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My hubby and I are like that. Like hunting-buddies looking for cock and ass. Some guys don't get it (the free spirit), wonder 'why if you have each other?' Well, I hate to tell the ones asking because unbeknownst to them, their BF is cheating on 'the low-down' so I guess that is THEIR normal. Sometimes my man hunts on grindr and scruff and dudes pop over for whatever blow-jobs or bareback breeding they discuss. I don't care. But some guys have freaked out and left, EXPECTING me to be asleep or not be home. They can only do 'one-on-one' and hate spectators or more than two are a crowd for them. I'm typically never jealous, well I have been UNEASY, when this one dude and my freshly-fucked man set around in the 'after-glow' and were kissing on each other. The other dude deep-breeding my man didn't bother me... hot, watching his raw, thick cock stretching my man's eager slut-ass and then rutting away like a dog in heat... but when they didn't stop sensuously kissing on the couch I told them: "Stop that shit! You guys acting like fucking Lesbians!" LOL The first fuck I watched him get bred by a dude I was totally transfixed by seeing the other dude's knob pop in and out of my man's hole, teasing him with the girth of the bulging cock-head and me mouth open with the sight of it... it was a first: watching a total stranger preparing to seed my man, and being that close doing what a cheating BF would do behind your back. And knowing the dude was poz and a prolific fucker on-line. He is very popular. He had sent videos of his 'work' to my man before... Then he said: "Is POZ-TALK ok?" to which I had no answer... I think he favors my man but my man is the one who always thinks I 'get the hot ones'. We treat the whole 'extra-curricula' play as 'sports-fucking'... Next time a dude breeds my man's hole I'll be underneath, sucking his balls and licking his cock as it slowly slides into my man and then when he pulls out dripping with seed I'll be on it... or my man will be licking my action when I top Eric who just now is sending me pics of his smooth ass...

Not complaining AT ALL! I appreciate your feedback. I totally share the gloomy view on the GOP and net neutrality! You may (after rereading what I wrote) see an attempt to make sense of what we are seeing (politically) in a somewhat 'balanced and light-hearted' commentary! Sadly, over the years I found 'political apathy' the norm in the 'gay party crowd'. That said: I'm wondering if 'gay Republicans' are a 'vanilla-extension' of what I have seen (on tumblr) in the gay 'sub-culture'. A sub-culture fascinated by slavery, swastikas, Nazis and worse. Self-loathing ? Extreme S&M? As I explained: it doesn't work for me - but there has to be an appeal to it! And I noticed that in the deep South there are gay guys who emulate the most extreme of the rightwing, who dog and cock-block promiscuous (popular) guys very judgmentally as 'whores and sluts', They tend to be especially HATEFUL towards poz-guys (even if they themselves never get tested) talking like mean church women, often without any prompting. One of my friends, an openly-gay, well-known poz-advocate got a vile-threatening message like that THIS MORNING on grindr! As he went from Nashville across state-line into his home-town in Arkansas he was called a 'filthy AIDS-whore' and told 'we will take care of you'. These are anon guys who are looking to 'hook up with CLEAN' but hate honesty and might be poz without knowing. Then I know some really twisted gay guys... one who is on craigslist with his ass up but in real-life a fire-and-brim-stone Arkansas preacher, another very sexy fucker a hardcore Pentecostal, one of my ex-tricks a Jehova witness posting religious stuff on Facebook but they all have a secret life much darker than anything I have tried so far. Like those anti-gay marriage preachers who get outed by their call-boys for hiring them for crystal meth orgies. My question is: should one just NOT TRY TO GET TO KNOW GUYS or talk AT ALL, lie and deceive, keep secrets because the stranger's extreme views and hypocrisy could quickly become a buzz-kill!? Guys in New York, Miami or Los Angeles might not understand this world! I hope this makes my feedback more clear!

