camelblue

I finally experienced sucking off a huge cock and it was probably my best experience to date. The guy I met was 6’3 with a thick 8 inch penis. I’m not a big guy, quite petite on the small side, so I really could feel the mismatch in masculine energy with this feeder. He towered over me, a wide built muscular guy with the biggest package I’ve seen in person. Initially I’ve been a little hesitant to meet with a man like this but I finally took the leap with the right guy. I could probably only get 25% of his cock in my mouth because of his girth. He had a huge round head that I had to stretch my mouth open to get it inside. What I also loved was the huge sack he had; they filled up my entire palm and taking one of his balls in my mouth was like putting a whole egg inside. The overwhelming size of his package gave me anxiety but it also made me feel so submissive and powerless next to him. I could tell he enjoyed that I was so much smaller than him. I tried my best to suck him but I ended up sucking and licking the sides of his shaft a lot. He tried to get me to deepthroat and I failed miserably. I could feel that it kind of annoyed him which made him more aggressive. I loved that. He liked seeing my struggle. I just tried to make it as wet as possible, stroking his shaft as I spent a lot of time sucking on his big head. I really can’t express how much I enjoyed the feeling of his head and big balls stretching my jaw open. He cock slapped my face a few times and the weight of it legitimately hurt my face. Close to the end, my jaw was so sore of trying to take him in, he had my sucking on his huge nuts as he jerked his thick 8 incher above me. At this point I felt totally powerless. Tired, sore jaw, and a little nervous too about his cum because his masculinity had been intimidating me for a while now. Finally, he grabbed my hair with force and pulled me up, told me to open my mouth as he kept jerking. I had to open so wide again to accommodate his huge head. Seeing his dick in front of me, it had so much presence and took up my whole visual field. When he commanded “Look at me” I did, still seeing his cock and big sack bouncing back and forth at the bottom of my sight. I’ve never felt so nervous and excited at the same time sucking cock. Needless to say, he shot an incredible load that made me make a face like I was just holding on for dear life. He didn’t shoot hard, maybe medium force, but so much, so thick, it all just coated my tongue. My lasting memory was after he shot half his load, I put my eyes back on his huge head and began sucking it again. The feeling of it shooting and feeling its thickness at the front of my mouth, I can’t say it was easy to swallow him but the intensity and struggle of it made it so damn pleasurable. Like really experiencing a true male specimen. I wouldn’t prefer someone as big as him all the time but im happy I got to experience it. It gave me an accomplished feeling

Happened to me in middle school. I had a friend who was a lot bigger than me and developed early compared to others, including me. I was a late bloomer and couldn't even cum for another 2 years. I used to goto his house and we would download porn from Limewire on his downstairs family computer. It was the first time that I saw blowjob porn and it was a dude with a huge cock that would cum in his gf's mouth and she'd swallow it all. His load was thick and white. I remember being so fascinated by seeing it, very curious about this white stuff that comes out of a dick at a certain point. To me that was probably the most interesting part of watching porn, the cumshot. Sometimes I'd sleep over and my friend would jack off in his bed. I would ask him about it, what it felt like to do it. Eventually, he offered to show me so one night he pulled the blanket off and I watched him jerk himself off until he shot cum all over his stomach. My earliest memories of this was a feeling of admiration for how big his dick was, his balls were already the size of eggs. We downloaded a lot more of the same videos of this girl that really loved sucking her boyfriend's dick and swallowing his cum. Since it was blowjob porn, the whole video was pretty much the guy's dick, and my fascination and curiosity kept building. I think my friend could tell because shortly after he asked me if I wanted to try doing what the girl in the videos did. He wanted to know too how it felt. One night, I agreed, and that was the first time I felt a penis in my mouth. I still remember how his big spongy head filled my little mouth up completely. I sucked him for a bit until he started to jerk himself off and told me he wanted to try cumming in my mouth like in the videos. I bet if I never watched those videos, I would have felt grossed out or not interested, but seeing how much the girl enjoyed it and seeing how my friend moaned and convulsed when he showed me his cum previously, I felt very open to trying it. Even though I couldn't cum yet, I still felt really turned on as he jerked his big dick off until he whispered to me to put my mouth on it. I still vividly remember tasting his cum: it was so warm and salty, i felt totally in a different world, it was like nothing I'd ever experience. I could feel his body squirming around and his breathing was so heavy, he came a lot harder than when I watched him jack off previously. All I could think about was how the girl in the videos enjoyed what I was doing right now so much. So it felt totally natural to swallow. I won't lie, it was kind of intense after I swallowed and I felt uncomfortable, but part of me enjoyed the discomfort of it all. He finished and told me how good it felt, I was super jealous. Over time, I really grew to like seeing him feel good, and knowing that I could get to see this magical thing happen to him by sucking his dick. But I knew that the most important part of it all was when the white stuff would come out, and letting him do that into my mouth was the way to make him feel extra good. It didn't feel like that much to ask from me to give him such a good feeling. That desire to see a boy feel good has carried over to this day: There's nothing more exciting to me than the shape of a dick head and feeling it in my mouth as it shoots strange white stuff out. I became the girl in the videos. That feeling of a big cock in my mouth, a man's hot sperm hitting my tongue, knowing how good he is feeling when he's doing it, I'm addicted to it.

