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It should be noted that butyl and isobutyl nitrite are banned in the EU, so what you are likely to find are the amyl, pentyl, and isopropyl types (avoid the latter completely for eye damage concerns). The medical literature suggesting immune suppression is considerable.

It had occurred to me that he might be referring to a guiche piercing positioned very close to the anus (though that wouldn’t be the ideal placement for a guiche). But it’s not impossible that he’s talking about a piercing actually at the anus. Here’s a link to an archived page from BMEZine (currently offline) on the subject: [think before following links] https://web.archive.org/web/20120413142951/[think before following links] http://wiki.bmezine.com/index.php/Anal_Piercing The information suggests that most of these are not actually through the anal muscle itself, but through the skin covering it. It also points to the difficulties and potential complications. And, it illustrates that there are, in fact, people who will do just about anything. Having experienced the excruciating pain of a tear in the anus (an anal fissure) the idea of intentionally causing injury to one’s anus gets a big, red-flagged Nope from me, but to each his own, and best of luck.

Although there is some variation of content abroad, in the United States virtually all poppers are the same active substance, isobutyl nitrite, and many of the various “brands” are in fact produced in the same facilities, sometimes from the same batches, simply with different labels. The only difference between the bottle regular poppers and the bottle of ‘extreme’ poppers is the label and the amount of money you pay for the exact same product. Your Rush Black and Fist are likely the exact same thing, possibly with something added to change the odor. Read the teeny-tiny text on the label - it should list the active ingredient.

Do you have an image? Perhaps we’re not talking about the same thing. Piercing from the inside of the anus through to the exterior essentially pierces the end of the rectum - that is, a bowel perforation, or the piercing of an organ, albeit the very opening end of it. Given what must pass through the area, it would be practically impossible to keep clean.

Piercing the anus to create a hole to the outer skin would create an anal fistula. These don’t usually heal on their own, may become infected, and can lead to complications. You’re probably not going to find anyone else who has such a piercing because such a piercing is not viable.

I understand a Dominant’s pleasure in having a submissive willingly submit without bondage, but when bound a submissive doesn’t blame the bondage for the fact that he’s submitting - what he submitted to in the first place was allowing himself to be placed in bondage in the total control of another man. Whatever follows is simply an extension of that submission. If he blames the bondage he never submitted to begin with, and arguably isn’t acting as a submissive. Likewise, if you’re Dominating a submissive with the expectation that he’ll just assert himself whenever he wishes to stop, you’re not really Dominating, and don’t realize the state of sub-space on the submissive mind. Once in sub-space, the submissive is strongly inclined to continue to take whatever the Dominant is doing, even if it involves discomfort or pain. He’s likely to go well beyond the point at which he would normally ask for a stop, even reaching a point of desperation - thus the need for safewords. I have submitted many, many times to Dominants who took what they were doing to extremity. It never once occurred to me to just get up and stop it - I was submitting.

I wouldn’t consider using my own to satisfy the requirement for a Top who wanted to be second, because he wanted to fuck a hole that another Man had recently fucked. That would, to my thinking, be lying. But for a Top who said, “Let me know when you’ve got three,” his interest is probably more about volume of cum than specifically three Men ahead of him, so I might use my own to fulfill the requirement - if it was a slow night and that third load was taking too long. Generally I would rather not use my own at all, because that would mean ejaculating and taking the edge off my ability to serve.

What other half?