Well sooner or later the big downer POLITICS had to show its ugly face! Here is my take: much or MOST of 'the porn' the 'fake moralists' might have discovered on-line and specifically THIS SITE and the kinds of posts here would drive them over the edge with zealotry... not sure if the censors won't pull a fast one out of the blue one day.... BUT When it comes to sex I prefer to AVOID POLITICS! As freaky Gollum from 'Lord of the Rings' would say: "IT RUINS IT!!! Smeagol likes it RRRAWW and WRRRIGGLING!" There is enough on here that 'doesn't rock my world' like the obsession with incest for example. No 'daddy' talk for me and no high heels on dudes and no scat either! And purposely getting sick and making others sick I don't understand. I'm sure I'm not alone but I hush my mouth and roll with it. I leave chat when the topics make me cringe! Bottom-line: some things give you a boner and others will make your BUZZ disappear! Some things don't seem to go together: I have gay friends and HARDCORE BB contacts whose extreme political views turn me off. I couldn't imagine having sex with them... unless I was high!? One who is a heavily-tattooed and pierced porn performer who stars in everything from FF, SM, BB, orgies, WS whatever. On his other side he is all about 'pet rescues' dogs etc but then he also CONSISTENTLY posts pro-rightwing stuff on his FB from pro-Palin, pro-Duck Dynasty-Taliban to anti-ACA and hating Obama stuff... (logic?) does he think a fist-fucking, bb-promiscuous, hustler would be allowed at the table with any of these folks? And HE was the one defriending me first!!! Not me! He couldn't tolerate my 'moderate' leanings! My best friend here in town is GAY and cheats on all his BFs and bareback them and his tricks. Yet he is a square-acting 'government-employee' who calls his very nelly BFs his 'room-mates'. To compensate he posts virulent BREITBART and FOX propaganda-posts all day long. I figure it's his BUTCH DECOY so he doesn't appear like one of 'them libtard liberals' whom he derides for 'having a mental condition'... I AVOID politics with him when we hang out AT THE GAY BAR or at home! We wrestle, we have kissed on each other but he doesn't know my 'dark side' as I only HINT but the poz issue is avoided (by me). He is pretty hot but I could not imagine having sex with him. Maybe because it would be 'INCESTUOUS' like a brother. He will quickly try to 'cock-block' sexy, promiscuous guys I flirt with by saying 'he is dirty' (poz)!!! I recall (just a few years back) being basically 'vanilla-safe' but I have changed. I've stretched my mind and try not to freak out any more. You know: TRYING TO GET MORE FREAKY!!! For example: arrogant, big-mouthed JERKS making moves on my BF would irritate the fuck out of me in the past. It didn't dawn on me that both HIM and ME could have our cock and eat it too! Now I CRAVE the same jerks I use to loathe and would lick their balls while they breed my man against the wall upside down and do 'the poz-talk'. Which reminds me... I have done a few of those 'set-ups' in the flesh. Good thing I never brought up politics. Not with rural southern minds! Especially since I like rugged rednecks! "Don't talk!" I'm sure it would have RUINED it for me with at least a quarter of them fornicators! Turn the club-music up in the sex-club and don't kill my buzz! "I like my fantasy RRRAW and WRRRIGGLING!"

WOW, hot. The closest I got into somebody's ass like that was 'fingering' a porn-star (still don't know his name, just see his pic in porn pics now and then) whom I never even talked to on the dance-floor at RAGE in West Hollywood... just pressing up against each other shirtless with me down his delicious ass-crack... he didn't flinch, just looked me straight in the eyes and let me do slip my paws into his juicy, well-conditioned ass-cunt, first one finger then more... I was so turned on, especially when I later smelled 'fresh man-cunt' on my fingers! It didn't take spit or force, he came apparently prepared for 'random penetration'... and was ready to play. Clueless me missed my clue! Only learned 'guys DO BAREBACK' on the dance-floors YEARS later! I have a hardcore pervy friend who has been poz for many years. He confided (years after the fact) he tried to breed me once (and 'MARK me with his DNA') on the dance-floor in Memphis and got THIS CLOSE, he said as I was apparently 'rolling'! I don't recall his attention nor had any idea a 'stealther' was apparently already dripping charged pre-cum for me. He said it was another night when I was shirtless, 'your pierced nipples turned me on, I figured you'd take dick like a champ'. Apparently I was going commando in denims and had teased some guys dancing with the button-fly half undone letting my shaved crotch show, then making out with a random pack of what must have been 'gay frat guys' from Missouri... he said 'you wouldn't have been the first , btw, I have bred a lot of guys on that Backstreet dance-floor... no formalities, no names, guys just let me slip it right in' without anybody even seeing it. He said he 'didn't have to HUMP THEM as just feeling their moist 'man-pussies' triggered his nut almost on cue... holding them tight, pumping his charged load deep inside them. I had never heard anybody talk like and the 'predatory stealther' thing was disturbing yet... since I told him I had 'been converted' I was strangely turned on, thinking... 'man, that could have been me', tagged by a 'predator'. But he reminded me I was apparently 'still a prude back then, too wily like a virgin at a prison rodeo and off with the pretty boys'. He said he came up later in the lounge and brought me a bottle of water and struck up a conversation, still hoping to TAG ME WITH HIS DNA. But then some other guys 'pulled me away' and I got 'off the hook'. No telling what might have happened! He now calls me a 'brother' who has FINALLY join the 'brotherhood'... I told him he is more then 'welcum' to relive his sleazy fantasy in the 'treehouse' of a local bar when he comes through town... hopefully with some bros watching!

