Have You Been Raped as a Child and Became Attracted to Men like your Rapist?

[oobat_kcmo]

I think sex in general affects us in different ways... I was 5 when my 17 yr old cousin started with me. He by definition raped me, but honestly he was so gentle that I did not find it traumatic. When I lost my cherry at 7 (by him) it was much rougher, and for a long time I was scared of him. But soon I found myself more attracted to sexual urges with my friends around my age. Soon my cousin and I started doing stuff again.

To answer your question I do find myself attracted to guys like him, but also find my self more sexual than anything else.

[BearOKC69_Poz]

I guess one could say I was molested in grade school, maybe as early as 2nd grade (we lived there for 4 years and couldn't say if it happened the entire time so exact age uncertain but it seems like it was the entire time we lived there). They were my friends and neighborhood boys all within a couple of years of each other from oldest to youngest. 3 of the group of 8 or so were brothers.

No sex per se... kids being kids and doing things in the nude with each other. Playing nude games of "horse" if you will, daring each other to do certain things unclothed and if you didn't you were knocked out for that round. Slight peer pressure, sure, but no one was forced into doing anything that they didn't want to do. And if someone didn't, no shunning from anyone in the group, you just lost that particular session of the game (much like any childhood game like "mother may I" etc).

About the only thing really sexual was we would stick very thin toy parts (like the wooden sticks from Tinker Toys), but never anything any wider than a pencil in each others tight little boy holes and and a game of being made to sniff it after the object was removed. We never touched each others little cocks or fingered each others holes and certainly no penis/anal penetration. I don't even remember seeing anyone's little pecker being hard (although I know babies in the womb have erections)

I know others will disagree with this, but I think a LOT of what we turn out sexually is what our first sexual experiences are (especially if they are ongoing)...if it is with girls, you most likely turn out "straight" but if it is guys, you most likely turn out gay. Not to say it is that way for everyone or genetics don't play a part (just as everyone who takes a drink, doesn't become an alcoholic but some are genetically predisposed to that).

Again, it goes along with the discussion of the cycle repeating itself. Even if the person hated it with every fiber of their being, they often seek out the very thing/type of person that caused it, and in many cases repeating the sexual or physical abuse themselves at some point.

I do remember at the age shinning up the tether ball poles, sliding back down, climbing back up repeatedly and having these waves of pleasure flooding over me at some point. Didn't realize it at the time but I was masturbating fully clothed on the playground (but since I was prepubescent I didnt ejaculate).

My first real sexual experiences were with my best friends in jr high...teaching each other our techniques for jerking off, sucking each others cocks etc. But we never came with a BJ. That didn't happen for me until high school age (giving & getting) and my first time I had a cock in my ass or mine in another guys. That sex was all anon "glory hole" style

[pattheslut]

I'm more in the catagory of an agreeable molestation. I was truly straight with curiousity about bi sex. I was just turned 16 and we had this cool Math teacher in high school, who also happened to be my homeroom teacher. I got along with him because he was British and I had grown up in the UK myself. Everyone thought it was cool to go over to his house and hang out because he was a bachelor etc. this was in the late 70s so diff era. He would let guys drink beer, smoke weed etc. I was always told "never go over there alone"...rumours that he was gay or bi and would come on to you.

Well, one day after homeroom, he pulled me aside on a Friday and asked me to stop by his place that night if I wanted. I admit I was scared but also very turned on at the possiblities. So I had a few beers with friends and then took off alone after they went home. I stopped by Mr P's house. He was cool, offered me beer etc. Then asked me back to his bedroom to watch "movies". He put on porn, this time it was straight stuff, this was from a 16mm projector, long before vcrs. Before long he started rubbing the front of my jeans and then unzipped me. I didnt resist. I am sure he would have stopped if I asked him to. When I didnt resist, he undid my jeans and pulled my hard dick out and started to suck it. Didnt take long for me to cum. I was embarrassed and quickly got dressed and left. He told me to come back anytime.

