So i have these really twisted fantasies...see, i like feeling inferior - being dominated and verbally abused. But not on a level like most people. Or that I know of. I mean like really getting hatefucked.
For example, one scenario ive had in my head is where I walk into a bar, I'm minding my own business, but this group of douchebag jock guys keep looking over and laughing at me. Everytime i glance over they start laughing more. I glance over once more and one shouts "what the fuck you lookin at queer?" and they all laugh some more. The bartender ignores them and heads out back. Then one of them calls me over to their table. He asks 'whats your name', and before i can get it out, throws a right hook that knocks me to the ground. They all start laughing. Then the guy says 'i know what he wants', and pulls down my pants. Groaning in pain, I try to crawl away but another guy stands up and smashes a bottle over my head. Then the first guy jams his dick inside me as hard as he can. My body is numb from the pain, and he continues for a few minutes, while his friends just laugh and keep drinking. Then he pulls out and shoots all over my face. "fucking loser" he laughs, and then pulls out his phone to take a picture. They all leave, and the bartender comes out, seeing me on the floor all messed up, he just says "they left without paying so you're picking it up."
So yea...just wondering if thats completely crazy or what...I mean i've seen stuff like whipping and spanking, but thats erotic for both of them. I just like to see a guy who wants to bring pain and trauma to someone