As far as I'm concerned: it tickles me when I know that a lot of guys are watching me at the bareback parties, doing what in my vanilla past I wouldn't have dared doing. Hope it boosts my 'slut reputation'! I find that the guys I'm most interested in NOW get all excited when I tell them I like 'anon', group action and to 'serve sloppy seconds'!

I tried to add pics of my piercings but it said 'upload failed'

Well that sounds like a proper proposal! I could use some faraway slut-buddies, 'mentors' if you will to introduce my to the seedy side of Atlanta I never ventured into. . Maybe my man and I will come out to Atlanta some time and find a decent hotel set-up for the weekend and have you take us to the dives and debauchery. I kinda want to see my man get bred by a bunch of strangers! And he can watch us doing nipple play and maybe that TRIMIX too... kinky shit! I used to have nipple rings that were basically shaped like barbed wire; very hot to look at but a few over-anxious 'gropers' at the club or during play got to feel the business end... I forgot what I did with them. Had a few complainers... The plain ones have more 'overall utility'. I want to go a bit up in size though... never regretted having my nipples pierced! But I have (i'm told) a high pain threshold... whatever that means... for one I didn't even flinch when I had my nipples pierced over 15 years ago! Oh yeah and I did my Prince Albert myself when my boy-friend back in 2003 ran off to Atlanta and hooked up with an air-line slut who had a huge PA and posed with it on-line... I HAD TO HAVE ONE TOO!

Mine has only increased from having my nipples pierced! When I started out as a 'novice' I don't recall being that much aware of it... meanwhile: I have a local slut mentor who has every toy and gadget you can imagine. He is a 'full-time whore', one of the first to go on disability because of his 'status' when that was still the norm... I guess. All he does all day is goof around and have sex. He strapped me up with E-stim and nipple clamps and we went at it, him teaching me new tricks. My pierced nipples were almost TOO sensitive to handle the clamps... especially after the 'nut' it was almost TOO MUCH just taking them off...

I like to tell the fucker after he nuts to 'keep rutting' to make sure his DNA gets deep inside. And then 'pledge' I'll keep his jizz inside to full absorption! That seems to turn him on like gang-busters, even more than the 'thank you for coming in me'... that goes over well too but the pledge to 'keep the jizz' seems to be a biggest turn-on to the pitcher! At least in my experience!

I'm with you on that! My nipples are hard-wired to my dick! Which is why I have them pierced and show off in my pictures that way. Every top will know I'm up for for rough nipple play! I like it when a top who breeds me just rolls his eyes back and plays with his nipples and doesn't bother to 'reach-around' though... the selfish-fuck-fantasy! The best is when I meet another nipple-pierced fucker and he bottoms... we go for each others nipples, ass and dicks like pigs in a pen!

I think I could do it! That mildly-invasive S&M stunt has me totally intrigued! I like the idea of fucking guys I would usually not go for at all as a top! And putting on a performance for the bros at the party!

