rawsatyr

TAKE ONE: Barely 21, had JUST GOTTEN MARRIED and I met this big burly bouncer who worked the front door of a Minneapolis gay bar. Much older than me, no idea how old he was, in hindsight maybe 40's. He took me to a gym to get me 'into working out'. I basked in his presence and that of his hunky, built friends. Shockingly, lol, all gay! But anything to stay his buddy. Well, he took me to his place one day, gave me gay magazines to look at and see if I would get excited. I must have 'passed the test' (then borderline gay). He got me naked and unceremoniously (like a jaded tramp) pushed his king-sized super-cock right up my ass... basically busted my cherry. Bareback of course! I suspect he must have fucked HUNDREDS of dudes before me, jaded as he was! Wasn't too good as far as my 'participation' goes, me flinching and disengaging prematurely and me stupidly announcing I'm going back to 'being straight'! If the 'cherry-popping' had been a movie the director would have screamed: "CUT! That was no good!" Fast forward two years, still 22 I was fortunate to meet two major CHAMPS, total breeders with REPUTATIONS for big cocks! One mostly straight, the other a gay porn guy (only saw the covers, never the actual movies) So, here goes the RE-DO! TAKE TWO: Both were more than double my age. One was a closet Hollywood producer (legit, CBS mini-series etc) originally from New York (where he now lives with his WIFE) and I took his huge cock and loads, BAREBACK every time... like a champ! But the real INITIATOR was Bruce, a porn-star top with a slightly curved cock, BIG of course, by then I took it like a champ! The poppers unleashed the demon in me! After that I settled with a small-dicked twink so I 'wouldn't become a bottom'... stayed with the little cheater for years! Annoying dick for fucking...

I tell my favorite tops: if you want to share me or WHORE ME OUT to a bro or random visitor from out of town, I'm game! I pledge to take all loads and get naked at the drop of a hat! No formalities! No hesitation! I'm a team-player!

YEAHH, looks like I'm a verified SLUT! The 500-mark? Moved up from what... standard barebacker? I want to thank the academy, the other bareback bros who (may) have witnessed me taking it up the ass RAW in semi-public places, and the 'jury-of-my-peers' for making this proud moment possible! In truth, I have to really work hard to catch up to most of you all who are 'doing-the-dirty-work' in the trenches of the bath-houses! I couldn't even hold a candle to most of you! Fucks and kisses!

I once came across a story, possibly historically documented, maybe anecdotal... I don't think it was fictional. About PEG-BOYS, as in male prostitutes during the Gold Rush. It totally transfixed me. Story said that 'because there were so few women available for sex' young guys would readily take their jobs at male whore-houses where they ALLEGEDLY would sit on a wooden bench, I presume naked, on WOODEN PEGS of various sizes to condition themselves for the cocks they were about to take... Supposedly, from what I gather, men were very pragmatic back then and not hung up over 'labels'. The PEG BOYS probably made good money and the clients were all rough-and-tumble fairly young guys under 40. They all grew up doing physical labor, rough hands, rough manners, unmet sexual needs on a harrowing trip across the country on horseback. Chances were you died early, drunk and poor, so you lived fast and for the moment! It was 'No Country For Old Men'. With loose laws and low life expectancy you followed your impulses! As a rule only the various merchandisers catering to NEEDS, including the peg-boys, all did better financially than the miners. Bottom-line: (no pun intended) a well-stretched/conditioned ass-cunt was good for business! Wood pegs then, silicone butt-plugs now! As most of us put out for free, it stands to reason we use similar devices (within reason) for the highest return on our bottom-dollars!!!! Promiscuous sex is a TEAM-SPORT that requires some participation! A sexy CATCHER puts his body into it when the PITCHER goes for the glory! So a good WARM-UP and stretching before the game! Take a cock without flinching but also know how to WORK IT and milk the buck-stud's champ-cock as he seeds our guts!

