camelblue

I don't have a goal about a number but one of my goals is to get completely comfortable with ALWAYS swallowing a load and licking every drop up too.

Sounds like my type of feeder. I love when a guy jerks himself off and I'm licking his balls and waiting for him to do his thing. Ideally, there's a lot of dirty talk and moaning from the feeder. I love a hand on my head or neck holding me in place right where he wants and his commands to open my mouth or stick my tongue out. Even though I really want to taste it, I like when it feels like the feeder is "making" me or forcing me to taste it and eat it. I love feeling at the mercy of his masculinity and helpless.

Feeling him shoot in your mouth is the most intimate, closest thing you can possibly do with another man. It gives me the chills just thinking about it. It's the most erotic thing I have ever experienced. All of his sexual energy, his desires, his pleasure, and his identity is in something that he is able to give to me. The deepest most intimate parts of him are in that load. I crave that intimacy. To feel him give me that in the most intimate way, by literally shooting it into my mouth, an invitation to taste him, feel him, smell him, makes me feel so privileged and desired. I really can't describe the pleasure I feel in words when I feel the warmth and heaviness on my tongue as he moans and moans. Then that overwhelming wave of flavor as I close my mouth and feel it hit the roof of my mouth and finally when I swallow it and really feel the taste and tingles of it spread out in every direction of my head and throat.

A penis has so much presence to it. To be in the same room with an erect penis, you can just feel the electricity in the air. Raw male energy aroused and erect. And unlike anything that's on a woman, a cock is a thing, a physical big thing with design and purpose that you can look at from every angle. It's the best feeling to know that stroking and sucking his cock gives him and me so much pleasure at the same time. A big hard cock in my mouth comforts me, makes me feel in the presence of something powerful, and that feeling is even more reinforced when he shoots a potent, thick, hot load of sperm into my mouth that I feel so obligated to let overpower me as I taste and eat it all up.

To me it's important that the feeder is masc and dom and I feel the pressure to swallow, however it tastes. Though I'm not a fan of bitter or bad tasting, smoker's cum, bad diet etc. I enjoy a load that is manly and a challenge to swallow. I want it to have a lot of flavor, it arouses me that it's not the most pleasant thing to take in your mouth. That's what makes it so erotic to swallow.

Once you have a positive experience with sucking cock, for me it's when I taste and eat his load, it's so hard to not chase after that moment again. For me, it's that moment that I'm completely in a trance while he's cumming. Feeling that penis head all over my lips, my tongue moving back and forth furiously, knowing that I must continue to stimulate him as he cums, then feeling the satisfaction of all that warm sperm enter my world, this moment is completely intoxicating. When I enter it, it's a feeling of complete surrender; I'm not thinking about before this moment, I'm not thinking about after, what the consequences may be, what I'll do next etc. In fact, I'm not thinking about myself at all. I am totally in the present, egoless and selfless. For the feeder, he feels this in his own way too, a total loss of control and almost going unconscious, just blacking out and cumming. That's a beautiful moment for two people to experience, to me it's spiritual and it's a moment we are both alive to the fullest. To me, it's the same feeling as right before you go down the roller coaster drop, or jump out of a plane skydiving, or jump into a freezing cold pool. It's a total adrenaline rush. All I can think about is how good his penis feels in my mouth and how instinctual it is to me to want to taste his semen. I'm totally lost in the moment and overwhelmed by it, almost like I'm having an orgasm myself. The only thoughts racing through my mind is that I can't believe I have a man's penis in my mouth, and now I'm tasting his sperm, now I'm eating it. Oh my god. I don't even feel conscious, I'm too aroused and focused on feeling his pleasure. In that moment, I just want to feel the warmth, the squirting, the taste of it all over my tongue, the after taste after I gulp a couple spurts down and let it keep squirting more in my mouth. We both slowly come back down to reality and sober up, I don't always feel that great after it is done, but after some time passes, I'll relive this moment in my head and crave it again. I'm so hooked on that moment.