I couldnt stay away, I went over about every week. The third week he got me to suck his cock. I started doing that alot and also other guys he had over there. This went on till I left for college and I did stop in and visit him during my college years.

I guess he made reality out of my fantasy. During college I pursued girls but I also sucked cock on the side whenever I could. Got married, went into the military. Always did dicks when I could . I got to prefer them more and more. I guess I was neglecting wife because she started cheating on me. At the end I would beat my dick while she fucked other guys and the only sex I would get was guys on the side. Now that we just divorced Im a fag, definitely gay but I dont think I was "born gay". I just prefer guys. I dont know if Mr. P turned me that way or just ignited something in me. I dont blame him at all even though technically, he shouldnt have done what he did. And he did it ALOT. He showed me poloroids of at least 25 other boys he had done over the years. All looking up at him with his dick in their mouth...

[seaguy]

If someone feels comfortable they can share their story but voting does not force you to discuss your painful experience so those that don't like this thread don't read it then simple as that!

[fieldpussy]

My step cousin abused me when I was 14. He made me suffering from pain and bleeding. But he also made me cum free hands and let me discover the pleasure an ass has to offer to a straight man.

Later I appreciated very much when my girls took care of my ass.

[swaggyboy]

my cousin wanted to teach me how to masturbate when i was 6, he was 16. but after man attempts i couldn't cum and it was unpleasant

[ChicagoCumDump]

I was raped by my Uncle when I was 7 yr old. 

[LKMike]

i was introduced to sex at age 8. Was with an older boy ( whom i would replace) under the guidance of an adult male friend of my mothers. He waited 6 months or so before he touched me, just to make sure i wasnt going to tell anyone i think. After that it was like i had "Fuck Me" written across my forehead. i got away from him at age 16 and was exclusively with girls, untill 10 years ago when i had a major depressive episode and sought out older men to make myself relive the fear, hurt, humiliation and shame of enjoying the sex as i had as a child. And here i am still depressed, and having sex for the same feelings.  

[SuccessfulChaser]

No doubt, I was "recruited" into the gay life.   Had plenty of chances to avoid what happened, but with each step, I embraced it more.  He saw something I had not recognized and helped me become who i was really intended to be.   The authorities would call it rape.

[steveperry]

This is what happened to me and I've been addicted ever since.

I've been sucking cock for nearly thirty years ever since some dirty old man caught me looking at his big cock and told me to get on my knees and suck him off. I couldn't believe how much it turned me on to be used like some slut by an old man in public and he could see it and started calling me a filthy little cocksucking faggot. I was so turned on I shot my load all over the floor without even playing with myself and I stayed hard he laughed and said I think you're going to sucking lots and lots of cocks now your a cocksucker aren't you? Oh god no I like girls. Well you love cock more don't you? No. No you don't want to suck my cock then? I'm not sure. Ok no more for you. Ugh can't I carry on for a while. Not unless you ask me nicely. Ugh ok please let me carry on. If you want to suck my big cock tell me that you are a cocksucking little faggot that loves sucking dirty old men off in public. No I can't im not gay. No but now you've suck cock your a cocksucker for life. Oh god I can't believe how much i loved having your cock in my mouth your right I want to suck your cock please let me. Ok but if I let you suck my big cock I want your name and address ok? Ugh why? So you will be my cock slave anytime I need you or I will visit your parents and tell them that you have been sucking old men off in public toilets. No please don't just let me suck your cock this time only. Oh no no deal I'm going home. Oh no please don't leave. Well tell me your name and address and what you are. Oh ok my name is Steve Perry and I'm a filthy little faggot that love's sucking cock. Now that's better open your mouth and do what you're going to be doing for the rest of your life. Yes that's it good boy suck that big cock oh yes you will be coming back here every day looking for cock won't you cocksucker? I can't understand why but It turns me on so much I think your right I won't be able to resist coming here looking for men to suck. Yes that's right now you've suck a real man's cock your a cocksucker for life and you don't even care that you are on your knees in a filthy public toilet sucking an old man's dirty smelly old cock while being watched do you? Ugh what oh god no. Don't stop it's ok they can see your a cocksucker so carry on doing what you were born for I bet if you ask nicely they will let you suck their cocks as well. Oh god I've been caught sucking cock please don't tell anyone. Oh if you want us to keep quiet you will have to suck all of us off as well. Oh god ok. I can see your going to busy here tonight sucking cock after cock like a dirty cocksucking faggot look at how much you love sucking my big cock you love it don't you? Oh god yes it's turning me on sucking you off in front of other men god I want more cock. That's if good little cocksucker your going to make me cum oh god yes I'm cumming oh yes you like that don't you look at him this is the first time he's sucked cock and he's swallowed all my cum and sucking me clean I think he wants more don't you? Mmm yes please. I'm going home so enjoy yourself cocksucker I will be in touch. So there I was on my knees sucking old men off like some dirty little slut and I loved it I was now a cocksucker and I've sucked at least 500 cocks since then and I now want to fully submit to cock I want to be filmed sucking cock and have it posted online to expose me as the cocksucker I am. 