STORY-TIME: I'm not sure that whole 'alpha trip' is really what a true bareback player needs or wants! I mean, what does that mean? Having a possessive tyrant at home, old-school, like a hetero head-of-the-household who guards his hen against all suitors real or imagined? A hold-over from 'Christian autocracy's' domestication of the common folk, making sure all the dumb peasants FOLLOW THE BOOK they can't read and 'lay-low and keep reproducing'?? While the aristocrats fuck and fornicate like exempted demi-gods? The gay sub-culture really never had an 'official code of conduct' so we have to cobble something together that works for us (an the gay marriage thing is really a partial solution to create 'structure and order') But ceratinly not 'traditional' as even that mess has been revised multiple times... or else bitches would still be traded for shekels and have no voting rights or credit-cards. For me that one-sided (hypocritical) shit went out the door after trial and error with cheating BFs. Some (alpha) guys (as well as the 'bitch-playing' submissive ones) SCRIPT their relationships (subconsciously) by using the loose mental blue-print accepted from assorted role-models like their dad (and mom) However archaic or unhappy that might have been! Pathetic! BUT YOU DON'T WANT WOMEN AND YOU CRAVE COCK!!!! When you become a (popular) gay player, you really follow more the traditions of hunters or warriors, of fishing bros or ball-players! Or straight guys with their man-caves and chilling! The 'bitches' don't care for that! It's about the brotherhood, the hunt, the stalking of THE BUCK, the pursuit, not showing 'cowardice' or pain, being a 'team-player', 'taking it like a man', the trophies and scoring, the notches on the belt and the RUSH of the bareback rodeo! Years ago I followed a sexy guy to the deep South from the Happy Hunting grounds of Los Angeles. He used to be one of the many bros there. But once back in his 'neck-of-the-woods' he was playing some kind of an 'alpha' role (by looks, reputation and cock-size) Behaving and talking hypocritical, getting cerebral and controlling like a church-elder. He would say stupid chauvinistic things and talked down to me like I was some 'trophy wife' (from a conquered nation) who better mind her manners and play her part. He would sneak around and cheat and bask in his local glory; but gollum-forbid I would dare to 'get out of line'! He even told me 'to find my own friends and not try to be friends with his'!!!! Some guys are into getting insignificant-beta-abuse, being a 'glutton for punishment', I'm not... The guys I would meet after I broke up with the 'wanna-be-alpha' were all much younger, TWINKS really. It was in a way OUT-OF-SPITE, me being the obvious alpha but not treating them like that. As a matter of fact, the first in a series of 'young bucks' (upon geing challenged by my jealous ex on the dance-floor of a club) beat the crap out of my 'alpha'-ex like a sparring young bull would to let the former 'alpha' know his days were over... As HEAD-TRIPS go (flash-back): when I first came out, one of the biggest 'rushes' I got in my twink days was from scoring (FUCKING/topping) hunky, older dudes who looked like they were WAY-OUT-OF-MY-LEAGUE. I fucked them raw, dropped by teenage seed deep inside them and admired my 'BUCK' as he fell asleep, absorbing my DNA into his hunky body and I imagined all the other hunky BUCKS who rutted him as I was still just an amateur... too bad I stopped that practice because of the AIDS-scare and became a serial monogamist with guys who I felt 'more domestic-able' So a few years ago, on my RE-LAUNCH into the BB-player scene (after dismissing 'traditional gay relationships' especially with the controlling alpha as failed) the guys I hooked up with were by happenstance all aggressive young 'lookers' and MOST turned out to be TOPS or versatile. I'm now actually MARRIED to a much younger buck but he like me is a bb-player! I'm turned on by random bucks breeding him and I know he feels the same about me. So we have the best of both worlds! We have a group of friends who are 'involved' in staging bb-parties and events and I filter information on the 'need-to-know' basis to 'levels of friends'... 'Possessive fuckers' pop up now and then with their alpha-aspirations and might be partial to one or the other of us. I don't mind! "GO SLAM-DUNK that fucker!" I tell my man. We fuck them as a 'having sex with selfish jerks' fantasy. One highly promiscuous alpha dude, after a few repeat fucks, was trying to talk my man into 'leaving town with him'. That didn't happen! I can beat off to the pictures of the jerk fucking my man raw and if he came to town I would encourage my man to have that 'ass-hole' come and get himself some more booty. I have gotten more lewd and verbal, something I know he likes...