Two this morning! One from my regular (semi-tall, dark and very popular) who had a new boy-toy over and we put on a lewd fuck-show for him. the new boy is a fairly young theater director and totally is into the voyeur-thing. I intend to get myself a slice of that too, but he was 'shy' but I sucked his dick with the other coc up my ass! FESTIVE! I rode my regular top's cock from all kinds of positions until he nutted... all that way before noon in the middle of the week! Then I got home (still hungry for more) hit up grindr and bbrt and this college punk with a cool asymmetric tat came through in 23 minutes just like he predicted. He wanted to bring a 3rd but he said the dude flakes. So he fucked me by himself, face down (the 3rd time) since he found me on BBRT. Really I wanted this older, tall guy (verified poz) who hit me up on grindr but he was at work. Dammit. We then realized he had come over once with his HUGE-dicked, black partner (after my man summoned them for play) My man couldn't take the black guy's cock while I blew the tall, white dude. My dick wouldn't get hard (as I was with the tina boys earlier that day) I was embarrassed and 'not on the top of my game' that night. AWKWARD and embarrassed but I swallowed! So the dude was apparently 'on to me' at least by suspicion... on grindr he wanted to know if I 'party' and I hoped I wienered the 'right' answer which in this case was 'oh no'... well dammed... I think I was too ambiguous. But then he was at work and couldn't respond in real time. Hope I didn't scare him off. He is one of those who was CONCERNED about barebacking poz, whatever! I still want both him and his monster-sized partner's black cock! All that walking in 'the middle of the road' about the drug issue is difficult... would have been nice to top off my hole with that strapping buck's seed. My mouth is dry thinking of it... Two juicy loads, co-mingling as they are being fully absorbed and all I can think about is even more cock!

I think ONCE, but the guy was too horny and sloppy to care! I don't really like blow-jobs so it's not a big issue! But I missed out on a few 'tight fucks' because the damn thing wouldn't budge at the gates of virginity or whatever they called. Once (when having that thick gauge was still new) I capitulated after several effort to take it out. Well, IF I needed to now, I got a trick worked out! (One tries to be 'accommodating') My man won't let me fuck him with it in but the real sluts are majorly turned on by that hoop... I used to take it out for the one or other 'novice' but since I rather bottom and have them play with it while they fuck me... it turns me on when guys bring up 'those HOT PIERCINGS' (nipples and dick) when I'm out. I can expect to have to do a 'dog-and-pony-show' and will happily oblige. Interesting how many 'straight' guys who I never suspected of wanting to play, suddenly come forward...

I guess many of us were at that point once. Feeling 'guilty-and-dirty'; not just for that sketchy seed we accepted, but for being gay and not being in a monogamous 'sanctioned' relationship! UNTIL... we realize the hypocrisy and the double-standards! Then liberation enters the picture... This frat-boy whom I met on BBRT reminds me of those times when I had accepted the gay part, but promiscuity frightened me but all the temptations. The frat-boy is somewhere in the early phase but on BBRT all the time now. He is really nervous but even more so HORNY. He looks around like he is expecting the morality police to step out of my closet or back-rooms. So I just walk over to the action section and he made it clear he wants to always fuck me face down... when he undresses he is still soft, NERVOUS but the moment my ass goes up he is hard as a rock and he ruts my hole with spit like a champ. I bet after he goes home (to his dorm or secretive lair he won't tell me where it is) he showers and scrubs and feels guilty... I on the other hand (another victim of a catholic, stymied sexual upbringing) have sworn off all fear, guilt and loathing! I now receive all cocks RAW and unrestricted! I accept the cum, DNA and raw cocks like an electrifying SACRAMENT. No more hang-ups, just full membership of the brotherhood of satyrs and debauchery! NO LOADS REFUSED once the stranger gets started, and no cheating with 'queefing' the cum out! No idea what the status is. Poz would be nice, but probably just novice negative stuff! But hey, he could be a liar, a punk with an agenda! I don't care! No rushing, no regrets, no shame and no denial! While he is on me and after he is long gone! That cum stays where it is put! In my ass to full absorption. With other it goes down my throat (no spitting out like at a cum tasting) savoring the flavor and on my body until the much delayed, and purposely brief next shower! I want that MUSK OF BUCK, that ESSENCE OF BUCK, that predatory promiscuity to transfer... kinda like savoring a good wine. Being a PIG is all fine and dandy, but as a LATE-CUMMER to the anon bareback scene we tend to relish our 'alleged depravity' and animalistic bondings even more!