That is a fair point, as I am not a speaker of Lakota. I stand by my read of his intent, however, on the basis of three things associated with his speech: A) His vocal tone and inflection, which expressed either anger or some other harsh feeling toward me. B) The fact that he spat on me each time; while it is possible that there could be a ritual significance to spitting among the Lakota to which I am unaware, he is also a member of the dominant culture and a resident in an area that is far from any reservation and indeed had no permanent native settlements in historic times, so he would have been aware of how spitting is commonly viewed in the local culture, and how I would likely take it. C) He struck me sharply on my back and ass, and grabbed and pulled my hair. He did not do so worse than I would expect from any particularly rough fuck, but in tandem with the speech it seemed to emphasize a negative context to what he was saying. It’s possible that he could have been engaging in ‘dirty talk’ as you suggest, and had no actual negative feeling toward me, but his associated actions suggested otherwise. Also, if he were using ‘dirty talk’ as a way to enhance the sex for both parties, one would think he would default to a language both would understand. If he wanted me to understand “Take it, faggot,” he would have been far better off saying it in English. I have a love of languages, and do not react to tongues I don’t understand with fear or suspicion. I listen to them and try to parse meaning. His utterances did not sound like a person beseeching a deity for a blessing - they were plainly directed at me, and they sounded like a man telling another man that he was getting the painful assfucking he deserved.

See, that’s how you get proof of actual breeding without pulling out, if the camera is pointed in the right direction - anal spasming is an involuntary reaction during orgasm. You don’t fake it. My former Master once demonstrated to another Dom how he could make me have an orgasm on verbal command. The other Dom was skeptical, but watched my anus, and when I came, he said, “You’re right, he’s doing it.”

That’s a…devotional…commitment to pornography. Just how detailed is this documentation?

The question at the top of the poll is not quite the same as the question in the poll. One asks whether we’ve ever ‘inflated’ the number of loads in us, while the other asks simply whether we’ve ever lied about it. One could lie in order to deflate the number. Or, one could inflate the number by truthfully including one’s own load after inserting it into one’s own ass, even though that’s not exactly an honest tally of the number of loads fucked in by others. If you fed your own load into your ass just to get a fuck from a Top who wanted preloaded hole, some would consider that a lie, others not.

Indeed, this is the kind of problem that plagues studies of many kinds of human activity where any sort of potential shame, embarrassment or stigma is involved, be it abuse, sexuality, mental health, etc. In the case of incest, correlating data over time is particularly fraught among those in the psychiatric field, as the issue is so sensitive that some avoid even using the term incest - thus inevitably influencing the nature of the specific pool of subjects available for their studies.

As a result if this diagnosis, someone is going to have to have a very frank and candid discussion with this young man about sex, and how his condition will play a part in his sexual life and choices in the future. This may be an even trickier conversation than disclosing his illness, because his young age means his sexual experience is likely limited (though he got the virus somehow) and his understanding and vocabulary of adult sexuality may be unsophisticated, and he may be operating under any number of incorrect assumptions. I don’t know how openly sex is spoken about in Greek society - America, for a country so saturated with sexual imagery, is oddly repressed when it comes to actually talking about it - so he may or may not be nervous or embarrassed at having someone openly broach the subject of how he will be fucking in the future. But someone must, and they must be direct, detailed, and down-to-earth. One of the very first effects HIV has on a person is that it makes his notions of dignity irrelevant in the face of necessity.

You’re right - the term ‘HIV’ is a very loaded one. It’s like a big package full of things he’s going to receive, and he’s going to have to unpack it and see what’s in it for him before he’s ready to move on to the next package. What you can do is help him unpack the big package. When you say, “Your tests are positive for HIV”, you then go on to say, “and this is what that means, and doesn’t mean.” Don’t leave his brain to process it on his own - guide him through his reaction. Keep him thinking through it, not feeling through it. The time for feeling will come after he’s armed with the information he needs to fight against irrational fear. Stand your ground with the mother. The young man needs to see that example set as well.

I didn’t tell you not to post. I said don’t run your mouth in front of real-live Autistic people, because what you say is insulting as fuck and you don’t even realize it. I’m not going to wade into a debate over your semantics. I’m just telling you, as a member of the marginalized community in question, that your comments are offensive to people like me, and you have made comments of a similar nature in the past, based largely on assumptions and a lack of understanding. If you don’t wish to be offensive, you must consider your comments in this vein more carefully. If you don’t give a shit, by all means show your ass however you please. I will react as you may expect.

