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I LOVE getting anon fucked at a hotel. I always do this when I travel. Just in the past 5 months, I took anon loads in hotels in Dallas, Seattle, Philadelphia, and LA. I love leaving the door ajar. I love when it turns into a gangbang. I love when guys sneak in while I'm sleeping and start fucking me. I love when someone decides to whore me out. I love when guys bring stuff to parTy with. I love hotel sex, and I LOVE anon sex. Nothing better than just lying there all day while guys fuck me. LOVE it.

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I was in high school, around 15 or 16. I had been fucking guys since I was 13, but I knew i was a submissive cumdump, even if i didn't know that's what it's called, when i started finding guys online who wanted to drop a load in me. i loved serving them. still do.

As a submission bottom, i occasionally find myself with an aggressive dominant top who wants to push my boundaries. It's usually a fine line between something rape-like and boundary-pushing. The boundaries are blurry: when the first fuck of the night slams in my hole without lube, when aggressive fuck becomes uncomfortable or painful, when a couple men hold me down and my arm or leg starts to lose circulation, getting randomly punched, or getting fucked in my sleep, to name only a few. Recently a really hung man at a bath house could see I was a little tight that night. He lubed me up, put me on my back, and rammed in me. It hurt, but he kept ramming, saying he was loosening me up for other men. If I could take his cock, he told me, I could take any guys cock there. I breathed through the pain, eventually loosened up, and by the time he dropped his load in me, I didn't want him to stop. I was begging for more. Another time, a man has fucked me so hard, it never turned to pleasure. He wanted to inflame my rectum so one one else could use me that night. Some tops think that's selfish, effectively denying a hole to other tops. For a lot of people, these are clearly forms of sexual assault. For me, it's not so clear. These are often some of the hottest scenes for me, even if it can be physically uncomfortable or painful in the moment. I also take my commitment to service as a submissive cumdump seriously. I believe it's my duty (and destiny) to serve men, regardless of my own comfort. To my surprise, I've sometimes even lost respect for men who stop when I've asked them to. I want to be assaulted on some level, which blurs the line of consent. In that sense, I am partly choosing for it to happen, even if I don't make my consent explicit. I think for the general population, consent should be made explicit. But I inhabit a different world, and the rules and mores are different. The dominant aggressive men who assault me (or "push my boundaries") know what they can get away with. They know that even if they leave me frustrated or hurt, the rules are different for us. They can do things to me they can't do to most people. I take it, and eventually, I may even like it.

I'd love to be a full-time slave/ cumdump. But, like a lot of boys, a lot of Masters aren't serious, or they're unrealistic about what a life like that looks like. I like serving assholes. Every time I've sought a counselor, they're horrified!

I serve Dominant Tops regularly, usually daily. It's the biggest part of my life, followed by work, friends, and time to myself. For me, serving Dom Tops is more than a hobby. It's an insatiable, uncontrollable desire. It's all I really want. I wish I could somehow be a cumdump full time, to devote myself to serving men all day. But I need a job to pay for rent, food, clothes, etc. Sometimes my desire to get fucked is so strong that I take off days from work to serve lots of men. Or I'll take long "coffee" breaks to serve men in a nearby stairwell, bathroom, or parking garage. My employer notices my absences, and I've been given warnings. It's hard to serve Dominant men on demand and still have time for other things. Some of my regulars get annoyed when they hear that I am busy at work, with friends, or serving someone else. And I sympathize with them. I agree that they should always be my priority. I'd always rather be serving them, but I also know I need a job and I need friends. There just isn't enough time in the day. How do other submissive bottoms, who serve daily, strike a balance? More pics and videos of me twitter.com/cumcunt

CL and BBRT are good for this. Be sure to keep your valuables in a secure place.

This has happened to me a few times, either at Steamworks or in a hotel room. In a hotel room, I sometimes let guys know my room number on craigslist or BBRT party post, and then I leave the door ajar I tell them I'll be sleeping and the lights will be out but they can just come in and fuck me. Usually I have already taken a bunch of loads that night, and as the crowed thinned out, I decided to catch some shut eye, but not without first posting an ad. Guys trickle in steadily, usually before they head off to work. I am sleeping when they climb on top of me and start fucking. While I usually wake up in the middle of it, I'm still out of it or too tired to do anything but lay there until they finish. It's hot. It's one of my all time favorite things to do. At Steamworks, it's basically the same deal. I might go back to my room for some shuteye but I leave the door wide open. Eventually someone starts feeling my ass and fingering my hole, and sometimes they climb on top and start fucking. I might wake up in the middle of it, but I just lie there and take it. I actually don't like it when the guy wakes me to ask permission.

Besides HIV, what STDs/ STIs have you had? What was your experience having them? Did they cause other problems? If you try to prevent getting STDs, how do you try to prevent them? If you've had an STD not listed, please mention it below.

I found work and friends helped distract me from my diagnosis, and time especially helps. I completely agree with TigerMilner.

I also don't know who pozzed me. Too many guys, too much anonymous sex. I know I was pozzed in one of two cities. That's about all I know. I'd like to know who pozzed me on some level, but it's not especially important for me to know. Sometimes not knowing makes me feel like the slut I am.

I am totally open with my doctor, a straight woman. She knows barebacking is a calculated risk for some people. She and her colleagues -- one of whom volunteers at the STI clinic -- has never judged me or lectured me. She makes sure I get the care I need. But... things might be different in downtown Toronto than other parts of the world.

i LOVE verbal but it's entirely up to the Top. i am here to please him.

totally true!!

i get fucked on a bathroom floor regularly. bath houses are pretty sleazy. i get fucked there a lot too. yeh, love it!!!

yeh, love sleeping with a plug in me! usually falls out by the end of the night though.

turn off for me. i prefer 100% dom tops.

Yep, I'm a true cumdump!

you can whore me out any time!

Yes, LOVE whoring out in hotels! Do it several times a year.

love just being holes!!!!

Guys piss in me all the time without asking! i love it! only problem is it also washes out the cum. :/ so there's that.

i dont know if you have to be more careful when sliding in. i don't think the guys who fuck me with a PA are necessarily more careful. they just go right in like everyone else.

Totally the faggot in HS. Most guys my age didn't have the guts to fuck me, but a few did, in school and after school. Loved it!

I've thought about this before, but never sure I want to do it. I've been in chastity for almost 2 years now. I really like chastity.