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You are right- different men are different I myself like my bottoms to get hard - especially if it is a rough fuck - so that while he is whimpering and moaning because my cock is to thick and I am fucking him hard but then his dick gets hard - proving he is a good faggot bottom who likes it like that I will agree with you that dressed in jeans in the back room of the bar guys might think he is s stud with a huge cock - but then when he gets cruised- he has to publicly admit he is a sub bottom and that is is cage they are seeing/feeling (which could be the start of a hot scene…)

Thank you for your travelogue. a few questions (as get to Paris almost every year) first - do you speak French? - if not how did you navigate through the clubs (or for bottoms dropping your pants and bending over a universal language?) were any of the tops using condoms? Or is Paris now a total BB city? you mentioned that full metal had mostly older men - what about the other clubs you went to (younger guys are always welcome at clubs that mostly cater to older - but older guys are not always welcome in clubs that mostly cater to younger) Thanks (oh - and it sounds like you didn’t leave any time for the “usual” tourist sites - what do you tell your friends and family when they ask how your trip was and what you did)

Well unfortunately I think (due to the sexism that is still prevalent) While the “mainstream” considers the bottom (male or female) who takes anonymous NSA fucks a slut They consider the man who is doing the fucking “He’s a stud” As a man who has done both roles I like to think that both parties just have high sex drives and rather than call the top a “stud” I would call him a “lucky man” for finding a partner that will satisfy his needs. (and yes “partner” as both the top and bottom are getting what they need and neither could get it without the other)

So what do you find the most rewarding, grunts/moans or actual words? and do you prefer tops to be verbal during the fuck? Or just at the final moments? and I am curious about the silent cummers- did at least their rhythm change a bit to give you an indication that things were nearing the end? as I agree- a top does owe a bottom some signs that they appreciate being able to use your hole for their pleasure

Ditto!!!

What a great story- really well written, and fucking hot!!!!!

I was in cub scouts and then Boy Scouts, all the way through HS (although in HS I spent more time doing plays with the HS drama guild than doing troup stuff - but I sold most of the Christmas writhes that were our major fundraiser each year so the let me stay in tge troupe) so from about 1966 to 1973 I can’t say I really enjoyed it - but stayed in because my older sisters we were very active in Girl Scouting so it was just assumed that i would do scouting too i can’t say that I enjoyed camping (I like to say that my idea of roughing it is staying in a hotel without room service) but I did get to go to the Boy Scouts Jambree - and that was actually kind of a fun road trip from Wisconsin out to Idaho On one of my early camping trips I was taught how to jerk off by one of the older boys (older by maybe 2 years) and it was not at all abusive - and then while I was in Jr high I did fool around with two or three other boys (as in giving each other hand jobs) - but I never saw any indication that any of the adult leaders were doing anything So I managed to survive the weekend camping trips with no flush toilets and no showers - and come out with a few happy memories Sfmike64 - I am very sorry for what you went through and I do hope that the settlement helps you heal

All of this will catch up with them in time…. Example, Victoria’s Secret, that store used to be huge, but they started taking heat for their unrealistic models, then they tried to pivot and started to use “real sized” models- but it was too late

Where is this ABS? It sounds like a hot place to visit -

Very hot - I hope there is another chapter (or 2 or 3) I know the husband is “straight” but as his wife becomes a bigger “cumdump” (to use her words) - does the husband start to like the taste of other men’s cum in his wife’s pussy ? Does it turn him on to watch other men fuck her unprotected? just how much of a cumdump does she (do they) become?

I don’t believe it is my place to ask the top any questions when he is fucking me (but then it hard to when there is another dick in my mouth) too bad, I would have liked to ask his name.