[Guest JackWmspt]

I was 7, in grade school, and hooked up with a neighbor who was in Jr HIgh.. can't say it was rape, because it was mutual. I was dry at that age but he sure wasn't. He was huge too! We would share his cum once he JO. I remember that he liked it when I slid my lil cock between his ass cheeks, never penetrated though.  Wish I knew where he was these days.. I'd go back again and again for a lot more. 

[Guest]

I guess you could say I was molested/raped till I thought it was normal...

 

When I was 6 my uncle started entering in the bath while I was showering alone and pretend to play with me but eventually end up in squeezing my cock and my ass.

I remember understanding that the things he was doing where deeply wrong but I thought that he was an adult... so I should trust an adult.

Eventually he would skip the playing part and just proceed to squeeze me. He would often make me scream from pleasure/pain and laughed like crazy from me moaning, making fun of me and calling me with names that had no sense back than...

With time he would stop coming during the shower. I thought he had lost interest. But no.

He would wait for me to be in my room alone with just my towel on. I remember refusing and him forcefully removing the towel and than procede to slapping my ass and than squeezing me...

He never kissed me, just squeezed my cock and ass till it felt both good yet hurt.

I kinda enjoyed his big naked chest on my naked body. Skin on skin. It felt good, I felt protected even though he would than procede to molest me.

Eventually he would start to finger my ass. I cried since he's fingers where big.

But the fact is that he would give me orgasms. A lot of them. Dry orgasm enough to send my lil kid brain insane.

 

When I was like 8 i remember my family visiting him again. And for some odd reason that night it was me going in to he's room, not him.

I went in he's bed and i don't know why but I touched he's cock. He woke up. He laughed saying he was not expecting that and that night I had my first taste of a man cock.

From then on, the years passed. I would swallow him. At times he was drunk and he would hurt me a bit but I would always crawl back to him.

Eventually he started using drugs to get high. When he was high he was even more violent and sadistic.

I remember my ass bleeding because of him fingering me without lube. I would bleed like a virgin while he called me a "boycunt".

 

He would not just molest me, he started doing things to my cousin. I remember finding that out in the weirdest way.

My cousin started playing naked with me and ultimately ending up sucking my dick. I remember him confessing me that our uncle had done things to him.

We both ended up sucking each other.

I still remember his mischievous look when he entered my uncle's room instead of me.

We both talked about how our ass bleed from he's fingering. 

Than one day something happened. He came home. My parents where away shopping so it was me and him. He has a drug with him that he used to snort. He was honry as hell. He got me naked. I would crawl in he's arms. Than he made me inhale that weird drug he had with him. All I remember was my ass bleeding so much and the taste of piss in my mouth. I woke up at night with my parents convinced I had had a seizure or something.

 

The years passed, From 9 I became 19. 

My family went back to he's city. Back than he's drug addiction problem got so worst he went back to living with he's mom, my grandmother.

