Do You Wish You Had Started Barebacking Sooner?

[FFFLYANDPOZ]

Started with 22, but the next 15 years I do it safe, since 2005 mostly bare, since 2010 only bare, my first Poz cock 2011. not later than I want more and more getting converted.

[Guest Bearman]

The first cock I took was as a teenager from a much older guy and he  fucked me bareback and loaded me up.He became my regular lover and always took me bareback and also left me a nice load.

[Trinity1]

If I had known how hot I would get from feeling a guy leave his load of cum in my ass, I would have done it a long time ago. I find I am perpetually horny, now that I have embraced bareback riding. The sex is sweeter, the action is hotter, and I am much sluttier.

[connorca]

between starting at 10 and stopping using condoms just after i turned 18, it's only been a few months of barebacking and i wish i would have started a long, long time ago. the hassle of condoms is overrated and the sex feels so much more normal and natural now that i'm fucking bare. plus, i finally got over my fear of stds and hiv...

[downtownswallow]

It was MY decision to bareback and MY decision when to be bred.  It was a slow progression thru the funerals and walking dead when AIDS was seemingly killing all gay/bi men, safe sex, myriad promises from the pharmaceutical companies and bouts of depression that were tied to urges I couldn’t satisfy without being willing to accept HIV or AIDS as a consequence.  Now that I’m moving more comfortably among like-minded men that seek breeding partners with a history like mine it’s a better life. 

Edited April 8, 2019 by downtownswallow

[breedmypiggycunt]

If I regret anything, it’s taking so long to actually succeed in taking a cock at all, especially when I read the accounts of all these guys who not only knew and accepted their sexuality but acted on it.

I was first fucked when I was about 24 and I didn’t even think about condoms at all that night. But I tried several times before the night I was fucked and bred by an escort named Nathan and his boyfriend (including the night before when I’d also paid Nathan to fuck me but I couldn’t take it).

Thinking about it now though, I did try gay sex several times before that. I was 16 I think when I had my first blow job (and reciprocated). I must’ve tried to get fucked on at least four or five different occasions before that. On at least two of those attempts, it’s only now that I realise that I must’ve been penetrated by the head of the guys’ cocks at least. 

And the first real time, I’m increasingly wondering how much of it I don’t remember. It was the first time I got absolutely inebriated and passed out at a mate’s place (after vomiting on his mum’s brand new sofa we’d been warned about too). The mate was a guy named Vernon. He was 2-3 years older than the rest of us because he’d returned to school after trying the navy. I’ve always vaguely remembered Vernon helping me upstairs and that was the night I became obsessed with his chest hair; I know we did “stuff” that night because I’ve always vaguely remembered that we made out and that I kept snuggling into his chest hair and kissing and sucking his nipples.

Of course, we were naked in his his bed the next morning and we made out when I woke up. And I remember being so turned on when he grinded his cock against my arse crack after I woke up. He did try to fuck me that morning and I wanted anything he was offering but I just found the penetration too painful.

But the more I think about it now (and I’m honestly not sure it’s not my imagination recreating false memories), the more I think Vernon did penetrate me that morning but that we may’ve fucked the night before too. If he did fuck me that night, my first cock would’ve been when I was 15, nearly 16.

[NLbear]

I was 17 at the time (legal age here) and had just moved away from home to the big city to study. I know I had been looking for cock the year before in my hometown but didn't where to look or where to meet gay guys. It was the 70s so condoms were something only for straight people to prevent pregnancy. And I think it was the right age. Once I had the first cock in my ass and getting my first load load I turned onto a total slut in no time hunting for cock in the park at night and student dance clubs (plenty of horny students like me there!).

[Shooter_099]

Definitely would have started at an earlier age if i knew exactly how great barebacking felt. No doubt about it, ive been barebacking for 7 years but played safe for just over 10 years.

[Guest takingdeepanal]

I didn't take any cock until I was 37 - but would have done do when I was just on legal age if I knew how good it was going to be (and I've always taken it raw).

[chargedodger]

I was 11...that was perfect for me.:)

[HardOneLA]

On 1/17/2020 at 10:30 PM, breedmypiggycunt said:

If I regret anything, it’s taking so long to actually succeed in taking a cock at all, especially when I read the accounts of all these guys who not only knew and accepted their sexuality but acted on it.

I was first fucked when I was about 24 and I didn’t even think about condoms at all that night. But I tried several times before the night I was fucked and bred by an escort named Nathan and his boyfriend (including the night before when I’d also paid Nathan to fuck me but I couldn’t take it).

Thinking about it now though, I did try gay sex several times before that. I was 16 I think when I had my first blow job (and reciprocated). I must’ve tried to get fucked on at least four or five different occasions before that. On at least two of those attempts, it’s only now that I realise that I must’ve been penetrated by the head of the guys’ cocks at least. 