Everyone has a different psychology that fuels their sexual desires, and that's ok. Some men feel humiliated or emasculated by the act of sucking cock, others feel empowered. Different strokes for different folks. I for one can identify with the humiliation aspect. I am bi and not open about it, so sucking a man's cock is very [banned word] and something I'm embarrassed about. I also enjoy dominant men that feel more assertive and powerful than me, so I for one get a lot of pleasure from feeling inferior to them and being put into the role of a submissive female. I like the feeling of a man exerting his male aggression over me, and that is most felt when he cums in my mouth. I think it's a lot more dominating and humiliating to be made to take it in the mouth. He wants to use a very intimate part of your body, your mouth, where you will really feel him and taste him and eventually eat him. I feel so dirty and powerless when he grabs my head or holds my face in place as he jerks himself off, demanding that I open my mouth, and being forced to take his load in my mouth. Even though I want it, I like the feeling of him just doing what he wants and me having to go along with it. That can feel a little humiliating as a man, to submit to another guy. It feels like losing and not winning in a way and it comes from my psyche of feeling like he is the real man in the situation and I am beneath that.

I like the feeling of being fed so I prefer he hold my head in place tight, my mouth wide open, his head resting on my tongue or just inside the front of my mouth, and all his sperm landing on my tongue and in my mouth. Love to swallow him as he's cumming alternating between sucking his head and holding my mouth open to keep letting him squirt more out. I want the taste of semen all over my tongue as strong as possible. Makes me feel filthy.

I don't have a goal about a number but one of my goals is to get completely comfortable with ALWAYS swallowing a load and licking every drop up too.

Sounds like my type of feeder. I love when a guy jerks himself off and I'm licking his balls and waiting for him to do his thing. Ideally, there's a lot of dirty talk and moaning from the feeder. I love a hand on my head or neck holding me in place right where he wants and his commands to open my mouth or stick my tongue out. Even though I really want to taste it, I like when it feels like the feeder is "making" me or forcing me to taste it and eat it. I love feeling at the mercy of his masculinity and helpless.

Feeling him shoot in your mouth is the most intimate, closest thing you can possibly do with another man. It gives me the chills just thinking about it. It's the most erotic thing I have ever experienced. All of his sexual energy, his desires, his pleasure, and his identity is in something that he is able to give to me. The deepest most intimate parts of him are in that load. I crave that intimacy. To feel him give me that in the most intimate way, by literally shooting it into my mouth, an invitation to taste him, feel him, smell him, makes me feel so privileged and desired. I really can't describe the pleasure I feel in words when I feel the warmth and heaviness on my tongue as he moans and moans. Then that overwhelming wave of flavor as I close my mouth and feel it hit the roof of my mouth and finally when I swallow it and really feel the taste and tingles of it spread out in every direction of my head and throat.

A penis has so much presence to it. To be in the same room with an erect penis, you can just feel the electricity in the air. Raw male energy aroused and erect. And unlike anything that's on a woman, a cock is a thing, a physical big thing with design and purpose that you can look at from every angle. It's the best feeling to know that stroking and sucking his cock gives him and me so much pleasure at the same time. A big hard cock in my mouth comforts me, makes me feel in the presence of something powerful, and that feeling is even more reinforced when he shoots a potent, thick, hot load of sperm into my mouth that I feel so obligated to let overpower me as I taste and eat it all up.

