Tommy Tank

Part 3 As I have said before, there are few things I love doing more than walking around Berlin - it's one of my favourite ways to unwind. I love the peace of spending time on my own exploring parks, streets, buildings and rivers, especially in what used to be East Berlin. I sometimes take a train to the end of an underground and then come above ground and spend the rest of the day walking back into the centre of town. One Saturday morning in the late 2000s, I took a train right into the north-east of Berlin to an area I had not explored before and began to walk back towards the town centre. I walked for a few hours, enjoying myself very much and stopping a couple of times for a rest and a cold drink. It was now getting towards lunchtime, and I was quite hungry, so I decided to look for a somewhere to get something to eat. A short time later I saw what looked like a rather run-down shopping centre up ahead and, also very much needing to piss, I decided to check it out. The shopping centre had definitely seen better days, but there were plenty of shops still open and a sign for a food court on the second floor. I decided my first task was to find a toilet and I set off towards the back of the shopping centre and then branched off to the left, following the sign for the toilets. When I got to the end of the corridor, there were no more signs and I was not sure what direction to go in. I came to a dead end with a set of stairs leading down to the basement and I went down there, eventually finding the toilet at the end of yet another passage. I went in and took a much needed piss at one of the urinals. While I was washing my hands, another guy came in and entered one of the two cubicles. He looked maybe early to mid 30s, blond and quite stocky - very straight looking. However I was almost certain that he had checked me out as he walked past me into the cubicle. I waited a moment and then turned round towards the cubicles. One door was shut and the other open and straight away I saw a perfectly sized glory hole between the two cubicles. I waited another minute or two and then I decided to go for it. I went into the cubicle, pulled my trousers and pants down and sat on the toilet. The hole was not covered and I looked through discreetly. The blond guy was sitting on the toilet, his jeans and his white underpants at his ankles. He had his hand over his dick, but when he saw me looking, he leaned back and showed me his hard cock. I tapped my fingers on the hole and he stood up. A few seconds later, his cock was through the hole, and I took it in my mouth and began to suck it. I head him sighing as I sucked him and after a while I could feel his cock getting harder in my mouth and I guessed he was about to cum. But then he pulled his cock back through and tapped his fingers on the hole. I had somehow not expected this, but I wasted no time in standing up and pushing my hard cock through the hole and into his mouth. He sucked me really well and before too long I was really close myself. I don't know if he sensed this, but he stopped sucking me and stood up. I was expecting him to push his cock through again, but instead he took hold of my cock and turned round, backing his arse up to the hole and rubbing my cock against his arsehole - there was no doubt what he wanted me to do! As always when out and about in Berlin, I had a little pack of lube with me and I opened it and began to rub some into his arsehole. He groaned and pushed his arse hard against the hole and a few seconds later I was pushing the head of my cock up his arse. When I was fully inside him, I gave him a moment to get used to my cock and then I began to fuck him. He was obviously very horny, and he began to ride my cock, pushing back in time with my thrusts. I had never thought I would end up fucking a fit guy's arse without a condom in the toilets of a shopping centre when I had set off that morning and I enjoyed every minute of this unexpected fuck. His arse was quite tight, but I could somehow tell he was no stranger to being fucked. I just hoped we would not be interrupted before I had a chance to shoot a nice big load right up his arse. I was fucking him harder now and was getting close, and after a few more thrusts I shot what felt like a massive load of cum right up him. When I had pulled out, he turned round and took hold of his cock. He wanked it a few times and then pushed it through the hole. I took it in my mouth just as he began to cum and I swallowed every drop. Out of breath now, I sat down on the toilet as the guy in the next cubicle pulled up his pants and left almost immediately. I tidied myself up, washed my hands and decided to go in search of some food. I made my way back to the main part of the shopping centre and the first thing I saw was a sign pointing to the toilets right by the entrance, which I had obviously missed. I guessed that the old toilets in the basement were mostly now used for cruising by those who knew they were there. A short time later, I was up on the second floor in the food court, sitting at a table with my food. A couple of tables away from me a woman was sitting with two young children and then a guy arrived at the table with a tray of burgers and fries and began to hand them out to the children. It was the guy I had just fucked in the toilet. He didn't notice me as he sat down with his family, his arse loaded with cum. A few years later, I arrived in Berlin after a really busy period at work. I was looking forward to having a rest and even more so to enjoying some good, hard, bareback sex, something I had always managed to find on my trips to Berlin. I arrived in the early afternoon, checked into my hotel and then had a shower and rested for a couple of hours. I woke up feeling refreshed and also feeling horny and went online to see if I could hook up. After a short time, I was messaged by an Indian guy in his mid 20s. He said he was a top and just wanted a quick fuck on his way to work. He sent me a picture of his cock, which was long and thick, and I sent him a couple of pictures of my arse. He told me he didn't have too long as he was on his way to work but could be with me in around 20 minutes. I had another shower and freshened up and a short time later I met him down in the hotel reception. He was even better looking than his pictures - with dark eyes, long dark hair and an arse that really filled out his smart black trousers. When we got to my room , he pulled me towards him and kissed me hard. I was really horny now and the scent of his aftershave and the feel of his hard cock pressing against me almost made me cum in my pants. Before long we were both naked and I was down sucking his big, thick cock. He let me suck him for a while and then he pulled his cock out of my mouth. He turned round and bent over the bed, and I pulled his hairy arse cheeks apart and pushed my tongue into his hole. I was beyond horny now and I knelt up on the bed and offered him my arse. He had told me beforehand that he didn't want to use a condom and I had said I was fine with that. He pulled my cheeks apart and then I felt the head of his cock against my arsehole and soon he was pushing his big, thick cock right up me. He gave me a minute or two to get used to his cock and then he began to fuck me, slowly at first and then a bit harder. I had not had a cock this big up me for some time and I enjoyed every minute of the fuck. He fucked me for a while and then he took hold of my hips and began to fuck me really hard. I could tell he was getting close and a short time later he pushed his cock hard up my arse a few times and held it there. It was one of the best fucks I had had in a long time and I could actually feel his cum pumping into my unprotected arse. After a while, he pulled his cock out of my arse, and I took it in my mouth and sucked on it for a while. Then he showered quickly and when he was dressed again he kissed me and said he had better get to work. When he left, I laid back on the bed and relaxed, enjoying the feeling of what felt like a massive load of cum in my arse. The following evening, I was meeting one of my friends, Christiaan, for dinner. I had known Christiaan for a number of years, and I liked him a lot. His partner was a little bit older than him and I sometimes found him hard work. He was a bit intense and I sometimes found him a bit judgemental about such things as cruising and anyone having "unprotected sex". Christiaan had suggested that we meet at an Indian restaurant near my hotel, as all three of us loved Indian food, and I was looking forward to catching up with him again. We met about 9pm and soon the guy behind the bar had brought us our drinks and some menus, saying that the waiter would be with us as soon as we were ready to order. A short time later, our waiter came to the table, and when I looked up, I saw the guy who had fucked me the day before. He was dressed smartly in his dark trousers and a white shirt and his long hair was tied ack in a ponytail. If anything, he looked even more attractive than he had the day before. He didn't give any indication that he recognised me. He took our order professionally and before long he was back at the table with our food. The food was excellent, and as I enjoyed my food and chatted to Christiaan and his partner, I couldn't help watching the waiter as he bent across the table opposite ours to serve their food. His arse looked as fit as ever, and I couldn't help getting a bit of a hard on as I remembered how much I had enjoyed pulling his cheeks apart and getting my tongue up his hairy hole the day before. We took our time over the food and then ordered some coffee. It was later on now and the restaurant was much quieter. The waiter cleared a couple of tables near ours and as he passed our table again, he very discreetly motioned to me with his eyes to follow him. Christiaan and his partner had not noticed anything and I excused myself and followed the waiter at a discreet distance. I followed him past the toilets and round a corner at the end of the passage. He didn't look round at all and I was beginning to wonder if I had misread his signal, when he pushed a door open and, looking over his shoulder, motioned to me to follow him. I was really excited now as he led me into what was obviously a staff toilet . He put his finger to his lips and then he grinned at me as he unzipped his trousers and pulled them down to his knees, along with his pants. His cock was half hard and I wasted no time in taking it into my mouth. It was not long before his cock was fully hard, and I sucked him for a while and then he pulled his cock out of my mouth and motioned to me to turn round. I was not expecting this - I had assumed he was just going to let me suck him off - but I was really turned on as I pulled my trousers and pants down and bent forward over the sink. I felt him rub something on my arse and then I felt the head of his big cock pushing up my arse once again. He didn't waste any time - he pushed right up me and began to fuck -once again he fucked me really well and really hard. I leant over the sink and took hold of my cock, wanking as he fucked me. I couldn't quite believe I was being fucked by the waiter in the toilet of a restaurant whilst two of my most straight-laced friends were finishing their coffee at the table nearby. He fucked me really quickly and after just ten or