When I first came out I caught myself going for hunky, older guys who could have been my COLT magazine types that I was beating off to! But not confident enough to approach them! When I was 20, looking at my old driver's licence, I looked like a 16-year-old waif and I even recall some 'manly types' dismissing me disrespectfully as a 'twink' or 'chicken'; so the opposite of what I encountered later when younger guys disrespected older ones. Really stupid! I really liked the way some older gay guys were my 'slut mentors' with some of my fondest memories being on a very short stay in New York. Then later in LA an older black guy, Charles became my mentor as he introduced me to the 'scene' at the MOTHER LODE in West Hollywood. I was like a kid in a candy-store with NO SKILLS as how to pick up on a dude. Oh yeah, I had only a few month earlier walked out a straight relationship when I felt my cock-fever getting the better of me. So I needed 'mentors'! Charles and Bruce, another 'older guy' (probably way more than double my age) a former FALCON star pointed out that I don't need to 'act nelly', something which I think I may have done inadvertently, copying behavior from other young guys. They let me know that 'your butch side is what makes you attractive to other guys'... they would ask me 'who do you like in the bar' and I would set my sights high on some manly buck in denims and a cowboy hat and the rugged appeal of a guy who I wouldn't DREAM of making a move on... next thing I know... they introduce me! A dream-man, helicopter pilot from San Diego, a cocky stud at least double my age with a body to die for... okay I'm 5' 11" and about 144 lbs at the time and the dude is 6' at probably 190, a hulking dream of masculinity. Full hair too and a bit of a porn-stache, luckily blondish because I'm border-line on that look! And he, unlike smooth me, had lots of blondish peach-fuzz all over his arms and chest! HOLY SHIT! I SCORED! Raging boner... I'm all over him! Right there in the bar! And speaking of 'kid in the candy-store' - I discovered my fetish for vulgar-bulging knobs on cut lollipop cocks!!! And guys going commando in denims! His dick was almost poking out over the top and his piss-slit was oozing precum! I don't know how but apparently it was all settled and back to his hotel we went. I told him I wanted to suck the precum, maybe that is when he settled his bill! Barely in the room I'm on it like a bitch! Sucking, but using too much teeth, well still learning! Next thing I know my aggressive side comes out! My hard dick is on the dude's hole and his lollipop cock in my face. He let me slip my dick in his ass, RAW! What a rush! I fucked him putting on a 'young buck' performance and he was eating it up... I tried to make it last but hey I blew my nut deep inside of him and I wondered how many hot bucks must have bred him before! Now I tagged him too. DNA deep inside him! He fell asleep with me in what must have been one of my hottest 'new frontier'. Busting my nut in seasoned champ-players! Tagging hulking dudes who could easily throw me down and tag me instead and toss me out! I think breeding older guys is a good 'trade' to learn... it rocked my world! I had young bucks turn the tables on me once I was a 'seasoned buck', bareback without hesitation and slyly DNA-tag me, hump me like horn-dogs and cum in seconds. Brought back fond memories! But back then I had this thing about 'wanting to be in control'! It wasn't a 'daddy-fetish' that some of the younger queens had. I wished Bruce (my FALCON mentor) didn't ask me to move to Texas with him. I figured he was 'too hard to control', especially since he was the one branding me with his seed! A relationship with him seemed kinda like wanting a steer for a pet! But in hindsight I bet he would have let me have all the cock and ass on the side and watched. Instead I hooked up with another 'twink' in a more predictable long-term relationship. I don't recall any of my sex with him the way I recall having sex with Bruce, the porno-buck or the way I bred the helicopter pilot...

I don't recall pushing it out EVER since becoming a willful barebacker. Back in the days when we were doing it, I recall guys getting up after being fucked and having their nut and queefing it out. I guess the 'guilt and gloom' comes back after the nut. But now, after I take a load I'm electrified when I carry a load... verified with the finger-test... and many hours later or the next morning it is all 'absorbed'. An extra twist to the bareback cum-crave! No rubbers, no loads refused, no names, no questions, no shame, no guilt and no regrets!

