BBTV6

No rubber condoms ever, but would accept the steel gauze Cruel Condom.

HIV status hardly ever gets discussed before I am barebacked and seeded with cum. One time, a guy barebacked and seeded me with cum before he asked if I was healthy. I delayed, to add some excitement, before asking him “And you, are you healthy?” A negative answer to that question would have gotten me thinking my status had changed and I would have had to live with it, of course.

Only raw and without any discussion on status. I am not on PrEP and don’t need to know if people who fuck me are on PrEP or not. For me, it’s better if they are not on PrEP, as it is an invisible chemical condom that, aside from the pleasure of feeling direct skin contact and sperm, only results in the same disappointing zero-risk, zero-fun experience as with a real rubber condom, just without the inconvenience of putting it on and taking it off.

By provocative behavior, I got a group of 4 men to come over to me at the rear of a washroom building in a motorway parking lot at night. As I supported myself against the wall with my hands, one man penetrated me hard from the rear, fucked and seeded me, while the others put their hands under my skirt and blouse, massaging my genital area and fumbling with my brassiere. As I was leaning against the wall with hands raised and placed on the wall, so I wouldn’t be entirely flattened against it while being fucked hard, I could not defend myself against what they were doing to me. I was completely defenseless and vulnerable, also by standing on uneven ground in high heels. It was a great feeling of total submission. Although only one man put his cock and sperm into my transgirl vagina, I realized as I stumbled back to my car, after the men abandoned me, that what they did to me qualified as rape. If all men had taken turns to fuck and seed me, then it would have been gang rape. I know it’s dangerous in such situations, but I consider the thrill of being raped as being worth much more than my own safety. So I am a perfect rape and gang rape victim, enjoying everything and fearing nothing.

If I were a early teen or younger today, rather than just castration, I would have gone with a puberty blocker, then full sexual reassignment surgery to convert the cock and balls into a vagina. Some surgeons can do it so that there is some lubrication from body fluid seeping into the new vagina, which should be encouraged not to close up post-op by regular toy and later real cock insertion, both of which must feel nice, even without the nice sensitivity of a bio-woman’s clitoris and vagina. Imagine feeling that as a teen. What deters many of us going through all of this beyond teen years is disturbance of established family, social or work relationships. And also the burocratic procedures of medical and psychological interviews and assessments on top of being required to live a woman for a while pre-op and to take female hormones for 6 months pe-op before a surgeon is ready to operate. The latter may turn out to not be so beneficial, as if the cock shrinks, there will be lest material to create a reasonably sized vagina. And the hassle of getting birth certificates and identity documents changed to the new sex. Some of the hurdles could be overcome if at least a surgeon can be found who will just do the op with no special pre-op procedures and with no questions asked, if there is such a competent surgeon somewhere. Many of us would go for that. All this explains why many transgirls who would love to have a woman’s body end up staying in practice with the bodily functions they had when born, choosing to remaining limited to anal and oral sex. Even if a surgeon creates a nice reasonably functional clitiroris and vagina, the female experience is limited: less pleasure-giving nerves to be stimulated, no menstruation, ovulation, pregnancy (planned or not), childbirth. But having 3 holes for sex must be lovely.

Now I am getting yet another error message. The good news maybe is that it is the same error message as others have been recently reporting, so at least it is a common problem. Could it be something like canceling and reregistering under the same name? Here is the message: PDOStatement: Duplicate entry 'BBTV6' for key 'name_UNIQUE'

I haven’t been able to use the chat function for several years and have reported the associated error message twice without getting a response or solution. I just tried the chat again and found a different error message this time, namely: +++++++++ Call to a member function load() on array [/home/httpd/html/studio3x/s3x.network/public_html/ui/account/index.php:524] Sorry you encountered an error. Details about this error have been written to our logs and will be reviewed to make sure it doesn't happen to other users.

