my lube being poured into my hole and I hear more photo snaps being made. I realize that Don is probably just getting a few more pictures. My naiveness never ceases to amaze me as I feel Don's cock start to push into my hole. As Don is slowly pushing in I process everything and ask myself if he's really entering me and if it's really going to happen. He told me he's going to fuck me before I go but I didn't realize he'd do it right before. I feel him push in even more and I breathe deeply and feel my ass start to slowly open. I moan in pleasure as I feel him start to sink into me. "Oh God..", I think to myself as I feel him start to sink in completely. My ass slowly opens but Don starts pumping me anyways. I can only moan and again process that I really am getting fucked. Despite how many times I've been fucked it always feels new and it always feels exciting when I feel a raw cock enter me. But then again, it's not just any cock. That is probably what I was also feeling. I barely had time to think about this as Don starts pumping me and starts pumping me a bit faster. I am not completely open and relaxed but Don keeps fucking me regardless. I feel his hard cock massage my ass and feel him start to push past that second or inner ring. Wayne gets on the bed and gets on his knees and has his hard cock right in front of me. I take his cock into my mouth greedily and start sucking him frantically. As I'm sucking Wayne and I can feel my ass open up even more and Don starts to really fuck me now. I can feel myself starting to let go as Don's fucking me and I can grasp that I'm about to give in. Give into my desires, the pleasure, the lust, and give into Don. Wayne starts fucking my face and I start moving my ass on Don's cock matching his rhythm. I can no longer fight and I can no longer deny the pleasure and the lust. I give in completely and start bucking my ass on Don's cock desperate for him to fuck me and muffle and moan onto Wayne's cock while I blow him. Don starts fucking me even harder and I keep milking his cock with my ass and I can feel him start to tense up and I know what's cumming next. Wayne pulls his dick out of my mouth and starts jacking his cock furiously while I work his pierced nipple. I can tell that both of them are about to blow any minute and I hear Don start to moan and yell and feel his cock being shoved deep in me as he creams me with his load and pumps the remainder of his load in my ass. Wayne also shouts out and I shake a shiver a little after just having that hot fuck from Don and having a good load shot up my ass. I see Wayne shoot his load and as usual it's a big load and it goes everywhere all over his body and some of it lands on me. Don pulls out and I give him a big hug and a kiss. Wayne stays there for a minute with his furry chest covered in cum and I also take a moment. I turn over and look at Don and say, "I can't believe you fucked me..during the photoshoot" Don laughs and says, "Well my cock just fell in your ass again." I laugh and I give him another kiss. I look at Wayne covered in cum and smiling and I give him a kiss too and a hug and say, "Let's take a shower now."

It's a tie between getting fucked in a resturaunt at the bathroom when it was busy and people were knocking on the door as the man was fucking me over the sink. Can't tell ya how scared shitless I was that we'd get caught and it was a turn on for both and he shot a huge load in me and bred me deep. The other one was where I was with a leather guy and I was bound with rope, blindfolded, had a hood, gag in my mouth, and in full leather and after heavy making out on the couch he took me outside and bent me over the stump and shoved his raw cock in and fucked me outside. It did hurt and shafe being on the stump but I diddn't care. Getting fucked outdoors, blindfolded, and at night by a big dicked leather top. Life can't get much better. But than again..one of the first bareback sessions I had in hawaii when I was on the beach getting fucked on a blanket and after the man bred me someone else came and fucked me and (probably) bred me too. I'd say the rig I was in once was pretty fucking hot but it was more of the trucker that was hot.