And the first real time, I’m increasingly wondering how much of it I don’t remember. It was the first time I got absolutely inebriated and passed out at a mate’s place (after vomiting on his mum’s brand new sofa we’d been warned about too). The mate was a guy named Vernon. He was 2-3 years older than the rest of us because he’d returned to school after trying the navy. I’ve always vaguely remembered Vernon helping me upstairs and that was the night I became obsessed with his chest hair; I know we did “stuff” that night because I’ve always vaguely remembered that we made out and that I kept snuggling into his chest hair and kissing and sucking his nipples.

Of course, we were naked in his his bed the next morning and we made out when I woke up. And I remember being so turned on when he grinded his cock against my arse crack after I woke up. He did try to fuck me that morning and I wanted anything he was offering but I just found the penetration too painful.

But the more I think about it now (and I’m honestly not sure it’s not my imagination recreating false memories), the more I think Vernon did penetrate me that morning but that we may’ve fucked the night before too. If he did fuck me that night, my first cock would’ve been when I was 15, nearly 16.

Like you buddy, it took me half my life before I could be penetrated.  Plus, I was a Top that first half.  But inside I always knew that my true role was as a bottom to serve and accept cocks.  Finally about 15 years ago my then-partner and I were in the desert and he said, "I want to fuck you."  He tried but it was so painful I couldn't take it.  He was about to give up when I said "No, do it again".  You must remember that I was in love with him at the time and desperately wanted him inside me.  Finally he penetrated and fucked me.  From thereon there was no turning back.  Since we split I've gone on PrEP and now I get bred as often as possible fulfilling the role I was truly meant for.  Oink!

[Breedthisslut]

I do wish I had started way earlier in my life. My first fuck was at age 38 and afterwards was so conflicted. There would months before I would try it again. Eventually I concluded that as long as it was covered, then I would take a cock. It was probably when I late 40’s that I was accepting bare cock in a bath house and occasional adult book store. Once I knew that I was taking cock without guilt or hangups, I was accepting that I was gay and not bi as I had been telling myself for years. Today I am exclusively a bareback bottom that has been actively seeking undetectable loads. I truly wish I had accepted who I was and started my quest for cock earlier in my life. It would have saved me 22 years of living a married life and the pain of the divorce. On the other hand, had I done so, I most likely would be poz now instead of still being negative at age 59.

Edited January 19, 2020 by Breedthisslut

[Guest PhillyBBGuy]

Yes, but I bet I would have converted then and likely would be long gone...

[BB4fking]

I’m pretty happy to have taken the decision to bareback “full time” in December 2015, 4 years ago. I can be precise because I recall an ultimatum from a cute Chinese guy I’d hooked up on Grindr on a business trip to Macau refusing to come to my hotel a second time unless I barebacked. On his first visit we fucked with a condom for a while, he’d take it off and keep fucking me which I liked but I’d then put a new condom on him and restart. I had reflected on it after he left and decided as my ‘gift’ to him to let him bareback the next time. However, when I connected on Grindr on my last night in Macau he said he wasn’t available. I replied that I was disappointed as I wanted to surprise him by barebacking. Suddenly he was available and mentioned he simply wasn’t going to come over and use condoms. We had a great session that night and I decided to get on PrEP which I did on my return home.

The timing was good for me. I didn’t start anal sex till after AIDS was known about so I used condoms from the get go, I didn’t miss what i’d not tried. I did have a great bareback night on a trip to Sydney with a guy I met in a sauna in the 1990s but otherwise didn’t ‘lapse’ from condom use until about the last 5 or 6 years. However, these lapses caused some worry which detracted from the enjoyment. However, the availability of PrEP changed all that. So I’ve now been on PrEP for 4 years and having plenty of raw sex. The time was right for me.

[Guest CuriousDallas]

I started off never using them and never knowing I could/should be using them. Sex Ed at school was entirely about abstinence and how girls got pregnant, there was nothing at all about gay sex. HIV got lumped in with STDs but it really wasn’t mentioned that guys should wear condoms if the fucked or got fucked by other guys. The buds I played with weren’t gay even though we were fucking each other so it was all deemed OK. We kinda knew gay guys could get AIDS but weren’t sure of the particulars. As a result I never learned how to negotiate sex and just fucked and got fucked bare. I started fucking at 15 and as soon as I could drive was hanging out at the bathrooms at Target, Hone Depot snd area parks looking for sex and getting it. I gradually learned that I taking chances by going bare but stuck to younger guys. I never knew what to ask and just didn’t ask questions...I still don’t typically. I’d wanted to try fucking and getting fucked as soon as I started doing BJs at 13 but was too scared. If I’d have known how hot fucki g was I’d have not only started at 13 but probably even earlier.