I haven’t been able to use the chat function any more for already several years now. Here is the message I get each time I try: +++++++ Redirect URL not specified. Array ( [error] => UserID and/or BrowserID was invalid ( / 27710986). ) 1 Debug: FP & IP. BID: 27710986 ++++++ Is this also related to the type of browser?

I don‘t have a butt plug, but have had a 10 inch x 6 inch dildo inside me all night in a hotel room, knowing that a guy was coming to fuck me there unprotected early the next morning. A dildo certainly stretches the hole more than a butt plug, so it is still quite large after some immediate contraction. I guess the muscle will finally weaken with repetition, making a transgirl‘s hole as pliable and as pleasurable as a woman‘s vagina Although this size of dildo is intended for insertion into a woman‘s vagina, which gives way more more easily, it does surprisingly slide quite easily into a transgirl‘s tighter hole, if the hole and dildo are well lubed. It appears impossible to push it so far that the hole closes around it, but that would defeat the objective and it could be difficult or impossible to remove then. One solution, as you have also indicated, is to wear a panty, which does at least prevent the dildo slipping out entirely, so it continues to keep the hole wide open, and can be repeatedly pushed deep back inside, which feels nice too. In the absence of a butt plug, I also use a rubber-coated tool handle with an undulating shape that ensures it stays in place. I attach shoe laces to the thin metal shaft, as I can‘t resist pushing it in so deep that the hole closes around it all, so need the laces to retrieve it. As the shaft is narrow, it doesn‘t serve to keep the hole stretched. So for stretching it‘s best to have partial insertion. I advise against using a hollow rubber handle, as when it is inserted with the open end facing outwards, it expands when pulled on a string, making it almost impossible to pull out, similar to the function of the barbs on a harpoon. I finally managed with great effort. Although it felt like rape, I couldn‘t unfortunately get much pleasure from that, as I thought I would end up getting it operated out in a hospital.

Thanks for the rapid response and suggestions, will see if they help. Incidentally, the website of a local public transport company worked fine for years, then I suddenly couldn‘t access it any more, while other people had no problem. It turned out that the website didn‘t like my IP address, as it worked OK again when I used an IP address in Texas via a VPN service. It seemed ridiculous to look up a local public transport connection in Germany by using a US IP address, but it works: my standard IP address still doesn‘t get access to that website. So maybe I should try logging on to Breeding Zone with an IP address in another country?

I have not been able to use the chat function for a couple of years. Each time I try, the chat does not open, but only a new window opens with the report (see below): +++++ Redirect URL not specified. Array ( [error] => UserID and/or BrowserID was invalid ( / 23035767). ) 1 Debug: FP & IP. BID: 23035767 ++++ I have enquired about this in the post in this forum before, but got no response. Does anyone know the cause of this problem and how it can be solved? Needless to say, I have tried several different browsers, with limitations in settings on tracking, in iOS as well as on Windows PC and Netbook equipment, to no avail, as I always get the same report instead of the chat opening. The rest of the Breeding Zone website works OK, only the chat doesn‘t work for me.

My profile pic disappeared, but that wasn’t a big issue, as I just replaced it with another one, for a change. I am more concerned about having no more access to the chat area. It’s been about 2 years already. This is what I get when clicking on the chat button: Redirect URL not specified. Array ( [error] => UserID and/or BrowserID was invalid ( / 20886303). ) 1 Debug: FP & IP. BID: 20886303

I haven‘t been able to access the chatroom for a couple of years! Each time I try, like now, I get the response: +++++++++++++++++ Redirect URL not specified. Array ( [error] => UserID and/or BrowserID was invalid ( / 20836590). ) 1 Debug: FP & IP. BID: 20836590

100% bareback MTF feminine trans girl. Never accepted condoms after the first unprotected fuck years ago. Mainly anonymous and spontaneous, without discussion, knowing or needing to know a guy’s HIV status. Never tested, never took meds (PrEP). I enjoy “sperma inside”. No HIV or other STD symptoms yet.