twelve more thrusts he pushed up my arse and pumped me full of cum for the second time in two days. When he pulled out my arse , I sucked his cock clean again and seconds later we were both back out in the restaurant. I wasn't sure how long we had been gone but no one seemed to have noticed anything. Christiaan's partner asked if I was alright and I smiled and said "Yes, fine thanks." I would love to have added "As a matter of fact, I've just taken the waiter's load up my arse!" just to see what he would say, but I thought I had better not. I was still very horny and when we left the restaurant, I headed for the Tiergarten, where I took a few more loads. As I walked back through the deserted streets to my hotel a couple of hours later, I could feel my arse gaping and I couldn't stop a few loads of cum sliding out into my underpants. One of the most unexpected and horniest experiences I had in Berlin was in the late 2000s when I met one of my friends for a night out. I had known Peter for many years and I had first met him through friends when I spent three months in Hamburg when I was a student. Peter was completing his teacher training to be an English teacher and was keen to practice his English. We got on very well and stayed good friends. Peter had moved to Berlin from Hamburg a couple of years before after splitting with his long-term partner. I had known Peter and his partner were drifting apart, but I was surprised when they split. I was even more surprised when Peter moved to Berlin and within a couple of months was living with a 21 year old. That relationship had lasted about a year and Peter was now single again and I was really looking forward to catching up with him. I had been out cruising with Peter a few times during the last year of his relationship and I knew he was always passionate about safe sex. He rarely fucked when out cruising and then only as a top with a condom - he always said that bottoming with a stranger was too risky, even with a condom. I knew also that he really worried about some of his friends who went bareback. At this time, however, I was mostly practising safe sex, so Peter never saw me fucking without a condom. A few months before this trip, I had been out with Peter at a bar in Berlin which had quite an active darkroom and also an outside area which was not overlooked and had a few recesses where guys would go for sex - especially during the day when the darkroom was not open. Peter and I were in the bar early one summer evening with a group of his friends and I had got chatting to one of them. We got on well and after a while we discreetly made our way out to the garden area and into one of the recesses. We sucked each other for a while and then he said he would love to fuck me. I bent over without hesitation and he went up me bareback. He fucked me really well and soon we had a bit of a crowd watching us. He was getting close now and a short time later he pushed right up me and pumped me full of cum. When he had finished and pulled out, I pulled up my pants and turned round to where a few guys were still watching and I realised that one of them was Peter. He was looking at me with an odd expression on his face, and I guessed he had seen me being fucked bareback and did not approve. However, he never said anything and his manner to me was absolutely as usual. We arranged to meet for a meal on the Friday night of this visit and Peter asked me if I fancied going for a drink later on, saying he knew a place we could go which was open late and was usually good fun on a Friday night, adding that he was sure I would enjoy it. We had a meal in an Italian restaurant and about 10m we got on the underground and travelled out towards the east of Berlin, where we entered a bar with a rainbow flag outside it. It looked very much like any other gay bar, with seats and tables and a small stage at one side of the bar. I wasn't sure why Peter thought I would enjoy this bar particularly, but it was quite busy with a good mix of guys of all ages, including quite a few fit looking younger lads who looked to be in their early to mid 20s. At the table next to ours were three really fit looking lads, one dark haired and stocky, one blond guy and a lad who looked Turkish, I also couldn't help noticing one of the barmen - a dark haired guy who looked in his early 30s. I noticed his arse particularly - when he bent over to get bottles from the lower shelves behind the bar, his T-shirt rode up and I had a perfect view of the top of his white pants and the crack of what looked like quite a hairy arse. The other barman was a bit older but also very friendly and welcoming. The music was good and the bar was quite lively, and around 11.30pm, the doors were locked and one of the staff was on the door to let people out. At this point, the lights went down and the older barman announced that it was show time. I was expecting something along the lines of a drag performer but instead, two fit young lads came onto the stage and the music changed to "Male Stripper." I'm not usually a big fan of male strippers, but I quickly realised that this was going to be different, as the two lads began dancing together and then kissing. The taller of the two was a fit dark-haired guy and the other was blond and a bit stocker. They carried on dancing and kissing and soon they had removed each other's tops. A short time later, they were not only stripping each other, but they were feeling each other up and, as they got down to their underwear, the dark haired guy was playing with the blond boy's cock and we could all see that the blond guy was fully hard in his pants. The dark guy pulled the blond lad's cock out and began to wank him, to much cheering from the audience, and then he went down and began to suck it. He sucked the guy's cock for a while, making sure everyone in the audience could see and then the older barman came on to the stage. I understand German perfectly well and I knew he was asking for a volunteer from the audience to come up and join them. The blond guy was wanking his cock and the barman said "Who wants to come up and suck this big cock?" Just then the dark-haired buy turned his back to the audience and pulled his pants down. He bent over and pulled his cheeks apart, exposing his arsehole as, amid more cheers, the barman asked "And who wants to fuck this tight young arse?" There was even more cheering from the audience as he added "No condom necessary!" and I was surprised to see that Peter was cheering as loudly as anyone. The three young lads at the next table were nudging each other and obviously encouraging each other to go up on stage. The Turkish lad was shaking his head and he and the blond guy were encouraging the dark haired lad to go up, which eventually he did, joining the barman and the other two on the stage. The barman asked him his name and he said it was Oliver. The barman left the stage and soon the two guys were all over Oliver, kissing him, feeling him up and stripping off his clothes. A short time later, he too was naked and displaying a fairly sizeable hard on. The two other guys got down and soon they were taking turns sucking his cock and licking his balls. Then they turned him round and he bent over as the dark haired guy pulled his cheeks apart to expose his arsehole before pushing his tongue right up his hole. I had never seen any kind of live sex show before, especially not one like this, and I found it all very horny. A little later, things got even hornier as the dark haired stripper was bent over and lubed and we all watched as the blond guy pushed his big bare cock up him and began to fuck him as Oliver watched and wanked. The blond fucked him for a while and then pulled out as Oliver, amid much cheering from his friends, pushed his bare cock up the lad and began to fuck him. They took turns fucking his mouth and his arse, and a number of other guys were now openly wanking as they watched the show. A fit, dark haired young lad who looked in his early 20s was sitting wanking at a table near us. He had been the first to pull his trousers and pants right down and weas now sitting with his legs spread, wanking what looked like a pretty impressive cock. Peter had also pulled his pants and trousers down to his knees and was playing with his cock as he watched the three lads on stage fuck. A couple of guys were now kissing and another guy was getting his cock sucked in the corner of the bar. The fucking on stage was now getting more intense and soon the blond guy was shooting his load up the other lad's arse. He pulled his cock out and then Oliver went up him, fucked him hard and fast and added his load to the other lad's. The scene in the bar had now developed into something of an orgy - guys were wanking and sucking all over the bar and it was not long before one of the younger lads was bent over a table being fucked. The guy fucking him did not use a condom and before long bare cocks were being slipped up unprotected arses everywhere you looked. Oliver had stepped off the stage and was now being fucked over a table, as far as I could see, without a condom and the young Turkish lad was also bent over, his jeans and his white briefs at this ankles, as a older guy fucked him hard up the arse I had hooked up with a couple of guys from a table nearby who told me they were partners. I got down and soon I was sucking on first one cock and then the other. I sucked them both for a while and then one of indicated that I should bend over the table. A short time later I too was being fucked bareback by first one and then the other - and both shot their loads right up me. I was mega horny now and needed to cum - preferably up a fit young arse! Both Oliver and the Turkish lad were bent over the table taking on anyone who wanted to fuck them and I fucked both of them for a little while and just as I was wondering which one to breed, I noticed the fit barman with the hairy arse bent over being fucked nearby. I pulled out the Turkish lad and, when the guy fucking the barman pulled out, I went up him. After just about ten or twelve thrusts I shot what felt like a massive load right up his hairy arse to add to what felt like quite a few loads already up there. When I pulled out I looked around for Peter and saw him at a table nearby. He was fucking the dark haired guy who had been sitting with his legs spread wanking earlier on, while a fit looking black guy watched and wanked. I could tell Peter was getting close and I moved in closer - I had to see if Peter was using a condom. A short time later Peter thrust right up the guy's arse a few times and then pulled out. He wasn't wearing a condom. A little to my surprise, the guy he had fucked got up and they changed places. Peter bent over the table and the dark haired guy stepped up, pulled Peter's cheeks apart, lined up his bare cock and pushed right up him. I watched as the guy fucked Peter and came in him and then watched as the black guy took his place and fucked Peter. I had always thought Peter had a fit looking arse, but I had never seen it being fucked - and certainly not bareback. I enjoyed every minute of it - especially when the black guy came up Peter's arse and then pulled out and I saw the cum sliding out of Peter's arse. It was one of the horniest nights I ever spent - and the next time I was in Berlin, I pumped a few loads up Peter's arse - but that's another story!