My mom and dad thought he was a poor drug victim soul... little did they know of the things he did to me and my cousin.

Back than I had a brother who was still a toddler.

I had completely forgot the abuses. I thought i was straight. I even had a girlfriend.

Than one day while I was smoking outside my uncle came to me. He told me everything. Including me begging him to molest me.

I remember crying alone in a corner. I remember feeling dirty. I remember confessing to my mom and my mom not believing me.

I also remember getting drunk. Getting in he's room at 4 in the morning. Getting naked. Getting fucked by him with a bottle of room I had with me.

I also remember him saying he did not like me anymore. Saying I was no longer he's favor nephew. Him saying my brother looked cute.

 

Since than I would never leave my lil brother alone. I was like a lion defending a cub. Only once I found him in an odd position with my lil brother but apart from that I never left him alone with him. I remember my cousin sucking my cock again.

 

A lot of years have passed since them. I'm older now and my uncle brain is completely destroyed by drugs. He barely know what day is it and can't even eat on he's own due to a aneurism.

 

I told the story of my abuses to many men i thought I trusted. A lot of them got aroused. I often ended up aroused by them getting aroused at my horrible stories. I sucked cocks of guys telling me I deserved what my uncled did to me.

 

Today I know I can't change the past.

Today I seek older guys to molest me.

Today I get aroused thinking what my uncle did to me.

He won. I lost. I'm forever slave of he's sexual abuses. 

If I could go back I would beg him to breed my baby ass....

[Guest bayareadl]

Had a family friend pick me up from school when I was 13. "Bill" was supposed to take me home but we ended up back at his place.  He was in his early fifties and was close with my Dad.  He made me a snack and got me a water and told me to go watch some TV.  After a little while he came and sat by me.   He slowly started rubbing my leg as I was oblivious to what was going on.  He grabbed the remote and turned off the TV. 

"You know, you are pretty cute." He said.

"Umm thanks." I said as I never had been called cute by a guy before. 

"In fact, you have me very hard right now" He said, "That isn't nice to do to a guy, you should help me out."

"How do I?" I asked.   He grabbed my hand and pulled it towards his penis while he lowered his fly with the other hand. "I don't want to touch that." I said. 

You don't have a choice, not if you love your Mom and Dad. See I know some things that can take them away from you.  So you are either going to help me and do what I say or your Mom and Dad will go away forever."  I immediately started to tear up as I stopped resisting.  He placed my hand around his hard cock and told me to stroke up and down.  He then pulled my pants down and played with my little cock.  I had tears streaming down my face but did not make a sound as he looked possessed. 

 

After a minute of this he grabbed my head and started pushing it towards his cock.  I again resisted but he said, "Say Good-Bye to Mom and Dad" I stopped resisting and let him push my face into his cock. 

"Now open your mouth and suck on my cock as you would a popsicle." He ordered.  I slowly opened my mouth and he immediately forced his cock into my mouth.  The musky smell and fullness of my mouth made me gag.  He laughed. "Now work on sucking it, In and out."  "Ouch, no teeth!!" He yelled as I slowly started working on his cock.   It seemed like minutes and my jaw was starting to hurt.  I heard him spit in his hand and make his finger slick.  He then reached toward my bottom and without warning slid his finger in my ass.  I winced and yelped but he told me to hush.   I continued sucking as my tears had now stopped.  My body was trembling with fear but he didn't care.   After another minute he started working another finger in my ass.  My ass was sore but it started to loosen up. 

 

He then grabbed me and said, "I am going to use you like a man uses a woman." Again, tears started flowing down my face.  He roughly pulled me up as he stood up and pulled off his pants.  His 7inch cock was pointed straight out.  He forced me over the end of the couch.  "Don't move." He ordered.  I stayed bent over the couch as he disappeared.  I couldn't move and didn't know what was happening.  He returned with a jar of vasoline.  He grabbed some and put it in my ass.  He then moved his cock towards my ass and spread my ass checks. 