Edging blowjobs are great. I had it before, where we both smoked weed and got really stoned. It made me so entranced in sucking him, and it gave him a lot of control to edge himself. He made a lot of precum that he instructed me to taste, and towards the end, he'd talk real dirty to me about me dying to taste his cum to which he would let just a little bit come out, like a small pearl on the tip of his hole. I'd lick it up, getting a small taste of sperm which would make my senses go crazy. He'd back off and I'd gently lick and suck his head more until he did it a couple more times. It felt nice sucking on his cock and having the flavor of his cum on it. Finally when he was ready to go all the way, he'd grab my head and jerk it a lot stronger and his full load would finally blast with force into my mouth. It was super hot.

I definitely feel a spiritual calling from my desire to suck cock. I have learned to recognize the spiritual significance of cock. Cock is made by god, it is his divine creation, and it is a tool or receiver or transmitter of some kind that communicates with a higher power. A man's orgasm is bringing a higher consciousness into reality for him. Whenever a man experiences orgasm through the Cock between his legs, he merges momentarily in perfect Union with God and the infinite source. It's almost like witnessing a miracle every time. I have embraced my role as the facilitator of these experiences, because it also lets me connect to that energy, to become more aware and conscious. There are many ways that people worship or have religious experiences, for me, I realized that it's when I'm sucking cock. It puts me into a trance-like state where I meditate on the act of it. I have no other thoughts, worries, or concerns. All there is is his cock. I am completely in the present and lost in the moment. It brings me a great peace. It also forces me to submit myself to it, an act of shedding my ego, letting go of myself in the process and becoming one with his cock. A man possesses a cock, in a symbiotic way, but he is not his cock. His cock is more a gift that he has been given in order to understand the higher workings of reality. His penis and balls are literally the most powerful thing that exists in our world, his sperm has the ability to give life. It is a precious substance, regardless of who the man is that possesses it, all cocks, balls, and sperm come from a world of higher divinity and purpose. I like to think about things in this way when I'm sucking a cock. Sucking cock is like receiving a blessing from god every time you do it, no different than when you pray. Cock worship is just my chosen form of worship and it is not any better or worse than any other practice. It is simply the one that resonates with me the most. It is my calling and way of continuing to grow. Some yogis talk about the feelings of ecstasy and bliss they feel when they reach certain levels of meditation and awareness. I feel that I experience those same things when I suck cock. I am in the present, completely submissive, no ego, and feel purposeful. The feeling of a man cumming in my mouth gives me euphoria, such a thrilling rush, and I really feel that this is experiencing a higher power when it happens. Semen is a pure sacred substance alive with God-consciousness. If there is a man you admire or desire, make an effort to experience his semen. There is in every man you admire or desire a lesson from God. Every chance you have to suck and eat, is a chance to grow your consciousness further. Learning through love for semen is a sacred path.

I love nothing more than those guys that really boss me around. They cum exactly the way they want to. I love being on the opposite side of that energy since I’m a submissive beta. My favorite would probably be when a guy is jerking his cock (love to see a man jerk himself) and he forcefully grabs my head or neck and orders me to stick my tongue out and look into his eyes. That first squirt on my tongue is heaven but if he’s really dom he’ll command me to start sucking it or to eat it. The feeling of being made to eat a man’s sperm is one of the greatest sexual rushes I’ve ever enjoyed. I love to feel truly dominated and used.