Working from home today - hooked up with a 25 year old guy I've been chatting to for a while. He said he's "always been a bit bi" and has recently split from his girlfriend, so looking for a bit of action. He's quite a big guy (which I really like) and told me he was a bit self conscious about what he called his "fat arse". I told him not to worry - that was the bit I was looking forward to the most! We got together and enjoyed every minute of sucking and rimming each other. Then he bent over my desk with his pants and trousers down and I went up him bareback. He had a fantastic arse - and a very tight hole - and I loved fucking him. I lasted quite a bit longer than I thought I would and gave him a long, hard fuck, which he loved. After a while I was ready to cum and didn't hold back - I hadn't cum for quite a few days so he got a good big load up him. There's something very satisfying about squirting a nice big load up the arse of a guy who's just told you he's not on Prep.

Around 7am this morning I fucked a young Pakistani guy who likes to come by on his way to work at the airport. I have fucked him several times over the last 2 years and he loves it. He's engaged now and his girlfriend and his family have no idea he takes it up the arse and doesn't bother about protection. I asked him if he was on Prep once and he said "What's that?" One of my friends from Germany is staying with me for a few days, so we both took a turn on the Pakistani lad. He sucked us both for a while then pulled his trousers and pants down and bent over the settee. I went up him first and fucked for a while and then my friend took over. We took turns on him for a while and then we both shot our loads up him one after the other. He pulled up his pants and went off to work quite happily - two loads of cum up his tight, hairy arse!

Exactly. The last six months have been particularly disappointing. It scarcely seems possible that, after 14 years of the worst government in UK history, we should end up with one that isn't any better.

A really interesting post, @rawTOP This is disappointing, but sadly not really surprising. One thing I would say, over the last 10 years or so, the UK has a history of introducing half-arsed legislation which hasn't been thought through and, when it comes to it, proves difficult or even impossible to implement. One good example is the so-called Brexit deal, whole swathes of which just keep getting put back and put back because they can't find a way of implementing them. I'm not saying this will be the same, but @rawTOP is right, the law has had little or no attention paid to it in the UK and it will be interesting to see what happens when it does. For me, I have really enjoyed being part of this community, reading the posts and, of course, writing my own. I will wait to see what happens, and in the meantime maybe try and round off a few of my stories.

Finally got some time to myself today and enjoyed a good, hard fuck earlier this morning from a South Indian guy. I've hooked up with him a few times now, usually when he's on his way home after working night shift at the airport. He's mid 40s, married with 3 teenage children. He's got a nice big cock and loves to have it sucked. He also loves being rimmed - he took quite a bit of persuading at first and he was adamant it was never going to happen but now he loves it and can't wait to bend over for me. This morning he even pulled his cheeks apart so that I could get my tongue right up his hairy hole. He then fucked me hard and fast, depositing a nice big load of cum up my arse, and then he pulled up his pants and went home to his family.

I've wanted to tell this story for a while now. It happened in the mid 90s, and no one has ever known about it, apart from the other person involved, and I honestly think he would be happy to share it now too. I had known Jamie for a few years, he was a friend of one of my closest friends and I had met him at various social events although I didn't know him particularly well. In the mid 90s, just before he turned 30, Jamie became ill and was diagnosed with an AIDs related condition. Over the next few months, Jamie lost quite a bit of weight - but otherwise his body did not change much. Internally, it was a different matter and he was taken to hospital suffering from severe pneumonia. He was not expected to survive, but he did, although the doctors said he would be unlikely to survive another serious illness. Jamie had no partner and his family didn't want to know him, so my friend Paul decided to take him in and a group of us decided to look after Jamie between us and make sure he had everything he needed. I quite often sat with Jamie when Paul was at work at the weekends and we enjoyed each other's company. Over the next couple of months we got to know each other quite well. Paul was working on Christmas Day that year and I said I would be happy to sit with Jamie. I arrived in the early afternoon and we talked for a while. Then I helped Jamie take a shower and stood with him while he took a nice long piss in the toilet. Soon he was sitting comfortably up in bed in clean T-Shirt and underpants. I made us a drink and we talked for a while longer. After a while, the talk turned to sex, and Jamie told me how much he missed it. We began to talk about sex and Jamie confessed that he had always liked sex without a condom. "Do you want to know a secret?" I said Jamie nodded and I leant forward "So do I!" Jamie looked surprised. "You like sex without a condom?" he said and I nodded. "Fuck!" said Jamie Neither of us said anything for a moment and then I asked him "Are you hard?" Jamie nodded, "Yeah," he said "Are you?" I nodded too and stood up. Jamie looked at my cock sticking up in my trousers and then looked at me. I nodded and he reached up and began to rub my hard cock through my trousers. I pulled back the cover and saw Jamie's cock was hard in his pants. We stroked each other for a while and then I pulled his pants down, freeing his cock, and took it in my hands. I began to wank him gently. "Oh fuck!" he moaned "That's so good!" I wanked him for a while and then I pulled my jeans and pants down to my knees. "Why don't you suck my cock?" I whispered I moved closer to the bed and pushed my cock towards Jamie's mouth. He licked the tip and then took my cock into his mouth. He sucked me really well and this, together with the knowledge of what we were doing brought me very close and I knew that if I let him suck me for much longer I was going to cum in his mouth. I pulled my cock out of Jamie's mouth and took hold of his cock again. He had been wanking as he sucked me and his cock was super hard. I wanked him for while and then rubbed his balls. He lifted his legs and soon my finger found his arsehole. He moaned softly as my finger pushed into his arse and I began to finger his hole. "Oh fuck!" he moaned, "Oh fuck, I wish you could fuck me right now!" "Maybe I could," I said, but Jamie shook his head. "No," he said, "You can't fuck me." I wasn't sure what he meant. "Could you take it?" I asked, and Jamie nodded "Oh yes," he said with a grin, "I could take it - but it's way too much of a risk for you." "Let me worry about that," I said, and motioned to him to kneel up on the bed. I wasn't sure he was going to do it at first, but after a moment's hesitation, Jamie moved round and knelt up on the bed, presenting his naked arse to me. I pulled his cheeks apart and gently fingered his hole and then I pushed my tongue right up him. Jamie moaned as I licked his hole and after a while he said "You have to fuck me now!" He opened a drawer and passed me a small tube of lube. A few seconds later I was pushing the head of my cock into his arsehole. He groaned and told me not to stop but just to take it slowly. I pushed slowly but surely right up him and then gave him a moment to get used to my cock. Jamie sighed, "Fuck me!" he said Jamie's hole was really tight and I enjoyed every minute of fucking him. I started off slowly, pulling my cock all the way back and then pushing it back up him slowly, and then I began to fuck him a bit harder. I could tell that Jamie was enjoying the fuck every bit as I was. "Oh fuck!" he moaned, "Don't stop! Don't fucking stop!". I took hold of his hips and began to fuck him really hard. We were both totally into the fuck now and after a while I told him I was going to cum in him. "Oh fuck, yes, yes!" he moaned as I began to shoot my load right into his arse. It felt like I was never going to stop as I shot more and more cum right up him. When I had finally finished cumming in him, I pulled out and he laid back on the bed. His cock was hard and he took hold of it and began to wank himself. I moved his hand away and, bending forward, I took his cock into my mouth and began to suck him. He moaned as I sucked him and I could feel his cock getting harder in my mouth. I stopped sucking for a moment. "Do you want to fuck me?" I asked him. "No way," he said "I can't do that!" I put my finger over his lips. "Do you want to fuck me?" I said again. After a moment of silence, Jamie nodded and I grinned at him. I'm not quite sure exactly what was going through my mind as I bent over the bed and pushed my arse out. I felt Jamie move in behind me and then I felt the head of his cock pushing into my now lubed arsehole and then I felt him push his cock right up me and begin to fuck. I knew what I was doing was madness, but I couldn't help myself - in that moment I wanted nothing more than for Jamie to fuck me and then cum right up me. Until a year or so before this, I had always been careful to practise safe sex, using condoms on every occasion and even reaching behind me every now and then to make sure that the guy fucking me still had his condom on - and now I was taking the biggest risk of all. I also