Kayne

Same Here

I fucking love any thing demonic I fucking wish the Demonic Sex movie based on the Sean Platter comic actually got made and wasnt an investor scam

fair point

that's one hell of a friend!

I've always been a complete switch. The old man taught me well. but from the first guy that begged to breed him raw and be verbal about pozzing him (I wasnt poz at the time) to the 18 year old I just screwed in s subway t room. I just cant get enough

Hmm qhat Would you do? thanks for getting the Klondike thene stuck in my head lol

Good Pigman!

I'm not opposed to that as long as no soap is used. though they need to dry completely because a moldy jock does not smell right. and it's all about manscent/piss sweat n cum. at least for me it is

Sounds hot. I personally love 5hevones with the mesh pouches, I tend to hate the smooth ones with a cup.

I suppose we could start a trade/ Share/ buy group. if that's even permissible on this site.

Two things I absolutely "LOVE" Even before I was Poz. Sero-sorters Me: (In Profile) I Only Fuck.Raw Him: Hot Man! You're Clean Right? Me: Don't really care. Him: Yeah, But I mean... you're tested right? Me: Did you even read my profile? Him: Poz Me Daddy... Him: Are you.clean? the above was from a real A4A conversation -or How about clingy guys that leave you 100 messages on a site. angnget pissed because you don't answer right away. or Explaining basic gay knowledge or fetish terms to someone who should know these terms asked upon their stated kinks. Got a lot of these

the only way a jock should be washed is in spit or piss. I seal my most ripe ones in ziplock bags

Hooot!

I fuxkin Miss BIKE too. I got a few around here but I hate that Rawlings took it over I currently Wear SafeTGuatd... but who here likes it safe? lol!

Thing is, since there is no re way to tell how long I've had it I may have a lot of sons out there. or brothers. either way they got my DNA in them

What consequences? The way I believe I was pozzed is rather anticlimactic. should I start a thread about it? I actually have a couple of Ideas about how it happened some might be hot

Im taking about Athletic Jockstraps. not fashion underwear. I don't know when it started. my earliest memory is finding a copy of Honcho in my house when I was a boy. The model was extremely hairy. His hard dick distended the pouch of this super aged / ratty/ Holey Jockstrap. in later pages he was sniffing it. I was hooked. I remember getting my hands on other porn mags over the years. the ones with the jocks were some of my favs. I played sports through my boyhood and teens. I once stole a coach's dirty. jock. wish I had been caught beating off into it. My uncle once told me thatbfootbLl jerseys should never be washed and I remember that especially in football we never washed jerseys or straps when we were winning. To this day, I've only washed a few jocks, and only to shrink the waistbands. though I can never seem to get mine as ratty as that first pic I remember. The worst part is when the waistband stretches out. I remember the first cumstained jock I got in the mail from a guy I was talking to on AOL. I miss it. is there anyone else out out there into Jockstraps the way I am? I wanna hear from you!

I'm not glorifying my experiences. I freely admit it fucked me up. it led me to seek out others willing to fuck a preteen/teenage boy and put me on the path thatbI am on today. severely Poz. However, If I never made peace with my past, If I never reclaimed.my power and my time, the demons born of years of predators using me would have killed me. late into my 20's inwas s hi icidal and unstable. changing the focus allows me to cope, move on and accept not only myself but to take ownership and responsibility for my actions. With my taste as they are today, I can focus on whatever pleasure I derived from the experiences and focus on that instead of the horror. it may not make sense to everyone, but it works for me. it's about perspective.

I was my Dad's cumdump when O was a boy. He taught me the basics of piss drinking cocksucking and using my hole to please a man before he died. my Godfather took over my education soon after. Then I went away to an all Male boarding school. I only regret never having a chance to blow my favorite uncle would have loved to taste his sperm... and fuck his ass

That time is here for me I fear. I'm asymptomatic, but with less than 100 tcells ans a viral Load in the 6 digit range. I'm eager to breed but I cant breed if I'm dead. I know what I must do. but at the same time I love just sticking my hand in my jock and under my skin to feel how sticky my head is... everytime I see a a potential convert pass my way. That's why I was worried. Dont think i am anymore. Thanks to you guys

So a year ago I found out I was likely Poz, but several subsequent tests said otherwise. I've never called myself a chaser, but over the years the thought of converting and breeding has gotten me hotter than words can say. Just a month ago I found out I am POZ. Today I found out how high my VL load and T-Cells are. it's bad, but my dick is dripping, my nuts ache and my hole is twitching. Everyone thinks I should feel bad or be scared. I'm just horny and craving cum Not even sure I wanna take the drugs. am I fucking insane? Making my peace is one thing. this is... different.

