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bttmsubslut

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  1. when he comes in me, or when someone else joins in
  2. been there, done that. it's great.
  3. i think about this all the time!!! just need to find a dom top willing to own me as a cumdump
  4. barebackrt.com, for sure (also, some of this depends on the city.)
  5. i go on a liquid diet (clear broth, etc) for 24 hours before before a big night out. then i clean out until it's clean enough to drink, to the point that i can squirt out totally clean water every time. i do that about once/ week. the other days of the week, i just douche with the shower hose enough so i dont have any problems, which means douching until it's fairly clean. to make all this easier, it's always good to eat LOTS of fiber (much more than the daily average), put flax seed or chia on everything you eat, eat lots of fruit, and drink lots of water -- every day. i have fiber with every meal. cleaning out is so much easier that way. and, frankly, it's not hard to have a high fiber diet. you can also discuss all this with a proctologist. they have all kinds of tips for your butt and for butt fucking.
  6. Just switched to Triumeq today. So far so good. I smoked some pot after taking it, and still no adverse reactions. I'll keep you updated. My doctor said a small percentage of people get headaches or have insomnia their first month, but that it usually goes away between 4-6 weeks.
  7. it's a demanding job, and unfortunately, telecommunication is not possible. i can usually make time at some point in the day to get fucked, but that time doesn't always fit the Dom Top's schedule. :/
  8. Thanks bearbandit. This is helpful! I do feel a little bit like my HIV doctor keeps information from me, like the likelihood of superinfection. My General Practitioner has said that there are other HIV clinics if I ever want to switch to a different one (she's an awesome GP). But switching is a hassle, and no guarantee the problem will repeat itself. I guess I could ask around about good HIV doctors for cumdumps, but I don't find myself talking to other cumdumps a lot about it. I'll stay with this doctor for now, unless I hear about something better.
  9. Thanks faggot hole. i agree. At least, that's how i see myself. my job gets in the way of that; it's a necessary evil. So that's where i was coming from: how to balance this necessary evil with my destiny, being a cumdump.
  10. How common is dual infection, or superinfection? How common is drug resistant HIV?
  11. Could be. I don't know enough to know what he's referring to. Maybe someone else does? I have heard about being infected with more than one strain of HIV, but I don't know how common this is. Again, maybe someone else knows?
  12. Thanks twink-hearts-loads. I have a few regulars, but I don't think they're looking to own. I agree, though; it's about building up trust over time, as with any relationship. Best not to rush into it, even if the Master insists.
  13. You're right. He probably has to say it. I just wish I could talk to a medical professional about being a cumdump, just accepting that reality, and giving advice based on that.
  14. The crazy thing about this exchange, too, is that i'm standing in his office, a naked, hairless pierced fuck twat in a chastity, calling myself a "cumdump" -- and he still just says, "use a condom." lol
  15. Thanks twink-hearts-loads. i've thought about escorting but i think i would make more money and have a steadier income at my current job. plus other kinds of benefits not provided by the health care system. i'm poz so i have to think about that. i would love to be a live-in cumdump. but you're right, men can lose interest and care nothing about your future. it takes a long time to know you're with the right Master or Dom Top, and many of them don't want to give you time to get to know them. or they have unrealistic expectations of that life. like you, i've been there. was owned for a year, and spent it as a full-time cumdump/ house boy.
  16. During my routine check up with my HIV doctor today, he told me once again that I should be using condoms, even if I am undetectable. He said he was afraid I could get a drug resistant strain of HIV. I asked him if he had any advice for someone who only has bareback sex. He just repeated his advice to use a condom. What do you guys think about this exchange? Is he burying his head in the sand, not wanting to acknowledge that lots of guys have bare sex? What about the drug resistant strain of HIV? Should doctors give these talks to someone they know is a cumdump? Should they provide other forms of advice for cumdumps like me?
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