wondered what my friends would say if they knew what I was doing. I knew they viewed me as someone who was very measured and made wise decisions both at work and in my personal life and as far as I knew, they all practised safe sex too. And now, here I was, bent over the bed, being fucked without a condom by a guy who had AIDS - I can't tell you how turned on I was! Jamie was fucking me harder now and I could tell he was getting close. I was urging him on now, telling him to fuck me harder and moaning "Cum in me, fucking cum in me!" A few minutes later, Jamie cried out "Oh fuck!" and I felt his whole body shudder as he thrust hard up my arse and I knew he was cumming deep inside me. I was playing with myself as Jamie fucked me and the moment I felt his cum spurting into my unprotected arse, I shot another load of cum out in front of me, When he pulled out of me, I took Jamie's cock into my mouth and sucked him for a few minutes and soon he was back in bed. He was tired now and needing a rest. When Paul came home from work a couple of hours later, Jamie was sleeping, with his arms folded and a contented smile on his face. When Jamie woke up a couple of hours later, we had all had a meal together and then spent a very enjoyable evening. All the time, I could feel Jamie's load up my arse and I could tell he had shot a really big one up me. The next time I sat with Jamie was one of the last. He told me then how much he had enjoyed what we did and said I would never know how much it meant to him to feel so horny again and to feel wanted and loved. As for me, I couldn't stop thinking about what we had done and I knew it would not be long before I was taking more risks. Of course I knew there might well be consequences from what we had done on that Christmas afternoon - but I decided to cross that bridge if and when I came to it.

Part 14 - The quiet ones Something else I have noticed over the years is that some of the quietest, most serious guys I have met can also be the horniest and the most likely to want to fuck bareback. In the mid 90s I was sharing a flat in north London with two other guys who were, like me, in their mid to late 20s - Paul, one of my friends from university, and an Irish guy called Brendan. Paul and I had been brought up in strict Christian families and Brendan had been raised in a small town in the south of Ireland. We were all enjoying the freedom of living in London. We had been sharing the flat for about three years when Paul met someone and moved in with him. He suggested inviting a guy he knew from home who was coming down to London to study for three months to take his room while we looked for another flatmate. Brendan and I were fine with this idea and Peter moved in a month or so later. Peter was a good looking, slim, blond lad who was studying to be a lay preacher and was coming down to London to attend a three month course at a Christian college. I liked Peter a lot - he was very serious and hard working - but he was friendly and good fun and was also out as a gay Christian, something I knew could not be easy as he came from much the same background as I did. Peter was also involved in sexual health education and promotion for gay men. He had a boyfriend in Scotland and they spoke to each other most evenings by phone. I had started fucking without condoms about a year before, but I was now seeing a guy called Liam, who was a nice guy with a really fit, sexy arse, but was totally committed to safe sex. I had suggested once that we might fuck without a condom but he was adamant - no one was going up his arse without a condom under any circumstances! A couple of weeks into his course, Peter met a guy who lived near us in north London and started going to his church with him. They were on the same course together and he brought him to the flat a few times so that they could study. Marcus was a good looking, friendly young black guy, also in his mid 20s. One Friday evening a few weeks later I was going out to a friend's birthday meal in a restaurant in central London. As I was on my way out, Peter and Marcus came in and Peter said they were going to have something to eat and then study together. I set off to the underground station and half way down the hill, I realised I had forgotten the birthday gift I had bought for my friend. I decided I had time to go back for it and made my way back up the hill. When I entered the flat, there was no sign of anyone, but almost immediately I heard what sounded very much like two people having sex. I made my way quietly down the hall and noticed that Peter's door was open. There was a full length mirror in the hall which gave a really good view into Peter's room if the door was open and, keeping out of sight, I had a perfect view into the room. Marcus was stretched out on Peter's bed, naked from the waist down, and Peter, also naked from the waist down, was riding his cock. I had really good view of Peter's slim arse riding up and down on Marcus's cock and almost immediately I could see two things - the first was that Marcus had a really big, thick cock and the second was that he was not wearing a condom. I watched in the mirror as Peter continued to ride Marcus - they were both getting louder now and Peter was groaning "Oh fuck, fuck......fuck!" I heard Marcus's voice, "This is so fucking good, so fucking good!" "Yeah!" moaned Peter "No fucking condom!" panted Marcus "That's how I like it!" moaned Peter They were fucking faster now, and I watched as Marcus thrust his cock hard up Peter a couple of times and then held it still and I knew he was pumping his cum right up Peter's cheating arse. Peter fell forward and kissed Marcus and, as he did so, Marcus's cock slipped out his arse and I saw a load of cum sliding out of Peter's gaping hole. It was all very horny and later that night I had a great wank as I remembered the scene I had witnessed! Peter and Marcus continued to attend church together and study together and Peter set up a single mattrass on his bedroom floor so that Marcus could stay over when they had been studying late. I guessed that this was for appearances rather than for Marcus to actually sleep on! A few weeks later, Peter was out at the wedding of someone on this course and, as I drifted off to sleep later that night, I heard what sounded like two people who had had a few drinks trying to be quiet and not making a very job of it|. I assumed it was Peter and Marcus but when I heard someone quietly leaving the flat an hour so later I looked out the window and saw a totally different guy making his way down the road. Peter was obviously making the most of being away from his boyfriend and I guessed he probably now had this guy's load up him. Towards the end of Peter's time in London, Brendan decided to move in with a boyfriend he had met a few months before and I set about looking for two new flatmates. A week before Peter moved back to Scotland, I was out at a gay bar one Friday evening and fairly early in the evening decided I wasn't really in the mood and made my way home. When I entered the flat, I heard the unmistakeable sounds of two guys having sex again, but this time the sounds came from the kitchen. I assumed it was Peter and Marcus again and decided to go and check it out. I walked into the kitchen and the first person I saw was Peter. He was bent over the kitchen table, his trousers and pants at this ankles, being fucked hard up the arse. I was not surprised by this, but I was surprised to see that the guy fucking Peter was not Marcus, but Brendan! My cock was hard in my pants as I watched Brendan's meaty arse thrusting up Peter's slim one. They had seen me by now and, a little to my surprise, Brendan motioned to me to join them. I didn't hesitate, and soon my pants were down at my knees and I was wanking as I watched Brendan fuck Peter. After a few more thrusts, Brendan pulled his cock out of Peter's arse and motioned to me to take his place. As I had suspected, Brendan was not wearing a condom and without hesitating, I pushed my bare cock up Peter's arse. His hole was tighter than I expected and I enjoyed every minute of fucking him. After a while, Brendan tapped me on the shoulder and I pulled out as Brendan took my place and pushed his cock back up Peter's arse. I was really turned on as we took turns fucking Peter - even more so as all three of us were cheating on our boyfriends and none of us were using condoms! Brendan shot his load up Peter first and then I shot mine a few minutes later. It was all very horny! After a while, we all pulled our pants and trousers back up and Peter made us some coffee. We never referred to what had happened and a few weeks later, we all went our separate ways. I had another horny experience with a quiet, serious guy in the mid 2000s. I met Robert when I was out for a meal with some friends in Glasgow and he was sitting next to me. He was small and quite serious looking with short hair and glasses. His boyfriend had to work that evening so he wasn't with him. I got on well with Robert and enjoyed his company. Towards the end of the evening, I was in the toilet of the restaurant having a piss when Robert came in and stood next to me at the urinal. He pulled out his cock and grinned at me as he too began to piss. I noticed that Robert was checking out my cock as we pissed together and when I had finished I didn't put my cock away, and a short time later the two of us were hard and wanking together. I knew we would have to be quick and I reached out and took hold of Robert's cock. I began to wank him with one hand and pushed my other hand down the back of his pants, and soon my finger had found his arsehole. I pushed my finger against his hole as I wanked him and soon I was pushing my finger up his hole. I could feel his cock getting harder in my hand as I fingered