Fuck, sounds a lot like my teens there !

Not only was that sweet, but it was hot as fuck. hope you continue this one.

I think I should clarify. I do live in the US. And New York is pretty progressive as states go, but Health insurance may be going away soon. Or worse going back to previous ACA. But it was more worried about life nsurance anyway. I was worried about being "tracked" it probably stupid most of all I'm worried about my mother. But despite all that the idea that I may be toxic and that I've finally taken the thing that has been stalking me my whole life has me turned on . I know I'm describing being a chaser and yet I never felt like one. The advice I seek is on how to deal with all this conflicting things in the war between my two heads. I'm sorry if I fucked explaining it up. Thanks for what you guys have said thus far tho.

I guess it was inevitable. My Mother is/was a fag hag and a Madam. My father was an alcoholic vet with a golden arm and a habit of snorting. He was also a member of N/A/M/B/L/A. I was his personal Cumdump as a kid. He sold and shared me around the neighborhood. He Passed on when i was still a boy. My mom sent me to a Private Boarding school. that's when my real "Education" began. This all happened in the early days of The bug. I have some stories, but suffice it to say that I was a slut before i fully understood what being a slut was. Oh, but when i knew, I couldn't stop myself. I always had a thing for older men and the ones i went after were all too eager to drop a load in someone. by the time I got into Teens I'd been scared into wrapping it up and only taking wrapped meat. - but even then, when i had discovered all of the parks, gloryholes and various other places pre 9/11, I still didn't always use rubbers. I hate everything about them. All around me, people were getting infected, getting sick, and dying. I knew what the risks i knew how not to be one of them, but i didn't care. In all that time I never truly worried about becoming poz. I, like the US military had a Don't ask/ Don't tell policy. When my aunt tested poz i was conflicted. I felt bad for her - especially when it progressed- but i was also jealous. I couldn't it. but it soon faded from my thoughts I had other things to worry about once my mom got sick. I played less and less. Now that i had someone who really depended on me, i forced myself to do better. there was one guy though that a I always would up breeding. and he always wanted me to knock him up. there was another dude that constantly came from Bermuda for my cum wanting the gift. I Thought it was hot when guys talked like that It made me fuck harder, deeper. And when one guy i was blowing held my head and forced me to swallow his filthy load, (for the longest time I was obsessed with cum facials/ bukakke) I blew the most intense nut of my 20-something life. a year later, when i found out a dude I was messing with was Poz I got scared, but hot. About 7 years ago I got tricked into breeding this Professor at a party. I didn't find out that he ( or anyone else ) was full blown until I had to shower and leave. I was freaked and pissed, but once the knee jerk reaction faded I was horny as fuck. a few months later, I had a false poz result on a test and a second test was mixed up with another patient. Afterwards, I found out I was neg, I vowed never to test again. Still the talk got me hot and while I never asked anyone's status, I did fine my self more attracted to dudes that I knew were Poz. In all this time I never thought or myself as a chaser. I never felt Like i actively chased the dragon. I always felt that if it was meant to happen it would. and I didn't need to rush it . Fast forward to today. A recent skin rash led me to see a doctor. despite me opting out of a HIV test, one was taken, and the nurse that saw me said it came back charged. but the results disappeared from the computer. the rash is nothing but a bad case of eczema. Thing is.. I'm conflicted. I'm more turned on than I've ever been.my dick won't stop dripping. the few people i have told about the results are hotter than ever to fuck with me and there are a few that i want to tell but im not sure how. I WANT to get out there and breed. the feeling of not having to worry anymore makes me so fucking stoked that I can't think straight and all i can think about is the design of the BioHazard Tattoo I've wanted ever since I was 15 years old! Part of me wants to get that next test and find out just how toxic I am! Part of me is terrified. terrified of the government knowing my info. terrified of being tracked. Terrified of not being able to get life or health insurance. but most f all Terrified of telling my mother, or dying before her. she has lost so much to HIV. Her Lover (not my Father) All of her Friends, so that without me she is all alone. I know it would break her If i am Poz and she knew - but it would also break her if I found out and kept it from her. I don't know what to do. I still don't feel like a chaser, but I've always felt like this was going to happen. and i'm not upset by it. i'm fucking excited! but still I don't want to hurt the person I love most in this world, and i'm not keen on the uninsurable / government fall out following me. I could use some advice. Thanks