When I was informed that I had HIV, I was lying in my hospital bed. A nurse had just woken me up to tell me that doctors were coming in. There were six of them. Six. It looked like a United Nations of doctors to me, because they seemed to represent people from around the globe. I suppose they were all specialists. They all stood in a line. The one centermost, an Arab by his surname, spoke first. ”You have AIDS,” he said. Just like that. No lead-in, no cushioning, no preparation, no consideration of any kind. I was stunned. There was no inkling that this was even a possibility. My last HIV test had been (evidently a false) negative. ”Are you saying I have HIV?” I asked. ”No, AIDS,” said the Arab doctor. Just like that. I don’t remember anything anyone said after that. The point is, because you are approaching this with compassion, practically anything you do with this patient will be better than that. He is likely to be frightened. The probability is that his knowledge about HIV/AIDS is scant. He will want to know if he is going to die, and if so, how soon. If not, he will want to know if his life as he has known it is ending. In some ways, it is. Frankly, I would not have welcomed a hug, and being told that people were “there for me” would have been meaningless - I needed information, and I needed it immediately. I needed to know that I wasn’t doomed, that there were a number of things that were going to need to happen next for my immediate survival, and a shit-ton of things that would have to be different going forward…but that all was not lost. I needed to know that my world wasn’t going to end, and life was going to be worth living. (I didn’t get any of that.) Be calm for him. Show him he can be unafraid. There’s no sugar-coating this, so don’t try - simply be practical. This is what it is. This is what it means. This is what must be done; this is what can be done; this is what can be hoped for. There may be issues that arise in relation to the cause of his infection - one only gets HIV in certain ways, and the question ‘How did this happen?’ is going to want an answer he may not be prepared to confront. Be ready to handle the matter delicately. (The local health department here was not delicate. They came to my door the third day after I got home from the hospital wanting the names of everyone I’d fucked. I did not respond kindly to their home interrogation and sent them away empty-handed.) You say he is young, but not how young. If he is of adult age, I presume he has the right to be informed if his medical condition in privacy and that the mother, however nosy, has no right to any information he does not choose to give her. In the United States, at least, there are quite specific laws pertaining to medical privacy. Be prepared to be firm.

It was a while back, but I believe it was four actual ejaculations. I had a sort of rolling continuous tantric orgasm going on, though, so things were a bit of a blur. I remember it being very mechanical, with a strong sense of the machine in operation given the hum and hiss and oscillation from the thing. I’m always fascinated wondering about the psychology of men who go to the effort and expense of acquiring , constructing and operating a hard-to-obtain piece of equipment like this, not to use for his own physical gratification, but solely for the purpose of milking other men. Especially when the milking is the only thing he does to them. The OP here is very sensibly looking for a device he can use for his own pleasure without having to construct an outbuilding or add a breaker to his electrical system. I can understand that.

My experience was with a repurposed surge milker - literally the milking machine used for cows. It’s not what you’re looking for, I feel sure. It was a complicated apparatus, noisy, and required some rigging to remain connected - but then, I was bound to the table by my arms and legs and couldn’t hold onto the thing myself. It was…efficient. The Dominant who owned it said most guys begged to be released after one load, two max, because the sensation was so intense, and he said he was impressed that I’d outlasted anyone he’d had before by far, but I think it was because I was used to having serial orgasms by then. It was indeed intense. But from what I’ve seen, there are devices out there now that can do all manner of things to a cock and still fit in your hand, so I think you can leave the surge milkers to the cows.