I feel spiritual sometimes about my obsession with cock, that sucking cocks is my purpose on earth. Making a man cum is experiencing something that was given to us from a higher power. When he ejaculates, and when you experience his ejaculation, you are both experiencing a moment of the highest pleasure one can feel on earth, a manifestation created by a higher power that designed us and led us to be men in these bodies, with our dicks and our desires. Feeling the weight of it in your hand, holding all of his thick meat, knowing you have so much power over what he's going to feel. Love the musky smell of penis, it's so manly. Cock is such a fun playground of the senses. Licking his hard shaft up and down, wrapping your lips around that smooth but hard mushroom head, flicking your tongue on the sensitive part under it and sticking it into his slit to get that sweet precum out. Polishing that knobhead, all the flavor of your slut saliva mixing with his fleshy meat combined with the smell of being buried inbetween a man's legs is intoxicating. Tickling and licking his sack with his precious cargo in it, taking each of his testicles into my mouth and rolling them around to feel their full size. That's always a moment where I think to myself, "Wow you're crazy man, you have a man's balls in your mouth right now and you love it. You're such a dirty faggot." That's when I'll realize how dirty I truly am because this is still not good enough. My mouth has been all over his cock and balls, but I still need more. I need hot sperm too. I need the sperm from inside these balls rolling around in my mouth right now, I need it to work its way out of there into a hot load of semen. And there's no question that I'm going to taste this semen, in fact I'm going to eat it. To me, this is the biggest advantage of cock compared to any sex with women. Not only do you get to suck on a schlong and enjoy all the texture, tastes, and smell of it, but you actually get something in return for your work. At this moment, I get so turned on by how much of a pervert I am, because I'm doing all of this ultimately for the ending, the treat at the end of every cock sucking session: a load of freshly made hot sperm. And since I'm a true cocksucker deep in my soul, I need to taste it, I need to eat it. I want to swallow his DNA, eat all of that hot jizz full of his sperm made inside his balls. And you know the beauty of it all? You only get to experience this after you've pleasured a man's penis. You only get to taste a load, to feel hot sperm in your mouth, at the very same time that you're making a man feel so incredibly good. Every spasm of his cock, every spurt of semen that hits your faggot tongue, that's your proof that he's in heaven with pleasure. When I think these thoughts while tasting his load at the same time, it makes me shiver in pleasure myself knowing that this thick, salty, warm, one-of-a-kind flavor is all of that pleasure and satisfaction leaving his cock and balls. What a joy it is that I get to actually eat and swallow that energy. Penis and semen are like two sides of one amazing coin. What a genius thing the universe made.

I love the feeling of a big cock in front of my face getting wanked off. I love if he holds my head steady and in place, or holds me by my neck while his big head bounces around the opening of my mouth. Personally I love to have just his head inside my mouth as he jerks himself off, but I also love when he grabs me by the top of my head and tells me to open my mouth wide and look up at him. I love how the air hits my tongue when my mouth is open wide and makes it feel a little dry and cold, and when his warm sperm lands on it and makes it feel warm. Either way, I love to feel overpowered by his masculinity. I love the feeling of being his object and getting fed by him. When he commands me "Come here!" or "Open your mouth now!" "Stick your tongue out!" as he grabs my head and pulls me close to his ejaculating penis and forces me to taste and swallow his hot sperm because it makes him feel so good...fuck I love it

Sometimes if a guy hits me up early in the day, or a day before meeting, to sext with him all day and get him super horny and excited. It's exciting for me too, being in a state of arousal all day knowing that there's a countdown till I get a fat dick in my mouth. I'll talk really dirty to him, telling him how I can't wait to give him a wet sloppy blowjob. It turns both of us on when we talk about his cum. I like to remind him how he's going to get to shoot in my mouth, how he's gonna love seeing it squirt on my tongue. If it's days before we meet, I like teasing him but making him promise he's going to save up a big load for me. I'll tell him to work hard and get all his stuff done so that he can enjoy getting his cock worshipped and his sperm eaten. It's hot knowing that he's probably sitting at work, with a hard cock, and all he can think about is the blowjob he's gonna get later. It's hot to know that I'm his motivation of that day, to get through it so that he can get rewarded by me. It's a bonus if he likes to get high, I love getting stoned and sucking weiners. Does anyone else do this with guys they know?

His balls are very important. If he's not controlling me, usually I'll start the blowjob off by gently licking his sack. If you're not spending a good amount of time on his balls, it's not cock worshipping in my opinion. His cock has no power or purpose without his balls. They are equally important. I love to lick around the sides of his sack, that usually drives guys crazy, before I take one of his nuts in my mouth. I enjoy knowing how sensitive they can be when I have one in my mouth, the trust he's putting in me to take care of them. That ball has millions of sperm in it, it's so precious. I like to think of a cock like a nice car that I really admire. His balls are like geeking out over the engine, being really fascinated with how it works and where its source of energy comes from. The engine must be babied and taken care of. You gotta take care of the engine so the car can perform well and satisfy you. Same thing. Give attention to his balls, take care of them. Rub them, tickle them, hold them in your hand as you suck him. If he wants to jerk himself off, then get down and there and start licking them. It's a great feeling when a guy is stroking himself and edging and feeling a dedicated sucker tonguing and sucking his sack knowing that his sucker loves balls and sperm and is gonna eat his load whenever he decides to bust.