Well taking ErosWired’s concept into account that gay men have multiple virginities to lose (oral active/passive and then fucking active/passive) My anal passive was in college- sophomore year- it was tge mid 70’s and I went to a small coeducational college in a small town in New England- so not a Lot of choices or opportunities fortunately I did manage to find a few (3) other guys and we came out to each other - long story short- I don’t remember all of the details- but the guy ( not one of the three) who I had a huge crush on told me about losing his virginity to a female friend of ours - and somehow that gave me the courage to get one of the three (Robby, a senior and far more experienced) to have sex - he was a top spent the night in his room (basic college single bed) a little high face down with him on top - he fucked me 4 or 5 times before I left in the morning - I remember the first few times really hurting- - and I can’t remember if I came at all during the night- I assume I did not sure why - we never did it again Summer after I graduated, while back home for the summer, I dated a guy - and was always the bottom- always anal That fall after college, I moved to Boston- the hay day of gay bars - so managed to get lucky a few times- always a bottom Then I started dating this guy (Tony) who turned out to be a total bottom- kind of surprised me that HE expected to be tge one getting fucked so I did it was at my apartment- I can still see the bedroom- queen size box spring and mattress on the floor- took up most of the bedroom - and that was the night I discovered that as much as I liked getting fucked - I really loved to fuck too while those two times are still vivid (or as vivid as a 40 - 45 year old memory can be) I have no real memory of the first time I got sucked off to completion- nor the first time I sucked someone off while I love tge taste of cum - I am not really into sucking guys off - and I have always (except at a bookstore through a glory hole) had trouble cumming while getting sucked off ( I am sure a shrink would have lots of ideas about that!) I view both events as very positive events really glad that I lost my first virginity to someone I knew and trusted and that I lost my second virginity to someone I was also involved with and comfortable with the first was a very key part of my cumming out to myself- that yes - I was gay - it made clear why making out with girls never gave me a hardon and glad I finally hooked up with a bigger bottom than me to teach me that was really was vers Lost touch with both Robby and Tony long ago (long before computers and email) but I still think of them both- fondly and with gratitude (oh - and as losing my virginity with a woman…. Hasn’t happened yet - and I don’t think their is enough viagra to allow that to ever happen- though if I meet the right cute young ftm trans guy who is comfortable with the idea I think I would be open to losing my fucking a vigina virginity)

I think here the key word is that the men “identify” as straight it reminds me of the old line of friends hooking up and the next morning one of them saying “boy I was drunk last night, I don’t remember anything that happened” if the guy was hot and was up for what I was looking for I would not care how they “identify” although I have never hooked up with a straight guy - I do like the fantasy of a “straight” guy fucking my “pussy” because “his girlfriend won’t let me fuck her raw” or “a guys pussy is do much tighter than my girlfriends cunt” or “my girlfriend never lets me bang her pussy this hard” so if you are a hot “straight” guy who likes to fuck a I nice tight faggot pussy raw and as hard and rough as you like …..

Interesting title for the story…. at the beginning of the story you think it is from the narrator’s point of view - and think he is just “newly single” for the evening then you meet Anthony and find out he is “newly single” so it must refer to him then you get to the end and wonder if maybe the Narrator will soon be “newly single” for more than just the evening when he gets home, either by his choice- or his husbands….

But the courts have considered corporations as “people” I other cases In Citizens United they were given the right to unlimited political speech companies have been allowed to not make wedding cakes based on religious freedom man’s Obama Care can not require birth control to be covered because it infringes on the religious beliefs of of companies so - sad but very true and this is just the most recent (I was about to say “last” but I doubt it will be the last) case of the courts doing this

And if you are lucky it is going to move out… and then back in again, multiple times. and, assuming you are not the first guy he has ever fucked he clearly knows how to get it out which is not to say you will not feel it pulling out - it will definitely be a different experience than with tops with smaller tapered heads ….. I too am looking forward to your report on how it goes - how it - and you felt And if you will be asking him to fuck you again- or if you are going back to smaller heads and thicker shafts

I think there is another story on here where the partner is watching on cam and so can’t stop as the top barebacks the bottom and just has to sit there angry…. And horny… and a little freaked at how turned on they are by watching it if there is a next chapter- I will be interested to see how your relationship with Matt changed now that you know he has taken someone else’s load

And you were left to wonder, did Matt stay angry and go right home? Or did Billy apologize and sweet talk Matt into staying a little longer and then maybe talk him into taking another load- maybe a bit rougher? And this time without you watching???

