leatherpunk16

I regret to inform you that I have no sex drive anymore. Not even reading the poz fiction gets me hard like it used to. I just don't care anymore. I had a guy over to my house a couple days ago - he wants my dick. And I couldn't even get a stir in the loins. I think he left more than a little unfulfilled.

And for those who are curious, I've also shaved off the mohawk. I was starting to lose my hair from all the bleach and dye and hairspray and glue - the last time I put it on, it really burned the scalp. BIG OUCH. So I won't be doing that anymore. 

I'm going to work on stretching my hole and using Bumper Brite on it this month. 3x a week for 30 minutes to stretch with toys and stuff. Bumper Brite 2x daily. We'll see what gets put in there when people are allowed bump uglys again. 

For those of you who enjoy such things, I got some cigars yesterday, and torched one up last night. Here is a photo of me skoming it. Haven't done this in ages, not since before my husband died. And the last time before that was in my teens, so this isn't something I do. 

But the world is ending, so we may as well do the things we enjoy, or WANT to enjoy.

Got my blood tests yesterday after a 4th round of gono. All negative, and my kidneys are fine. So no more bugs... for now. 😈

Ah, damn it. 4th time I've had gono in the past ten years, and 2nd in less than six months. I've been total bottom since my last bout, so it could have been any number of guys. 

My money's on that repugnant top from a few weeks ago.

Last night, I won a porn award for Best Newcummer. Came from Ravens Eden. For those who don't know, it's one of many porn awards given out yearly. This one, however, is nominated and voted by the fans. Evidently someone liked me enough to nominate me (Shannon O'Feral) and I tied with Archer Croft for the win. If any votes came from any of you, thank you for your support. Every ONE vote made a difference. I anticipate new things for me as a result of winning, and way more seeding and breeding as a by-product. 

Got some GREAT dick yesterday afternoon. A bi guy came to my house for a roll in the hay. I swallowed his dick, which he claims no one's been able to do before. Wants to know how I got all the way to the hilt. He has never taken dick from a guy before, but he's practiced with toys. I got his anal virginity. He did a good job. I plowed that hole, and he LOVED IT. He did anxious about taking my load, and we were having such a great time that I pulled out and finished on his chest. Didn't want to scare him off or cause him doubt. 

Meanwhile, he plowed me so hard with his 8 inch shlong and fat mushroom head. Passed the 2nd sphincter, and it was wonderful. I got his load. Also nice. And when I pooped this morning, no blood! Best part. He wants to make it a regular thing. I do too. 😀

Had a terrible hookup last night. "Pat" came to the house, and was not as advertised. He smelled bad, was missing several teeth, dick smaller than expected, and he checked out early due to anxiety. No loads given or taken. He actually thought there would be a "next time". Fat chance, creep. Hopefully that's the end of that.

Saw this written on the sidewalk in my dream this morning:

"Look at your biohazard mark. Then go to the forums, remember why and be proud of your choice."

Um ... okay. I don't have such a mark. Maybe it was something meant for YOU guys.

Leatherpunk is coming out to you today. 

I am a bugchaser. I hope you all can accept me for what I am. Not actively pursuing it, but it's definitely there. And I get hard slowly as I type this. LOL

I'm scared and excited at the same time. I don't often GET scared, so this must be big enough that I felt the need to say so. Somebody hold me? Tell me I'm going to be okay?

Oh, that sounds needy. And I'm not needy. 😜

Gifters, I have a question for you. I posted on here that I had gono a little over a month ago. One of the guys I played with told me that he had as of last Saturday. We have both been treated for it and the bug is gone. The guy who got it from me said he's totally cool with it and not upset at all. Now I'm feeling this strange sense of pride - I infected someone and I feel REALLY GOOD about it. Is this what you feel when you spread your poz cum to others? This pride and feeling of accomplishment? 

Feeling unusually horny today. Might put a dildo in my ass later, IDK. Also can't seem to get THE BUG out of my head. It'll pass soon.

The guy I've been dating on and off told me that he gets off to poz porn. He's almost obsessed with the idea, but can't stomach the reality. What do I tell him?

Seems like the punk got bugged!

I'm having a discharge of some sort right now. It's constantly coming out. No itching and definitely uncomfortable, but that's it. Going to a doctor this morning to find out what I've got. Have to wonder which trick gave it to me.

I am beside myself with surprise. My porn film "Horny Strangers Meet & Fuck" for Alternadudes.com got nominated for a Ravens Eden award! It's one of many porn awards given out this time of year (think Grabbys but not as big). I would be honoured if you would vote me (Shannon O'Feral) as Best Newcummer, and for Best New Fetish Film. 

Thanks, pigs! Keep on breedin and seedin''! 

I wonder if the condensation from my sweating glass of water is trying to tell me something.

Do YOU see it? I totally do... 

Just took my very last dose of Truvada. The bottle is empty now, and because of my insurance change, there will be no more unless I pay for it. I don't have enough sex to justify a need for this. It's unfortunate that I have to give up my safety net, but... *sigh* I took this for four months, and hardly had sex at all. I went to one barebacking party, a CumUnion thing. Apart from a couple hookups with guys who are also on the meds, that was about it. No benefit whatsoever. I didn't really need it.

What is the next step, I wonder?

Stopping PreP for a while. I got bred two weeks ago, so I shouldn't need to continue the doses, right? Plus my insurance cut me off, so that means no more free Truvada. Gotta hang on to a few doses so I can stay healthy.

No point to this post, just wanted to share.

Back from IML. Went to CumUnion with the intention of fisting some pig. Instead I had sex with 10 guys, and got bred by a black guy. First time that's ever happened. I enjoyed it. Yay!

Leatherpunk wants to know.

Would it be wrong of me to get a room at a bathhouse and put a temporary biohaz sign on the door with the intention of getting laid? Or would they kick me out? Would I receive a good deal of guys begging me to knock them up? Probably would attract a few people that would want to lecture me about it even though I haven't really got it.

At the most, I'd be dashing the hopes of a few chasers. Or get no action at all. I'm not actually thinking of doing this - it's not the kind of place I enjoy going - but I'm just curious what the reactions would be.

Got an invitation to a hotel gangbang today. Went and dropped a load in the bottom. He already had four in him, but I didn't see anything leaking out of him. Did pass one of the guys on the stair - big black dude who reportedly came twice. He was smiling. HE had a good time. Me, not so much. I was not into it. But at least I finally broke in my Truvada! So yay... I guess. (shrugs shoulders)

Didn't you used to be Lone_Wolf? You and he sound a lot alike in your profile and language.

An idea that should drive the poz pigs wild:

Surely you've seen those contact lenses with designs on them? What if they could be custom made to have a biohaz symbol in them? This is good for guys who communicate through their eyes, and it would look evil as fuck. Well, maybe not "as fuck", but I think you get the picture!

Thoughts?

EEK! Just got a notice that the film I shot over Mr Chicago Leather weekend will be dropping on the AlternaDudes website this weekend. Leatherpunk has returned to the world of gay porn. Do watch this space for a link to the video and trailer. (If that's not permitted, I want one of the mods here to say so.)

Fuck "full blown". You are not a puffer fish.