You guys got me all horny reading your takes on the subject. So let me share this: STORY-TIME! Years ago when we (my peers) all cruised on GAY.com there was a cute guy in local chat who said he was 'all bottom' and he was looking for guys who were 'all top'. Anybody like myself and others who admitted we were versatile were quickly dismissed by him as 'trash'. Weird hypocrisy, I know, bottom-logic! Silly queen! That thing about 'tops less likely to catch something' and 'if you fuck a stranger ESPECIALLY BOTTOMS you SHARE ALL his prior conquests', that 'legend', true or not! It was a time (and forum) where most guys were still putting on a 'safe only' pretext although I doubt they practiced it! Well I never hooked up with that top-hunting bottom-thing as I was already dismissed as 'chance-taking thrash', lol However, since converting over to the willfully-promiscuous BAREBACK scene those 'dark shadows' of prospective DANGER and SHARING HISTORIES have become additional thrills. I catch myself DRAWN to guys who get around, 'fuck everybody' and have been FUCKED BY EVERYBODY, who have no shame and who like to top-fuck themselves. Guys who organize sex-parties, brag about their sleazy conquests, as tops or bottoms, guys who have big Prince Alberts and fuck raw and who tell me 'half the guys freak out' over the big dick and the piercing> Well I step right up! One of my former slutty buddies from Miami recently moved back after having become an unabashed star-cum-dumpster in Florida over the years. For months before returning we had been planning that he will be my next wing-man at the local sex-parties... he asked me if I would 'get jealous', seeing 'all those men' dropping their seed in his ass. Mind you this is a guy who has a gorgeous cock, used to breed me RAW when he was an 'innocent' 19-year-old at the local club and I guess we had a mutual 'crush'. He COULD/WOULD have been my BF if I hadn't just gotten out of a dysfunctional relationship then and I was stand-offish: on accord of him being so young, pretty and needy. Somebody would snatch him away sooner or later. So he moved away to Miami and became a popular slut-boy and told me many times in chat how many loads he had taken that weekend! Mind-boggling! Sex to him is a sport! "So when I move back and if we go to sex-parties, will you get jealous? Strangers breeding my hole?" Well I have changed A LOT! I guess some guys get jealous and others get turned on. Well I get turned on now! We went to one local sex-party together where he said he wants to show me what a champ cum-dumpster he is in the sling. After seeing facebook pics of his crew in Miami I thought, 'boy you will be in for a disappointment in TN'. His bros in Florida were all total studs, mostly the actor/hustler/model look like himself. Actually a bit intimidating! But he said he does 'no loads refused' and even sent me pictures of horny dumpy guys who recently sent him messages and wanted to fuck him. "What would you do if a guy like this wants to fuck me? Would you get upset?" Hell no! It turns me on in a twisted way! I was soon tested and proven right at the sex-party! Seeing some random buck, kinda like a family-man stepping out of the darkness with a raging hard-on as my bro is doing his 'cum-hither-look' in the sling! Stranger had a bit of a belly but a big cock, casually spits on his cock, ceremoniously stretching my buddy's gaping hole with his over-sized flaring knob which I guess must make a lot of guys scream. But not my bro, who is taking his raw, bulging cock like a champ! No flinching! I imah=gined how many gorgeous, fat cocks must have been in my bro to get him to that level! Wow, what a show! Dude nutted and stepped away, NEXT! And my bro is guzzling one stranger's seed-load after another with his greedy man-cunt! He told me he wouldn't cum and save his load for me... IF I didn't get weird that is and freak out! Well I wanted it! Him fucking me while his gaping hole would be up in the air for all to see and cum dripping towards me... that was my secret desire! A cum-dripping cum-dumpster fucking me after having been bred by a stable of anon jerks! I didn't count how many guys had their way with him as I got distracted at some point and pulled aside. When I came back a while later somebody was just finishing up breeding my cum-dumpster buddy. "I was worried you freaked out!" he said. HELL NO! "Well good, get ready!" He motioned me to get in the sling. I awkwardly climbed in, feeling as though I was drunk. Damn, I'm new to this, trying not to embarrass myself. Firmly in place he goes: "READY?" Then he did what we had discussed at some point on the phone months ago when we shared 'kinky fantasies'. He dispensed an ample serving of anon man-seed from his hole and slapped it on his cock for lube. His expression was a bit 'devilish' as he was using the frothy blend of what must have been a dozen plus anxious bucks who rutted him. Now their DNA was going into my hole and I was 'sharing their history' and my bros all at once, like the ultimate in 'chance-taking trash'. He put on a show for everybody in the dark place as guys kept walking by. I suppose quite a few who bred him were among them but I had no way of knowing for sure. BIG TURN-ON! Eventually I took his load as he said: "Ready to take my tainted slut load?" Hell yeah, took it balls-deep and made him pump it up. Told him to keep going and blend all the seed... it was the biggest rush! When we left he pulled a surprise from his jeans as we got dressed, something we had discussed in all our fantasies. For all to see he put a butt-plug in my ass and said really loud: "Now like you promised! Keep the plug and my toxic cum-dumpster jizz to full absorption!"

