Starting PreP, my toughts

[Guest]

7 hours ago, boy4you said:

Before PrEP came out it was condoms only then I started taking PrEP it was anything goes. I became a Slut and would do anything. I would slam be on G and PNP for days. I would be in a drug haze that I would forget to take PrEP and got knockup Poz. 

I'm planning to start slamming as well eventually, im worried drugs + truvada is not a good combination tough

[Bibaldbtm]

I am married and want to start on PrEP so I can continue to get fucked but worried about the wife finding out about my PrEP use.  I guess better than her finding out with me being poz.  

Not sure where to go, small town and can't go to a local doctor.

[Guest descartes70817]

1 hour ago, Bibaldbtm said:

I am married and want to start on PrEP so I can continue to get fucked but worried about the wife finding out about my PrEP use.  I guess better than her finding out with me being poz.  

Not sure where to go, small town and can't go to a local doctor.

Where I live there are several clinics where you can get tested for free, and they will prescribe PrEP if you ask for it. I would imagine there's some kind of clinic like that in the nearest city to you.

[bbpoznow]

we have clinics here in Canada that has fre testing and can get you in touch with a doc to prescribe Prep

[EricX]

3 hours ago, Bibaldbtm said:

I am married and want to start on PrEP so I can continue to get fucked but worried about the wife finding out about my PrEP use.  I guess better than her finding out with me being poz.  

Not sure where to go, small town and can't go to a local doctor.

Where do you go for your hiv testing now?  If they can’t do it, I’m sure they can refer you to someplace that can. 

Next question. Do you have insurance, and can she get access to that info on her own? Just something to think about. 

 

[gay87]

On ‎23‎/‎6‎/‎2017 at 9:15 AM, TagBoy87 said:

 

A part of me is scared. 

I wanted to ask Preppers some questions:

•Did you become so slutty you could not control yourself?

•Did Prep made you catch more stds apart from HIV obviously

•After how long did you knew it was working?

•And if you stopped taking Prep why was it?

Q1, I became very slutty for half a year, and i met my current partner in the process, it was a gradual slope down being a slut, initially 'not wanting the prep to go to a waste' I start seeking out the raw load i desire, and as everyone here would know, raw load IS ADDICTIVE, then i start taking undetectable loads and low VL, I didn't tell my poz partners im on prep, it quickly went down hill from here, i start taking anonymous load after the 3rd month of testing neg with prep, and I took literally all loads, without asking for status, and I got to know my partner, and I gave him gonorrhea and he isnt even mad at me, he treats me real nice, and I stopped prep and became more committed to him, he didnt even asked me to stop being so slutty, and he didnt know i took prep either, but I just stopped prep and my slut self for him

Q2, Gonorrhea from about 80 raw loads from 20+ guys

Q3, start out UD load, then Low VL, then after testing neg for few more months, I went all out, it took me 3 months... quite a late boomer

Q4, explained above

 

 

[Guest]

I just took my first poz load... well that i know its poz. i am taking 4 pills  a week now, im curious to see if these might make it more riskier..

[cman54]

1 hour ago, TagBoy87 said:

I just took my first poz load... well that i know its poz. i am taking 4 pills  a week now, im curious to see if these might make it more riskier..

Good for you. Sounds like you like the risk. Nothing wrong with that. Testing poz is not the end of the world for sure. 

[gay87]

i *think* prep protection might go downhill if you take anything less than 4 pills a week? Im not an expert here, but even so i still *think* prep could still gives you some level of protection, it still reduces your risk by alot, 

but its the risk factor you are after, then go for it 

[Guest]

I noticed prep slightly reduces my sex appetite tbh... anyone else noticed this?

[fvkmebb]

mee too

and this is a problem for me because I am thin enough and do not want to be so thin

[Guest]

So... i'm kinda scared I'm gonna repent this choice but i decided to give up on prep for the time being.

Don't ask me why, I think I just want to fuck myself up.

I'm planning on having 3 to 6 months of unprotected sex before i get my first medical examination.

 

[Pigmut]

On 6/24/2017 at 7:28 AM, justsexnowatl said:

Get on it and live out those slutty fantasies.  You can always change your mind later, but you are probably craving to let loose so live it up for now I've been on PrEP 3 years - a couple months ago I switched and am now in a Trial study for a new PrEP drug.  PART of my reason was the slightly increased risk/thrill of not knowing if I'm on the study drug and it's effectiveness.  For many years I was a total bareback top - purely out of fear.  Then started dabbling as a raw bottom and LOVED it.  But even after getting on PrEP it didn't "feel" like it was doing anything - zero side effects - fear and routine still kept me on top most of the time.  I'm not sure what happened to finally tip the scales, but in 2016 I totally embraced being vers and was getting fucked and bred equally to topping.  I've had a couple of STIs in the past 18 months (ass and throat twice, none in my cock), which I hadn't had in years before even though I was always raw then too.  I think the rise in STIs is the fact that almost everyone is fucking raw now (at least where I am), so there is a lot more to go around....not the fact that I personally am fucking raw.

I've had so many sleazy encounters the past couple years that pretty much everything that used to be piggy bareback fantasies in porn is now part of my reality.  Honestly kind of running out of fantasies and having to raise the sleaze bar!  Since getting on the trial, I've determined to be the best test subject I can.  I've been skewing way more bottom .  This week alone I've had two "total bottoms"  fuck me, which I loved more than tops fucking me for some weird reason lol.  In the past 3 weeks, I've gone to the bathhouse once and sex club once another time for "blackout" night.  I left my condo fully intending to be a cumdump for multiple loads, and I succeeded.  Today is a rainy Saturday, and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna end up there again today.  This behavior is truly a first for me, and I'm loving it!  I can tell from your post and questions and prior posts you're craving to be a bigger slut.  Your post starts by saying you were "stealthed" at the sauna. I don't know you, but just guessing that you might've known that rubber came off - and you wanted it off - but you didn't feel as slutty/stupid if you pretend to not know

Get on it and pig out - you are craving it - you can always go off it for whatever reason later!  Disclaimer****it's hard - if not impossible - to stop being a bareback whore once you've become one lol     

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