him and then he groaned and shot his load out on to the urinal as I pushed my finger right up him. A few minutes later we were back out in the restaurant with no one any the wiser. A few weeks later I flew to Berlin for a long weekend. Two guys were checking in in front of me and as they turned round I realised it was Robert and tall, dark haired guy I assumed was his partner. I checked in as the two of them made their way to the lift. The lift took a little while to come and by the time it did, I had checked in and had joined them. Robert gave no indication that he had met me as we nodded at each other and then got in to the lift. We all got off on the same floor and turned along the same corridor, smiling as we realised that our rooms were next door to each other. That evening we left the hotel by chance at the same time and the following morning we found ourselves going down to breakfast at the same time. In the lift, Robert and I were standing behind his partner and he turned and winked at me. Later that day I came back to the hotel at the same time as Robert, who this time was on his own. We got into the lift together and as soon as the doors closed, Robert pulled me towards him and kissed me. "I need you to fuck me!" he breathed in my ear and then he kissed me again. I could feel his hard cock pressing against mine as we kissed and when the lift doors opened, we both made our way to my room. "Where's your partner?" I asked him as we entered the room. "Shopping," he replied and then he pulled me towards him and kissed me again. We wasted no time in pulling each other's clothes off and soon we were both down to our pants. Robert pulled my pants down and went down on my now hard cock. He sucked me for a while and then I stopped him as I was getting close. I pulled his cock out and went down on him and then I turned him round and he bent over the bed. I pulled his arse cheeks apart, exposing his surprisingly hairy hole and then I pushed my tongue right up him. He gave little moans as I rimmed him and then he looked over his shoulder. "I need you to fuck me!" he said again and added "My boyfriend is a total bottom and I need to be fucked!" I began to rub the head of my cock against his hole and meeting no resistance, pushed the head of my cock into his arse. "Are you going to fuck me without a condom?" he asked I could see he was really turned on by the idea of being fucked bareback and I said "Yes!" "Oh fuck!" he said as I pushed right up him and began to fuck. I really enjoyed the fuck and I guessed he wasn't lying when he said he didn't get fucked much - his hole was so tight it was really hard not to shoot my load right up him. I fucked him for a while and then he asked me to pull out. He grinned at me and laid back on the bed, pulling his legs up. "Now fuck me, and cum in me!" he said. I pushed my cock back up his arse and began to fuck him as he gave contented little moans. I was getting close now and told him so as I began to fuck him harder. "Do it," he moaned, "Cum in me!" It's always a turn on to cum up someone else's boyfriend and a few minutes later I shot what felt like a massive load right up his unprotected arse. It was one of the horniest fucks I had had in a long time and he grinned at me as I pulled out his arse. "Thanks!" he said "I needed that." When the pandemic struck, I had not long taken on a job which required me to be in Scotland for part of the time and in London for the rest of the time. As soon as I took the job, I realised I had made a mistake - my boss was a nightmare and I hated the company and its culture. I had decided to get out as quickly and painlessly as I could and then came the pandemic and pretty much everything, including recruitment, was put on hold. When lockdown happened, I was in Scotland and it was agreed I would stay and work from there. I was staying with a friend just outside Glasgow, and he was happy for me to stay with him for as long as I needed to. Work became more complicated for various reasons and it was decided that as senior managers, we should meet with our finance business partners on Teams or Zoom each week to manage budgets, expenditure etc. My finance business manager was a guy called Stuart, and at first I thought he was a typical accountant - serious and dry. However, as we established our weekly meetings I came to realise he was a really nice guy with a great sense of humour. Our meetings did not take that long and we began to chat to each other after the business was done. Stuart told me he was gay and lived with his husband and the more we talked to each other, the more I began to look forward to our weekly chats. I discovered that Stuart hated the company too and, like me, had been planning his exit when the pandemic struck. One time Stuart told me he would love to sit in a Senior Managers meeting in his pants. Senior Management team met twice a week on line at this time and we agreed that we would both turn up to the next meeting in our pants. No one else would be any the wiser of course as they could only see our top halves on Teams. We agreed to meet after the management team meeting to see if we had both gone through with it. The management team meeting was boring as usual and it was only when I was due to meet Stuart that I began to get a bit excited about the fact that, under my desk, I was sitting there in my underpants. Stuart and I met after the team meeting and almost immediately he asked me if I had gone through with it. I stood up and showed him that I was in my pants and he grinned. Then he stood up and I saw he was wearing a pair of white Calvin Klein pants. He had a really fit body and I could see the outline of his cock in his pants. Then he turned round and pushed his arse out and I saw that his arse was really fit too. I could feel my cock getting hard as I bent over to show him my arse and I could see that Stuart was getting hard too. It was Stuart who suggested we take our pants off and soon we were naked from the waist down, and both hard. We played with ourselves for a while and then Stuart bent over again and showed me his bare arse, pulling his cheeks apart to expose his arsehole and then I did the same. We ended up wanking together and talking about how much we would like to suck each other off. It was Stuart who said he would love me to fuck him. He bent over his desk again and showed his arsehole, telling me how much he wished I could fuck him there and then and shoot a big load right up him. We were both wanking hard now and soon we had both shot our loads. It was very horny. After that we began to wank together regularly - talking about how much we wanted to fuck when the restrictions were over. Stuart told me again he would love me to fuck him bareback and cum in him. He added that he shouldn't really say that as he was not on Prep or anything and I told him I didn't care and couldn't wait to bareback him. One time we were wanking together and Stuart told me he had something to show me. He bent over his desk, and pulled his arse cheeks apart. I loved seeing Stuart expose his arsehole and I was wanking as he told me to wait a moment. Then he pushed and I saw a load of cum slide out his arsehole and down the back of his balls. It was one of the horniest things I had ever seen and when he had finished pushing the cum out his hole, Stuart told me that his husband had fucked him that morning before he went to work. Eventually the restrictions were eased and we were able to book some time in the office if we needed it- ideally only one person at a time to start with. I booked a session and we decided that no one would be any the wiser if Stuart and I were in the office at the same time. I was really excited to meet with Stuart and we both enjoyed every minute of our meeting. We sucked each other's cocks and licked each others arseholes, and then Stuart bent over the desk and I pushed my cock up his arse and fucked him bareback, shooting a nice big load up him. It was real turn on to know that he was going home to his husband with my load up his cheating arse We fucked as often as we could after that, and one time Stuart turned up with his husband's load up him. It was a real turn on watching him push it out his hole and I rubbed my cock in it and pushed up him. I enjoyed every minute of fucking Stuart using his husband's cum as lube and shot another massive load up him. As the restrictions gradually eased, the jobs market slowly recovered and both Stuart and I found other jobs. Having fun with Stuart was definitely one of the best things about lockdown and we still meet up when I am in Scotland. The last time was a couple of months ago when he knelt up on the bed in my hotel room and I shot yet another load up his cheating arse. Part 15 to follow

Last week before the stormy weather hit, I was up in the north of Scotland. It's been very much all work and no play for me for a while now and I was feeling tired and a bit low. In the early evening I visited a cruising ground. It was quiet at first but then a few guys appeared. I fucked an Afghan lad up against a tree. I guessed he was probably in his late 20s. It was only after we fucked that he told me he had just turned 20. He looked quite a bit older - he was tall, slim and bearded, with a really fit, hairy arse. He sucked my cock for a while and then pulled his trousers and pants down and bent over. I fucked him against a tree and enjoyed every minute of it. His arse was really tight, even though he told me he had another guy's load up him and after a really enjoyable fuck, I squirted my load up his arse to add to the one he already had up him. As he pulled up his pants, he thanked me and told me how much he had enjoyed the fuck and then smiled at me and kissed me. Made me feel a lot better and I decided to go back the following evening!