I'll deep-throat a fucker's cock but when he nuts I want to feel that sensation of him blasting, the cock pulsing... I love to show off a mouth full of cum and swallow it! In the early days I always chugged a drink afterwards but now the flavor of a true buck's DNA stays with me like I just tasted a good wine... my ass loves tasting cum too and retain it to full absorption! Makes me tingle for hours! The thought that is, not the anon load itself! LOL

Looking back at my initiation to the BAREBACK UNDERGROUND: To be honest, I really just came out as a hardcore barebacker (unrepentant, poz-embracing, anon-crazy, promiscuous) as of 2015 at best. Before that I was just 'flirting with the fantasy' but too timid to go all out! Typically, raw action had been part of my sex-life ,ever since the twink days, but very limited! Much like a clandestine poacher, worried to get caught! In the early stages I put out raw to a few 'daddy-types', although I hate the label. I did it as a bottom, but mostly topping other twinks, thinking I was 'safer' that way... well I was negative but they, I didn't know. Some asked, most just took raw dick; Always typically once the next 'relationship' looked like 'happily-ever-after'! What BS that was! Bareback sports like the big boys play in West Hollywood and Atlanta was a forbidden fruit, a dangerous pleasure, a pursuit causing fear, guilt, and regret. But then events sped up! BAMM! Not just my man, but me too found out we had 'converted'. He was the 'Troyan Whore', and we were now part of the once 'feared fraternity'. Not that I embraced it right away, hell no! Clammed up for years. Then events sped up with my man secretly searching for sex and random players on the WILD SIDE on-line. It was 2015 and him getting caught by me and us agreeing 'Let's BOTH go for it! RAW, no rubbers EVER, no shame, no guilt, no jealousies!' So sometime in May of that year, a dude who bred me (with his hubby and mine in a 4-some) and travels the country breeding and seeding, kinky as hell told me about this site. He said: "The stories are HOT, and you don't have to join to read them!" something like that. But I wanted to join, see what it is all about, and 'compete' in the raw sports and see how I stack up. Take every cock or jump in when the opportunity is right! With a RAW, bulging, precum-dripping cock-head into every jaded man-cunt, balls-deep, and not look back... but late than never!

Pretty much at level 3 from day one, but keeping 'the body count low'. Topped raw mostly but then stayed 'semi-monogamous' for most of the 90s and 00s. My last BF (with him now) seemed like such an innocent twink at age 19 when we met. But the boys in West Hollywood 'knocked him up' and he unknowingly initiated me. Thought that meant 'it's over' with sex, went asexual, then my BF introduced me to the 'wild-life'. Since then it's been level 6! No secrets, no jealousies, no fears no attitudes! We still have low body counts during a normal week but when we treat ourselves to promiscuous sex it's 'NO LOADS REFUSED' with an attraction to dangerous thrills finally embraced, or like eating things that once were gross, like oysters, now craved... swallowing a stranger's DNA and keeping his nameless jizz to full absorption!

After all the fear and loathing of the promiscuous bareback scene and eventually failed policy of 'trying to stay safe' I have now revised my 'safe sex practices'. No rubbers EVER! SPIT or CUM for lube! The biggest concession to SAFETY are firm, gripping sneakers to 'stand your ground' on the slippery floors! And maybe dress up with color-coordinated fetish gear for good 'marketing' to draw the popular players! Generally operating under the "no loads refused" policy! Being a 'good sport'! .. the whole 'raw scene' is a bit like an 'attraction to danger', a THRILL-RIDE! And I don't treat cum like nuclear waste after the buzz is gone! I keep it in me and on me and savor the musk of man-buck to full absorption! Most of course is just talk and 'ready-to-go' at the drop of a stranger's hat, being that I am in a city that is pretty stale. From what I gather, other bb-bros go to the sex buffet every day. I keep it more a TREAT - that cuts down the numbers and eventual trips to the clinic... lol ! Although it would be hot to have the reputation of a regular slut!

HMMM... when I top, I prefer a dude take it in the ass! Face up, his pretty dick flopping hard and needing no play! Fuck him spit-lubed for maximum impact! But if he chews my pierced nipples right, damn that makes me come like a demon... and the dude typically quickly goes down on my dick then and swallows and slobbers up every bit of DNA! Thatta boy! Cum-hungry and then kiss me! Snow-ball me if you like but he better swallow in the end! But whenever I'm rolling over for a naked cock, I prefer it up the ass and better yet, take on a couple, taking turns, nutting and mixing their anon loads, or sucking the dick of one while the other breeds me. Have them make out above me and hope they both cum at the same time. And I ALWAYS swallow!!! And I keep the cum inside to full absorption!!! It makes me tingle for days!