I love tops that don't make a sound as they pump you full of DNA, just let it go in stealth-mode (no pun intended)... and yes, once you 'get into the zone' and you embrace every bit of the bareback culture, beyond fear and 'feeling dirty' all that seed can get absorbed... it's like a genuine 'initiation'. Absorbing his 'vital essence' and becoming one with another promiscuous buck!

That quote alone gives me a boner! Sex, a sport, a RAW CONTACT sport like rodeo-riding, or buck-naked wrestling! Preferably with lots of spectators for the rush!

Or a guy who comes in and barely makes eye-contact, like he is ashamed of his 'depraved, gay side', (yes maybe gets distracted by his phone, maybe cheating) Doesn't say anything (because he is too dumb or inhibited), but goes bare, consummates his 'dirty deed', nuts really quick and runs off without eye-contact (again) or he is GUILTY! And when you see him out some time (with his presumably 'straight' company) he FREAKS and averts his eyes like you have a 'dirty secret on him' and high-tails like a weasel... lol But they 'come around' years later, drunk at a bar, trying to 'regain the moment' but slobbering and awkward! You know, THE CLOSET wasn't too kind to him! lol

I agree with you! I expect some CUSTOMER feedback! (lol) Sure it was NO CHARGE but give me a TIP, a verbal one would be nice. And a great YELP review to bring others to my yard!

I agree... a definite MARK OF THE SEX-BEAST, proudly flaunted, only insiders will know... of course, the concept of BUTT-PIRATES is kinda hot too!

Is it just me or does 'adding a hot popular buck' to our internal DNA collection (administered via booty-bump of course) give us a great 'warmth and peace'? Hoping to assimilate all his virile promiscuity and his LEGEND like a sacrament at bareback church? Retain the 'essence-of-superman' to full absorption? Hopefully witnessed by as many members of the community in public as possible! It's still always a rush, whether the 'suitor' is high or low on the totem pole of our fraternity! It's kinda hot to watch guys like once 'just-another-pretty-boy' Topher (or my favorite JESSE SANTANA) evolve into a total, unapologetic disciple of the bareback brotherhood!

Never swallowed piss and never done the water-sports! But never say never! I wonder who will take me across the 'threshold' and make me become a WS convert?

Personally, I like the dudes that have a raging hard-on while they get fucked and don't play with it at all to maintain an erection... In return, I find a lot of tops take it as a great compliment that I have a raging hard-on as they fuck me and see me dripping precum... ideally I want to nut without touching myself but it's so hot as a top (or a bottom) to get the reach-around when you realize how much a raging hard-on is a great compliment and another masculine TOY (rather than a limp, hidden teat-like appendage) . What is really hot is blowing a big-dicked bottom's throbbing lollipop cock, his big, bare knob and tonguing his piss-slit with your own bare cock inside him... HOT-DAMN!

SEX ALLEGATIONS, well, in our circles that gets him an honorary badge. Not to trivialize 'male-on-female' predatory behavior which is not 'sporting', especially in the conventional STRAIGHT man-on-woman, boy-on-girl, gentleman-on-proper-lady context... but in the gay-male-on-gay-porn-star world?? PLEASE, sounds more like Topher got caught up with a desperate, vindictive moment-in-the-lime-light-searching. yilted purse-clutcher... I mean seriously. I wonder what 'the other side of the story' is! Did Topher get bored with the guy? In our ( top vs. cumdumpster bareback) world aggressive, quasi-rape fantasies (and worse... or more depraved ones) are often EXPECTED, celebrated, although not embraced by all... but if one of us tangled with a porn-star, we'd be fools to expect 'gentlemen-behavior'... LOL We'd most likely EXPECT bareback, promiscuous aggressive behavior on the FIRST DATE, possibly never expect another fuck after that. BAD BOYS is what we like and celebrate in the 'breeding zone'. But of course the 'pretty-boy-studios' with their predictable condom-porn (YAWN) cater to the generic vanilla-gay-boy market, those entry-level gays who are still on-the-fence or aghast on the subject of wanton, UNSAFE bareback sex... Well we were all (well, many of us were) there once, dreaming about 'Mister Right' (who NEVER cheats) and maybe naive enough to expect monogamous happily-ever-after... (until we caught ex No.1, No.2, and No.3 cheat or we did and BAREBACK no less) WHAT A RUSH! Then we became 'converts' on so many levels and realized 'if you can't beat them (the wild, promiscous, UNSAFE SEX crowd) , join them'. Which is why Topher DiMaggio is suddenly hotter to me and part of the bareback brotherhood! TMI all the way!