"Please don't!!!" I cried.

"Shut up and don't fight it or you will be in a world of hurt." He demanded.  I went limp and complied.  I felt his cock at the entrance to my ass and he said, "Relax."

Boom.....with little effort he slid in my ass.  I winced as more tears went down my face.  He slowly started working his cock in and out of my ass.  Suddenly the phone rang and he broke concentration and withdrew from my ass.  I quickly tried to make and escape but he grabbed me in his arms before I even made it 10 feet.  He threw me face down on the couch and jumped on top of me.  He held my head down as he worked his cock once again into my ass. 

"I own you and I own your ass you little bitch." He claimed as he was very rough.  He weighed over 200lbs so there was no use in fighting back.  I once again relaxed and let him fuck me. 

He fucked me violently for several minutes before he speed up and started grunting.  I could feel his cock pulse in my ass as he continued to pump in and out of me.   He collapsed on me and whispered in my ear, "Was that so bad?  I know you liked it cause there is pre-cum from you on my couch."  I said nothing.  

 

He got up and went and got a towel and cleaned himself and myself off.  Then he pulled me up and gave me a long French kiss which I again did not resist.  We got dressed as he reminded me to tell no one and that my parents would only be safe if I did what he said. 

 

He dropped me off at my house and I went straight to bed.  That night I cried but I also masturbated at the thought of what had happened.  I felt sick but part of me wanted more.  I went on with these feelings for weeks. 

 

Bill and I ended up having an on-going sexual relationship from when I was 13-17 but the first time was the most vivid and while it was rape, I don't think I could have flourished with my sexuality without it.   I don't and never will advocate childhood abuse but I do know it probably helped me more than it hurt.

[steveperry]

I'm more in the catagory of an agreeable molestation. I was truly straight with curiousity about bi sex. I was just turned 16 and we had this cool Math teacher in high school, who also happened to be my homeroom teacher. I got along with him because he was British and I had grown up in the UK myself. Everyone thought it was cool to go over to his house and hang out because he was a bachelor etc. this was in the late 70s so diff era. He would let guys drink beer, smoke weed etc. I was always told "never go over there alone"...rumours that he was gay or bi and would come on to you.

Well, one day after homeroom, he pulled me aside on a Friday and asked me to stop by his place that night if I wanted. I admit I was scared but also very turned on at the possiblities. So I had a few beers with friends and then took off alone after they went home. I stopped by Mr P's house. He was cool, offered me beer etc. Then asked me back to his bedroom to watch "movies". He put on porn, this time it was straight stuff, this was from a 16mm projector, long before vcrs. Before long he started rubbing the front of my jeans and then unzipped me. I didnt resist. I am sure he would have stopped if I asked him to. When I didnt resist, he undid my jeans and pulled my hard dick out and started to suck it. Didnt take long for me to cum. I was embarrassed and quickly got dressed and left. He told me to come back anytime.

I couldnt stay away, I went over about every week. The third week he got me to suck his cock. I started doing that alot and also other guys he had over there. This went on till I left for college and I did stop in and visit him during my college years.

I guess he made reality out of my fantasy. During college I pursued girls but I also sucked cock on the side whenever I could. Got married, went into the military. Always did dicks when I could . I got to prefer them more and more. I guess I was neglecting wife because she started cheating on me. At the end I would beat my dick while she fucked other guys and the only sex I would get was guys on the side. Now that we just divorced Im a fag, definitely gay but I dont think I was "born gay". I just prefer guys. I dont know if Mr. P turned me that way or just ignited something in me. I dont blame him at all even though technically, he shouldnt have done what he did. And he did it ALOT. He showed me poloroids of at least 25 other boys he had done over the years. All looking up at him with his dick in their mouth...