Part 13 The morning after the night before found us all back at Tegel Airport ready to fly home. I didn't really know what to think about what had happened in the club. As usual, Neil had spent the night with me and had got up early in the morning and returned to his own room. Neither of us had said anything - partly because both of us were too drunk and too tired, and partly because I wasn't sure it would be wise to say anything. I knew Neil well enough to know that , although he liked to do things, he didn't often like to talk about things - something I knew was a source of frustration for his wife. I had woken up feeling surprisingly fresh and, as usual in the mornings, quite horny. I played with myself for a while, thinking about Neil taking it up the arse and turned on by the knowledge that he had taken two loads up him the night before, one of them being mine! I jumped in the shower and then decided to go down to breakfast. I wasn't very hungry but I was thirsty and soon I had demolished a couple of breakfast rolls, one with ham and one with cheese, three cups of tea, some orange juice and some fruit salad and yoghurt - my favourite kind of breakfast. When I finished breakfast, I went back to up to my room. Yusuf, the young guy who had eyed me up the day before, came out of one of the rooms and our eyes met. I realised he was a bit younger than I had first thought and was probably no more than 18 or 19 years old. Without a word, he followed me to my room and, almost as soon as the door was closed, he had my pants down and my cock was in his mouth. He sucked me for a while and then he got up, and without a word, pulled his shorts and pants down and bent over the bed. He had a very nice, smooth arse and I was more than ready for a good hard fuck. I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my cock against his hairy arsehole. I went up him quite easily and he grunted and bent forward as I began to fuck him. I didn't want to cum too soon, so I fucked him slowly at first, as he gave contented little grunts, and then I began to fuck him harder. I was getting close now and I took hold of his hips and began to fuck him as hard as I could. I could tell he was enjoying every minute of the fuck, as I was, and before too much longer, I deposited what felt like a massive load of dirty cum right up his arse. When I pulled out, he pulled up his shorts and pants and grinned at me. A few seconds later he had disappeared out of the room, with not a word being spoken between us. A short time later, we were all congregated in the reception area to check out and just waiting for Jamal who, as usual, was last to arrive. I heard Robert telling Jamie and Callum that he had met a woman in a bar the night before and had fucked her in an alley behind the bar. Robert told them she had let him "do her up the arse", something apparently his girlfriend wouldn't allow. "Did you cum in her?" Jamie asked and Robert nodded as they high-fived each other. Jamie had come in for quite a bit of teasing as he had apparently been so drunk the night before, he had pissed his pants on the way back to the hotel. The teasing didn't seem to bother him though and he was on his usual cheerful good form. I had also learned that James had told the others he was tired and had left the group early to go back to the hotel. He too was being teased for being an amateur - but I guessed that there might be another reason he had left early and suspected it probably involved another secret trip to the Tiergarten for some cock. A few hours later we were on the plane heading back to London. Once again I was sitting with Neil and Callum, both of whom fell asleep almost as soon as the plane took off. I was full of my own thoughts - mostly I was thinking about Neil and what we had done the night before. Neil usually had the capacity for drinking huge amounts of alcohol but still being in control of what he was doing. He had not stopped me fucking him - yet he must have known I was not wearing a condom and he must have known I was going to cum in him - yet he had let me do it. I knew that Neil was not the most talkative guy in the world, especially when it came to talking about how he felt about anything, and I knew if he was going to refer to what happened, it would have to be in his own time. My thoughts turned to some of the other guys I had fucked in Berlin, and I couldn't help wondering if I had pozzed any of them. I was somehow fairly sure I had knocked up the cheating ginger guy and also the young nerdy lad I fucked over the table tennis table at the Tiergarten. I don't know why I was so sure of that, I just get these instincts sometimes. Most of the other lads had drifted off to sleep by now, but I couldn't sleep - I was too restless and too full of thoughts. I decided to give my friend Gerry a call when I got back to London. I haven't mentioned Gerry yet, but he's quite an important part of my story and it was him who helped me come to terms with being HIV positive and helped me shape my approach to it. In some ways, you could say he's been a bit of a mentor. I first met Gerry when I was at my lowest ebb. I had been diagnosed a few months earlier, and I was really struggling with meds and had recently come off them. I wasn't sure what to do and I wasn't even sure what I wanted to do. I loved fucking and I didn't want to stop - but I hated condoms and didn't want to use them. In addition, I was subject to really bad attacks of what felt like flu - they usually lasted about 48 hours, but they were really horrible. I was sweating, shivering and sleeping alternately - I felt like shit. The doctors had told me they thought I had been carrying a very high viral load for quite a long time. I can't remember why they thought that now, though they did tell me. I was also having really weird dreams- and in those dreams I kept seeing the faces of some of the guys I had fucked - the same faces over and over again. I was drinking in a gay bar in West London one night when I met Gerry. I had started drinking quite early with the intention of drinking as much as I could so that I could go home and just black out - that was how bad I was feeling. Gerry bought me a drink and invited me to sit at a table with him. I liked the look of him straight away - he was big, stocky and bearded and I realised almost immediately, friendly and caring. He said he could see I was really unhappy and asked me what the matter was. I found myself pouring out the whole story to him - my diagnosis, how I felt about it and all about my dreams. He listened sympathetically and then asked me to tell him more about the guys I kept seeing in my dreams. It was such a relief to tell someone, and somehow I knew instinctively that Gerry would understand. I told him they were all guys I had fucked in the six months before my diagnosis - I had been particularly active in that period, and I now knew that I had probably been carrying a very high viral load at the time. First of all, I told him about the homeless guy. I had been out drinking with a group of friends one night to celebrate someone's birthday and it was well after 11pm when I left the bar and made my way to the nearest underground station. The station was some way from the bar, but it was a warm summer's night and I had decided to walk to get some air. I hadn't been walking very long when I realised how badly I needed to piss. I should have gone to the toilet before I left the bar, but I hadn't, and as I walked along the road I was getting more and more desperate. I looked about for somewhere quiet to go and take a piss, but the road was quite busy with traffic and people. I turned up a side road and, much to my relief, saw a row of shops with an alley down the side. A skip full of builder's rubble meant no one could see the alleyway from the road - just what I needed. I wasted no time in going behind the skip and within seconds I had pulled my dick out and was pissing like a racehorse. Suddenly a voice said "Hey, watch what you're doing!" I turned my head - a good looking guy in a beanie hat was sitting by the skip, a sleeping bag pulled up around him. I had not noticed him and had almost pissed all over him. "Sorry mate!" I said, "I didn't see you there>" I had stopped pissing now and was standing there with my dick in my hand. I looked at the guy. I could see now that he was younger than I had thought at first, maybe late 20s at most and I could also see he was staring at my dick with a look of unmistakeable interest. "No worries!" he said with a grin He was still staring at my cock and I was getting semi hard now. "Nice dick!" he said "Thank you," I said and then added "I'm sorry mate, I really need to do this!" as I started to piss again. He was still staring at my dick. "Do it on me!" he said suddenly. I looked at him in surprise and he grinned at me. "Piss on me!" he said. I moved towards him and pissed all down his chest and onto the front of his jeans, moving my stream back up his body and aiming the rest straight into his mouth. When I had finished he reached out and pulled my cock towards him. Seconds later he had taken it in his mouth and was sucking me enthusiastically. I let him suck my cock for a while and then I felt myself getting close, so I pulled out of his mouth and motioned to him to get up. He hesitated. "I don't know," he said "to be honest mate, I might not be very fresh." I told him I didn't care and I wanted to suck his cock. He hesitated again, but