To me it's important that the feeder is masc and dom and I feel the pressure to swallow, however it tastes. Though I'm not a fan of bitter or bad tasting, smoker's cum, bad diet etc. I enjoy a load that is manly and a challenge to swallow. I want it to have a lot of flavor, it arouses me that it's not the most pleasant thing to take in your mouth. That's what makes it so erotic to swallow.

Once you have a positive experience with sucking cock, for me it's when I taste and eat his load, it's so hard to not chase after that moment again. For me, it's that moment that I'm completely in a trance while he's cumming. Feeling that penis head all over my lips, my tongue moving back and forth furiously, knowing that I must continue to stimulate him as he cums, then feeling the satisfaction of all that warm sperm enter my world, this moment is completely intoxicating. When I enter it, it's a feeling of complete surrender; I'm not thinking about before this moment, I'm not thinking about after, what the consequences may be, what I'll do next etc. In fact, I'm not thinking about myself at all. I am totally in the present, egoless and selfless. For the feeder, he feels this in his own way too, a total loss of control and almost going unconscious, just blacking out and cumming. That's a beautiful moment for two people to experience, to me it's spiritual and it's a moment we are both alive to the fullest. To me, it's the same feeling as right before you go down the roller coaster drop, or jump out of a plane skydiving, or jump into a freezing cold pool. It's a total adrenaline rush. All I can think about is how good his penis feels in my mouth and how instinctual it is to me to want to taste his semen. I'm totally lost in the moment and overwhelmed by it, almost like I'm having an orgasm myself. The only thoughts racing through my mind is that I can't believe I have a man's penis in my mouth, and now I'm tasting his sperm, now I'm eating it. Oh my god. I don't even feel conscious, I'm too aroused and focused on feeling his pleasure. In that moment, I just want to feel the warmth, the squirting, the taste of it all over my tongue, the after taste after I gulp a couple spurts down and let it keep squirting more in my mouth. We both slowly come back down to reality and sober up, I don't always feel that great after it is done, but after some time passes, I'll relive this moment in my head and crave it again. I'm so hooked on that moment.

Edging blowjobs are great. I had it before, where we both smoked weed and got really stoned. It made me so entranced in sucking him, and it gave him a lot of control to edge himself. He made a lot of precum that he instructed me to taste, and towards the end, he'd talk real dirty to me about me dying to taste his cum to which he would let just a little bit come out, like a small pearl on the tip of his hole. I'd lick it up, getting a small taste of sperm which would make my senses go crazy. He'd back off and I'd gently lick and suck his head more until he did it a couple more times. It felt nice sucking on his cock and having the flavor of his cum on it. Finally when he was ready to go all the way, he'd grab my head and jerk it a lot stronger and his full load would finally blast with force into my mouth. It was super hot.

I definitely feel a spiritual calling from my desire to suck cock. I have learned to recognize the spiritual significance of cock. Cock is made by god, it is his divine creation, and it is a tool or receiver or transmitter of some kind that communicates with a higher power. A man's orgasm is bringing a higher consciousness into reality for him. Whenever a man experiences orgasm through the Cock between his legs, he merges momentarily in perfect Union with God and the infinite source. It's almost like witnessing a miracle every time. I have embraced my role as the facilitator of these experiences, because it also lets me connect to that energy, to become more aware and conscious. There are many ways that people worship or have religious experiences, for me, I realized that it's when I'm sucking cock. It puts me into a trance-like state where I meditate on the act of it. I have no other thoughts, worries, or concerns. All there is is his cock. I am completely in the present and lost in the moment. It brings me a great peace. It also forces me to submit myself to it, an act of shedding my ego, letting go of myself in the process and becoming one with his cock. A man possesses a cock, in a symbiotic way, but he is not his cock. His cock is more a gift that he has been given in order to understand the higher workings of reality. His penis and balls are literally the most powerful thing that exists in our world, his sperm has the ability to give life. It is a precious substance, regardless of who the man is that possesses it, all cocks, balls, and sperm come from a world of higher divinity and purpose. I like to think about things in this way when I'm sucking a cock. Sucking cock is like receiving a blessing from god every time you do it, no different than when you pray. Cock worship is just my chosen form of worship and it is not any better or worse than any other practice. It is simply the one that resonates with me the most. It is my calling and way of continuing to grow. Some yogis talk about the feelings of ecstasy and bliss they feel when they reach certain levels of meditation and awareness. I feel that I experience those same things when I suck cock. I am in the present, completely submissive, no ego, and feel purposeful. The feeling of a man cumming in my mouth gives me euphoria, such a thrilling rush, and I really feel that this is experiencing a higher power when it happens. Semen is a pure sacred substance alive with God-consciousness. If there is a man you admire or desire, make an effort to experience his semen. There is in every man you admire or desire a lesson from God. Every chance you have to suck and eat, is a chance to grow your consciousness further. Learning through love for semen is a sacred path.