Technically, as many of us true barebackers CONDONE and tolerate or even ENCOURAGE extracurricular breeding of our partners, it is not really 'cheating' in the old-fashioned style. Instead of raging anger and feeling betrayed we rather relish in the sluttiness of it all. Who says: "YOU CAN'T HAVE YOUR COCK AND EAT IT TOO?" I sure don't! Neither does my man... we have EXPLICIT LICENCE to score (it's not true cheating when it's part of the 'game')

And I (as well as several of my fully bareback friends) on the 'receiving end', love it when their men come home for random anon cum in their holes... turns us on like oysters in the forbidden months... a 'delicacy' potentially bio-hazard, but nothing that would kill a true, danger-loving, thrill-seeking sports-fucker!

Nothing is DULLER than a lazy bottom who just hikes his (just average or less-than-average-looking) ass up in bed like a lazy dog, expecting to be pleasured! As a 'late-convert versatile bottom' who 'flips' positions occasionally, I know how to seduce a few bottoms and bring out 'the top in them'. How to press the 'buttons' and how to 'talk dirty' to bring out another side to an otherwise predictable game... The worst players are self-declared 'total bottoms', who are so jaded typically all tweaked out, running on empty after three days (off work) with no sleep, with several sex apps and watching porn, assuming 'the customary position' limp-dicked, expecting the ENTERTAINMENT from the NEXT top to bring all the action... into their dull sex-lives. I could get more excitement beating off to porn! Or watching animals fuck! lol

My man an I have a hybrid solution. After catching him 'cheat' with text messages a few years ago we settled on a new policy: All sex is considered a SPORT! No jealousies, no 'fear' no blame-games, no hypocrisy and all sex MUST BE CONSUMMATED BAREBACK! Has worked like a charm! I wished he 'cheated' more often! I certainly fulfill my end of the bargain! And we brag/share the stories afterwards! So hot!

I second that motion! Toys basically bore me; if a kinky top should by chance bring it out down the line, hell yeah go for it! My biggest fetish is a top with a THICK-GIRTH cock-shaft that stretches me out to the point where I go, 'holy crap that is the biggest one yet', or in a long time. Getting my ass busted open with bold, leathery knob, rammed, rutted the full length and girth, conditioning me to have a bones and shoot me nut way ahead of him ever blowing... a 'thorough initiation' or as you put it 'REMODEL' the hole, or as I call it 'permanently MODIFY' it... doing it with a toy would be a lame, cheap short-cut, nothing to brag about. Kinda like having sex with a condom on! Unexciting! My biggest fantasy (on top of that) is for a top to suggest he wants to MODIFY my hole permanently for HIS NEEDS, and other champs like him... ramming it with a vulgar, masculine, modified (cut, pierced, inked) champ-cock and telling me "But it will take LOTS of sessions, for several weeks at a minimum" to get you CUSTOM-STRETCHED! I've gotten close to that turning into reality with the one or other 'stud' in a couple 'open relationships' but then the allegedly 'indifferent' INSIGNIFICANT other (sub) suddenly pops into the picture and worries about his secure position and messes it all up... ran into one couple the other day at Kroger and Mister Fat-cock avoided eye-contact as I slipped by and my ass puckered! Ideally after getting stretched, rammed, rutted and modified, it would be hot if the top suggested he wants me to wear an appropriately-sized butt-plug (to the bars) where he would presumably parade and introduce me to other barebackers, outing me as HIS PROJECT, having been THROUGH IT FOR X-SESSIONS already and loaded with his DNA to ensure his slutty, promiscuous DNA transfers to me and I'll be physically and genetically have become another fully TAGGED CUM-DUMPSTER! (to be had by anyone who is thrilled by taking a test-ride with his finished project)