Part of the confusion about what is appropriate to post where comes, I think, from the presence of the catalog of older content created before the current posting structure was established in its present, enforced form. If one digs backward far enough, it’s not unlikely one will find topics or posts that if made today would earn the poster an infraction. Yet there they are, setting a bad example for what should be permissible, and the task of cleaning up and reordering that amount of content now would be like cleaning the Augean Stables (i.e., shoveling an immense amount of shit). One possible solution might be to establish a read-only archive of all topics older than a certain date, and then doing a mass transfer of all of that related content at once, partitioning it from the active site. Doing so would also eliminate the problem of people resurrecting necrothreads to reply to inquiries made by people who haven’t been on the site for a decade. Given the tendency to topic redundancy here (‘Looking For Tips On How To Be A Cumdump’ seems to get asked anew every second week) it’s unlikely that much would get swept under the rug with such a measure.

Bootman, for God’s sake, whatever you do, don’t make any comments about Autism to Autistic people in real life. Every time you try to say something on the subject you stick your foot in it up to your knee. Not only is Autism not entirely caused by parental upbringing, it’s not caused by parental upbringing at all, and that’s been debunked since the 90s. As to socioenvironmental factors, society doesn’t make us the way we are, it just makes us miserable for being this way. The degree to which environmental factors are involved is still in study. And to suggest that there’s ‘something similar’ in the brains of sociopaths and people with Autism is an extraordinarily clumsy bit of rhetoric for someone with your ability. Personally, I’m not inclined to give Trump a pass and say he’s just that way because of his genes. That’s the same as those apologists who say ‘That’s just Trump being Trump.’ To whom I reply: Exactly - and there’s no excuse for him.

I take it you mean the knot prevents the dildo from being pulled fully out? I have an equine style one with a flared head and very long shaft that might do, once it’s inside, but if it comes out, it’s not going back in without guidance.

Those look very nice…and who can afford to pay over four thousand dollars for a fucking machine specifically designed for double penetration? They must have a very niche clientele to run a business selling machines for buggery that would cost me the equivalent of half a year’s groceries. I think ‘shockspot’ may be a reference to people’s reaction to seeing their price tags.

Except that the OP is specifically asking for footage of genuine internal breeding, that is, video documentation of the act of one man inseminating another. Not pretending to inseminate, or simulating insemination - actually doing it. For you, it may be all fantasy, all in your head, and you may be content with having it simply suggested that it happened so that your mind can fill in the rest with your own fantasies. Not everyone is content with that. I, for one, am not. I find average porn bland and uninteresting, simulated orgasm insulting, and pull-out ‘money shots’ intensely frustrating. I want to know that that bottom has actually been bred the way I am bred, and has been irrevocably cunted. I don’t want to imagine that it is so - I can imagine without the porn. If I want to live it vicariously I have to see it actually happen. This requires either a shot of the cock pulsing as it delivers the load, evidence of a load delivered when the Top pulls out (though this can be faked), or very good footage of the Top in his orgasm so I can judge by his involuntary actions that he’s actually cumming (some things are hard to fake).

“Far from alone” stretches it a bit - he wasn’t very far from alone. I had omitted the reference to Agrippina because she, too, was an outlier and less well-known than Caligula. The point being, their behavior was a gross affront to the Romans, and goes a long way in contributing to the infamy that has clung to the name of Caligula down the ages. Yes, incest is certainly a question of degree of consanguinity, and the status of first cousins is not universally perceived in that regard, neither historically nor in modern times, depending on locale. But in terms of familial structure, the role of first cousins in relation to an individual’s core support family is more variable depending on the society. In some cultures, extended families are very close and highly interdependent, making the potential for relationship trauma and traumatic bonding as a result of incest much higher. In other cultures, cousins may play little or no role in the life of an individual and would therefore pose no more likelihood of relational conflict than any other unrelated person. The marriage customs and restrictions established to preserve ruling power cannot be conflated to apply to the people in the society at large (and are unwise even at that level). People have an innate sense of what kinds of couplings are wrong. When we watch Game of Thrones, and learn that Cersei and Jaime Lannister, twin brother and sister, are fucking, we instantly understand Wrong, and that is the point of Martin writing them as doing it.