I love nothing more than those guys that really boss me around. They cum exactly the way they want to. I love being on the opposite side of that energy since I’m a submissive beta. My favorite would probably be when a guy is jerking his cock (love to see a man jerk himself) and he forcefully grabs my head or neck and orders me to stick my tongue out and look into his eyes. That first squirt on my tongue is heaven but if he’s really dom he’ll command me to start sucking it or to eat it. The feeling of being made to eat a man’s sperm is one of the greatest sexual rushes I’ve ever enjoyed. I love to feel truly dominated and used.

I feel spiritual sometimes about my obsession with cock, that sucking cocks is my purpose on earth. Making a man cum is experiencing something that was given to us from a higher power. When he ejaculates, and when you experience his ejaculation, you are both experiencing a moment of the highest pleasure one can feel on earth, a manifestation created by a higher power that designed us and led us to be men in these bodies, with our dicks and our desires. Feeling the weight of it in your hand, holding all of his thick meat, knowing you have so much power over what he's going to feel. Love the musky smell of penis, it's so manly. Cock is such a fun playground of the senses. Licking his hard shaft up and down, wrapping your lips around that smooth but hard mushroom head, flicking your tongue on the sensitive part under it and sticking it into his slit to get that sweet precum out. Polishing that knobhead, all the flavor of your slut saliva mixing with his fleshy meat combined with the smell of being buried inbetween a man's legs is intoxicating. Tickling and licking his sack with his precious cargo in it, taking each of his testicles into my mouth and rolling them around to feel their full size. That's always a moment where I think to myself, "Wow you're crazy man, you have a man's balls in your mouth right now and you love it. You're such a dirty faggot." That's when I'll realize how dirty I truly am because this is still not good enough. My mouth has been all over his cock and balls, but I still need more. I need hot sperm too. I need the sperm from inside these balls rolling around in my mouth right now, I need it to work its way out of there into a hot load of semen. And there's no question that I'm going to taste this semen, in fact I'm going to eat it. To me, this is the biggest advantage of cock compared to any sex with women. Not only do you get to suck on a schlong and enjoy all the texture, tastes, and smell of it, but you actually get something in return for your work. At this moment, I get so turned on by how much of a pervert I am, because I'm doing all of this ultimately for the ending, the treat at the end of every cock sucking session: a load of freshly made hot sperm. And since I'm a true cocksucker deep in my soul, I need to taste it, I need to eat it. I want to swallow his DNA, eat all of that hot jizz full of his sperm made inside his balls. And you know the beauty of it all? You only get to experience this after you've pleasured a man's penis. You only get to taste a load, to feel hot sperm in your mouth, at the very same time that you're making a man feel so incredibly good. Every spasm of his cock, every spurt of semen that hits your faggot tongue, that's your proof that he's in heaven with pleasure. When I think these thoughts while tasting his load at the same time, it makes me shiver in pleasure myself knowing that this thick, salty, warm, one-of-a-kind flavor is all of that pleasure and satisfaction leaving his cock and balls. What a joy it is that I get to actually eat and swallow that energy. Penis and semen are like two sides of one amazing coin. What a genius thing the universe made.

I love the feeling of a big cock in front of my face getting wanked off. I love if he holds my head steady and in place, or holds me by my neck while his big head bounces around the opening of my mouth. Personally I love to have just his head inside my mouth as he jerks himself off, but I also love when he grabs me by the top of my head and tells me to open my mouth wide and look up at him. I love how the air hits my tongue when my mouth is open wide and makes it feel a little dry and cold, and when his warm sperm lands on it and makes it feel warm. Either way, I love to feel overpowered by his masculinity. I love the feeling of being his object and getting fed by him. When he commands me "Come here!" or "Open your mouth now!" "Stick your tongue out!" as he grabs my head and pulls me close to his ejaculating penis and forces me to taste and swallow his hot sperm because it makes him feel so good...fuck I love it