I get it - online hookups can be weird- will they look like their photo - will you like them - will you be as horny when they get to your place as when you arranged the hook up…. so maybe instead of online- go to an adult bookstore or porn theater (are there any porn theaters anymore?) but if you are there - seeing the actual guy and his cock …. Maybe you will have the courage to suck a few of them then as you build up the self confidence and are able to accept the fact that you are a cock sucker- you can go back online and start serving guys there

I actually wanted to bite “all of the above” because it is - it is unethical- but sadly legal- unless they agree with the user not to share the information- they have the right to make money however they can so than it becomes a question of corporate culture- do they sell to anyone- or do they only sell to companies that sell cars, or lube ,or …. or are the willing to be so greedy (and sadly most companies are) that they are willing to sell to anyone- even those parties who may have nefarious intentions towards the site’s users

Save for the getting spun part this sounds REALLY hot!! would love to be a total bottom bitch for a hot verbal younger top (more than kinky that you were born the same year I graduated high school) and then maybe breed his ass while his cum is still leaking out of mine

Save for the getting spun part this sounds REALLY hot!! would love to be a total bottom bitch for a hot verbal younger top (and then maybe breed his ass while his cum is still leaking out of mine)

Thanks for sharing the hot pics i hope he becomes a regular and that you will keep us updated…..

Damn the last sentence of part 26 “I’m not a virgin anymore” end of chapter- perfect timing- great writing… looking forward to the next chapters (I mean- how can you not look forward to something called “the Demise of Lewis” …. Woof)

Thank you @LetsPOZBreed for bringing this up - (and @PozTalkAuthor for thoughts as well) it is reassuring to know that younger guys are dealing with some of the same issues as we enter this post COVID Mpox world. I had been through a bit of a dry spell before Covid- and then was part of a very cautious social bubble during Covid- so did nothing- and then just as I was getting ready to start playing again Mpox came along and up here in Boston -they really messed up the vaccine- roll out - so now that I finally have that - I realize that it has now been well over 4 years since have done anything (aside from a few visits to my massage therapist- and he doesn’t count as he gives legit massage) And, while @PozTalkAuthor sees the the number 50 looming up - 2025 will be my 70th (Which is really freaking me out - ah - if only I was only turning 50 again) @LetsPOZBreed while you got through the shut down with porn, I got through with phone sex (there is a free one I call - and thank goodness it is free or I would have been bankrupt by 2020) but like a lot of porn - most phone sex tends to be toward kink. But now as I think about hooking up again with a three dimensional guy (and not just on the phone) I am no longer sure who or what I am looking for …do I really want heavy kink? (Does my leather still fit?) or Do I just want a more old fashioned kissing and fucking? It also doesn’t help that Boston doesn’t have a bathhouse- so if I want to try tgat - Providence is a an hour drive - a long drive for maybe finding no one interesting - and like a few others - even before the shutdown I had been loosing interest in just big random fucks I want some sort of emotional spark in addition to a physical one (as I have found in the past that the physical is amplified by the emotional) thanks for starting this thread and to all the guys who have posted on it - oddly a comfort to know I am not the only one going through this -(it is the same nervousness I had as a young man just coming out in the 70s and trying to build up the courage to go to those first gay bars….will I know what to do? Will anyone find me attractive? Will I find any of tge guys there interesting?) so maybe I need to go reactive my Daddyhunt profile and put my toe back in the water All this really makes me miss the bars - online seems so transactional- in the days of the bars you went out and even if you didn’t hook up - you got out of the house- had a drink- enjoyed tge music, hopefully chatted with a few bar buddies, and still had a nice evening. online- if you don’t hook up you just wasted a couple hours alone at home ….( But that is a rant for a different thread)