I never ask anyone to wear a condom and reject those who want to. I made one exception by allowing a guy to wear a condom when he fucked me in my hotel room. He was in a hurry to get it done, came over so fast that I had no time to lube myself, so he fucked me dry, hard and fast. All I got out of it was a kick from feeling abused and traces of blood in my hole after he had gone. It would have been nicer and more exciting without the protection, knowing what can happen if bleeding from getting fucked and seeded without protection. The other exception was when I visited a guy in his home. I said I wanted it without a condom, but he insisted on using one. As I was dressed and made up for the occasion, I gave way, rather than having to leave without getting fucked. But that decision surprisingly paid off, as the condom broke and his cum shot directly deep inside me, just as I wanted. I smiled when he and I realized what had happened, but he was upset, saying he would have to get tested. I don‘t know if he did get tested, and I wasn‘t going to, but years later he revealed that he too meanwhile only fucks without condoms.

Why can‘t I access the chat area any more? When I click on it, all I get is the following information, even though I can usually see the number of people in the chat area and the rest of the website works OK: +++++++ Redirect URL not specified. Array ( [error] => UserID and/or BrowserID was invalid ( / 16907278). ) 1 Debug: FP & IP. BID: 16907278

My first time I tasted cum was when I visited another MTF trans feminine girl in her home. I wanted to mutually fuck unprotected with her, but she was afraid of the risk of HIV/Aids, unlike me. So instead, I respected her wish and we lay down on her bed in the 69 position and put our cocks in each other‘s mouths and it didn‘t take long until we both came at the same time. Then, with our cum in our mouths, we hugged each other and kissed on the mouth, then swallowed the cum. I found I enjoyed it, we should have put toys in our holes while doing it, to enhance the feel of it all. The other time after that, the second and last time, was when I was waiting for fuckers on a parking lot. Again, I was seeking unprotected fucks. But a guy put his cock in my mouth and shot his cum into it. I found it salty, but nevertheless swallowed it - what else to do with it? Then he went off to get a condom, as I didn‘t have any in my handbag. Why should I, if I want to be fucked without and enjoy the risk? I don‘t know if he came back with a condom, as I moved on to another parking lot, hunting my desired unprotected anal sex and all the fun and risk that goes with it.

All I know is firstly, from charts that have been published by Aids organisations on HIV progression to Aids, that the virus load gets high soon after infection, then drops dramatically as the body has some success in fighting it. But the virus strikes back, the VL load starting to rise slowly and surely, with rapid growth in years 8-10 out of the usual 10 years to Aids for normal HIV1. Faster for tge Cuban CRF19 strain, slower for HIV2. Secondly, I know an unmedicated poz trans girl who was pozzed 1.5 years ago and she recently successfully pozzed a trans girlfriend chaser with just several fucks within a month. So this is a good indicator.

I enjoy wearing tampons in my MTF trans feminine vagina, inserting them with the special applicator tube, which I pull out when the tampon is sitting well inside me. I wear them ideally well beyond the maximum period, when biological women risk to get infected and maybe die from septic stress, but I think it‘s OK for me as trans girl. It would be fun for me too if a (poz?) woman puts her tampon in me after it has become soaked in her menstruation fluid. As it will be soggy and limper than a fresh tampon, and the applicator can’t be used again with a swollen tampon, she would have to ram it inside me with something hard. Then I would want to fuck her (unprotected) to show my gratitude. I don‘t think the HIV virus can get transferred via insertion of a bloody tampon in my hole, but it would be nice thinking that it could indeed infect me when it is inside me, worth a try then.

Already for several days now I see that when I or others click on my name in the chat, a message comes up saying the item cannot be found. If I click on anyone else’s name, I get to the profile, which used to happen with my name too, until it stopped working. Please see the attached image.

