What awakened your sexuality in your early years.

[Ghostlover9]

When I was 10, I discovered what porn was, and quickly grew to like it. I couldn’t cum yet, but the dry heaves of a pre-teen orgasm was enough to hook me. Started with straight porn and later I found gay porn which was sooooo much better. My video of choice was where these two muscular dudes, one of which was acting like a cop, and they start out talking by an empty container or the back of a freight truck behind a loading dock and they start going at it. It was great. It also made me realize that was older brother had bought a dildo from a strip club to antagonize everyone with, and decided in my great young wisdom to sit on it, and Jesus Christ on ice, did it feel goooood. But being 10 and only recently having discovered sex, my dumbass spent the next two weeks convinced I was pregnant. Yeah, I dunno why my brain figured that but whatever. That’s my sexual awakening. 

[Searchingforit]

For me it was at Boarding school when I was 12. Played with the guy in the next beds cock after lights out. Didn't realise or even know what gay was or homosexuality for that matter. It was good. 

Ended up having sex with over half a dozen guys at school during my time there and that doesnt include being picked up when I absconded from the place on occasions!

[Guest]

Great question , I have a crystal clear image of being about 5,. I was out playing on the side walk. A man an his girlfriend walked by. My eyes locked on his crotch, they were a biker couple . He had a big bulge in his tight jeans  {late 60's now vintage denim). I clearly remember wanting to get in there and know what that was, in that purely innocent way a kid would process it.  

 True sexual awakening was a few years later. 

[fetishgear]

Bit of a weird one, but playing beat em up computer games!  Used to love seeing the buff muscular male characters in not very much, liked the groaning noises.  Didn't quite understand at the time why it turned me on!

[Alsorted]

an older guy  sat next to on a bus id been underage drinking i knew he was gay and was hiv but got so hard i let him wank me off he wanted to fuck this was 40 years ago i be honest i shit myself i would let him now though lol 

[Guest]

12 hours ago, fetishgear said:

Bit of a weird one, but playing beat em up computer games!  Used to love seeing the buff muscular male characters in not very much, liked the groaning noises.  Didn't quite understand at the time why it turned me on!

Your comment reminds me that my favorite part of the old Batman Robin series, was the end of the first half where they are usually tied and struggling to get free as the cliff hanger for the next week,   Definitely the beginning of my yurning for bondage!!

[mguyone]

For me it was my big brother.  He was 13 and I was 7.  We shared a room and as he hit puberty he was a musky horny guy,  I'd watch him change and after a shower we would stay naked and it wasn't long before he was jerking off in front of me.  Touch me all about cum and puberty and a lot more fun stuff. 

[Opensesame]

On 4/2/2023 at 7:07 PM, evilqueerpig said:

For me it was when I was 6 or maybe 7, Mark Goddard, Major West on  Lost in Space, those formfitting costumes.

I preferred the father, but I met Goddard. Not sexually tho 😞 

[PillowPrincess0]

What awakened my sexuality in my early years was my friend's growing beard in middle school and seeing older male teachers. Both looked hot but couldn't do much except look.

[Hard1]

Old Steve Reeves Movies. I know......but all the old slave,harem,gladiator type movies did it.

[max2001]

When I was young I had two cousins and their room sometimes stank of spunk, I didn't recognise it at the time but I kinda likes the smell. When I went to uni, I'd not done anything with a boy before, but was in a housemate's room and recognised the smell. I don't think mine smells, but this was really distinct.

I had only been with girls, and kind of knew what I was by then, but was in denial. I ended up going our of my way to smell his clothes when I was in his room. It was a shared house with 3 other lads, and it all escalated to me sneaking into rooms and seeking out what they had used to wipe up their play sessions. I was even stripping off and wanking in their beds with their grotty cum smelling items.

One of them used to regularly masturbate in bed, probably in the morning, and mop it up with his pants, which were kicked off at the bottom of the bed. I think it was in the morning because I've found them still wet before. I'd either jerk off with them clutched to my face, or ejaculate into them.

I know this is pretty shitty and I regret it. But this is what turned me into what I am today and made me realise I prefer guys.

[MrEugene]

I  think  Robert Conrad in "The Wild Wild West" TV series reruns  is the one who jump started

my libido as a pre-teen  and interest in having an alpha male for a top  partner.

 

[truepig]

I found my Father's stash of porn mags and movies in the 6th grade, was beating off all the time to them. Porn was straight but noticed I was more attracted to the older guys with hairy chest. My Father had a friend with a marvelously hairy body, never got to do anything with him, but did see him nude a lot when we all went camping.

[Cumfilledbottomboi]

I was in love with Danny Pintauro (had his picture from my sister’s teen magazine over my bed) and around the same time, I was also crushing over David Mendenhall, the sun of Sly Stallone’s “Hawk” in “Over The Top.” I didn’t see anything in Sly then (or now) even though he was in peak muscle form then. I ALSO had huge crushes on several boys I was friends with. In truth, I’ve always been a hopeless homo.

[SubBttmBoi]

Mines a little closer to home like a few on here.

My mum had a number of boyfriends through the years, hearing them at it was pretty weird but as a teen I'd often want to be the one being fucked by them... First I felt guilty as fuck about it and would never try anything with them. But was kinda jealous tbh lol