only very briefly and then he unzipped himself and puled his jeans and wet pants own to his knees. He had a nice cock and I sucked him for a while and then he turned round and bent forwards, pulling his arse cheeks apart. "Fuck me!" he said "Please, fuck me!" I had some lube on me as always, and a few seconds later I was pushing the head of my cock against his arsehole. He was very tight, but I pushed slowly but surely right up him and then began to fuck him. I fucked him for a while and then he moaned "Harder, fuck me harder!" I took hold of his hips and began to fuck him harder, turned on by the tightness of his arse and the fact that he was so into being fucked. I was getting close now and told him so "Oh fuck," he moaned "Cum in me, fucking cum in me!" A short time later I shot what felt like a massive load right up him. When I pulled out, he turned around and pulled me towards him. He kissed me hard as he wanked his cock and seconds later he shot his load out in front of him. We were both out of breath and as we pulled up our pants he told me it had been a while and said I had given him exactly what he needed. But now, as I told Gerry, I couldn't help wondering if I had also given him something that he didn't need. I told Gerry of some of the other guys I kept seeing in my dreams - some random guys I had fucked at the Vault, a couple of guys I picked up at the gym and some of my Grindr hook ups. I also told him about the Afghan Uber driver who had picked me up at a gay club and had invited me to sit in the front seat with him. He had shown me a picture of his wife and two kids and at first I had thought he was just being friendly when he asked me about the club I had been to. We ended up parked in a wooded area just off the main road where I fucked him, pants down over the bonnet of his car and shot a big load up his hairy arse as he told me how much he liked feeling the cum up his arse when he was driving. There was also the guy I had met on Christmas Eve when I was out with with some friends for a drink. One of my friends knew him and invited him to join us. David was a good looking dark haired guy, tall and slim and in the course of our conversation he told me he was going to be on his own for Christmas as his partner was away. He told me his partner was not out to his parents and was expected to go home for Christmas. "How old is he?" I asked curiously "He's 34." said David "Oh," I said I suggested going for something to eat and soon David and I were in an Indian restaurant enjoying a good feed. He didn't take much persuading to come home with me, although he was clear that if we did anything it would have to be with a condom. I hadn't used a condom for some time, but he produced one and rolled it on my cock. I began to fuck him, but after only a short time he told me to take the condom off. "Are you sure?" I asked Yes, fuck it - do me bareback!" I didn't need any persuading - I ripped off the condom and seconds later I was up his cheating arse bare. I really enjoyed fucking David and I could tell he was enjoying it too. I fucked him kneeling up on the bed, on my back with him riding my cock, then on his back with his legs in the air and then shot a big load right up him. He stayed the night and I fucked him again in the morning and then we showered together. We were both meeting friends for dinner but we were both still horny and we had another quick fuck before he left, he just pulled his pants and trousers down and I fucked him in the living room, sending him off to his friends with a big load up his arse. Then there was Kieran. He was a soldier I had hooked up with on one of the Apps when I was staying in a hotel in the north of England. He was 19, dark haired and up for a fuck. He told me he was in the army stationed at a base nearby and said he didn't have much time. I hadn't expected him to turn up in his army uniform but I wasn't complaining! He sucked my cock really well and the removed his boots, trousers and pants and knelt up on the bed so that I could slide my bare dick into his arse. We finished with him on his back, legs in the air as I fucked him and pumped a nice big load into his soldier boy arse. I told Gerry about my job and how I often picked up guys by giving them my number when they viewed a property and told him how sometimes one of a group of students would contact me after the viewing, sometimes one half a couple - mostly gay couples, but more than a few straight ones. I told him about Julian - a solicitor who had viewed a very expensive high end flat with his husband and had called me afterwards to see if he could have an additional viewing. He seemed very nervous and I guessed I would have to make the first move. As soon as I did, he was all over me. It was as if he couldn't wait to get his pants down and his arse in the air. He asked if I was going to use a condom and when I said I wasn't he said "Oh fuck! He bent over willingly and I fucked and bred him - his smart suit trousers and his Calvin Klein underpants at his knees. When I had finished he told me he had never cheated on his husband and told me his husband was the only guy who had ever fucked him bareback until now. Gerry listened as I told him about a few more guys. "Why do you think you keep seeing their faces?" he asked me I would have felt stupid saying it to anyone else, but somehow I knew Gerry would understand. "I think it's because I infected them with HIV" I said "You think you knocked them up?" said Gerry "Yes." He looked at me. "You're probably right." he said. I hadn't really expected him to say that but he said it was more than likely and I might find I had an instinct for knowing when I had knocked someone up. He also told me that all these guys had offered up their arses of their own free will - they were all adults and I hadn't forced them to do anything they did not want to do. Gerry said that was their responsibility - not mine. As long as I was honest if someone asked me my status and didn't stealth anyone, his view was that I was acting responsibly. Gerry had told me earlier that he was also positive and not on meds, and now he told me that his doctors thought he had acquired a rare strain of HIV that was largely resistant to meds. I was already feeling much better through talking to Gerry and after we had talked a bit more, he did what I had been secretly hoping he would do - he took me home and fucked me! As soon as he closed the door to his flat, I was all over him. He got his cock out and I went down on him. His cock was pretty big, but as I sucked it got bigger and bigger and soon I was sucking on one of the biggest and thickest cocks I had ever had in my mouth. "That's it," he said "Suck on that big poz cock!" I sucked him for a bit longer and then he turned round and bent over. "Now lick my arse!" he said. I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue right up into his hole. I licked him for a while and then took his cock back into my mouth. A few moments later I was on my back on his kitchen table, my shoes, trousers and pants on the floor as Gerry pushed his cock into my arse. His cock was huge and really stretched my arse, but I don't think I have ever felt so turned on. He looked at me. "I bet this is how you got knocked up in the first place!" he said "On your back, letting guys fuck you, no questions asked!" "Yes," I gasped "You're going to love being positive, aren't you?" he said as he continued fucking me. "Yes!" I moaned, "I'm going to love it! I'm going to fucking love it!" "Good boy!" he said as he began to fuck me even harder. "Take my fuck - let me re-charge you!" "Yes, yes!" moaned. "Please do it - recharge me, fucking recharge my cunt!" "I'm getting close!" he said "Do you want this?" "Oh fuck, yes!" I moaned "I want it!" "Tell me how much!" "More than anything!" I moaned "Fuck me, breed me, give me your strain! Give me your fucking strain!" He started to cum in me. I could actually feel his cum pumping into my arse. "Tag me, you bastard! I moaned. "Fucking do it! Tag me for life!" Gerry finished cumming and pulled out of me. I knew I was now on a different path and life would never be quite the same again.

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All of the cocks I sucked at first were uncut - as is my own. I was brought up in the north of Scotland and went to university in Glasgow when I was 18. I had very limited sexual experience when I moved to the city and it was a revelation! I can't tell you how many cocks I sucked in parks and public toilets during the first year. As far as I remember, all of them were uncut, from young students my own age to much older guys. I knew from the showers and changing rooms at school that all the other boys had cocks that looked like mine - it was when I was back at home during the break between my first year and my second that I first encountered a cut dick. Church going and taking part in all church activities was compulsory in my family and during the summer our church had a group of Americans staying and we all hosted them. I got together with one of the lads who was 19 like me and was staying with another family. He was really fit looking - blond and a bit chubby - and I discovered his cock was cut - the first one I had seen. We sucked each other off regularly during his time in Scotland and I fucked his fit arse several times. When I moved to London after university, I started encountering more cut dicks - but still very much a minority.

