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Do your family and friends know you're a bottom?
kinkysuBB replied to backdoorjimmy's topic in General Discussion
Not my parents because I don’t discuss sex with them. My brother does (turns out he’s a heterosexual kinky Dom, we had a good laugh at that), and all my gay friends do pretty much, yeah. Some of my straight friends too. I love being a bottom, I work hard to be a good bottom, and I wear it as a badge of pride. Why would I hide it, any more than I’d hide being gay? -
Things you have put in your ass to get off
kinkysuBB replied to meatmonkey's topic in General Discussion
I spent my teenage years stealing carrots, cucumbers and bananas from the kitchen. Nowadays I’ve a growing toy collection. A baseball bat is on my to do list. -
Yeah it works. I’ve done it with a sock soaked in poppers inhaled through my mouth too. Super intense and not sure it’s recommended, but it was a lot of fun. Other options include a gas mask with a filter and a cotton pad soaked in poppers placed in it. Or an attachement to the mask that screws onto the bottle. You can also use a nebuliser mask (medical device, Google it), again with cotton wool soaked in poppers in the chamber. have fun!
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I had my drink spiked at a bar once. I threw a lot of it up on the floor and got kicked out (I suspect it was G). I don’t remember anything for a while then. Next thing I woke up a couple of times in various parts of the local sauna, different guys fucking me raw each time. One of them whispered “Do you want AIDS?” in my ear, before I blacked out again. I was on my back in missionary taking his cock, but I’ve no idea what he even looked like, the memory is so blurred. This was before I was on PrEP. I went on PEP afterwards and I didn’t get AIDS, HIV or anything else. I’ve often wondered could what happened to me that night be considered rape? It certainly wasn’t consensual sex, because I didn’t know what I was doing. Then again, I managed to walk to a sauna, pay in, get undressed, and go cruising. I presume I was clearly out of it on drugs, but guys go there like that all the time. Fucking me while I was unconscious is rape, I guess. I’ve no idea how many men fucked me while I was unconscious that night. I do know when I finally woke up in a sling and stayed awake, I willingly took loads more cock and got bred a bunch of times. The whole thing is a hot as fuck memory for me and was very self affirming for me as a slut. I don’t feel in any way violated. It feels right and natural that this happened. Obviously other people will have had far more traumatic experiences and I’m not condoning rape. But if this was rape (and it probably was), yes, I’m glad I was raped that night. I actually posted a topic here asking about being fucked unconscious on drugs before. I’d totally forgotten it had happened to me already.
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Try Crackstuffers toys. They have a “large long bone” double ended dildo that is absolutely massive. I own it, but there’s no way I could take it yet. Myself and a bottom buddy plan to work on it together when our covid lockdown eases. You’ll need someone to shove it up you, I think. I tried using mine solo, lying on my back with my legs spread and it up against the skirting board. I found it was too flexible and kept bending. Maybe you’ll have more luck though. [think before following links] https://crackstuffers.com/products/bn01?variant=29422350139490
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This is very intriguing. I’m also a sub, and currently tattooless. I’ve been considering getting one for quite a while, but I’ve always wanted it to be something personal to me, and I’ve had difficulty deciding. Is your idea that a Dom will tattoo you with whatever he wants, wherever he wants, like branding? Would you be coming back for more? I’m curious as to how you see this working. Unfortunately I can’t actually answer your question, sorry!
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Update: I’ve another new dildo. This time 18” long, 1.5” thick. It’s called the Analconda Death Dick and is a flexible snake toy. I had a good session tonight, and ended up taking both it and the previous 18” long/1” thick flexible toy together in my cunt, right up to the suction cup, and then fucking myself with them. It was heaven! Now, where do I go from here, I wonder? An even thicker, flexible depth trainer? Or maybe go back to the original dildo I spoke about? Would It be helpful to use the flexible ones to open my second hole, line up my guts, and then to see if I can get the first one into my sigmoid (12.2” long, 2.95” thick, not flexible)? My goal is to be able to take whatever toy a guy wants to stick up my cunt. I’m just not sure if I’m ready to take the stiffer ones yet, or if I’d be better off continuing to train with thicker, long, flexible ones?
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Popping a Bottoms Second Hole ... Myth or Fact?
kinkysuBB replied to RVAGuy's topic in General Discussion
Everything @ErosWired said is spot on. For me, I absolutely can feel this “second hole” being “popped.” I’ve been pushing it a lot lately, working with longer dildos for depth training. The toy goes in so far, and meets resistance. I keep pushing (gently), move my body around a little to try help the anatomy line up, and I feel a “pop” in my abdomen, and the resistance lessens. The toy can move through, and then it’s much easier to take whatever remains of it. There’s more space for it in the sigmoid than than rectum. It’s an amazing feeling, especially fucking myself with it once it’s in there. I find I need to douche very thoroughly for this to work. The sigmoid is a messy place. And pushing against faecal matter is painful, and not in a good way. -
My mistake, sorry. Hey, I missed growing up in Holy Catholic Ireland by just a few years, so I can (sort of) relate (ok, not quite, I reckon, but I did experience some fear growing up). Homosexuality was decriminalised here within my lifetime (1993, and it took a brave man who would later become a senator, a brave lawyer who would later become our first female president, and intervention from the European Court of Justice). My country had liberalised hugely by the time I came along, but I didn’t realise it. I was terrified to be seen going to a gay bar when I was 18. Nowadays we have gender queer 12 year olds and no one bats an eyelid.