For me, I was a late bloomer so I had a lot of friends when I was 12-13 that could already cum. I felt insecure about this, like I was inferior or less of a man than them. They felt like the "cool kids", all these boys that were developing their male sexuality. My best friend was a pretty big guy for his age, and developed pretty early. We used to lay in bed at night at sleepovers and jerk off in our beds. I couldn't cum yet though, only dry cum, and I was jealous of how big his dick looked and that he could shoot the white stuff. We watched lots of porn that we downloaded from KaZaa in the early 2000's, some of it blowjob porn with a blonde girl that deep throated her boyfriend's huge schlong and always took his thick white cum in her mouth and swallowed. A lot of this porn charged me up sexually, but since I couldn't really cum for myself, I felt like I couldn't relate to the guy, and started to relate more to the woman. I became very curious about cum and why dicks shoot cum. I became curious about why girls liked to suck dicks, what did they get out of it, what did cum taste like? How does the guy feel like when he's cumming? The most interesting part of porn to me wasn't watching a girl's pussy get fucked, it was watching a dick cumming. Eventually I was at a sleepover when I was 13 and it was sort of revealed that I was a late bloomer and couldn't cum. Some of the guys teased me about it. It made me feel inferior, less than them. They were already kissing girls and some of them getting bj's. Eventually they all were jerking off in their sleeping bags, when one of them suggested that since I can't cum, he dared me to blow another boy so that I'd actually have something to do. I felt shocked, scared, but that feeling of male pressure pushing on me, forcing me into a submissive role, the anxiety I felt aroused me. I agreed and started sucking his dick and immediately enjoyed it. I could feel the power radiating from his dick. Even though I have a dick, it felt like something that I didn't have. I didn't have his masculinity, the qualities that make him cool and stronger than me, and now I was sucking on his masculinity. Eventually, he came, and I didn't stop. I had been so curious about cum and ejaculating, and what it was like, and why girls enjoyed cum in their mouths in the videos, that I wanted to experience it all for myself. It felt pretty thin, kinda oily, not really any taste. Still, It made me feel complete, my curiosity satisfied, I related to this role more than the man cumming since I still wasn't able to do that. The boy told the other ones about how good it felt, nothing felt gay about it, it was just like boys discovering something exciting and wanting to try. So the other two boys begged me to do it for them and I did. The second boy barely came, seems like he just started, but the last boy was the most developed of all of us. He was about 5'7 already and had a big adult-like dick. I'll never forget what his load tasted like because it was the first time that night that I felt like I truly ate semen. He spasmed a lot more than the other boys, his shaft throbbing, and his cum was thick and salty. The other boys was like an easy dare, but this felt like a real challenge. A bit of a feeling of shock and discomfort, but i loved that feeling of fear, a feeling of being overwhelmed and not having control. I can see now why I turned out the way that I did. I like feeling inferior to men bigger than me with bigger dicks. I like feeling a little worthless, I like the feeling of being used and overwhelmed by male sexual desire. My purpose is to pleasure men. My purpose is to always open my mouth when a throbbing dick is right in front of my face and let it squirt whatever kind of load is in there out of his balls and onto my tongue. My purpose is to fully embrace the power that male energy has over me and swallow hot ball sauce. The manlier, muskier, funkier, saltier the taste, the better. The more challenged and dominated I feel, the more aroused I am. It's hard to describe the euphoria I feel when a man holds my head in place, or the back of my neck, or my throat, as he jerks a big cock in front of my face and demands that i open my mouth. It's truly where I belong, at the tip of a penis of a man that is better than me in every way. Cock is my safe space, my comfort zone, and hot semen shooting into my mouth is my home.

not a guarantee but chances are if he's got a big dick or big sack, he can shoot a pretty big load if he hasn't cum recently