You know, the bible-thumpers have inadvertently pre-conditioned our minds to have reckless sex! For one, they 'taught' whole generations that CONDOMS ARE EVIL! And somewhere in the bible it says 'rather put your seed into a whore than spill it on the floor'... UNDERSTOOD! NO CONDOMS and (ersatz) MAN-CUNT it is! LOL And that thing about 'laying with a man like you lay with a woman'... Oh no! I don't lay with a man who acts like a woman! He better act like a man... or like a demon/satyr!

YUMMY!!!! I actually have a THING for guys who have an obvious ELONGATED SLIT, the true sign of a frequently bred bottom! Turns me on to no end. Especially guys who show off a hard cock, a bare ass, an elongated fuck-slit and a defiant cocky face possibly with the tongue out! So off the chain!

DO SOME GUYS REALLY NEVER BEAT OFF? So I met this big, hunky guy who was a contractor something, something on this job site. The home-owner had just called me and said he had to cancel. Well here I am with this ox of a man, nodding acknowledging (as is the custom) and hearing me get off the phone with the one who 'wasn't coming'. The hunky guy said "you aren't from here, are you?" Other than that he wasn't big on words other than making awkward small talk asking me what kinda work I do. I was no longer pissed about wasting a long drive for a no-show. Hell no, the hulk was the game-changer! I have time for him and well, talked more than I normally would. I noticed his crotch looked DISTENDED and I guess he noticed I stared at it. Now let me explain: I used to think of myself as more of a top but at 5'11 and 180 lbs, a guy 6' 3,4.5" whatever is pretty intimidating. And that crotch! Hiding a weapon of ass-destruction! Somehow emboldened I felt compelled to say: "Damn dude, looks like you are PACKING!" In a basically straight world you take your chances with lines like that. I'm not sure why things moved as quickly as they did, I presume my ear-rings and my friendly demeanor got him riled up. So with a quick 'look around' and knowing nobody was coming, he pulled out his junk, all of it, cock and balls, obviously GOING COMMANDO! And was like "DAMN, that is fucking gorgeous!". He didn't have to say anything else. I was on it! His cock-shaft and knob was all leathery and dry, yes a bit of construction dust but whatever. Basically no pink skin, all just tan, leathery cock-hide, a well-used, RUGGED BULL-COCK! No other way to describe. He pulled me back around a corner as he sat on a pile of dry-wall and pulled my head on his crotch. Blowing him was pointless, no way I could get that huge cock could in my mouth. I gave it a feeble try though but fuck, hell no! He wasn't big on talk overall, but quickly let me know: "I can't get off on blow-jobs!" And when I tried to jerk him off (for starters) he quickly added "I never beat off either!" I figured he was probably a liar but he didn't look like he could tell a good fib! I asked him: "How do you get off then?" He said: "Hop on it! That's THE ONLY WAY I ever get off!" I was getting hard just thinking that the bull of a dude never had to beat off, saved up his loads for some warm, moist hole. ANY HOLE! I imagined that somehow he was always SO LUCKY that somebody always volunteered to take his load... I found that incredibly hot and sat on his cock. Well I tried, and although he was already wet from precuming (for lube) that monster barely budged into the chute. Fucking A! So my thing is: I NEVER let a dude see me flinch when I bottom! I can't stand 'whimper porn' with Armand Rizzo making like a beaten girl! SOUND OFF! So, anyway, come hell and high water I was eager to take impale myself on that monster... although it felt like it was tearing me in half.... for better or worse. Barely getting comfortable the fucker came like gang-busters almost right away, after just a few aggressive riding moves up and down on that rippling shaft! Dude came, pumped like a fire-hose, showed no emotions, just nutted like crazy! Is it possible that some guys really NEVER beat off? Always get action? It has become a major fetish for me since then: Rugged duded, leathery cocks, guys who are so horny when they fuck they come almost immediately... is that 'a thing'???

HOT DAMN ! "RUTTED MY SLIT!" Everything after that comment was like gravy on the meat!