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Well, I’ve only been having same-sex contact for 16 years, so yes, you’re further along the path 😜 Admittedly I started at 18 (physically), and about 16 (online), having had the advantage of being born in a more liberal decade and society than you (I think you’ve said you’re from Louisiana? A place I know little about, I’m afraid, other than stereotypes, but I have read some of your posts about growing up there, so I’ve learned from them). I did spend almost my entire 20s in a monogamous and pretty vanilla relationship though, albeit a homosexual one. So in some ways I think I’m a late bloomer as well: I’ve really only discovered cumdumping, submissive sex, saunas, group sex, most of my kinks, in the last 5 years. Ok the kinks were always there, but I’m only really engaging with them the last few years. So I can identify with a lot of what you say. And believe me, whatever you might feel about lost time, you’re a lot further along this path that I am. I read your posts on here and I’m frankly in awe most of the time. Some of what you write scares the shit out of me, but most of it I want for myself, in time. I’ve learned a lot from you and hope to continue doing so. Thanks for posting it all 😊
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Thanks for the follow. You’ve some great posts. You sound like the perfect Alpha I’d love to meet at a group session! Looking forward to reading your blog
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Thank you for sharing. That was incredibly honest and deep. As someone who’s trying to learn more about being the same way, I appreciate it.
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bi curious first time bottoming choose viagra or poppers?
kinkysuBB replied to fun's topic in General Discussion
Why would you need viagra to bottom? Poppers, on the other hand, are very helpful. Just don’t do both. -
Anyone know either of these actors?
kinkysuBB replied to drscorpio's topic in Bareback Porn Discussion
Nate Grimes. But yeah he’s damn good. I want to be able to take fists the way he does! He’s topped in a few videos too and damn that’s got me going, he’s just so sexy. That is AMAZING cock on that top, whoever he is! 🤤 -
Great vid, thanks. Yes, I’ve been fucked like this. It feels amazing
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Right, I'm finally coming back to this. My new adjustable cage came a couple of weeks ago. We've had our ups and downs, the worst being when it fell off as I was sitting on the toilet. But I'm back persisting with it now, trying to find the right fit. Occasionally, bits of my skin catch in it, and it hurts, so it's a work in progress. Tonight I managed a workout with it on, so I've very happy! I love how it looks! What do you guys think?
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I think it’s unlikely to happen for a long time. It certainly hasn’t happened me yet, and I’ve done 2 day fisting parties. Be warned though, once you get into this scene, you’ll end up wanting a rosebud. I said the same thing as you, “No I don’t like them, they freak me out” etc. Now I think they’re sexy as fuck and it’s 100% a goal of mine to have one.
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Get tested frequently, and any time you have symptoms. Get used to needles. Enjoy the sex.
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Absolutely no idea.
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I hooked up twice over the summer when our daily cases were in low single figures and restrictions were relaxed. Nothing for the last 6 months. I barely see my friends, and haven't seen them at all since Christmas. I haven't seen my almost 100 year old grandmother for 11 months. I know several people who've died. I'd love a hookup. I'd love an orgy if I could get one. But covid needs to end.
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Hampstead Heath: a summer to remember?
kinkysuBB replied to Spunkinmyarse's topic in London Metro Area
I think that’s the best (almost) one sentence I’ve ever read 😂 -
Yes! Yes! Yes! Show off 😋 I’m going to add Bronn (Jerome Flynn) from Game of Thrones because he’s just dirty, and Robb Stark (Richard Madden) because he’s gorgeous, although I prefer his real Glaswegian accent. Is David Boreanaz (Angel from Buddy) still hot? He must still be hot. Him too.
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Most, if not all, of The Avengers. Hulk might be a challenge, but I’d give it a go!
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I'm impressed @TwinkSlut24. I cautioned you against that gangbang. Glad it worked out so well for you! I'm going to be a little bit less fun than everyone else here for a second. I agree, embrace this, so long as you're having fun. But do I detect from your post that part of you isn't so sure? Is it having a negative impact on your life? If so, listen to that part of you. Slow things down a little, maybe talk to someone about it (either professionally, or maybe an older gay friend, or another cumdump - hell I'm happy for you to message me on here if you like). You're doing a lot right though, being on PrEP etc. I'm not sure why you're worried about Cumunion, Horsemarket etc. - those events are great! If this isn't impacting negatively on your life, fuck it, lose the hangups, this is what sluts are supposed to do 😈
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What should bottoms do with cocks when fucking?
kinkysuBB replied to asiantw1nk's topic in Your Last Load...
That’s great, thanks for sharing. I already do a lot of that so I’ll keep going as you suggest and hopefully will get there.
