I started going to abs when I was 16 in 1980, the entry to the arcade was before the cashier and could get in all the time. After awhile they thought I was a regular and never questioned it. Learned to suck dick and get fucked there. Nobody used condoms so it was always bare. Met many good fuck buddies there as i was pretty much a pig, would let anyone fuck me for a price. Was loaded up so many times thought my ass would never be tight lol
Then a friend got sick and I learned about aids. He didn't last long after he got sick and passed within a year. Scared the hell out of me. I tried to play safe but after being such a pig it's hard to stop, I think that's the reason I got fat. If I couldn't stop myself from being a pig I made it so that guys wouldn't want to use me. Soon the fucks became less and less and with depression I got bigger and bigger.
Now I've started barebacking and I feel alive again. Still don't do it as much as I could but I'm doin it more and more. Funny thing is I'm also losing weight and still HIV-.