This all happened some time ago now - in the mid 2000s when I was still together with my partner. I was down on the south coast of England for a two day professional conference which was taking place in Brighton. I had been a few times before and it was generally quite a good conference. In the evening of the first day there was a meal and networking/social event which I was not so keen on, and I decided if I got the chance I would duck out of the evening event and go and have some fun somewhere. Shortly after I arrived at the conference I ran into a former colleague. Andy and I had worked together for nine months about three years earlier, when he had joined the company I was with to cover a colleague's maternity leave. Andy and I had got on very well and had found we had a lot in common. He was quite straight acting and I had initially been surprised to learn he was gay and lived with his partner. We had worked late together a few times, and one thing had led to another. Andy had confessed that he was a bit bored in his relationship - his partner was exclusively a bottom and, although this suited Andy most of the time, he did like to get fucked now and then. I also got the impression that Andy found his partner a bit unadventurous - he told me his partner didn't like rimming him and he missed that. Andy and I had been flirting for some time and one night we were left on our own in the office and one thing led to another. Within minutes of our last colleague leaving the building, Andy and I were kissing hard. I could feel his cock pushing against his trousers as we kissed and I wasted no time in unzipping his work trousers and pulling them down to his knees along with his pants. Andy had a nice big cock and I took it into my mouth and began to suck him. He sighed and took my head in his hands gently as I sucked him. "Oh fuck, that feels so good!" he moaned as I continued to suck him. A few minutes later, Andy was bent over the desk, his pants and trousers down and his arse in the air and I was pulling his cheeks apart and pushing my tongue right into his arsehole. He moaned as I rimmed him and then he turned round and I sucked him again. He told me then how much he wanted me to fuck him and asked me if I had a condom. I told him I had some lube but didn't have any condoms. I tried hinting that I might be up for doing it without a condom but Andy was clear - he wouldn't cheat on his boyfriend and not use a condom. In the end, I sucked him off and fingered his arse and as I pushed my finger right up him, he shot a massive load of cum into my mouth. Andy grinned at me as we both pulled up our pants. "I'm definitely bringing a condom next time!" The next time we were alone in the office I fucked him. At his request, I used a condom and after that we fucked regularly during the rest of his time with us. Mostly we stayed late and fucked in the office, and when this wasn't possible, we fucked in some woods near the office. Although I was now starting to fuck bare more and more, Andy and I always used condoms. I hadn't seen Andy for a few years when we met up at the conference and soon we were having lunch together and catching up. Andy was still with his partner and said he was quite happy. I got the impression that he was still a bit bored sexually though and a little later he suggested that we both ditch the social event in the evening and maybe go for a drink and something to eat and "maybe spend some time together." I guessed that meant that Andy might be up for some fun and I was definitely up for that. I was mostly fucking bareback now and and I wondered if there was any chance of getting Andy to let me fuck him without a condom. I didn't think it likely, but I always think there's no harm in trying! That evening, Andy and I went to a gay bar with a terrace which looked on to the sea. They served food and soon we were enjoying a good meal and catching up properly. Andy was on good form and once again I was enjoying his company. A little later I noticed we were getting cruised by a couple of guys at the next table. They both looked to be in their mid 30s and both looked quite fit. One was dark haired and quite stocky and the other was a skinhead. Andy had noticed them too and commented on it with a grin, saying if he got the chance he would spread his legs for the skinhead guy. I grinned at him. Andy had had a few drinks by now and his tongue was somewhat loosened. He suggested inviting the two guys over and I told him to go for it. The two guys joined us and proved to be good company. The dark haired stocky guy was called Aiden and the other guy was Sam. After a few more drinks the talk turned to sex. They had asked us if we were a couple and we had said no, just colleagues and then they asked us if we had ever had fun together and we admitted that we had. They told us they were just friends and were out tonight looking for some fun. Andy was flirting heavily with the skinhead guy and I could see the evening might end up with him pairing up with Sam and me with Aiden. To tell the truth, I was really excited by Aiden and I had every intention of letting him fuck me bareback if he wanted me to. After another round of drinks, our talk became more explicit. Aiden said that the two of them liked to go bareback and asked us if we were up for that. To my surprise Andy said "Fuck, yeah!" without hesitation. Aiden looked at me and I nodded "Me too!" I said. The two guys looked at each other and Aiden said "So, you like it risky?" Again it was Andy who said yes first. Aiden and Sam exchanged glances and then Aiden leaned forward and said "Just how risky do you like it?" "What do you mean?" I asked, cautiously. Aiden and Sam exchanged another glance and then they told us. One of them was negative and recently tested, and the other was HIV positive and not on any meds. The one who was positive and not on meds had a viral load that had "gone through the roof." And they weren't going to tell us which was which. I was shocked and I could tell Andy was too. But I was also turned on - more turned on than I had been for a long time. Aiden and Sam said they would go for some drinks and leave us alone for a moment. It was Andy who spoke first. "I'm so fucking hard!" he said "So fucking hard!" He pulled back from the table for a moment and I could see his cock sticking right up in his trousers. I told him I was hard too. "I want to do it." he said "I really want to do it!" I swallowed "So do !!" When Aiden and Sam came back, we told them it was game on. I didn't quite know what to think. I had fucked bareback quite a bit over the years and I knew the risks, but I can honestly say until that moment I had never knowingly chased . Now I couldn't wait to get my pants off and take what might be a high viral load up my arse! I was more turned on than I had ever been - not just at the thought of what I was about to do, but at the thought that Andy, who had always been so adamant about safe sex, was going to do it too! We finished our drinks and made our way back to the hotel where both Andy and I were staying and soon we had all piled into my room. This was an added turn on - I had assumed that Aiden and I would use my room and Andy and Sam would use Andy's room. I was now more turned on than ever! Aiden and Sam were in control now. They both got their cocks out and told us to suck them. Andy and I both obeyed and it was a real turn on to see Andy sucking Sam's cock as I took Aiden's into my mouth and began to suck him. After we had sucked them for a while, they both knelt up on the bed and told us to lick their arses. Aiden had a really fit arse, firm and hairy and I wasted no time in getting my tongue right up his hairy hole. He moaned and I pushed my tongue as far up him as I could. From the sounds Sam was making, I could tell that Andy was making a good job of licking out his hole too. After a while, they told us to strip off and then told us to bend over the bed and let them see our holes. I was hard as a rock as we both bent over and pulled our cheeks apart, exposing our arseholes to the two guys - and I could see that Andy was too. I couldn't wait to see Andy take it bareback and for him to see me taking it too! A short time later I got what I wanted - I was kneeling up on the bed and Aiden was pushing his big, thick cock up my unprotected arse. I heard a groan from Andy and looked over to where he too was kneeling on the bed taking a big bare cock up his arse. I was so fucking turned on! The two guys began to fuck and I can honestly say I could not remember when I had enjoyed a fuck so much. I had a perfect view of Andy, who was on his back now, being fucked by Sam's big, thick cock and he was moaning "Fuck me, oh fuck me, please fuck me!" as Sam began to fuck him harder. They fucked us for what seemed like a long time and I could tell they were both getting close. It would soon be too late for either Andy or I to change our minds - but I had no intention of changing my mind and it didn't look like Andy had either. He was begging Sam to breed him telling him how much he wanted it. "Do you want it too?" asked Aiden as he continued to thrust hard up my arse. "Yes!" I moaned "I want it too!" A short time later I got it! It was one of these times when I could actually feel the cum pumping into my arse - and the knowledge that it might be highly toxic cum just seemed to make the whole experience even hornier! Andy was now also being bred and was almost crying as he told Sam how much he wanted it and how much he deserved it. I didn't think things could get any hornier as Aiden pulled out of my arse, but he motioned to me to lie on my back and then he lifted my legs up and I felt his big hard cock push up my arse again. Sam was still inside Andy and he began to thrust his cock into Andy's arse, slowly at first and then a little bit harder. We were both being fucked again! This time they fucked Andy and I side by side, both on our backs with our legs in the air, both cheating on our partners and both knowing that we might already be infected with HIV! When they had both dumped another load up us, Aiden and Sam got dressed and left Andy and I lying on the bed, covered in sweat and cum, both our arseholes wrecked! The next morning Andy and I were both back at the conference - smartly dressed and looking professional as ever. As I sat next to Andy listening to the conference speakers, I was still incredibly turned on by what we had done and even more turned on by the knowledge that either Andy was going home to his partner with a special gift up his arse, or I was!

Really enjoyed reading this story - brought back so many great memories!