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smallcocksissyboi

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  1. I love being forced to eat my own cum by a Dom. I always love the idea of it but then after yet another premature ejaculation the disgust sets in as he makes me eat it as my cock goes limp and he pounds my hole endlessly as I lose libido. Serves me right for being a worthless premie cummer
  2. What is CNC? I wish I was in Phoenix for this sort of thing; I’d be interested in seeing the waiver form to see if I could replicate something as a rape victim in the uk
  3. I really struggle especially as I have a severe premature ejaculation problem. So i tend to try and find tops who enjoy humiliating me for cumming too quickly and then who make me take it how they want anyway even if I’m disliking it and want it to stop.
  4. This might be a bit controversial but I’m really interested in race play, people’s thoughts on it during sexual and any ideas on what apps or sites this is a thing that you can look for. As a submissive Jewish bottom one of my regular fantasies is being dominated and racially abused during sex by black doms. But even more so is the idea of being used and turned into an inferior piece of fuckmeat by a group of anti-Semitic white power tops
  5. Skinny submissive faggot boi here. In the closet but constantly fantasise about having one or more alpha men dominate my beta body, verbally humiliate me till I cry and laugh at me while I complain about how rough they fuck me. Any Dom guys near or willing to travel and host in hotel up for abusing me?
  6. A very mean top who used to fuck me would repeatedly say ‘I’m not stopping until your ass rips and bleeds all over the bed’ and ‘I’m going to tear your ass so bad you’ll have to call an ambulance and tell them what happened’. The latter never happened but he did make me bleed anally every time with a combination of cock, fingers and objects.
  7. Exactly this. Hate it in the moment. 24 hours later and I’m watching it back on video desperate for it again.
  8. I find this hard too. The one time I came first I just wanted the fuck to be over rather than be a ‘good’ bottom. Although I think the top got off on the fact I wasn’t liking it
  9. Any tops enjoy doing this or bottoms had it done to them? As a weak inferior bottom who struggles with his sexuality but craves humiliation I’m really interested in a top humiliating me by making me ejaculate before he fucks me. There are a few things to this; firstly it’s a chance for him to mock my body and cock while I play myself but secondly it’s the idea of being made to realise my orgasm and pleasure are worthless. Once I cum I lose all libido. So to then be subjected to a brutal anal pounding would be far harder and more uncomfortable for me. I know I would not enjoy it, but I would enjoy the humiliation associated with my small prematurely ejaculating cock flopping about as I have to take a real man in my hole. I’d love to hear from tops who like doing this and why, or bottoms who have also been subjected to this. What do you do to make sure the bottom still takes the fuck even if he no longer might want it? I have discussed with tops previously signing a contract that gives my consent to being fucked even after I cum, again partly due to my PE issue. Do you also make a bottom eat his own cum or make him ejaculate straight into his mouth for added shame?
  10. I am in a similar position to liger only I enjoy the small penis humiliation (and premature ejaculation humiliation) my wife lays down on me. It’s led to her cuckolding me, pegging me, and generally relegating me to a pathetic small cocked submissive who rarely ever gets to penetrate her. She has asked over time whether I want to be fucked by men like I’m a girl and will often use that line of verbal as I’m allowed to ejaculate but I’ve yet to commit to admitting that I really do want it as in the post orgasm come down she tells me she wouldn’t like it if I did actually get fucked by men and it’s really disappointing that I can’t satisfy her. so for now it’s still a case of being used like a sissy faggot on the side
  11. Hello sir have emailed you on bbrt; I just wish I was in London more often
  12. I hate doing it but will do so if ordered. Something very submissive about being naked on my knees rimming a Dom whilst wanking him off at the same time
  13. What if there was an actual financial benefit for the top though? Would t need to charge much, but the bottom would only get a minimal cut if anything and the Dom could make a bit of cash on the side
  14. I agree, I know I have work to do to be a better bottom. I tell tips I like it rough but the reality is I struggle to take it; I have weak stamina so more often than not tops have to fuck me in missionary just so they can get a good rhythm going and reach orgasm and I often shoot my load prematurely and lose libido so become a very lazy fuck. I’m trying to improve but on the occasions when one or all of the above occur during a hook up I would expect a top to tell me what he honestly thought and where I disappointed him. I don’t deserve a thank you if he has to wank himself to orgasm or pound my hole repeatedly while I lie there limp and spent because I have been unable to bring him to climax with my performance
  15. I don’t expect or want to be thanked. Spat on or spanked perhaps, or if I’m visiting a top told to get out with barely a chance to get my clothes back on are the farewells I expect. What I find preferable is for a top to tell me how average or rubbish I was in bed and how they expect me to perform better next time. That really puts me in my place
  16. Power and fear definitely. One of my darkest fantasies is to be gangraped and abused by a group of Nazi doms. this maybe down to the fact I'm a weak, submissive, effeminate jewish bottom who is the epitome of what the Nazis wanted to get rid of, so there's something in there about being sexually abused in this way that makes me very horny.
  17. I really struggle; lose libido and generally can’t get erect again for hours. But at the same time I love tops who get off on that very fact and use it as a means of humiliation
  18. The shame is actually something that turns me on. Probably not for everyone but I love tops who enjoy slut shaming me and making me feel ashamed for letting random men use me as they see fit. It’s a problem once I cum but after the initial ‘down’ after cumming I look back on it and get even more turned on by the fact I spread my legs for superior tops even though I had no sexual desire at that point, reaffirming my role as an inferior, at-the-bottom-of-the-sexual-hierarchy faggot
  19. Tops want my cock on show that's the problem
  20. Staying here for a couple of night this month. Anyone know if you need keycards to access the corridor or can people get to rooms without them? Might ruin my attempt to have loads of guys come round anonymously
  21. Also interested in this; best I’ve researched so far is some sort of numbing cream which if you apply enough of will have the effect of rendering you limp but yet to try it
  22. Can anyone comment on how often poppers causes your dick to go limp? I’m wondering if it’s worth me using them so I stay flaccid whilst getting fucked
  23. I think being flaccid and limp underlines the inferiority of the bottom and love tops who like me to be that way. Would love some tips on how to keep it limp during a session without having to cum first
  24. Does anyone know if premier inns in London, particularly the ones in Victoria or Waterloo require key card access to the corridors?
  25. I have serious premature ejaculation issues. I think this is one of the several reasons I’ve never explored topping and many dons have used it as a means of humiliating me during a session. I find it difficult, as I lose libido very quickly after cumming and take a long time to get any sort of erection after. So at the time if i cum prematurely I struggle to carry on (some tops seem to enjoy this) but after I look back on it I find it hot that it’s happened to me and yet again I’ve been reduced to a small cocked prematurely ejaculating bottom who has to take it regardless from a top. I don’t have any issue with a top who cums quickly in me though. It’s their right to cum in me, so when they do it quickly it’s as if to say I’m not worth fucking any longer than is needed for them to blow and move on.
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