wish I had gone to that school I didn't get to find out how good it feels to be forced to suck an older man's cock I had to wait until I was 18. Like a lot of you I felt disgusted and ashamed of what I had done. I hated what that old man had made me do but couldn't stop myself from playing with my cock nearly every night and sometimes when I was having sex with my girlfriend. I resisted the urge to suck cock for a few years because I loved my girlfriend until I caught he sucking another man off. At first they didn't notice me standing at the door watching but I couldn't help myself from stroking my hard cock watching my beautiful girlfriend that I loved sucking his very very big fat cock she looked so sexy I found myself wishing I was her. She was shocked when she saw me standing there playing with my tiny little cock but I said don't leave the poor man frustrated finish what you started. She looked surprised and asked me why. I said you looked so happy with that huge thing in your mouth I can see why you are cheating on me that's so much bigger than mine I didn't know that you had a thing for big cocks. I'm so sorry I couldn't help it I dated him for a few weeks before I met you and I bumped into him a few months ago and he gave me his number. So how long did you wait before you phoned him. Umm a while I think. Come on it's ok I won't be mad tell me. Oh ok if you really want to know about an hour sorry. Wow you dirty little slut what happened after you phoned him. Umm he came round and well you know. Oh I know I bet as soon as he came in you were on your knees with that huge cock in your mouth sucking away like the dirty little whore you are weren't you. You are getting turned on knowing that I've been cheating on you aren't you. Yes have you been fucking him. No because I told him I have a boyfriend and he asked if I love him and he said well I'd better not fuck you then. I said why not and he said because he will notice when he has sex with you after. I asked him why he said because you won't be able to feel his cock and he will know. So you've just been sucking him off then. Yes. Good get back to sucking that big cock. Ok if that's what you want. Oh god suck that lovely big cock I hope that she is doing a good job how often do you let her suck you off. Umm every day when you work and sometimes when she tells you that she's going to her sisters. She's always going to her sisters. Lol now you know why. Yes she's sucking that huge thick cock god it's so fucking big have you ever fucked her. Umm no I tried when we dated years ago but she was too tight. That was ages ago I bet she could take it now. Oh really. Yes I bet you ten pounds that she can get your cock balls deep inside her pussy. You sure about this because I have to warn you she won't be the same afterwards. Why won't she. Well she won't want to fuck you anymore she won't be able to feel that little thing and she I will probably turn her into another one of my sluts. I think it's a bit late by the way she's sucking your cock she is already one of your sluts. Lol not yet but she will be if I fuck her. Well do we have a bet or not. It's up to her. Ok ask her. Ok don't say I didn't warn you. Well slut do you want to win the bet for your boyfriend. Uh oh god are you sure about this she said looking at me still with his cock against her lips. Yes a bets a bet I want you to show him that you can take every last inch of his huge cock deep inside you. But what if I really like it so much that I become another one of his sluts. You will have to let him fuck you anytime he wants to then won't you. Well what if he's right and I won't want to have sex with you anymore. Well I will have to be content playing with myself while you're in bed getting fucked all night by that huge thing. Well ok god I can't wait I'm so wet I want you to fuck me. Ok slut on the bed naked and open your legs and I must warn you that it will hurt until you adjust to having a real man's cock inside you but don't worry it will be worth the pain. Well I watched him turn my girlfriend into his slut and now she sleeps with him in what was our bed while I sleep in the spare room listening to her getting fucked like a whore all night. But it did make me want to suck cock again and now I get to suck cock anytime I want she doesn't care she even lets me bring men home and suck them off in my room and r couple of times she has let me suck cock in their bedroom while they fuck god it makes me cum so much I've not had the nerve yet to ask if I can clean his cum out of her pussy or suck his cock but I will soon.

[steveperry]

I'm more in the catagory of an agreeable molestation. I was truly straight with curiousity about bi sex. I was just turned 16 and we had this cool Math teacher in high school, who also happened to be my homeroom teacher. I got along with him because he was British and I had grown up in the UK myself. Everyone thought it was cool to go over to his house and hang out because he was a bachelor etc. this was in the late 70s so diff era. He would let guys drink beer, smoke weed etc. I was always told "never go over there alone"...rumours that he was gay or bi and would come on to you.