When I meet a guy for sex, whether spontaneous in his home, it starts with him putting his hand under my skirt and into my panties to massage my genitals, sometimes he expects me to accept his cock in my mouth, just to stiffen it up, not to cum (that comes later), then there is a lot of stroking, I hold his body closely and we start kissing on the mouth, our tongues rubbing passionately. By then we are both really horney and ready for immediate sex, no questions asked, we just do it. He pulls my panties down, penetrates my hole with his stiff unprotected cock, fucks me as hard as he wants and cums inside me. I squeeze my muscle to get the last drop of his precious cum into my hole, he withdraws, abandoning me like a used prostitute to enjoy feeling his cum inside me. Kissing on the mouth is clearly important as part of the fireplay to make things happen. When I am with another trans feminine girl, there is much more kissing, all over and on the mouth and it continues after sex too. It is much more passionate and lasts for longer, but that is just how trans girls are when playing with each other, there is more feeling and romance about it all.

When I go out looking for sex in the woods along motorway parking lots, I usually get fucked unprotected and seeded spontaneously by an anonymous single guy, who doesn’t discuss health and only pulls his cock out until he has shot his cum withiut protection directly into my trans girl cunt. But one time when I walked provocatively on high-heel shoes behind the toilets, I was pleased to see a group of 4 guys following me. Before they got to me, I looked at them, lifted my skirt and stroked my legs, on which I was wearing fine hold-up stockings, signalling my availability. They all went for me, one guy fucking me unprotected and really hard without mercy in the rear, while I leaned with legs spread against the wall of the toilets buiding to withstand his violent thrusts. Some of the other 3 guys put their hands under my flimsy, frilly summer blouse and fondled my braziere, while others simultaneously grasped under my lightweight free-flowing pleated skirt to put their hands into my panties, massaging my intimate parts. One of them wanted to give me a blow job, but I turned him down, saying he should fuck me in my trans girl cunt (as one guy was still doing). That was a decision that I regretted, as he didn’t fuck me, but went off with the other guys after the one fucking me shot his baby-making cum directly into my rear hole. Does this qualify as a gang bang, as only one guy fucked me, but I was simultaneously molested and misused by the others? Anyway, without expecting it, I had gotten myself raped and I loved it, want it again. I was in seventh heaven when I staggered back to my car, feeling my raw cunt throbbing, wishing that more guys should have fucked and seeded me, to make it a proper gang bang with all the fun and risks associated with multiple seeding. I don’t think my fucked hole was bleeding and it seemed that the guy who fucked me was either HIV-negative, or was positive with low viral load, as I didn’t get fuck flu afterwards. And next time? I am ready, wanting multiple loads, knowing and accepting that more cum I receive, the more I will enjoy it, knowing I am more likely to get pregnant.

It turns me on to think I could get converted the same way, then I would accept and enjoy my fate. Fuck flu would suffice to know I have been pozzed. No need to get tested, as I wouldn’t go on meds anyway after it happens. It is great to see that MTF trans girls like us are getting HIV-pregnant, whether deliberately or by accident.

It is such a waste having made a big effort to get cum inside to then push it out. After all, it may have already had some effect anyway. So make the most of it, definitely leave it in, enjoy feeling it swimming inside as it looks for an egg to fertilize, absorb it and look forward with joy and excitement to getting pregnant.

Definitely wearing clothes. I’ve got a fetish for wearing women’s clothes and I am also always dressed femme for sex. So high-heeled shoes, lingerie, skirt or dress with stockings underneath, so tops can just pull down my panties for full access to my trans girl vagina. It ensures I feel a woman when having sex, especially when a top fucks me without rubber, on which I insist, and shoots his cum directly into my unprotected hole. It makes me feel that I have just conceived a baby and makes me feel more like the real woman I should have been from the beginning, especially as I am always fully made-up and enveloped in perfume when it happens. Am I crazy for feeling this way? Probably, yes, but I love it, the risk too.