Well, one day after homeroom, he pulled me aside on a Friday and asked me to stop by his place that night if I wanted. I admit I was scared but also very turned on at the possiblities. So I had a few beers with friends and then took off alone after they went home. I stopped by Mr P's house. He was cool, offered me beer etc. Then asked me back to his bedroom to watch "movies". He put on porn, this time it was straight stuff, this was from a 16mm projector, long before vcrs. Before long he started rubbing the front of my jeans and then unzipped me. I didnt resist. I am sure he would have stopped if I asked him to. When I didnt resist, he undid my jeans and pulled my hard dick out and started to suck it. Didnt take long for me to cum. I was embarrassed and quickly got dressed and left. He told me to come back anytime.

I couldnt stay away, I went over about every week. The third week he got me to suck his cock. I started doing that alot and also other guys he had over there. This went on till I left for college and I did stop in and visit him during my college years.

I guess he made reality out of my fantasy. During college I pursued girls but I also sucked cock on the side whenever I could. Got married, went into the military. Always did dicks when I could . I got to prefer them more and more. I guess I was neglecting wife because she started cheating on me. At the end I would beat my dick while she fucked other guys and the only sex I would get was guys on the side. Now that we just divorced Im a fag, definitely gay but I dont think I was "born gay". I just prefer guys. I dont know if Mr. P turned me that way or just ignited something in me. I dont blame him at all even though technically, he shouldnt have done what he did. And he did it ALOT. He showed me poloroids of at least 25 other boys he had done over the years. All looking up at him with his dick in their mouth...

wish I had gone to that school I didn't get to find out how good it feels to be forced to suck an older man's cock I had to wait until I was 18. Like a lot of you I felt disgusted and ashamed of what I had done. I hated what that old man had made me do but couldn't stop myself from playing with my cock nearly every night and sometimes when I was having sex with my girlfriend. I resisted the urge to suck cock for a few years because I loved my girlfriend until I caught he sucking another man off. At first they didn't notice me standing at the door watching but I couldn't help myself from stroking my hard cock watching my beautiful girlfriend that I loved sucking his very very big fat cock she looked so sexy I found myself wishing I was her. She was shocked when she saw me standing there playing with my tiny little cock but I said don't leave the poor man frustrated finish what you started. She looked surprised and asked me why. I said you looked so happy with that huge thing in your mouth I can see why you are cheating on me that's so much bigger than mine I didn't know that you had a thing for big cocks. I'm so sorry I couldn't help it I dated him for a few weeks before I met you and I bumped into him a few months ago and he gave me his number. So how long did you wait before you phoned him. Umm a while I think. Come on it's ok I won't be mad tell me. Oh ok if you really want to know about an hour sorry. Wow you dirty little slut what happened after you phoned him. Umm he came round and well you know. Oh I know I bet as soon as he came in you were on your knees with that huge cock in your mouth sucking away like the dirty little whore you are weren't you. You are getting turned on knowing that I've been cheating on you aren't you. Yes have you been fucking him. No because I told him I have a boyfriend and he asked if I love him and he said well I'd better not fuck you then. I said why not and he said because he will notice when he has sex with you after. I asked him why he said because you won't be able to feel his cock and he will know. So you've just been sucking him off then. Yes. Good get back to sucking that big cock. Ok if that's what you want. Oh god suck that lovely big cock I hope that she is doing a good job how often do you let her suck you off. Umm every day when you work and sometimes when she tells you that she's going to her sisters. She's always going to her sisters. Lol now you know why. Yes she's sucking that huge thick cock god it's so fucking big have you ever fucked her. Umm no I tried when we dated years ago but she was too tight. That was ages ago I bet she could take it now. Oh really. Yes I bet you ten pounds that she can get your cock balls deep inside her pussy. You sure about this because I have to warn you she won't be the same afterwards. Why won't she. Well she won't want to fuck you anymore she won't be able to feel that little thing and she I will probably turn into a slut